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glinda: I want everything I've ever seen in the movies (movies)
In March, I was mostly watching films. In general terms not that many films - five new-to-me films - but given last year’s hideously low number of films that weren’t re-watches I’m going to call it a victory. It took me until August to get to this many films last year, so while my new-to-me books is still looking grim and my audio series list doesn’t bear mentioning, at least my film watching is fairly healthy.

In my quest to actually get something written, given the general uptick in watching new-to-me films, I went on a binge of documentaries in the Storyville strand on iPlayer, and wrote them up for the film blog. (I’ve been full of the desire to write but seriously lacking the inspiration for it.) I also decided after K-pop Demon Hunters that I’d try and watch a bunch of last year’s films that I missed and write those up too, but I only managed Sinners though in fairness, it was an absolute banger. (They deserved every last nomination, acting and sound in particular.) I’m really glad I managed to see it in the cinema - my local arthouse cinema was screening it ahead of the Oscars so I saw it with like 20 other people who’d all either seen it before and loved it or like me and had missed it the first time and were keen to be impressed, it was a good audience vibe, is what I’m saying - because the sound was immense, it really benefited from having the big screen good sound system experience. Speaking of films that benefited from being on the big screen, I saw Project Hail Mary in the cinema this week. Just a delight. (Rocky!) Ryan Gosling and Sandra Hüller acting their wee hearts out in what is ultimately quite a silly film. Too long obviously, but honestly I barely cared. (Also I’m not really across a lot of pop music, but what do you mean Harry Styles wrote that song? I presumed it was a cover of something 70s but no it’s just a homage to Bowie and glamrock, significantly more impressed with that lad’s talents now. Though mostly I need me a copy of Sandra Hüller singing it.) And, it has my favourite Beatles song in it. There’s a LEGO set I can’t justify but really, really want.

With the election period upon us, I figured what I actually needed was a nice straight-forward knitting project to work on while on the road and generally too brain-fried to deal with anything too complicated. So I’m making a loop scarf in a basic shell pattern - it’s basically one row of straight forward lace shaping and one row of purl stitch, knit until you run out of wool - in alternating colours, so is a nice way to use up a set of hand-dyed mini-skeins that I bought during lockdown and have been waiting for a project since then. It’s excellent TV knitting, though mostly I’ve been doing it while catching up on my podcast backlog. (I’ve spent a lot of this weekend catching up on Gastropod and 99% Invisible) I’m hoping to do a bit more actual TV watching, there’s a bunch of things serieses I want to tackle, but I’m not going to talk about those plans until I’ve actually started them in the hope that they’ll actually happen. It’s always such a crapshoot these last few years what will and won’t catch and hold my attention on that front.
glinda: wooden needles in two bright red/pink balls of wool (knitting)
Mostly today I've been slowly (there's like 120 stitches) casting on a cowl and setting up the pattern repeat. I mean, I took myself off to Nairn for the day and walked along the beach and had a wee picnic, and the was unexpectedly a street festival with craft and food stalls. I also read a decent chunk of my book and got some writing done once I was home so all in all a sucess of a Saturday.

However, my main reason for making this post is that I think I might have accidentally become a shawl person. To explain: over lockdown I did a shawl shaping course, and made a bunch of mini shawls, and then a couple of years ago I made full sized versions of my two favourite shapes from the course as a stash busting project. I really enjoyed it, enough so that I even got myself blocking boards, but I haven't actually made any more, because I've never been able to convince myself that I'm a shawl person. I love the idea of them, I think they look great on other people, but I don't like them on me. Fast forward today, the weather is gorgeous and I'm planning to be outside doing things while wearing a bag and I need something to protect my shoulders as whenever I wear the dress I'm planning to wear today with a bag, no matter how often I reapply sunscreen I get burned. None of my cardigans really go with it - I was in fact contemplating making a cardigan to go with it my next project, but that doesn't resolve the problem today and by this point I need to leave the house imminently and don't have time to change - but then I remember my shawls. I manage to macguyver a solution with one of the shawls - a 3/4 shawl? - if I tuck the ends into the belt of my dress it stays put, problem solved.

