my heart holds on to my heels

lyrics:

The stars, they sink in the oceans of ink
Long black ribbons of cars
And in the taxi you ask me how I'm doing
But you already know
Beyond, beyond is not through
It's only a reflection of you
And something's at the window
It motions with its fingers,
calling me beyond
The sadness is mine
The sadness is mine
It's why you're not helping me
And whatever has come for me
Oh, I can give you whatever you're wanting
Just take it and spare me, spare me please
Oh, tell me this is only a warning, no
Please have mercy, let me go

If only a day to let her know
Without her love I'm nothing at all
The change is happening and I'm almost gone
In her heart is my faith and it wins against the sadness
The train, it moves through the desert
The horses, they will challenge its stride
And into the boxcar she leaps
And is my hero and penetrates the demons inside

The clouds, they pass
But they're moving so fast, I watch them collide
Collide and collapse in her arms like a newborn child
And I am at once reborn
The sadness is mine
The sadness is mine
It's why you're not helping me
And whatever has come for me
Oh, I can give you whatever you're wanting
Just take it and spare me, spare me please
Oh, tell me this is only a warning, no
Please have mercy, let me go

If only a day to let her know
Without her love, I was nothing at all
The change is happening, and I'm almost gone
In her heart is my faith, and it wins against the sadness
The frog in the moat, as he grabs my throat
It lifts as she comes
She opens her cloak, and it's the color of the blood
And it's the sign of what now must come
Deny, deny me my destiny
I am not ready to go
I am the horror that brings us to the morning
Where I will have to stand and fight God
The sadness is mine
The sadness is mine
It's why you're not helping me
And whatever has come for me
Oh, I can give you whatever you're wanting
Just take it and spare me, spare me please
Oh, tell me this is only a warning, no
Please have mercy, let me go
If only a day to let her know
Without her love it's nothing at all
The change is happening, and I'm almost gone
In her heart is my faith and it wins against the sadness

Happy birthday everybody whom's bday I missed and am going to miss.

AT 130 to 145 is my favourite... hahaha. Legos plus SOTL and the musical Silence -can't get any better than that. Can you?

Favourite song from the movie and part where BB is dressing up -always thought of dubbing it with "Dressing Up" -by the cUre.

I have history with this journal. I think I will just come back here to stay.

DEAR SAMANTHACLAUS,
PLEASE MAKE BUSCEMI'S BIRTHDAY THE BESTEST EVER, TODAY.
THANK YOU,
ME~<3

Best DEXTER episode yet!!! soooo happy!

We have been listening to a lot of Caged Gorillas Draw Art lately.
More like, Caged Caged Gorilla Gorilla Caged Caged Gorilla Draw Draw Art Draw Art. And today, Fsharp.

"Open strings blues"
"Mary had a little lamb"
"Twinkle Twinkle, Little Star"

C1 is going to be the next Melora Creager.





C2 LOVES SCHNUFFLE BUNNY:
(Snuggle/Cutie Song)








We have Siggi staying with us. He really is the perfect pet.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ICT_implants

http://www.fplc.edu/risk/vol8/fall/ramesh.htm

anymeow, HAPPY HALLOWEEN! This year is going to be awwwwwesome! >;D

I am one badass mofo. I don't give a damn about anyone or anything. I do not care about sincerity nor empathy. I died in 2004.

what the heck?

you never knew me, if that is what you think/feel.