Escaping is so much harder than people make it out to be. We all say 'I'll start a new life', and we all feel poetic and in charge of what happens next, but no one succeeds. No one can escape. Our old life will never leave, and as much as we run from it, or push it into the corners of our minds, it will always come back. We can never escape from our mistakes and who we were, or who we still are. Imperfections last us forever.

I'm Caitlin. And I'm tired of starting over.