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viridian5: (Read (Anna Karina))
Sunday, January 18th, 2026 11:28 pm
It took me forever to get through it, though the back half is easier to get into a flow reading it than the front.

With this book I ordered from the library, I didn't know it had "a novel" on the cover until I received it. And it has the kind of bs I associate with books that have "a novel" on the cover. This is why I prefer genre fiction.

spoilers )
viridian5: (Read (Anna Karina))
Sunday, October 12th, 2025 12:27 am
Shrift got right back to me already. Hey, thanks for letting me know! I submitted a ticket and found that my hosting company is experiencing an outage. (It turns out that all of shriftweb.org is down.) No ETA on when things will be back up, but I'll let you know when I find out.

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GoodReads sent me an e-mail to tell me that R.A. Salvatore just published another Drizzt book. How many are there? According to the Bing search engine, there are 40. He wrote his first one in 1988....
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viridian5: (Dawn)
Thursday, July 3rd, 2025 05:29 am
The number of times recently when I was reading the cover copy summary of a fantasy book and get interested in the plot... and then it gets to the part about the protagonist's attraction to so-and-so and I realize it's a romantasy and put it down... way too many. And it's almost always a dark, illicit, or unwanted attraction.

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My left ankle is doing well! It barely hurts. I left off the compression/support sleeve altogether today because it was making the top of my foot hurt and I was fine. I'm looking around and walking much more carefully and with more awareness though.

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I tried the first episode of season 1 of Peacemaker and bounced off it hard. I didn't even make it all the way through the first half. Didn't like the characters, didn't like the tone, it didn't make me care.

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My current WIPs are Encanto. No idea if anybody here is reading my Encanto fics, but it's what I'm doing.
viridian5: (Reb (hand))
Thursday, July 3rd, 2025 03:56 am
This book fought me. There were so many times I nearly put it down for good, but some online reviews said it got much better at about 50% of the way through so I slogged on. It does pull off something pretty cool at the end, enough for me to raise the rating from "did not like it" to "it's okay" but not enough for me to rate it higher or feel like the effort to get there was entirely worth it.

There are some great scenes! Punctuated by long stretches where I was so bored. How could a book about a lesbian highwaywoman seeking revenge on the industrialist who had her family and friends murdered when she was a child--only she survived the massacre--have boring stretches? And yet.

The writing is florid and sometimes nearly blurry. Metal from Heaven's main viewpoint character often sees the world somewhat off because she's deeply allergic to ichorite, a metal that she was exposed to a lot at the foundry she and her family had worked at that is now being laced into everything. When close to it or in contact with it, it hurts her body in many ways as well as overlays a nearly hallucinogenic slant to everything she sees. spoiler )

It might've been nice having more POVs than just hers.

This book throws a lot of superfluous details at you... then reveals much later on that not all of it was superfluous. Some transitions were abrupt and awkward. There are so many names in this--people, places, religions--that it can be hard to keep track of who is who and what is what, so an appendix would've been nice.

Some of the twists were very clever, but one major one absolutely failed at my suspension of disbelief. I was not able to go along with it.
viridian5: (Kazuki (Ambiguous))
Saturday, May 31st, 2025 05:34 am
It's a quick read that pulls you through it, and it certainly has a lot going on. I appreciated how it dealt with what's seems to be the obligatory for YA love triangle thing. Some of its twists didn't surprise me. The ending made me order the next book, Heavenly Tyrant, from the library to see where things go from there.

While the book's selling point seems to be the giant mecha, the majority of the plot is more about personal and societal politics.

I have a bit of an issue with the book being considered feminist by some people. For all that Zetian (and Iron Widow) talks about the poor girls murdered by Chrysalis piloting and the many horrible ways this society oppresses and mutilates women, almost every single other female character in the book, who are very few in number and don't get much page time, is an antagonist for Zetian, someone brainwashed by their society and thus against her one way or another. (Which makes one ask how Zetian alone is so different. She's just Not Like the Other Girls.) She's self-righteous but is she really fighting to make things better for anyone other than herself and the few people she deems worthy? spoiler ) For all I know, this might be the author's point about Zetian and we just haven't gotten there yet.

I found Li Shimin interesting. spoiler ) I do not trust Yizhi--he seems too good to be true for me, especially considering all the lying and betraying almost everyone does around Zetian--but I guess I'll have to wait to see if I'm right on that.


