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taichara: (Asimov)
Yes, as of today I am calling it a day on this meme and I feel no guilt about it -- I did say, after all, I may not get through it. And, looking ahead, there's a bunch more questions I don't think I'll enjoy (much as a good few of the last I have not been enjoying), shipping questions and the like that I'd just be skipping altogether, and so on.

If I'm going to post, I'd rather be spending my limited energy burbling about Revenge Of The Seven Heroes or the Geologist's Primer (shipping soon omg! *hugs Herbalist's Primer*) or the like, or commenting on my actual fannish things, or or. or yelling about the Voltron rpg KS because whoof I expect Things[tm] lol

Contrary to what I'm sure is common perception these benighted times, I would rather not be posting like unhinged ranting is about to go out of style! So I choose to stop this meme now. It is not being fun anymore and reading these likely isn't either.

In any case, one last question for the road:

Day Nine: What's the hardest thing about writing, and why are titles the Worst™?

The hardest thing is starting.

And titles are not, in fact, anything remotely close to ~*the worst*~ and that weird fannish stereotype is deeply annoying.
taichara: (Desert's Jewelbox - ...)
Day Eight: Squicks - What are some things that squick you in fandom - not necessarily "icky", though it can be. From anything involving blood, to bad grammar.

Some, in no particular order:

- Weird culty bullshit (they call some of this "parasocial" these days, especially when it involves creators, but I also mean everything from BNF worship to the deeply wtf cliques) sometimes this is more ragemode than squick admittedly

- The Assumed Modern DW Fandom Package Because You're Not An Anti, Right? of rape, extreme kinks, extreme underage, 'oh my just look at the time!', and so forth, the slate summary also being frex aka "why a lot of Berserk looks right up my alley but I have no intention of ever reading Berserk"

- Overidentification with a fictional character. (stop. it.)

- The weird as fuck commentary on some fanworks where the creator feels the need to tell you aaaaall about how this reflects their real-world abuse/experience/getting off/etc
taichara: (Avenir)
Day Seven: What would make you leave a fandom, or prevent you from getting into it in the first place?

Here's another place where the too-narrow definition of "fandom" is being unhelpful, to say the least. *snort* I'll also keep the responses deliberately short, because otherwise I could rant forever and I can't waste the energy or the time today --

Fuck bigots, abusers and chuds as well as their enablers. I generally stick with something forever once I pick it up -- but pop that shit out and I'm fucking gone. Be known for it and I'll never start. Some examples: Knave (fuck me for finding out after paying for everything), Rurouni Kenshin, or wanting to interact with anything Toru Furuya touched (which makes my main Gundam a problem and it isn't even UC) ...

If one means "fandom" as "fans": I have better things to do than deal with purity culture or edgelordy everything-must-be-kink-or-daaaark-or Problematic[tm]-or-you're-an-anti shit. A fucking pox on both your fucking houses.
taichara: (KV55)
Day Six: What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom? What fandom was it? Not necessarily your oldest fandom, but a fandom that you started and still continue to read/write/create content for in some way.

Ahahahaha here it begins.

"Fandom" is far more than the DW/AO3/etc-mandated "make fic, read fic" "make art/look at art" "make make make consume consume consume". and fuck me but do I hate the word "content".)

Do I like a thing? Do I continue to care about a thing, and think about a thing, enjoy a thing, interact with the thing or reminisce about the thing, seek out news about the thing ...?

Then I am a fan of Thing and perforce it is also still one of my fandoms.


So, saying that and leaving aside the really broad brushes like "unicorns", "dragons" and "dinosaurs", for named media fandoms that would be Transformers and Voltron, both at 40 years as I've been here since they kicked off.

If you aren't looking at media it would be dynastic Egypt, as I know I was already getting up into that shit by Grade 1 at the least and so edges out the above by at least a year.
taichara: (Lance -- elevator boss }3)
Day Five: What's a fandom that you wish had a bigger following?

You want an honest answer?

None.

Not a single fucking one.

I can't think of a single fandom I've experienced in the last 10-15 years that didn't start circling the drain as soon as people started noticing it for whatever reason (usually because of a new version but not always). No. Just no. Never fucking again.

Ask me what I feel about what my other fandom as old as Transformers is like since 2016 I fucking dare you.

The more that things dear to me fly under the radar the happier I'm going to be from now on.
taichara: (Desert's Jewelbox -- ?)
Day Four: What are the origins of your penname/username?

I made it up.

No, seriously.

In the mid-90s I was "Stargazer" -- actually camel cased as StarGazer; this is relevant lol -- across most of my internet antics.