So far so ordinary. But here's the thing. I have never in my life received so many compliments in one afternoon from people I don't know, on any knitted item I've made. Several different women stopped me - in shops, in a cafe, on the train - to admire my shawl and ask if I made it myself. All at times when I wasn't knitting myself. So not only was it a practical success - my shoulders are pleasingly free of either sunburn on marks where my bag rubbed - but I feel disproportionately good about both my shawl and myself! I guess I need to figure out how to wear them when I don't have a small rucksack pinning them in place? Shawl pins are a thing right? I've definitely got a scarf ring that was my gran's.
glinda: wooden needles in two bright red/pink balls of wool (knitting)
There's something inherantly mildly humourous about knitting with really big needles. Perhaps if you use the big sizes all the time you get used to it and the humour wears off, but I rarely knit with them so the humour remains. (My current project is largely in 12mm needles - that's 17 in US sizes 00 in old UK sizes - with the cuffs and collars on 10mms, the 10s are less ridiculous, and I think that's a familiarity thing, I've knitted a few things on this size, usually chunky scarves, nothing this big though.) I think the humour is accentuated because, as I was making an actual garment, I treated myself to the circular variety - I found a set of the knitpro big sizes on special offer - and if you knit with knit pros you'll be familiar with their pleasingly eccentric patterning and also that they're often quite short circular pins. (Which is great for facilitating magic loop I find.) In the really big sizes though this means they are at once big chunky needles, and short stubby ones. They're pretty easy to knit with, but it just all looks quite clumsy, visually reminding me of being a small learner knitter, wrestling with outsize needles and yarn to make something. Of course as an adult they are combined with equally chunky wool - superchunky! - so knit fabric is multiplying off my needles at a pleasing - almost cartoonish - rate of knots giving the whole endeavour a sort of sorceror's apprentice ridiculousness, like I'm working really clumsy magic. Idk. It's unexpectedly fun. I wanted a break from fiddly wee complex projects, and this is fitting the bill far better than I could have imagined.
glinda: my shoes on bournemouth beach (shoes/beach)
We've been having a mini heatwave here and it has not been fun. I'm usually pretty good about keeping at least my bedroom cool in hot weather so I can sleep, but as I don't generally expect heat in the 23 to 25 degree range in September I was got off guard so the whole house has been stuff as fuck for several days. There was a thunder storm on Thursday night and it was actually hotter afterwards! (It was so hot and sunny on Friday that when I left for work at lunchtime there were green peppers on my kitchen pepper plant and came home to a bunch of red and yellow peppers. One of them is comically yellow of the window side and green on the other.) I work in an old building full of heavy duty broadcast equipment that gives off a lot of heat - there's air con in like six rooms in the building and you knew when anyone walked into or out of them because you'd here them go 'aaaah' or 'oooph' accordingly. (One of my colleagues told me she was working in 'fridge 2' so I went to visit her to cool down, I was so warm that after twenty minutes in that room I'd raised the air temperature noticably in the process of cooling down.) Thankfully there was an actual breeze today so I've managed to cool the house down to match the daytime outdoor temperature - A++ insulation, less of a boon in hot weather - so hopefully I get some decent sleep tonight, though the breeze has died down this evening so I have my concerns. I had to escape to the actual coast, with it's beach and glorious sea breezes to clear the lingering headache the weather had left me with, and I tell you, few things are as surreal to me as walking into town was earlier. Picture me in a calf-length sundress, with a giant sunhat and sunglasses, slurping an iced beverage, while autumn leaves rain picturequely down on me. The beach picnic with icecream and a book was exactly what I needed, mental health-wise but my goodness I do not expect to need the factor 50 in September!

Media I have Consumed Lately
I finished All Quiet on the Western Front, which was a really compelling read, if really depressing. Yes I already knew the end, but I kept hoping against hope that there'd be some hope left, but it's an anti-war novel written in the wake of the First World War, the only hope is that there'll be no more war and we know that that one's in vain.

Otherwise I've mostly been listening to podcasts while knitting. (I've finished the body and need to pick up the stitches round the neck next.) A charming one called Animal about the relationships between animals and humans, particularly in a cultural context. And a funny but mildly concerning one from Adam Rutherford and Hannah Fry about Living with AI, which was made to go along with last year's Reith lectures on the same topic, exploring the ideas raised in the lectures and interviewing various experts to provide context. Oh and I caught up with my back log of Slow Radio while avoiding looking at screens while at home, very soothing and now I have some ideas bubbling away for some audio projects of my own.

Media I am Currently Consuming
I'm currently listening to the current series of Intrigue (which is more of a thread of short series' of true crime/political thrillers) this one called The Immortals about the 'longevity' movement *insert Freddy Mercury singing that song from Highlander, no not that one* It's presented by Aleks Krotoski and I could listen to her read the dictionary, which is good, because there are clearly some important issues here, the obsessions of tech bros will become problems for the rest of us, whether we care or not, so better to be informed, but I'd be hard put to care otherwise. (They're such a bunch of grifters.)

I've started reading The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern, largely because the pile of books I pulled off the shelf the other week when I was reorganising is still sitting beside my computer desk, accusingly and that book has been crowning the pile and shouting 'read me!' in my direction every time I sit at my desk. Which seems as good a reason as any to read it next!

I'm continuing to plug away at Genre and Contemporary Hollywood odd chapter by chapter, but as I'm unlikely to finish it any time soon I decided to grab another non-fiction to compensate for it. Leviathan or, The Whale by Philip Hoare was a charity shop find at the start of the year, and I rediscovered it in the pile beside my desk, having been mis-filed in my unread books as fiction. It's a book about whales in both literature and nature, and also a bit of a memoir, I haven't got very far with it, but I'm enjoying it so far.