There was a thing in the text that stopped me dead: spoiler ) Maybe the author is trying to get at that, but "vacancy" is not it. Maybe it's meant to be something like "intensity"?

This edition is several printings in, so it's not a first pass thing either. It seriously stopped my reading flow dead for a while.
viridian5: (Read (Anna Karina))
Sunday, February 23rd, 2025 04:20 am
Once I got into it, this volume sped by for me. It started slow, then there was a Shen Qiao moment that made me facepalm and blocked me from reading on for a while: spoiler ) Fortunately, the volume moves on from that and gets into a groove.

I enjoyed the Sword Trial Conference, Shen Qiao's continued physical and martial arts improvements, and how the jianghu is noticing those improvements. spoiler ) is fun. As is Shen Qiao getting justifiably angry at times over how Yan Wushi treats him and teases him.

Volume 4 ends in such an odd place though.
viridian5: (Read (Anna Karina))
Sunday, January 26th, 2025 04:43 am
I have to admit that I picked up this book because I loved the cover.

The use of Slavic mythology was intriguing, as was the contemporary but noir-tinged Chicago setting. I didn't quite connect with the characters, though part of that might be due to When Among Crows being novella-length. The narrative being so close-mouthed about Dymitr's motives and background until the very end might also be part of that problem.

I'd be interested in seeing more with these characters and this setting.

(By the way, yes, it's the Veronica Roth who wrote the Divergent series.)
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viridian5: (Nagi (Society))
Thursday, January 16th, 2025 11:41 pm
For the December posting meme, [personal profile] the_other_sandy asked, "What is a choice you wish you'd made in the past but didn't?"

I try not to think too much about what ifs, especially ones from long ago, because in most cases I can't do anything about them now. Plus, who knows if the good things that happened after my actual choice would've happened to me after the changed one? I might not even be happier. Or the same person.

Sometimes a "choice" I get isn't much of a real choice....

I also try to look for valuable things or silver linings in misfortune. I could wish I hadn't gotten into either of the two recent car accidents, but I did come out of them with some useful knowledge and experiences.

But I do have one I can't help thinking about sometimes: What if I hadn't tried to get down to the pit at the Nine Inch Nails show with my brother and his friend in 1996 and get my head and neck smashed and pressed hard into the floor under the weight of about 20 thrashing, panicking concertgoers? Because I do wonder if my Chiari might not have hit me so hard in my 30s if I hadn't gotten that damage over ten years before.

(Btw, my brother and his friend, who'd quickly gotten separated from me, made it to the pit without injury and had a great time close to the stage, not knowing I was bound down in a big neck guard for hours in the local ER desperately hoping for a doctor to finally see me so I could be told whether I needed to have a neck brace on, get the hole in my face stitched up, and leave.)

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I've been watching a lot of Todd in the Shadows' One Hit Wonderland series videos lately, and his entry about Living in a Box's "Living in a Box" from the album Living in a Box had a few seconds of a video clip and song that he didn't even mention the name of but said "Living in a Box" shared a genre (sophisti-pop) with... that took me back: Johnny Hates Jazz's "Shattered Dreams." I enjoyed most of the album "Shattered Dreams" came from, Turn Back the Clock, which I owned on cassette in 1987 thanks to Columbia House's mail-order music club.

I liked "Shattered Dreams" partly for what I saw as a clever use of words that gives something almost like a punchline at the end of the song. It starts,

So much for your promises
They died the day you let me go
Caught up in a web of lies
But it was just too late to know
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The line You said you'd die for me comes up a few times, but most memorably here, at the end:

You said you'd die for me
Oh-oh, you'd die for me
So much for your promises
So much for your promises


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From [personal profile] dine, who saw this meme on bluesky:
Choose 20 books that have stayed with you or influenced you. One book per day for 20 days, in no particular order. No explanations, no reviews, just covers.
BERJAYA
viridian5: (Whatever (Shirley Manson))
Thursday, January 16th, 2025 10:06 pm
I'm having my usual January, where I spend much more time sleepy and sleeping than I ever want to. It's frustrating.

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Ugh, my arm was itchy, so I scratched it. I now have a 4 and a 1/2-inch scratch along that arm from myself. Good going, me.

