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Friday, December 11th, 2009
9:55 am
[true]
BERJAYA
Sorry
I AM SO SORRY I KEEP MISSING USER'S REQUESTS TO JOIN. I HAVE BEEN OUT OF COMMISSION OF LATE.
Tuesday, April 17th, 2007
12:21 pm
[modern_doll]
BERJAYA
oh to escape the mess
I look around my house.
I just want to crawl into my bed and under my covers.
Everywhere I look, there are 'just things'.
They are just things. They aren't the essence of
someone I love or have loved. They do not
hold a part of someone's soul... nor can they bring
them back. I can not escape loss. But, I can escape denial.
or atleast try...


Current Mood: tired
Thursday, April 12th, 2007
11:16 pm
[the_shady_lane]
BERJAYA

Escaping is so much harder than people make it out to be. We all say 'I'll start a new life', and we all feel poetic and in charge of what happens next, but no one succeeds. No one can escape. Our old life will never leave, and as much as we run from it, or push it into the corners of our minds, it will always come back. We can never escape from our mistakes and who we were, or who we still are. Imperfections last us forever.

I'm Caitlin. And I'm tired of starting over.

Monday, January 8th, 2007
7:11 pm
[susannahelle]
BERJAYA
michael.
i want terribly to escape from everything going on here in this world i'm forced to live in. i would love to find out what it's like to drown, to die of electrocution. i know it sounds awkward and odd, but it would be so much more lovely to die of that than a common, broken heart. i no longer wish to be around with this broken heart of mine, and knowing that he never cared nor loved me as he'd said. and he was the one who planned our wedding. he was the one who planned our children. i love him with all of my heart, but he's sent it away to albuquerque and now i cannot fight for myself. i need to leave. permanently? i don't know. but i'm escaping now.
Sunday, August 27th, 2006
3:54 pm
[cornerofnowhere]
BERJAYA
I escape from my daily obligations to read and re-read old entries in this community.
I'm in love.
Tuesday, August 15th, 2006
10:20 pm
[calyne]
BERJAYA
The term "escape artist", why do I keep seeing it, why does everyone use it so freely, what does it mean? Even the term "escapist" -- surely almost everyone is somewhat of an "escapist", in some sense.

Anyway, introductions, hello, hello... My name is Calyne. I've always needed solitude, and I hate that that can and does get misinterpreted as a coldness or insulting avoidance to my friend(s?). Lately, due to the fact that I'm still in a pathetic state of... patheticism... which I will not go into... which is only a trick, chemical, a joke... They've made pills for it, why can't they make pills against it...

I don't have a passion or anything, so I find it difficult to get away. I love anonymous crowds and an ever-changing scene of strangers. I used to have very severe social anxiety, but now I'm just socially dumb.

I fantasize about leaving. I have to get the hell out of here. I'm running out of time. I really need to get the fuck away. I just want to leave. The boredom is unbearable.

In the meantime, I've also been undergoing a major change, one that I've been striving towards for a while now... The result is an increased apathy, loss of integrity, and lost faith in God (I wasn't religious, more pantheistic, I guess), to name a few.

I've never known what to do, but I always stuck to the safe side of the right or wrong; it's not like I could tell, I'm no God. Now I'm comparitively insensitive and bad. I rely on anything I can to escape until I run away to the city, for no reason other than that I'm bored.

Anyone know of any drugs I could get easily? OTC medication I could get from like, Rite Aid? Thanks.
Thursday, July 7th, 2005
1:41 pm
[vireo]
BERJAYA
Working vacation?
Greetings, fellow escape artists,

I was wondering if anyone would be interested in joining my community for people who are teaching English in another country, or who want to. It's called BERJAYAteachabroad. Feel free to check it out! I just started it last week.

(x-posted)
Thursday, May 26th, 2005
11:26 am
[modern_doll]
BERJAYA
I could use a serious form of escape from a few things right now. But really, I would like to get out of this nausea.

I was given morphine in the hospital. Morphine is evil. You would think I would like it, since so many are looking for an escape through drugs. Made me feel like crap.

Mum made me chicken leek soup. I don't feel like getting lost in food.

