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Jul. 9th, 2026 08:26 pm
kradeelav: Mordecai, FE9 (sleepyboi)
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drawing a bunch of hands for this doujin (technically mine, through a self-insert) - keen eyes will notice i give myself quite large knuckles.

and it's making me remember one time i was at one of those fancy charity dinners for us/with a bunch of disabled kids (this one was for the hearing stuff. i had a lot to pick from).

and a boy, most of the kids there were eight-ish? ten? next to me in the lull of conversation point blank said: what's wrong with your hands?

definitely remember looking down at my hands like ?? eh? what do you mean? i wasn't... mad. i don't think i even really reacted much more other than a head tilt until the conversation moved on naturally. wasn't quite amused. bemused? puzzled? mostly i remember to this day the next distinctive thought was: huh, guess this kind of thing/comment can even happen here [aka among people who kinda should know better] i guess.

sometimes i still think about him. hope he doesn't remember it; while a smidge of temporary shame isn't always a bad thing, i don't wish the deep mortified permanent shame on anyone especially when sometimes kids don't have a filter yet. god knows i've done a few of those moments.

but since then i've always actually liked those knuckles, maybe slightly out of that contradictory whim. there's other parts of the body i've struggled a lot more with; but i've always liked my hands.

(funnily enough during my gunter fire emblem binge that re-affirmed that powerful affection; since then i've always thought of 'em as my old man knuckles, heh. there's also my favorite artwork by andreas deja, animator of jafar - when he was doodling out gestures of that character who had the exact same kind of hands; that artwork might be in the running for favorite piece of all time.)

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Jul. 10th, 2026 07:07 am
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I don't care about the new yuri Nishigori's movie.
I still don't trust the guy after what he pull in Darling in the Franxx
beside he probably make that yuri to after Gwitch popularity lmao
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The below icons were made for [community profile] itsabattlefield Supernatural battle. Entry count was only 20, but... I'm me, and I have a bunch of extras... What can I say? I love me some werewolves, vampires & witches ;D

[20] Being Human (US & UK)
[03] She-Wolf of London
[02] Sabrina the Teenage Witch
[07] Grimm
[01] Moonlight
[02] Buffy the Vampire Slayer

PREVIEW

BERJAYA BERJAYA BERJAYA

werewolves, witches, and vampires....

第五年第一百八十天

Jul. 9th, 2026 07:50 pm
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部首
门 part 2
问, to ask; 闯, to dash; 闲, at leisure pinyin )
https://www.mdbg.net/chinese/dictionary?cdqrads=169

词汇
电动车, electric vehicle; 电视剧, TV drama pinyin )
https://mandarinbean.com/new-hsk-4-word-list/

Guardian:
该问的也都问完了, I've asked everything I need to ask
[no 电 words of this kind]

Me:
我不吃咸的,因为我不够闲。
那部电视剧我们都超爱。

Early, smaller rains [status, work]

Jul. 9th, 2026 07:27 pm
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It rained again yesterday, a bit more heavily in spots, but not quite the right spots yet.

I suspect the leafcutters are paying attention to the ambient humidity, though. We found two very enthusiastically foraging colonies this morning, which brings us up to 4 out of the 10 total that seems like a decent sample size to work with. (might go up to 11, though, because we barely got 30 foragers from the second colony)

No signs of any queens yet. More rain in the upcoming forecast.
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I did end up going to bed super early last night - I hit the sack at 8:30 pm and slept, with minor interruptions, until 8 am, and it was fantastic. I don't know why I was so exhausted yesterday, but I'm glad I didn't try to fight it like I normally would to stay up until my usual bedtime.

My meetings next Tuesday have all been cancelled, so I've added the day to my vacation next week, so I'll be in Monday and then done until the next Monday. I also discovered I had booked 2 separate optometrist appointments, so I cancelled the one next Thursday and will go in August as usual.

My plan this weekend is to bake a blueberry crumb cake* to take to my brother's on Sunday for our birthday bbq, and then make a key lime pie for myself on Tuesday, since my birthday is Wednesday. I haven't figured out what I'll make myself for dinner, but that is always the less important part of things to me. As long as I have a good birthday dessert, the dinner can be anything.

*Note: it will be an orange blueberry crumb cake since my sister does not like lemon. We'll see how it goes!