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From [personal profile] dine, who saw this meme on bluesky:
Choose 20 books that have stayed with you or influenced you. One book per day for 20 days, in no particular order. No explanations, no reviews, just covers.
BERJAYA
viridian5: (This big!)
Sunday, January 12th, 2025 05:12 am
We got such a pathetic bit of snow today that it cleared itself off my rental car by early afternoon. But I went out for an early morning walk and saw:

Greige Mary. I'm not loving this color trend.
BERJAYA

Here's the by-day, with snow version of this local nativity I'd previously shot at night.
BERJAYA

I found this '70s-era photo of me. As a photographer I ask, what person who takes photos for a living would cut a subject off at the legs there?
BERJAYA

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From [personal profile] dine, who saw this meme on bluesky:
Choose 20 books that have stayed with you or influenced you. One book per day for 20 days, in no particular order. No explanations, no reviews, just covers.
BERJAYA
viridian5: the cover art of Sherwood Smith's _Crown Duel_ (Still fighting)
Thursday, January 9th, 2025 11:55 pm
I just changed the URL in two fics to the Wayback Machine cache's URL of the fic collection they belonged to (One Thousand and One Arabian Drabbles). The march of time, the disappearance of fandom pages....

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Some good news for me for once: a week later GEICO still couldn't get the guy who hit my car on 12/30 to talk to them on the phone because he was ducking them but--using my photo evidence, my account of the incident, and the fact it was a rear-ended situation--they declared without him that he was 100% at fault for the incident and his insurance is paying for my car repairs in full right upfront, no deductible needed from me or me paying out and then having to be reimbursed later. I put my car into the shop this morning and now have a rental car.

Me accidentally taking a photo of the guy checking his front bumper with the time, date, and geo-tag on said photo worked out for me.

I'm going to have to try to avoid going into Manhattan while I have the rental though because, due to the Congestion Zone tolls and other bs, driving my rental through it would cost me an additional $5 a day plus the actual tolls.
BERJAYA

I brought my own E-ZPass out of my own car with me hoping I could use that with the rental car, but nope. Read more... )

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From [personal profile] dine, who saw this meme on bluesky:
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viridian5: (Tremble before my fluffy hatred)
Thursday, January 9th, 2025 03:10 am
The day after I fell from sliding in slush, I felt decent most of the day while I was inside and warm, but then I went walking outside in the freeze to do some things and yes, my left thigh and right ankle hurt a bit and continued to do so for hours.

It's been very cold here--sometimes with a "feels like" temperature of around 8F/-13C due to wind chill--and I've only been going outside for essential things as a result. I've also been sleeping a lot since being under the covers helps keep me warm and in less general pain.

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From [personal profile] dine, who saw this meme on bluesky:
Choose 20 books that have stayed with you or influenced you. One book per day for 20 days, in no particular order. No explanations, no reviews, just covers.
BERJAYA
viridian5: (Forte)
Thursday, January 2nd, 2025 11:58 pm
I didn’t leave my car at the auto place to get fixed today because GEICO hasn’t gotten the guy on the phone yet to talk about what happened and I refused to sign something saying I owe the auto place a $500 deductible without some sort of pledge from GEICO that they’ll give me the money to pay it. They want me to give him the "benefit of the doubt" but also told me they've been calling, texting, and e-mailing him for days without him answering. "Trust the process!" Trusting the process would have had me signing something that put me on the hook to pay for this and wouldn't have actually started a claim on his insurance because...

He never called in a claim himself. His SUV is barely damaged and maybe he thinks he’ll skate by. I wish I called the cops to come to the scene but the adjuster on the phone said it wasn’t necessary and I went with that. (Sometimes the cops don't even come out to scene for it! But the call itself is supposedly a kind of evidence? Bullshit. I don't trust the cops to do squat that helps after my recent other experience with them.)

I have a photo of him looking at his bumper with the geo-tag on the location and date that I sent to GEICO, so I hope that evidence will help.

This morning GEICO said they'll call me when they get him on the phone. They didn't call me today to say they got him so....

But I'm not signing to put myself potentially liable for paying the deductible when GEICO hadn't even started a claim on his side yet because he hasn't talked to anyone and they dropped the ball. But GEICO wouldn't let the auto place inspect or start repairs unless I signed all that crap first.

I keep getting hit with problems I wouldn’t think to worry about. So I’m still driving my own car.