But before long that was snapped up by someone else as often as not, and since I preferred to make sure I could be spotted I decided to prefix it (as a name) and make something up on the spot to do it to try to avoid the "name already taken" problem.

So "Taichara"/"TaiChara" it was, for TaiChara StarGazer; and for a while whatever one I could use as a nick went, and the full thing went into whatever longform name entry there was. (frex, on ew-too talkers if I could take StarGazer as my login nick I prefixed my name with TaiChara, and if I wound up using TaiChara I suffixed it with StarGazer. lol.)

Then I stuck an apostrophe in the displays because people kept asking where the name came from and it was clearly time to embrace fantasy stereotypes ~

Years have rolled by, everyone who knew "StarGazer" is long gone (figuratively, literally or both) and as time went on "taichara" gradually lost the apostrophe, the camel case, and any pretense at capitalization.

And now it gets mistaken again for everything from Japanese to some Brazilian dialect or other. Whoops?


(hilariously, "taichara" was taken both on gmail and Twitter; the Twitter "taichara" has been a blank account all this time. I wonder if I ever got an invite/signed up for either and forgot ...)
taichara: (Desert's Jewelbox -- chibi eh?)
Day 2: Your newest fandom.

That's a good damn question.

*thinks*

If Yet Another Transformers Continuity In The Making counts and isn't just folded into the greater TF yarn tangle I've been hauling around for forty years, it'd be Transformers One since I saw that five days ago (pretty new!) ...

If not counting that, hm. Break!!, I think? I don't remember anything more recent than that.

shhhhh yes i was waiting for Break!! for a decade that doesn't matter shhhhh
taichara: (Desert's Jewelbox -- mail)
I saw [personal profile] kalloway is spinning up working on a posting meme that was originally cobbled together by [personal profile] trobadora (the original is over here: Frankenstein's Meme: 30 Days of Actually Posting, Dammit) and -- after a pile of internal muttering at myself -- decided fuck it, I'll try it.

Or some of it, since not all applies to me and some of it just leaves me staring off into the distance. Some daily subjects I might edit, some I might just drop altogether or leave with a comment explaining no this doesn't work.

Nota bene: I define "fandom" as "things I am a fan of (/ doing)", not in the constricted version usually seen here on DW. There's more to fandom than just shipping, fic and art and related activities. -_-

Anyway --

Day 1: What's changed about your fandom life in the last 365 days?

I've been picking up less and less rpg material because of a kaleidoscope of factors, mostly a pick-and-mix of being uninterested in the current trends (especially in indie land), being even less interested in the current scene darlings, and being Very Very Fucking Tired of the constant pissing and moaning and screaming like children having tantrums (about D&D).

(which isn't to say I've stopped; I've got some hefty and shiny things having arrived or on the way. but the steady stream of rpg zines has ended.)

After fighting it for years, started slinking back towards engaging with my Transformers stuff just in time for Transformers One to hit and welp ~

More time in the fediverse, more discord servers muted. Fanfic output still almost nil, own work came in fits and starts of microfiction which is more than last year at least?

I want to make more zines, rpg and otherwise, but omfg the weather and the stress and the world on fire and
taichara: (Desert's Jewelbox - First Snow)
From [personal profile] kalloway: What's so interesting about ancient Egypt?

Whoo boy. Of all the various "broad topic" subjects I've been handed for this meme, this is The Big One and I could probably honestly answer Everything! except the Old Kingdom is a horribly boring speedbump. So.

Also, better put as what I find interesting, because interesting is subjective and lalala --

So, yeah, Egypt. What isn't there? I'm fascinated by the economics (macro and micro) and how they likely worked, how the entire country worked as a massive redistribution economy but also developed independent merchant activities beyond those of the state. I can never find out enough about how people lived -- what they ate, how it was produced; what they wore, how they wore it -- don't believe it was always unrelieved white, that's a rank lie -- how the forms of jewelry changed over time and what were fashion trends and how what look like a zillion careful starched pleats were probably just artistic convention for how linen rumples on its own. The architecture, technological capabilities; all of it.

I love the literature and I wish we had more of it. I wish we had the fucking end of the Tale of the Prince Cursed By Fate (goddamnit!), I kind of want to smack Sinuhe upside the head a little even though the plot makes sense and I think a lot of people would recognize themselves both in the protagonist of The Eloquent Peasant and the The Man Who Was Tired Of Life. Oh, and the Love Songs. The Love Songs are awesome.