I am also once again waiting for the cleaning service to let me know if they are coming on Monday or not. They did not come this past Monday since I said it wouldn't work for me, but then there was radio silence, so today I reached out again, but have not gotten an answer. I appreciate the work they do immensely. I just wish they were better at communicating!

*

[ SECRET POST #7125 ]

Jul. 9th, 2026 06:01 pm
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⌈ Secret Post #7125 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.


01. BERJAYA


More! )


Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 01 pages, 08 secrets from Secret Submission Post #1017.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

storage unit

Jul. 9th, 2026 05:15 pm
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Over the last few years, we have sorted and decluttered enough that we no longer need the large storage unit that Cattitude and I rented when we had to move into a small apartment on short notice, in 2019.

Adrian did a lot of the work, both mental and physical. We gave away a lot of books, and also things like an air conditioner and an exercise bike.

We now have a much smaller and less expensive storage unit, which we hope to have cleared in a couple of months (the units are rented by the month).

After Cattitude and Adrian got home last night, having moved things down the corridor and officially given up the old unit, we had the traditional post-moving pizza for dinner.

In your actual English

Jul. 9th, 2026 05:05 pm
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Afterward I felt that I should have recognized Brian Fairbairn and Karl Eccleston's Tommies (2022) at once as the work of the same filmmakers who introduced half the internet to Polari with Putting on the Dish (2015), not least because the two short films make such a nice double feature for the viewer who shares their abiding interest in historical diction, coded communications, and the infectious paranoia of the pre-decriminalization queer male UK. Dense for their snapshot runtimes, they require a similar willingness from their audience to entertain the past on its own terms and learn how to listen to it, whether it's a bombshell of intricate argot or an event horizon of the politely unspeakable.

Six pyrotechnic minutes on Hampstead Heath in 1962, Putting on the Dish is the wittier, higher-wire of the two, sustaining even through its hard zag of an ending a rapid-fire exposition of Polari to scream for. On top of a crash course in the range and variety of marginalized influences that cascaded into one voraciously colorful anti-language, it concisely demonstrates how two strangers side by side on a public park bench could have anatomized the exuberantly unexpurgated adventures of acquaintances or exchanged their own appraisals of well-packaged passers-by, openly under the radar of Lily Law. "Real fantabulosa bit of hard." Its barbed ciphers form a fragile safe space, advanced as casually as a noncommittal naff or bona and then more colloquially relaxed into with talk of floweries and dinarly and disappointingly dolly HPs. "Nada to vada in the larder?" – "Oh, bijou." Nothing else automatically links the bolder and cagier persons of Steve Wickenden and Neil Chinneck—the invaluable screenplay gives their camp names as Maureen and Roberta—but in their shared appreciation of a zinger of defiant backchat, the hillside seems tranquil with possibility, at least until recalled to the realities that oblige a furtive countercultural jargon in the first place. Polari defaults so naturally to irony, getting a heart-punch out of it is an achievement, one of the few direct gestures in a vignette that rewards cryptography. Even the book in its pink jacket encodes its own implications. What English signals is nothing to say.

Down to the riddle of its title, Tommies is the more somberly ambitious slow burn, circling its fifteen minutes in the wings of the haut ton in 1814 around an invented yet all too imaginable coda to the infamous treatment of the Vere Street Coterie. An exercise in negative space, it never looks inside the molly house itself, shows nothing of the men who patronized it except through their social radioactivity, the cishet fascination with their queer customs. "When the police raided their den, they found a dozen men in a bed in one room and in the other a midwife helping a female grenadier give birth to a Wiltshire loaf!" Its Mayfair house is a curdled chocolate box, thick with the stifling half-light of a summer's evening and frantic with the trills and flutters of canaries like the tight catch in a throat or the snap of an expertly wielded fan. Sarah Winter as Georgina Ashton has a look of Psyche not only because of the white fillet her bronze-dark hair is caught up with, but because she stands on the black-and-white chequers of the stair hall as if facing into hell. How she fits into the loose, allusive swirl of gossip that gradually overtakes the women's conversation may be clocked first by students of the queer Regency, but it still has to be deciphered from the ellipses left between the more overt shocks as the cross-currents of schadenfreude, sympathy, and self-preservation gather to a point of no return. As with so much paranoid cinema, even at pocket-size, the question of who knows what is really asking the use of which the knowledge will be made. "When a man holds fire to his chest, it is not only his own clothes he burns." It's a tense, trickily layered tour-de-force for its all-female ensemble—the rest of its cameos are precisely razored in by Marion Bailey, Claudia Jolly, Elizabeth Roberts, and Susie Trayling—and it doesn't not land the wraparound of its final scenes to the unsettled Gainsborough of its cold open, but it feels like more of a fragment than its predecessor despite or because of its greater craft. Its apophatic technique might have to let up for a feature. As a chip of history, it can still haunt.