Meanwhile the cracks are opening up more as I'm driving it more.
BERJAYA
I don't know if there's damage to the drivability of the car from the hit. It feels a bit different to me, but I'm also sensitive and paranoid after everything I've been through lately.


Meanwhile, I had a doctor's appointment today that I drove 20 miles to, the longest drive since I was hit Monday, and my neck and shoulders were so stiff and painful for a while afterward. I have no benefit of the doubt for the man who hit me trying to sleaze out of this.

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viridian5: (Bigger)
Wednesday, January 1st, 2025 05:30 am
After waking up stiff and really hurting, especially after being upright for a while, I spent all day resting and often sleeping in bed to try to relax my body from the damage done yesterday by the car collision and sitting in the ER waiting to be taken care of and released, two of those four hours in a hard C-collar that bit into my skull, jar, and collarbone. The doctors at the ER said the muscular pain bothering me would be worse the day after.

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viridian5: (Read (Anna Karina))
Monday, December 30th, 2024 11:11 pm
From [personal profile] dine, who saw this meme on bluesky:
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viridian5: (Christmas kitten)
Saturday, December 28th, 2024 12:01 am
I got some new clothes as Christmas gifts, so maybe the Yule Cat won't eat me.

Being online, in fandom, and queer means I sometimes know and say things my nieces are surprised by, resulting in NieceV asking Christmas day why and how I'm so "Millennialcore."

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viridian5: the cover art of Sherwood Smith's _Crown Duel_ (Still fighting)
Friday, December 27th, 2024 01:56 am
I saw this today:
Escapade needs your help!
We need your help! The future of the conventions is at stake.
...
Many of you can’t make it this year. Our registered attendance is currently in the 60s. Not only does this make us all really, really sad – it could also be catastrophic for Escapade.

Bottom line: we’ve got to get our attendance up above 100, or the future of the convention is at stake. So we’re reaching out to you, our Escapade family, and asking for help.

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From [personal profile] dine, who saw this meme on bluesky:
Choose 20 books that have stayed with you or influenced you. One book per day for 20 days, in no particular order. No explanations, no reviews, just covers.
BERJAYA
viridian5: (Christmas kitten)
Tuesday, December 24th, 2024 12:41 am
From [personal profile] dine, who saw this meme on bluesky:
Choose 20 books that have stayed with you or influenced you. One book per day for 20 days, in no particular order. No explanations, no reviews, just covers.

BERJAYA
viridian5: (Read (Anna Karina))
Wednesday, November 27th, 2024 01:29 am
The Husky and His White Cat Shizun [Erha He Ta De Bai Mao Shizun]: vol. 3 by Rou Bao Bu Chi Rou

Some parts of this I really enjoyed, while others bored or annoyed me, making it difficult for me to rate this volume.

spoilers )
viridian5: (Read (Anna Karina))
Friday, November 15th, 2024 06:29 am
I've been getting some kudos in the last few days on an X-Files fic I wrote in 1998, "Addictions." I wondered where it's being recced.

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It's funny reading Thousand Autumns after the other danmei I've been doing like Heaven Official's Blessing, The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System, The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, and The Husky and His White Cat Shizun. They come off as rather fanfic-y in comparison to Thousand Autumns' deeper dive into history and mystical swordsmanship; warring and scheming political, ethnic, sect, and philosophical factions; and quest for enlightenment. It's far less concerned with demons, gods, and ghosts. The others are more pairing-based, while the pairing in Thousand Autumns is slooooooooooooooooooooow burn. Shen Qiao also goes through a lot of character development. (Note: I'm three volumes into the series so far.)

It's not necessarily worse or better, but different.

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A cable that connects my CD player to the 2020 Kia Forte's stereo system via aux port works great. Unfortunately, my 1998 CD player turns itself off if it gets jostled a little, which is a problem while driving. The Hold switch being on makes no difference; whether I'm using batteries or have it plugged into my car's cigarette lighter for power makes no difference. For unknown reasons, it's more resistant to doing so within playing two songs, but afterward is absurdly sensitive.

Kia Forte dashboard with CD player hooked in via aux cord

The car lets me play music via my phone with USB hookup or through Bluetooth, though I think the USB hookup version sounds better, but I also have CDs and would like to be able to just play them too.


For some reason, this Whole Foods parking garage lends itself to creating dramatic photos.
BERJAYA