Media I Hope to Consume Next
My head has hurt too much to spend very long with screens over the last few days, so hopefully once it cools back down I can finish season 2 of The Mandalorian. I've got stitches to pick up and sleeves to put in my jumper so I forsee a lot of podcast listening in my immediate future, so perhaps I'll catch up with Re: Dracula.

Both the books I meant to put here I ended up reading a couple of chapters of so they ended up moving sections but maybe I'll get back to Gideon the Ninth or maybe now's finally the time to take another run at Pardise Lost? (Displacement? What displacement? Nope, nothing to do with not being able to watch the second season of Good Omens until I've finished my Disney+ trial...!)
glinda: and knitted marvin shall be my squishy... (squee)
I keep sitting down with intent to write one of these posts and just feeling uninspired and not writing anything. I’ve just not been feeling very fannish lately. However, I was sitting knitting this afternoon when it occurred to me that knitting was for many years, a fannish activity for me. I’ve made fannish items for myself, as gifts for others, and I’ve knitted non-fannish items for people I wouldn’t have known except through fandom.

I returned to knitting after a break of several years towards the end of uni. (Nearly twenty years ago, good grief.) It was around the same time that I’d returned to reading comics and was working on figuring out who I was rather than all the people I’d been trying to be. Likely because I got an LJ about the same time as I got back into crafting, the two things have long intertwined with each other in my head and my heart. Being a knitter and being a sci-fi fan have become stitched into my sense of identity, reinforcing each other over and again, until I couldn’t unpick them from each other or myself even if I wanted to.

In fact, the first item of full-sized clothing I ever made was a Gryfinndor scarf for a fannish friend one Xmas - *shakes fist at JKR for tarnishing those lovely memories* - and the second was another for my best mate’s 21st birthday. I made a panda modelled after an anime that a boyfriend was obsessed with (Ranma 1/2), who in turn tracked me down a pattern to make my own Marvin from Hitchhikers (featured in my icon) even though I never did make it myself, I knitted a Myfanwy from Torchwood for an LJ friend and doubtless a dozen other things over the years that have slipped my mind. Oh yeah, there was that time I knit another uni friend a pair of fingerless gloves with the Nottingham Forest logo on the back for secret Santa…just because it isn’t my fandom doesn’t mean it isn’t A fandom! And the team identifiers I knit for our Jam Refs when I used to officiate roller derby were definitely a fannish activity.

These days I mostly knit jumpers, hats or cowls, practical things for everyday use, or nice gifts for family members, but it was fannish knitting that pushed me to acquire many of the skills that I use all the time now. And even now, when most of my fannish crossover with crafting is talking about Leverage or some cool new indie sci-fi film with my knitting group, there’s a Wonder Woman jumper pattern in my revelry queue, and a cool solar system cross-stitch pattern book marked for once I’m done with my current WIPs - space was one of my earliest fandoms. In fact if we’re being technical about it, just before the pandemic kicked off, I spent too long carefully repainting an old picture frame so that it would perfectly set off a webcomic print I’d treated myself to not long before. I still look at knitted items of costume on shows and think about how I could recreate them, even if I don’t actually try to do anything about that - I’m no good at designing my own knitting patterns. Cross-stitch yes, knitting no.

I guess what I’m saying is that, while it might not loom as large as it used to, fancrafts are still a fundamental part of my fannish identity and engagement.
glinda: wooden needles in two bright red/pink balls of wool (knitting)

 Life is, weirdly normal these days, for a given value of normal. Nonetheless, normal means starting a Wednesday reading post on Monday to be ready to post on Wednesday when you should have finished your current book as you only have half a chapter left and then forgetting that yoiu’ve neither finished book nor actually hit post because your parents have been visiting. So tenses in this post may be interesting as I may have missed things while attempting to update it. 

Last Saturday I met a friend for a walk and a coffee, as she was in town to put her car in the garage, and her highly gregarious teenage daughter had begged for an opportunity to catch up with a friend - conversation, with someone she wasn’t related to, in person! We went and saw some public art - a mural and installation that can be viewed from outside the still closed arts centre. On Sunday I went round to a colleague’s house to have lunch and to record some sound effects. On Monday I was waiting in for a delivery that I was certain wasn’t going to going to get here - if it was ‘dispatched’ from a amazon depot just outside Frankfurt at 4am this morning, chances were not high of it being in Inverness by the end of the day...it’s rescheduled for Thursday but in the meantime I enjoyed watching it’s slow chug around German Amazon depots.(It did turn up on Thursday though the power adapter is for the wrong region, if I need to charge it in the states I’m sorted...)

Since I started writing this post I’ve got older! It was my birthday on Friday, and my parents were visiting, so we had a day trip to Nairn, there were walks along the beach and a lovely lunch, all else I could have asked for was an ice cream, but the queues were massive - mostly because of adhering to social distancing rules - So we held off and had some when we got home instead!

