FMF: Vibe?

I struggled with this word, ‘vibe’, as it’s not really a word I use. It feels a bit too hip and trendy for my vocabulary and expressions. I also find it goes along with a message of ‘good luck’ or ‘positive thinking’, which is a little at odds with my own sentiments.

That might be just a British thing?

I understand it to mean the feeling or atmosphere in a particular setting – a friendly vibe, or a party vibe, or a feeling/impression one might get from a particular person – an anxious, or suspicious, or enthusiastic vibe, maybe.

Of course I may be using the word completely wrong.

For me in those situations, when I am aware of that sort of feeling or atmosphere, the sense I get is usually more of something that I sense in my spirit.

A sense that gives me peace, or causes me to pray, or warns me to take caution.

Sometimes I discover that I am picking up wrong signals entirely, based on my own weaknesses, lack of love, or fear, and I find myself having to re-appraise often.

Sometimes, however, if I stick around, that sense shifts, or transforms completely.

If my attitude and presence is one of love and grace, the fragrance of Jesus can flow and change the atmosphere in a room or between individuals.

That is truly miraculous!

That’s a Jesus vibe!!

BERJAYA

Most Fridays, I join an online Christian writing community, Five Minute Friday. We are given a one-word prompt and write – unscripted, unedited, pure free-write – for 5 minutes. The prompt this week is VIBE

I do read through my script afterwards to correct obvious mistakes; to check scripture references and to find an appropriate image to illustrate the topic.

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Re Blog

It’s a funny thing to me, that after I have written something down and published it in a blog – especially in the Five-Minute-Friday blog, as often I have no idea what I shall write, then in five minutes – it is all typed and gone for me and largely forgotten.

Then when I read what others in the FMF community have written, I wonder at how they can all write so eloquently…

So this new wordpress thing, this ‘Blast from the Blog’ an ‘on this day’ idea – I wondered what I could possibly have written for such an intriguing title!

So here it is again. A surprise to me too.

Through a dim mirror

FMF: Part

Now you see only in part, then you shall see fully.

This is what comes to mind in that word today.

BERJAYA
For now we see in a mirror, dimly,

I have an enquiring mind.

I long to know more, see more and understand more.

Meanwhile, with the things of God, I know that I most often see but a vague glimpse of a tiny part of the big picture.

But of course!

The God of the entire creation, of the entire universe – He has eyes to see everything, even little me. But I, though made in His image, see only through His Word and His Spirit in this brief moment of time that is the precious gift of my life.

What I see I see in faith and what I don’t see, I believe in faith. I trust the God of the unseen realities. I trust in His promises and trust in His love.

Hebrews 11:1

Faith shows the reality of what we hope for; it is the evidence of things we cannot see.

Of course I see only a part.

Of course I understand only a part.

What a privilege it is to be able to see even a part of the divine plan, to be a purposed part of His divine plan and part of His Kingdom.

One day, I shall see heaven and earth all as it truly is.

WOW!

I presume by then that my Spirit will be free enough to receive the revelation and marvel in the glory.

1 Corinthians 13:12

For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then we will see face to face. Now I know only in part; then I will know fully, even as I have been fully known.

Every testimony is powerful

WordPress reminded me that I wrote this a year ago and suggested I reblog it. I have never had that suggestion from wordpress before, so maybe I should go with it!

If I say so myself, it picked a powerful message.

Because testimonies are very powerful.

I thank the readers who commented and included their own similar testimonies of when God moves to protect us, in ways we don’t always appreciate at first.

If anyone has another story, please share it, to edify others and give glory to God.

Alpha and Omega

The Beginning

The Old Testament begins by telling us how, in the beginning, God created… God spoke a Word and there it was.

He spoke and He made and it was good.

He said ‘Let there be…’ and He created it, and it was, and He named it, and it was good.

And He spoke a blessing over it and spoke it into all it should be.

The New Testament gospel of John begins by telling us how in the beginning was the Word, which was God, was God, and became flesh to live among us and redeem us back to the Father.

The New Testament ends in Revelation telling us that Jesus, who was from the eternal beginning and the end of all things – the eternal I AM – He will return victoriously to bring His children into His Kingdom in the new heaven and new earth.

The beginning and the end; the alpha and the omega.

The eternal I AM – without beginning or end.

BERJAYA
My painting of the Alpha & Omega from Rev 1:12-20

Genesis 1

1. In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth…

3 And God said, “Let there be light,” and there was light. 4 God saw that the light was good, and he separated the light from the darkness. 5 God called the light “day,” and the darkness he called “night.”

6 And God said, “Let there be a vault between the waters to separate water from water.” 7 So God made the vault and separated the water under the vault from the water above it. And it was so…

9 And God said, “Let the water under the sky be gathered to one place, and let dry ground appear.” And it was so… And God saw that it was good.

11 Then God said, “Let the land produce vegetation… And it was so…

14 And God said, “Let there be lights in the vault of the sky to separate the day from the night…

20 And God said, “Let the water teem with living creatures, and let birds fly above the earth across the vault of the sky.” So God created… God blessed them and said…

24 And God said, “Let the land produce living creatures according to their kinds: … And it was so… God saw that it was good.

26 Then God said, “Let us make mankind in our image…

28 God blessed them and said to them, “Be fruitful and increase in number; fill the earth and subdue it. Rule over the fish in the sea and the birds in the sky and over every living creature that moves on the ground.”…

31 God saw all that he had made, and it was very good.

John 1

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. In him was life, and that life was the light of all mankind. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it…

John 1, verse 14: The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the one and only Son, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.


Rev 22: 13

I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.

Most Fridays, I join an online Christian writing community, Five Minute Friday. We are given a one-word prompt and write – unscripted, unedited, pure free-write – for 5 minutes. The prompt this week is BEGINNING

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As I believe, I am

FMF: Decision.

