This has happened to you. Your mother fondly preserved something that you loved when you were a child. But you have no memory of it. The mind is fickle, as Krishna tells Arjuna on the eve of a battle with his family. Favourites come and go. Things and memories that cling to you today, move you desperately, will be forgotten tomorrow. So I looked through photos that I have shown before to recreate a memory archaeologist’s view of what my favourites had been once. The featured photo of a black buck seeking a mate was once among my favourites.
So was this portrait of a fruit seller in Munnar’s municipal market. The reflection of the harsh sunlight outside the stall gave ample light inside, and the blue plastic covering his stall cast its colour over the scene. The double portrait, the man with the red eyes and his reflection looking older, was something that came to me in a moment.
I’d taken a long walk with my camera around the mangrove forest on one shore of Neil Island in the Andamans, When I got back. my companions had sat down for an al fresco lunch. As I joined them, my attention fell on our surroundings reflected in the spoon in front of me: the walls of the restaurant on one side, the open sea and the mangroves on the other. The curves of the spoon made an abstract of the reflections, and the whole became, for a while, a favourite still life.
On a walk through the lanes of Bandra village one evening, the week before Christmas, I passed this little shop selling kababs. They had nearly sold out their stock, and these four young counter staff were clearly waiting for a signal to down shutters. There was a lot happening around them, and I could sense their impatience to get away. This was the best street photo I got that day: none of the lights, but a sense of expectation. Isn’t that what you want for a Christmas shot?
At Checkpoint Charlie the atmosphere these days is of a carnival. Tourists walk about gawking at the remnants of a history which passed before they were born. How could I capture the sense of that past history which loomed over most of my youth? A blank wall and the shadow of a guard’s pillbox might do. These five were my favourites once, made with thought. All these I’d forgotten, and I now remember.