What I’ve Finished Reading/ Listening to Lately

First up I accidentally read all the 2019 Caine Prize for Literature stories in three sittings across two days, they’re all excellent. I think I talked about Skinned last time, but I’ll also be looking out for more from the authors of The Wall and Sew My Mouth. After that I moved on to Sonic Wonderland by Trevor Cox, which was pretty much as interesting as I hoped it would be. I feel like I’d rather sit down and have a coffee and a natter, or perhaps go on a sound walk with him, I seem to have questions about what he writes about that are nerdier than the general popular science audience that the book is aimed at but not like, academic textbook level. On a slightly sideways note, I picked up Noam Chomsky’s On Anarchism in HMV a while back on a whim, and picked it up to read on Monday while waiting for my parcel not to arrive. It’s an odd sort of book, more a collection of several of his essays on the subject from across the years rather than a coherent whole, but it’s interesting and the essays are well written individually. He’s refreshingly practical in his assessments, more interested in trying new things and testing ideas than being wedded to ideological purity. 

On the radio I‘ve enjoyed a series from the late 90s on water supply issues across the world - the US, Egypt, Bangladesh and the Jordan Valley- called Watershed it’s both really interesting and really depressing as a lot of it’s more concerning predictions have been proved correct. The evidence was there twenty years ago and not enough was done. So frustrating. On a less frustrating note I’ve also been listening to Sounds of Japan which is presented by Nick Luscombe, who has worked across both music producing and field recording, in Japan and other places. The programme therefor is a mixture of field recordings he’s made himself over the years and all kinds of music from Japan - folk, classical, experimental, electronic, Ainu - that we don’t hear a great deal of in the West. I enjoyed it greatly even if I did have to relisten to one episode after it caused me to fall asleep on the sofa...

What I’m Currently Reading/Listening to

Listening wise I’m enjoying a series on gardening and plants more generally, called Growing Science it’s nice short episodes, interesting but not too complex subject, so ideal for a crafting accompaniment. There’s been a lot of picking up stitches lately.
 
On the reading front, I’ve been carrying Iraq: 100 around with me in my bag a lot lately and not making much progress on it. At home I’ve just started a new non-fiction, one of the last batch of academic books I picked up in the Manchester University Press sale - always a good time for the academic film nerd - Hispanic and Lusophone Women Filmmakers: Theory, Practice and Difference, edited by Parvati Nair and Julián Daniel Gutiérrez-Albilla. I’m hoping to get through more of my outstanding TBR of academic film theory now that I have Netflix to help me out, it’s definitely easier to do the reading when I’ve got half a chance of seeing the films in question!

What I’m Reading/Listening to Next

I managed to get my library books swapped out last week, so I now have chunky hardbacks by both Amitav Ghosh (Gun Island) and Ann Leckie (Provenance) out - I didn’t purposefully pick chunky hardbacks, I just picked a couple of authors I like and asked for whatever the library had in stock by them - so one or other of them I think. Listening wise I’m not sure that I’m really in the mood to tackle anything new. Perhaps I’ll grab one of my Big Finish audios to accompany my knitting. 

On the subject of knitting, I have in fact finished another knitted item. I’ve been making a waistcoat, and after much procrastinating on the picking up stitches, it’s now finished. I played yarn chicken and won! Mostly, I had to make the lapels smaller than they were supposed to be, but given they would have been massive if I’d knitted them to actual size, I don’t feel that’s a bad thing. I feel cute wearing it, so we’ll take that as a win. I’ve also re-started a project that I’d previously partly frogged and re-knitted and then frogged again. I think this is third time lucky? I may have radically amended the pattern in order to make it work with the wool I have - I will eventually knit it as written, it’s less the pattern that’s the problem than the yarn substitution that didn’t work (this is the project that taught me the importance of yarn yardage, something I’d never really been aware of previously, in yarn substitution) but now i know that I can actually get the right wool, I’ll order some once the stash is a bit more manageable. 

On the stash-busting front, I’ve been working on some cross-stitch projects, so now I have a some cross-stitch cacti on the bookshelf and some multi-coloured owls on the wall. It started with a need for an actually nice birthday card for my big cousin J’s 40th back when the only places open were supermarkets and kind of spiralled from there. I’ve now got three empty frames hanging in my kitchen awaiting a themed trio of cross-stitch city skylines that I have planned. It’s been really nice going through projects I’ve had bookmarked for ages - years and years in some cases - and making them, my only limitation is that projects must use supplies I already have, but my goodness I’ve collected a lot of stranded cotton over the years so this is fortunately not hard! (Also I inherited a pile of threads from both a clear out at a training centre years ago, and my gran’s inexplicable collection of thread too - she liked the idea of cross-stitch more than the actual doing of it, I think, up until now I’ve mostly been working through her abandoned project knits finishing them for her, now I’m on to the actual supplies.) The only problem is that while my project list says I’ve done a whole bunch of stash-busting my stash doesn’t look appreciably smaller, the problem with the individual skeins being so small, we’re currently in drop in the ocean territory! Realistically, I could spend the next ten years stitching projects just from my stash and only need to re-supply on Aida - and maybe some black thread for backstitch purposes!

glinda: wooden needles in two bright red/pink balls of wool (knitting)
Happy Beltane! Also Happy International Workers Day!