WHERE THE HELL DID EVERYONE ESCAPE TO?!
Sunday, March 27th, 2005
9:54 pm
[victimreft]
BERJAYA
yo
i joined this community because i recently got screwed over real bad by some people i thought were my friends. and it's happened before. i've basically come to the conclusion that people are inherently bastardly and are out for nothing but their own. anyways. i read. i watch movies. i talk to strange reclusive people and i've started a livejournal. i'm not sure if this is healthy, but um i guess i'm just wondering if there are similar experiences out there?
Sunday, February 27th, 2005
3:05 pm
[ivegot_theruns]
BERJAYA

I am selling a First Class Eurail Flexipass on Ebay.

Eurail Flexipass descriptionCollapse )

It's pretty cool and I would love to use it, but I don't have the money or time to travel this year. If you're interested, here is a link to the auction:

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&rd=1&item=6514836139&ssPageName=STRK:MESE:IT

Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
2:35 am
[mysticamysteria]
Xanac can do wonders in escaping from reality. I take a pill, smoke a clove, listen to some music and I feel like I'm in another world. Life sure can be great at times.

Current Mood: lethargic
Friday, July 16th, 2004
4:26 pm
[_pidgeon_]
BERJAYA
I hope you dont mind the spammage..
BERJAYA
BERJAYAmedicatedyouth
The name is misleading... You don't have to be Medicated and you don't have to be Youth to join MEDICATED YOUTH. =)
It's just an unusual community for expressive people.
Thursday, May 20th, 2004
6:21 pm
[sommeil]
BERJAYA
BERJAYA
Saturday, May 8th, 2004
12:09 pm
[l0stxstar]
BERJAYA
I've been using sleep to get away from everything recently. When I'm sleep, I'm not awake & worrying about things.
But I've been having difficulty getting to sleep, so I'm having to take Nytol & drink Night Milk before I sleep.
Does anyone else use sleep to escape?
Friday, January 23rd, 2004
12:11 am
[dj_ki]
BERJAYA
HELL-O
hi, I joined because my friend suggested I should.
a comunity about being alone? how ironic, huh?
but I like! great idea....now I'm going to go think to myself what I just did by myself.

Current Mood: cold
Friday, January 9th, 2004
3:04 pm
[l0stxstar]
BERJAYA
*wave*
I just joined.
I need to escape from reality regularly.
I love being on my own. Needing solitude is a part of me which I think will always be there.
Music helps me to escape.
Alcohol does too.. which I don't really see a good thing, but it helps.
I just discovered that painting helps a lot.
And being on my own in a room with no noise.
But sometimes, it's not enough..
Crying helps me there though.
Anyhow, hope you're all well.


Current Mood: indifferent
Saturday, December 20th, 2003
4:10 pm
[greendaychictx]
BERJAYA
Hello.
I am new here.
I joined because escapism is appealing to me. Sometimes it constitutes my entire character.
I dream of moving to a big city and disappearing.
My camera captures my mind and my mind is sometimes lost.
I'll probably love you.
Wednesday, October 15th, 2003
3:47 pm
[sparkleme]
escape
échapper
away from it
my obsessions are my escapes
i escape through him. with him. hes not real. im not real. i can escape
into the books i read. the books take me away.
the films i watch. the films take it away.
ride the train to nowhere.
paint the sky red.
anyway you want.
anything you want.
i quote other people to express myself better.
lost in the music.
some real emotion.
some real intent.
sometimes id like to get at your real feelings.
write the letters.
read the books.
watch the films.
some detachement keeps you sane...

this seems like an amazing community
im glad i found it
we must be spontaneous,
keep it real
escape to feel
Saturday, May 17th, 2003
10:24 pm
[megumiko]
BERJAYA
Gotta cut away
its all too much. struggling to get things done at work(nobody else seems to care anymore), ive got finals next week and everybody's trying to make plans with me on my only free day of the week. i dont wanna do anything! I dont wanna go anywhere! i just want a day to sleep or do whatever the hell i please. why is it that so few people understand that?

Current Mood: drained
Wednesday, May 7th, 2003
8:54 pm
[lizhubbard]
BERJAYA
lizhubbard

lizhubbard

Subject: flyer for the pickled bros show (free admission) LOTS OF FUN TO BE HAD BY ALL!!
Time: 8:40 pm.

http://www.pickledbrothers.com/images/singleflier.jpg
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