History; all that history and cultural change and evolution. Egypt was not an unchanging monolith; not by any stretch of the imagination. It wasn't a monoculture in any given era, either, and I wish we knew more about that but even bits like the idiom "as impossible to understand as a Delta man among Southerners" and the difference in writing and technical terms used by law clerks and bookkeepers in a given time give it away. And then there's Egypt's entry into the first wider-world political scene and that first truly international koine and the correspondence between nations, oh yes I would like more of that please. And the gorgeous shared artistic style, please and thank you. Oh Dynasty 18 how I love you.

While on that subject, the people. Not just say the folks of Deir el-Medina (and oh how I love the people of the Village and all their quirks), but Djekhy and his quirky guild-mates in late-ish Thebes. And Maya. Oh, Maya. (you have beautiful handwriting, Maya, and I'll never stop being tickled that I can say that.) And a goodly handful of various royals, most of them related: Sequenenre, poor luckless soul whose sacrifice kicked off Egypt's bid to throw off the foreign yoke; Ahmose, the young unifier; Amenhotep III, a wonderfully magnificent man; Tiye, the most formidable woman I know of; and on and on. I love that we have letters from some of these folks, and mementos, and we can see them in their own words and again I wish we had more of it all. Despite the confusion of quite a few folks over the years I'm not taken with mummies for the sake of mummies -- it's specific people I'm attached to, although some aren't precisely "mummies" at this point (Smenkhkare, for example) and others even less (Maya) ...

I think that's enough rambling which has probably not been all that helpful X3;; Feel free to poke about specifics -- people, places, things, other questions -- I suppose ~?

meme day 5

Dec. 6th, 2014 11:06 am
taichara: (Desert's Jewelbox - First Snow)
From [personal profile] silverr: Favorite type of games?

Rpgs of various stripes, in the main. On tabletop I want actual rpgs and not the navel-gazing bull that's been bandied about by the "indie" set for nigh unto a decade now; right this moment I'm working on two different D&D campaigns (Forgotten Realms and Planescape) to get up and running, plus one for Shadowrun, and theoretically another for L5R, to give some immediate examples. Someday I might manage something for Exalted, but it is best not to talk about Exalted right now. Unfortunately.

For video games it's more rpgs (and not what Western developers come up with), although with Final Fantasy being pretty much dead for years I mostly poke either action rpgs (KH) or tactical games like FFT or various of Fire Emblems it would have been nice if we'd gotten the third Luminous Arc game plus Suikoden Tierkreis, TWEWY, and a few other stragglers. I have some Tales games I'm fond of but fell off that wagon after Abyss.

If it's not rpgs it's platformers (Rockman, Gunvolt, Mario) or fighting games (King of Fighters).
taichara: (Desert's Jewelbox - First Snow)
From [livejournal.com profile] lrodell: comic books--your favorites, and ones that made you go "Whaaaa?"


I'm mostly restricting this to the last half-decade or so yes I know I haven't read that much, bear with me with some predictable exceptions, otherwise we'll be here all day *snrrk*

As an ultimate overall thing my favorite comics are the Legion of Super-heroes books, but I need to add some specifics there. Of all the things in L*-land I'm especially attached to what's called the "Five Years Later" / v4 L* run, and the Legionnaires book that spun out of it -- up to Zero Hour, because after Zero Hour that's literally a whole new team. I have a fondness for the earlyish to mid-80s Levitz L* books also, but especially the Cockrum/Grell run that came before corset!.

I fucking hate the abomination that was Waid's "threeboot" in the middle of the 2000s. Fuck that arsehole sideways.

There's other folks I liked from DC also, like Superboy, and Superman (when he had a decent writer) ...

But then DC shoved its head up its arse sideways in 2011 and yuuuuup. Aside from possibly some of the Convergence books coming up -- and not the L* book because it looks like shit -- I haven't bought anything DC in years because it's all fucked.

I've been getting the IDW Transformers books, MTMTE willingly and RID (now just The Transformers) grudgingly and with great hatred, and until a little over a year ago I probably would have called MTMTE my favorite comic currently.

That award is instead going to Archie's Mega Man book, which is consistently pulling off being both entertaining and decently written.
taichara: (Desert's Jewelbox - First Snow)
From [personal profile] silverr: tv series you were saddest to see come to an end, and why


... None? And I say this with all honesty and having pestered two people to help me with the question.

I don't really do "sad" when things come to an end in general -- and with shows, many anime I pick up I pick up after they've already finished (so I know the end is there) and I don't watch actual television-as-it-airs. When the end comes, it's just time to poke at it more.