I hit the wall a bit half-way through April, so the daily writing thing didn't really go as planned, I did however keep writing most days and apparently just picking away at the words works really well for food blog posts? I can just write a paragraph here and there, and it keeps me both writing and cooking? I've been managing to average a food blog post a week throughout lockdown and the four I managed this month amounted to 2802 words - which almost averages 100 words a day for the month! Plus I'm starting to feel like I actually have words for subjects other than food lately, I don't know about fic, but there's definitely some film-related words brewing. Anyway I'm going to try again on the writing everyday thing this month, because I was definitely enjoying it before I got derailed by *gestures at everything* I think I saw that someone on my f-list is hosting 'write every day' on their journal this month, so I suspect I'll be playing along as I think the accountability definitely helps.

Oh and because I do miss my little counter:

10132 / 75000 (13.51%)


Also I looked back at last year's totals and weirdly, I'm actually ahead of where I was last year? I know last year wasn't exactly my best writing year, but it's kinda cheering and motivating to realise that I'm not doing terribly even if this were a normal year - which it most definitely is not - I'm nowhere near where I'd like to be, but I'm better placed than I realised. I'm even ahead of last year on fic-writing. A lot of my fic-writing last year was on a WIP that I still haven't finished, so most of my finished fic words weren't until later in the year.

Otherwise most of my more satisfying achievements this month were in fact food-based. Special mention to this week's Cherry and almond muffins, and melting sunshine rice, and frankly I've made some good currys this month so no wonder all my words have been food related!

I finished my patchwork cushion cover and I'm really pleased with the colour combos - I think they work better than my purple ones did. (Not that I don't like my purple one, just I feel the blues are less of a hodge podge.) It's also rather satisfyingly used up a bunch of odd half balls of wool I had lying around that weren't enough on their own to make anything satisfying, but did make a couple of nice little squares.

I was also making good progress on a my yoke jumper, I got the sleeves re-knitted to my satisfaction, and I even got the ball of wool I thought I needed to make the fair=isle yoke work ordered - that's another saga - but it turns out that there's still nowhere near enough wool for the pattern. Which is frustrating, but at least now I know, and can rip it out knowing I did all I could, there are other patterns I can use in the book, I figure I'll just make another sleeveless jumper with it and just have fair-isle band around the torso instead and I can treat myself to some new wool later and give this pattern another go then. (With the amended sleeve shaping!) I'm not sure whether I'll be able to face re-knitting it immediately, but I just know if I start anything else the AWOL ball of wool will promptly appear so I'm thinking I might do some cross-stitch for a wee bit of variety.

On a related craft note, I've been looking for a craft desk/table for my sewing machine for ages, and I spotted something that I thought would work - I say spotted, actually I got an e-mail from Hobbycraft saying it was on sale and thought, 'ah that looks ideal' and they'll deliver - and it does, I'm really pleased with it. (Not just because now my kitchen table can return to the kitchen where it belongs!) And as I was ordering that I also got the aforementioned ball of wool which I'd been waiting to order until I had enough to order to get free postage. So obviously the wool was despatched first and I have the desk, but still no ball of wool and no info on when it will actually appear. It's coming via Hermes which is always a bit hit and miss, the fact that you can't actually phone anyone up and ask about it doesn't help, I don't mind if it's delayed, I totally understand that all the courier/delivery services are busy right now, but no they continue to tell me it will be delivered on Monday 20th April which clearly no? And even worse the wee over-worked courier is probably getting fined for some parcel he hasn't delivered that he probably hasn't got or is stuck under the seat of a car or van that the driver has too many other deliveries to go looking for. I distrust any delivery company that doesn't have a depot you can phone or collect from, I always think they're up to something dodgy. *rages quietly about zero hour contracts*
glinda: wooden needles in two bright red/pink balls of wool (knitting)
My socially distant hobby of choice at the moment is knitting. I've always got at least a couple of knitting projects on the go at any one time so it seemed an ideal focus point for my crafting. If I get bored of one project there's always another couple of projects to work on instead.

My first finished object is a sleeveless light cotton sweater - what used to be called a tank top when I was a kid, but the US usage of that term seems to dominate now - they're pretty much my ideal office wear and pretty hard to track down in the shops. I've also really struggled to find satisfying patterns for them in order to knit my own, but over the last few years I've reached a point where I feel comfortable amending patterns to my own specifications - if only at the level of changing necklines and removing sleeves. This is the happiest I've been with a pattern adaptation I've made in this way, it's proved to be exactly what I wanted. Once I've finished another couple of projects I'm going to treat myself to some more of this wool in a different colour and make another one, mostly in the round next time. (Alternatively, I have some similar wool, that is part of a project that I've had on needles since 2008 - I was overly ambitious for my first jumper project - that involves lace and which I'm realistically never going to finish. I could just frog that jumper and make another jumper like this with it. I have one finished sleeve. It's gorgeous but even the thought of starting the expanse of lace on the front and back of it makes me want to cry.)