Beyond their adroit ear and eye for period detail, both films are attractive little objects. Shot on open-air digital by Benjamin Barber, Putting on the Dish has a sort of Eastmancolor overcast that suits both the year and the season; its men look unglamorous and attainable, the imperfections of their faces as expressive as the artifice of their language. Tommies looks like a heritage ghost on slightly powdery 16 mm, a gallery of revealingly shadowed portraits hung by DP Brian Fawcett; its women emerge from their era with all the mixed and inconvenient reality of facts escaping the historical record. I can best compliment the characterfully inhabited costume design by Oliver Cronk by invoking Alexandra Byrne. Impressively, neither feels like just another whack of gay tragedy even when they focus so intimately on the never-beneficial ramifications of a criminalized life; they are too vivid and compassionate, interested in all of their players regardless of their effects. I watched them courtesy of their writer-director-editors' YouTube and would be intrigued by any further foreign countries—how differently and how recognizably things are done there—they choose to add to their many-voiced queer mosaic. This English brought to you by my bona backers at Patreon.

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Jul. 9th, 2026 04:53 pm
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unsatisfactory orthopedist continues unsatisfactory. kept me waiting over an hour past my appointment time, then said the things the MRI shows are totally normal and unrelated to the back pain. also finally got around to calling me fat (told me to "optimize diet"). gave me a referral to the pain management people at the PT office to discuss whether some kind of injection would be an option; had held me so late they were closed so I'm not scheduled there yet. i told him some of the ways he was unsatisfactory and he said the CVS must have blocked the NSAID prescription (lies, i know what the CVS app does and doesn't show) and gave a weasel-words half-apology for saying the PT office would call me.

i have PT tomorrow (i will see if *they* are willing to adapt anything based on the MRI) and the PT front desk lady said i can schedule a pain management consult at that time. orthopedist also said he would prescribe a muscle relaxer for the back pain but i'll believe that when i goddamn see it.

i suppose the next step is to see if i can get back to the orthopedist in the next county over who actually ordered the MRI. that's an hour and a half on two different buses, plus a 0.3-mile hike each way at each end, and i really don't think i can make the trip even with the walker. but the PT is not making things less cronch, nor do i think it will, so... idk. i just fucking want to be abled again.

Happy ARMY day!

Jul. 9th, 2026 04:32 pm
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Borahae to all the ARMY out there! 9 July is the day the BTS fandom was created (26 days after BTS debuted). And instead of a BTS clip, here's a clip of the Chilean ARMY in the streets a few days ago protesting the government's statement that the concerts (3 shows already sold out) were not confirmed yet and that the platform used by BTS were in danger of hurting the turf of the stadium and that the show would have to be moved to another venue.

It sounds like a shakedown for a bribe by the government. I hope they back down and approve the concert in the designated field and that ARMYs who have tickets go and enjoy. But see them protest peacefully. And ARMYs around the world stand with you!

Two More Baihe Pre-Orders Now Open

Jul. 9th, 2026 08:33 pm
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The contemporary romance Please Ship Me and My Boss (请嗑我和总监的cp, pinyin: qing ke wo he zongjian de cp) by Yi Zhi Hua Jia Zi (一只花夹子) is available for pre-order as a mainland print edition, under the title An Invitation to Gaze Upon the Moon (赏月邀请函, pinyin: shangyue yaoqing han). Here are some of the bookshops currently taking pre-orders:


The web version of the novel can be read here

Also available for pre-order is high school romance Dawn and Dusk, She Hides a Smile (朝暮里,她窃笑, pinyin: zhao mu li, ta qie xiao) by Li Ling (荔聆), published under the title With Her From Dawn to Dusk (朝暮与她, pinyin: zhao mu yu ta). The bookshops currently taking pre-orders include:


The web version of the novel can be read here.

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