20:12

What I believe in my heart determines the decisions I make.

If I believe I am slow and stupid, my decisions will reflect that and I may decide to avoid something out of fear of failure.

If I believe that I have strength, wisdom and agency, I may decide in favour of a challenge, knowing that I have every chance of success.

What I believe in my heart is also likely to come out of my mouth too, so I might find that people around me agree with the decisions I make, based on what I have told them that I believe.

But what if all I believe is a lie?

Likewise if I believe that God does not really care about me, nor does He personally listen to my prayers, then I will be unlikely to decide to spend my mornings in prayer, and will be unlikely to choose to spend my evening in a prayer group.

If, on the other hand, I believe that I am called and chosen by God to bear good fruit and to make disciples of all nations, I will decide to spend time in prayer and reading His Word. My decisions will be lining up with the Word of God for my life.

And what if all I believe is true?

Similarly what I believe about society, about health, about influence, about children, marriage and about every aspect of life and the world – whatever I believe will influence the decisions I make.

So I decide now to believe God’s Word, to believe that I am who God says I am. Because I believe this I will study and read His Word every day.

I believe that God is good and is all that the Bible says God is.

I believe that Jesus Christ is the way God has shown us to live by, so this is the way I choose to follow.

I have decided to follow Jesus, because I believe that He is the Way, the Truth and is Life.

BERJAYA

Most Fridays, I join an online Christian writing community, Five Minute Friday. We are given a one-word prompt and write – unscripted, unedited, pure free-write – for 5 minutes. The prompt this week is DECISION

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Day 30 Deborah

Day 30

And now, here’s this year’s final (optional) prompt. In his poem, “Angels,” Russell Edson speaks of these spiritual warrior-messenger-guardians as if they were a type of endangered animal. Brief as it is, the poem is disorienting in its use of flattened diction, odd similes, and elliptical statements.

Today, try writing your own poem that discusses a real or mythical being or profession (demons, firefighters, demonic firefighters) with the same sort of musing yet dispassionate tone.

I’m not sure I managed a ‘dispassionate tone’, but this is my final offering for the month. Thank you those who kindly read and commented on my poems. Bless you.

Deborah1

She was a prophetess – speaking the truth

to a people who had known it once,

who had welcomed and owned it,

but had become complacent and lazy,

Until she spoke with authority and woke them up,

Rousing them to a state of dignity and peace.

Who does that today?

Who speaks the truth with authority?

And who is left to recognises the wisdom?

She was a judge – appointed to govern, legislate

and divine justly, faithfully, among people.

Now politicians a plenty, echoing Pilate’s excuse:

What is Truth?’

Afraid of the people

Truth and justice forfeit and squandered

in political nonsense –

The blind leading the blind off the ramparts of reason,

afraid to speak with sanity, morality or common sense.

She was a warrior – courageously calling the men

and the women to put on their armour,

to stand up ready to be counted valiantly –

As a mother, she calls me

and you

to fight for dignity,

for truth,

and for justice.

Deborah, hold up your head and lead

let us fight for humanity’s freedom!

BERJAYA
  1. Judges Chapter 4 ↩︎

Day 29 Transformed

Day 29 Transformed

Finally, here’s today’s prompt (optional, as always). In “After Turning the Clocks Back,” Jennifer Moxley links present with past, using a few well-placed details to invoke both a sense of the daily “now” and a nostalgic sense of the speaker’s long-ago life.

In your poem today, similarly compare your everyday present life with your past self, using specific details to conjure aspects of your past and present in the reader’s mind.

Transformed

I didn’t know it was fear until trust took its place

between the walls of the home we should rest

in. And who’d have thought that grace could replace

the demands that whipped from me less than my best?

Where roller-coaster rides on rough terrain was my norm

now there is the deepest peace within the fiercest storm;

because light guides my feet close by my Saviour’s side

opening doors that fear used to block, tempting me to hide.

I hadn’t known how dark it was until the lights went on,

hadn’t known how lonely I was before I knew His name;

Accepted, loved, a cherished daughter of God Most High

Having been a mediocre caterpillar, I’m now a beautiful butterfly!

BERJAYA

Day 28: Universal

Day 28

And now for today’s (optional) prompt. Victoria Chang’s poem, “The Lovers,” is short and somewhat shocking, bringing us quickly from a near-hallucinatory descriptive statement to a strange sort of question, before ending on the very direct statement of a “truth.” Six lines, three sentences, and to top it off, a title that I think works for the poem but is only obliquely related to its text. Today, try writing a poem that follows the same beats: three sentences, six lines: statement, question, conclusion.

Universal

Some laud that which is loudly seen

above that which is humbly invisible.

Is the heart inconsequential, or stupid,

since it performs not in public exams?

The life of every pulsing soul is precious –

entitled to respect, justice and care.

BERJAYA

Day 27 How to perceive

Day 27

Last but not least, here’s today’s (optional) prompt. Start by reading Robert Fillman’s poem, “There should always be two.” Now, write your own poem in which all the verses contain the same number of lines (whether couplets, triplets, quatrains, etc.) and in which you give the reader instructions of some kind.

I couldn’t find the Robert Fillman poem, so I learned what a triplet was and then proceeded to write what turned out to be a Haiku triplet – so I wrote a short light-hearted series of them.

How to perceive life

If you seek to know

what and when and who and how

learn from life and grow

If you want to see

look again but differently

until both agree

If you long to hear

open far and listen near

loving without fear

If you wish to be

humble as a bumble bee

buzz upon a tree

And if you perchance

ever have the happenstance

grab with joy and dance

For life flies and when

more than three score years and ten

pass, remember then!

BERJAYA
BERJAYA