After the success of my last patchwork cushion cover, I decided to make another one in blue. (Looking at that photo, it's funny some of the squares look a bit squee wiff but over time on the cushion they've straightend out. That's kinda cool.) Partly because I'd obviously had the idea before and found two randomly knitted squares in a project bag with some odd balls of wool. It's coming along quite well at the moment. I spent some quality time last week sewing squares together so that I had a better idea of what still needed done. All the big square are done now, it's just small ones left. I'm about 75% done? It also seems considerably smaller than the purple one. The patter says 4mm needles and that's what I've been using, though I note from Ravelry that I made the purple one with 4.5mm needles which would account for some of the difference but not all of it. We'll see how it looks once it's been washed and blocked.

My other current project is nordic style jumper with a fair-isle yoke. I had to do yarn substitution on it and the yarn substitute turned out to be far from ideal. (Rowan frost? Do not recommend. Lovely to touch, beautiful to look at, awful to knit with, worse if you need to pull it back at all.) I started it back in 2018 and half-way through realised I didn't have enough wool. Also that the sleeves are far too long. (They'd be a reasonable length if they were to shoulder length rather than have a good couple of inches of yoke at the top.) The whole process had been too frustrating at that point - I seem to remember crashing and burning on a couple of tops I was knitting in a row about that time - so I put it a way and worked on some cross-stich instead, intending to return to it in the Autumn. I pulled it out again this week, and I think I know how to fix the sleeves. I'd originally planned to just pull the sleeves back to the rib, but I realised that actually the cuffs will barely accomodate my tiny hands so there's no way they'll manage a wider part of my arms. So I've pulled one back to the start and made a wee spreadsheet to work out what my increases should be for a shorter sleeve - also I reckon a wee thumb cast on might help make things a bit stretchier.

My living room is currently a disaster of knitting project bags, patterns, odd balls of wool and other knitting accoutrements, I should probably sort that out so I can actually see what I'm doing!
glinda: thunder rolled...it rolled a six (weather)
This week I have been mostly trying to start new good habits. (Realistically, I have mostly been ill, but what's the point in being ill at your parents if you don't turn it to some positive end?) So I've been trying to start lots of new habits. Initially I just intended to start two which were moisturising before bed - I spend a lot of time outdoors for work so get really dry skin - and reading for an hour before bed. Because when I first moved into my flat - having no internet - I would often go to bed early and read for an hour, which caused me to fairly skud through books for those first few weeks. I thought those would both be easy and useful habits to start. Unfortunately I'm currently reading a book of China Miéville short stories, which while excellent are not always ideal bed time reading, so it's instead morphed into 'spend an hour each day consuming new-to-me media', which has so far included, two large chunks of my current book, watching the latest Star Wars film, listening to three hours worth of Slow Radio in the form of an Artic Sound Walk, and listening to the second half of the Playing in the Dark concert. (On which last note, I highly recommend if you've always hankered to hear David Tennant read a chunk of Good Omens out loud. Also if you enjoy Neil Gaiman short stories and classical music.*)

I'm tired of not consuming new media, or at least of feeling like I'm not consuming new media. To which end I've decided to log new audio serieses that I listen to, along with books read and films watched, because I listened to some great audio content last year and it tends to get ignored as just 'listening to the radio' unless I'm specifically talking with other podcast fans.

I've also unintentionally spent at least an hour each day this year knitting. I wouldn't mind if I ended up with a habit of spending an hour a day crafting or doing something creative that seems a good habit to pick up accidentally. Mostly it has meant I finished knitting the jumper I've been stalled out on since the end of November. It feels like a cheat to mark something off on my New Year's Resolution list four days into the year but as I took my jumper from 75% done to completed (assembled, all sewn up, stitches picked up, collar and cuffs finished and ends sewn in) after weeks of nothing I'm taking the win. One lingering project done, four to go!

Also I came down the road with three on-the-go craft projects in my bag, all three are now finished, one has been gifted, and the other two are going back up the road with me as a completed hat and jumper. Not bad for having a rubbish head cold that has meant that most days I had to have a least one nap to get me through the day.




(* As a mildly ironic side note, a couple of months ago I was trying to describe a short story in which things - words and objects - kept disappearing when the narrator wasn't paying attention, and couldn't remember the name of it. I looked through the book of his short stories on my shelf but it wasn't in there and I began to doubt if it was a story or merely an anecdote that Neil Gaiman had related on his blog back when he wrote it regularly. It turns out that it was a short story that he wrote as a birthday present for Ray Bradbury so I probably did originally read it on his blog. The story is of course, The Man Who Forgot Ray Bradbury but I'd entirely forgotten that until he started to read it as part of the above programme. Which felt strangely apt as I listened and remembered that this was the story I'd been trying to remember.)
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What I’ve Read/Listened to
I've been working on catching up on my more backlogged podcasts and this week's was Limetown. I was super excited about the second season coming out after I'd pretty much given up on it ever coming out, and having a free afternoon and wanting to make a serious dent in my almost finished blanket, I set to binging it. spoilers ahoy )

What I’m Currently Reading/Listening to
I also managed to get through my pre-existing backlog of From Our Own Correspondant from last year and I'm now working on catching up from the start of 2019. I consider it a good sign about my mental health that I can binge listen to this podcast, because my capacity to listen to and enjoy news content outwith work has been severely limited over the last couple of years. Who knows, I might even be able to start listening to NHK's daily world updates again soon!