I suppose one could toss the lack of a second season for Voltron Force in here since it ended on a cliffhanger and they never managed to wrap it up, but that didn't make me sad. I more like shrugged, grumbled at the shift to planning a live-action movie again (why) and plan to poke at it. and judging from what scraps I've heard of the plans it was going to have G00 S2-like plot meddling and noooo keep the fanprincesses away damnit so no real loss there in the long run
taichara: (Desert's Jewelbox - First Snow)
(why yes, I'm skipping days that don't have questions. I don't have it in me right now to make up things for non-question days and there aren't too many of those anyway so --)


From [personal profile] eliyes, SPACE:


LOLOLOLOLOLOL by necessity this is going to be (relatively) brief ;3~

The first important thing I need to say about me and space is that I wish we were living in it goddamnit. *shakes fist* Also that I am far more attached to the idea of orbital colonies no matter how much certain people have pushed that idea aside in recent years, and I'm far faaaar more interested in Europa or Titan than Mars right now. Whether that is because Zubrin, the major push for Mars colonization, seems to have gone from "annoyingly rah-rah American pioneer spirit" to "bugfuck rah-rah libertarian creeper" in his writing I shall leave as an exercise for my readers ~

But basically space is awesome and I want to be there :DDD

It also scratches my itches for 1) shiny things 2) frozen things 3) awesome combos of these things, like stars with ice clouds in their top decks 4) the possibility of life elsewhere booyah. one of these days I'll get that AU thing about Camus worked out

This is something otherwise so long ingrained in my system that it falls under "almost impossible to explain" (apparently as an infant / very young toddler I would howl beause I wanted the moon from the sky), but yeh, fuckyes space. I want us to get out there, I want to see all the awesome and weird stuff that's out there. Yeesssss.
taichara: (Desert's Jewelbox - First Snow)
From [personal profile] silverr, First book you can remember reading? --

Ha, you all get to deal with my vagueness after I go back far enough ;3

Ironically, the first book I remember reading I still have a copy of, but it's buried in the storage closet and I'm not breaking my neck to try to check the title *grin* It's a hardcover picture-book of pretty much an entire overview of Ancient Egyptian culture, and the reason I still have it is -- aside from being a pleasingly accurate book -- it's entirely drawn, with two-page spreads of the life and times of a fictional family (with side-cartoons) and other folks, and very engagingly done. If I ever brave digging through boxes of stored books I'll find the title X3;; It's was probably something painfully prosaic like "Life in Ancient Egypt" which is why I can't remember it for the life of me ...

Right along this one is one I've never seen again since my earliest school years and I have nothing to go on, which makes me chew up swords and spit out tacknails. It was a dinosaur book, and what sticks out in my mind was an illustration of two theropods (of uncertain species, this far away from the book, but probably coelophysid or maniraptor given the subject matter) racing through the forest, sort of an oblique top-down view ... but the kicker is that these critters, which were stark white, were actually feathered and their non-feathered snouts, hands and feet were a deep lemon yellow. That's the earliest I've ever known of a feathered image in a kid's book and I'd murder to have or at least know the source, argh.


Not really reading anything most folks would find exciting right now, the last two weeks were bees and trilobites and frogs and mushrooms, combined with the DMG picked up last Fri, and Milkyway Hitchhiking. I don't pick up much new fiction these days which is depressing as balls and probably merits it's own ramble >.>;;
taichara: (Desert's Jewelbox)
Tis the season for actually doing one of these memes, lol. Granted this one gets rather repetitive this year, but I have no guilt ;3~

Swiped from [personal profile] kalloway who swiped from [personal profile] merikuru:


First Fandom of 2013: Fire Emblem Awakening
Favorite Main Character of 2013: Chrom :D
Favorite Villain of 2013: Jetstream Sam
Favorite Het Couple of 2013: Lon'qu and Cherche
Favorite F/F Couple of 2013: don't have one, alas
Favorite M/M Couple of 2013: Chrom and Voyai (M Avatar) lolololololol
Fandom That You Never Expected To Get Into: Transformers: Prime
Fandom That Made An Unexpected Comeback: Robotech. yeeaaaaahhhhhh ... >.>;;
Fandom That Inspired The Most Crack: I have to pick one? Ely halp D:
Last Fandom of 2013: new? Metal Gear Rising. in general (so far)? a tie for Rockman and Sailormoon.
Favorite Fandom of 2013: Fire Emblem Awakening. also I have learned that it may be best after all to stay in my cave >.>;; how much of that is because the year in general sucked I don't know, but bloody hell this was not a good time at times fandom-wise ..

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