Sort of relatedly, getting back into this podcast led me to my new audio drama discovery, as there was a trail for Forest 404 at the end of the latest episode. It's an eco-thriller with truly amazing sound design, and if you're listening on BBC Sounds it has a whole bunch of extra material - soundscapes, talks by scientists on the ideas raised by the drama. Also if you're a Dr Who fan, it stars Pearl Mackie and she has an amazing voice. I've only just started listening - it's a nine part series, though only four parts are out on iTunes yet - but I'm completely hooked. (Hopefully you should be able to find it here as BBC podcasts are usually available internationally.)

I've been fairly cracking through Technosciene in American Film this last week though I'm currently paused on the last chapter because one of the films discussed in it is Gattaca which is currently sitting unwatched on my shelf so I reckon I should watch that first to get the full benefit of both experiences. Hopefully my desire to finish the book will motivate me to watch the film!

I've also been reading The Bedlam Stacks by Natasha Pulley, which is really good so far - it hasn't grabbed me the way Watchmaker of Filigree Street did but very few books do - though there's something a little creepy/un-nerving about the book that means I can't read it at night, which is a menace as before bed is prime reading time in my life these days!

What I’m Reading/Listening to Next
Seeing that I seem to actually have some capacity to listen to audio drama again (hooray, hooray, hooray) I think I'm going to give Dreamboy a trial based on [personal profile] st_aurafina's recommendation. The trailer's pretty compelling so I have high hopes!

Book wise I want to tackle the next of my library books, Frankenstein in Baghdad by Ahmed Saadawi and on the non-fiction front, perhaps I'll get round to Film Fables after getting distracted. Also my Captain Marvel comics arrived so I might read those too.



My new knitting project is another of my 'knit up my stash' projects. A small one this time, a kerchief pattern that I picked up at the Dingwall Wool Fest back in 2015 knitted in the ball of Harris Tweed wool that I bought along with it at the time. (It's officially 'brown' but that really doesn't do the colour justice, as it's got all kinds of interesting flecks of other colours in it. The difference between how it looks under artificial light and natural light is really amazing.) I remember trying to knit this combination not long after I bought it and bouncing off it entirely, but it's coming out quite well this time so I can only presume it was the combination of provisional cast-on (urgh) and being unfamiliar with charts for anything except colourwork because it's not nearly as difficult as I was expecting. Otherwise I've got considerably better at knitting over the last few years than I'd realised...

It's really benefitted from the podcast binge I've been on this week as it's been an ideal accompaniment to my listening.
glinda: wooden needles in two bright red/pink balls of wool (knitting)
Ooft, nothing quite like moving house to make you realise just how much stash - both knitting and crafting in general - you actually have. I thought I'd been pretty good this year, at knitting up and finishing projects from my stash (I've completed two projects from stash and currently have another two actively on the go) but clearly I've barely scratched the surface! When I gathered up all the project bags I had lurking about the place yesterday and took them over to the new place - there were seven of them. (Admittedly some of them are fairly small but still.) And that's counting the stuff I've already moved. Or the stuff that's still at my parents. Or the box of other craft supplies - mostly cross-stitch related but also buttons and other fixings - that I packed up today. At least I know that it won't matter that I'll have no spare cash to spent on craft stuff in the near future, as clearly I could just make stuff from my stash for the rest of the year! I know we like to joke in crafting circles that collecting craft supplies and actually crafting are two seperate hobbies, but this is ridiculous. And this is after several years of doing 'knit two projects from stash before i'm allowed to buy more wool'. I mean, the fact that I only finished five knitting projects all last year probably hasn't helped, though 4/5 of those were from stash wool - the other three sets of project wool that I bought last year are all in various stages of knitting up or frogged. I have, however, in the process, come across a bunch of knitting patterns that I bought for projects so I'm distinctly more likely to actually knit up some of the wool. I forsee a lot of small projects this year, as I knit up odd balls between trying to finish some bigger, longer term projects.

Last time I wrote about crafting I was planning to have a clear out of my Ravelry queue, and I have actually done that in the interim. I ditched a bunch of patterns that I definitely wasn't going to knit, and found some new ones to knit up stash with. In fact that's how I found the patterns for both the projects that I'm actually working on just now. In particular the ten-stitch blanket I'm making has been a good choice. It's knit in a sort of square spiral - one of my knitting buddies is from the States and she calls it a logcabin pattern? - where you pickup the stitches on the inner layer at the end of every second row, thus saving you so much sewing up at the end. I wasn't sure what to think about it to start with, but actually I'm really enjoying it and I love the little mitred corners! I've always been a bit feart of short row shaping, but actually it's turned out quite fun. Also, I'm now feeling much more confident about patterns where I need to pick up stitches as I go, which is good because I've got a couple of kerchief/cowl patterns that have been waiting to be knit up for quite some time and would use up some gorgeous odd balls of wool I have lurking about the place.
glinda: wooden needles in two bright red/pink balls of wool (knitting)
Ugh, it has been a week. After the emotional rollercoaster that was last week - I feel like I should talk about it, but I just don't wanna, suffice to say it involved some steep learning curves, and I now have lots of useful knowledge and experience that I didn't have before but boy could I have done with out having a challenging week both personally and professionally at the same time - this weekend has been about recovering. I slept for 12 hours on Friday night. I've mostly chilled out, knitted and drunk my own body volume in tea. I also managed a couple of loads of laundry, to go to the gym for the first time since August (OMG exercise endorphins, I've missed you!) and to spend some quality time reading in the bath. Rocket Science bath bombs from Lush are just the best.

Anyways, I didn't want to grumble about my week, I wanted to talk about knitting!

So last year I did a fair amount of clearing out of DVDs and books, and feel that in general my books and DVDs are much more under control than they were, some work still required but I feel that's a job for after I get my own place because once I know how much space I will actually have for storing my physical media I can reassess what a reasonable amount of said media actually is in terms of my space. Therefore, this year I'm instead working on de-statshing my wool - or at least knitting up my stash. While I was at home for Xmas I pulled out my stash bags from the attic and gifted my mum (who's recently got into crochet) my odds and ends stash. The other bag was my 'projects' stash, wool that I'd bought for various knitting projects (mostly things in my ravelry queue) before I moved to Inverness. My goodness, my knitting skills and tastes have evolved a lot in the last four years. There's some lovely stuff in there but also some choices that were clearly informed by having much less wool budget back then. (These days I tend to buy wool less often but I buy nicer wool so it probably works out roughly the same but nonetheless.)

nattering about knitting and de-stashing )

I'm sure there was originally going to be more to this post, but I don't remember what it was, and given that I started it on Monday morning and it's now Wednesday evening, I'm going to just post this before it gets ridiculous!
glinda: river's boots (river/boots)
I haven't actually reported my progress on walking since February so its high time I did. I hadn't actually updated my spreadsheet since mid April so I had to tally everything up since then. Which leads me to discover that I've walked 540.5 miles since the 23rd of April. A total of 845 miles this year. In Mordor terms I made it back to Rivendell in late June (probably when I was physically in Budapest as I did a LOT of walking there) and at the end of September I find myself a whole 23 miles from Bag End! (There's about to be a battle apparently!)

For posterity here's the monthly break downs:
March - 99
April - 94.5
May - 93
June – 101
July – 116.5
August - 109
September - 97.5

According to the spreadsheet there's another 260 miles to the Grey Havens so I'll keep counting until I get there, but I think can be reasonably confident that I'll be able to score Finish walking back from Mordor off my 2017 resolutions list.

Writing wise, this month hasn't been nearly as positive. I ended up dropping out of both Remix and Femslash exchange. I just didn't feel inspired and only really wanted to work on my Big Bang story but felt I couldn't because I was supposed to be writing something else. But nonetheless, I am proud of myself for accepting that I was going to have to default and doing it with a reasonable amount of time for a pinch hitter to be found. But as I'm now able to actually make progress with my Big Bang story. I think I might set myself a 'write every day in October' challenge for it. 100 words a day seems reasonable, we'll see.

I did however manage to actually write something for my grown up blog this month, so all this month's countable words come from there. All 1252 of them.

BERJAYA


Speaking of resolutions, I was able to cross off 'reading 12 books from my shelf' (I'm now at 13) and I find myself at the end of September having read as many books as I did in the entirety of last year. Additionally, I went to see a documentary in the cinema the other week and it inspired me to go on a documentary watching spree. So both my documentary watching and my 'Watch 12 films I own on DVD and haven't watched' resolutions are looking, not exactly better, but less depressingly pathetic anyway. (Also the documentary screened with a trailer for God's Own Country, an intense and heartbreaking, but ultimately uplifting film that I went to see this week and that I probably would have missed otherwise.)

Also I started a new knitting project, largely because when I had a clear out last weekend, I fell over the bag with this wool in it on three seperate occassions. It's chunky wool so actually I can clear a fair bit of space by knitting it up, plus when its done I'll have a nice new jumper dress for wearing to work! It's pretty straightforward - and its a variant on a pattern I've already make twice - so makes a perfect companion for DVD watching so I'm hoping to make good progress on both it and my DVD backlog while I'm in the mood.

All in all I feel this month has been pretty productive!

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