Jack/Sara, 680 words
Five Ways Jack and Sara Reconciled
They never actually were divorced. They just needed an extremely extended separation to work out how much their marriage meant to them and find a way to save it. Nine and a half years after he'd moved out of their Winter Park house, she was living in Georgetown, and he took a job in D.C. to move back in with her.
In all the years they'd been divorced, they'd never visited Charlie's grave together, but on his birthday ten years after the breakup they ended up there at the same time. A long talk on a bench in the peaceful cemetery on that warm afternoon led to a quiet dinner, and then a night in the nearest motel (neither of them lived in town anymore), and then several months of phone calls and weekend trysts, and finally a new life together. Charlie can't believe it took so long, but he's over the moon about it anyway.
She muscled and sweet-talked her way past every bureaucratic barrier and walked into his office in the Pentagon one day to demand to know why the Air Force was siphoning all her best people off into some extremely expensive and secretive program that he seemed to be involved with or possibly the head of. "Your best people?" he said, after a second or two of blank surprise. It turned out that after they'd broken up and lost touch, she'd joined the Peace Corps, and worked her way close to the top rung of the recruitment ladder. They'd been competing with each other for human resources for years without ever realizing who the competition was. It didn't take Jack long to recognize that she'd make a formidable ally, especially as he worked behind the scenes to take the program public. It took only a little longer for their new professional affiliation to become a personal one, as they fell in love all over again, and fell in love for the first time with the changed people they'd become over the intervening years. They were remarried just after the Ori situation came to an end and just before the big final push to reveal the Stargate to the population of Earth.
The Jack who talked about sports and fish on a video recording left in ancient Egypt for the SGC to get hold of millennia afterwards never mentioned an ex-wife or a dead son, and pro football was still played on Sundays, so the Jack who was sitting on the dock behind his Minnesota cabin with his teammates around him when a fish splashed in the pond never gave a thought to anything else being any different. After his team-bonding weekend he went home to Sara and Charlie in Colorado Springs the same way he always did -- and counted his blessings on general principles, the same way he always had.
The Jack who talked about sports and fish on a video recording left in ancient Egypt for the SGC to get hold of millennia afterwards never mentioned his wife or the son they'd recently sent off to college, so the Jack who was sitting on the dock beside his Minnesota cabin with his teammates around him when a fish splashed in the pond never gave a thought to anything else being any different. But he got home from the team-bonding weekend early enough to catch the Bears game that Sunday in his lonely house, and something made him pick up the phone to call Sara. Glutton for punishment, he thought, because the Bears were losing to her Packers and she'd always been insufferable when her team won and you'd think that after nine years he wouldn't miss that anymore. They ended up not talking about sports at all, and she said she was awfully glad he'd called, because she'd had the weirdest feeling all day, and hearing his voice seemed, weirdly, to help. They talked a lot more after that, and started seeing each other again, and by the time he was considering the move East, she asked if he'd like some company. He said yes.
Originally posted 3/1/08 at
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They never actually were divorced. They just needed an extremely extended separation to work out how much their marriage meant to them and find a way to save it. Nine and a half years after he'd moved out of their Winter Park house, she was living in Georgetown, and he took a job in D.C. to move back in with her.
In all the years they'd been divorced, they'd never visited Charlie's grave together, but on his birthday ten years after the breakup they ended up there at the same time. A long talk on a bench in the peaceful cemetery on that warm afternoon led to a quiet dinner, and then a night in the nearest motel (neither of them lived in town anymore), and then several months of phone calls and weekend trysts, and finally a new life together. Charlie can't believe it took so long, but he's over the moon about it anyway.
She muscled and sweet-talked her way past every bureaucratic barrier and walked into his office in the Pentagon one day to demand to know why the Air Force was siphoning all her best people off into some extremely expensive and secretive program that he seemed to be involved with or possibly the head of. "Your best people?" he said, after a second or two of blank surprise. It turned out that after they'd broken up and lost touch, she'd joined the Peace Corps, and worked her way close to the top rung of the recruitment ladder. They'd been competing with each other for human resources for years without ever realizing who the competition was. It didn't take Jack long to recognize that she'd make a formidable ally, especially as he worked behind the scenes to take the program public. It took only a little longer for their new professional affiliation to become a personal one, as they fell in love all over again, and fell in love for the first time with the changed people they'd become over the intervening years. They were remarried just after the Ori situation came to an end and just before the big final push to reveal the Stargate to the population of Earth.
The Jack who talked about sports and fish on a video recording left in ancient Egypt for the SGC to get hold of millennia afterwards never mentioned an ex-wife or a dead son, and pro football was still played on Sundays, so the Jack who was sitting on the dock behind his Minnesota cabin with his teammates around him when a fish splashed in the pond never gave a thought to anything else being any different. After his team-bonding weekend he went home to Sara and Charlie in Colorado Springs the same way he always did -- and counted his blessings on general principles, the same way he always had.
The Jack who talked about sports and fish on a video recording left in ancient Egypt for the SGC to get hold of millennia afterwards never mentioned his wife or the son they'd recently sent off to college, so the Jack who was sitting on the dock beside his Minnesota cabin with his teammates around him when a fish splashed in the pond never gave a thought to anything else being any different. But he got home from the team-bonding weekend early enough to catch the Bears game that Sunday in his lonely house, and something made him pick up the phone to call Sara. Glutton for punishment, he thought, because the Bears were losing to her Packers and she'd always been insufferable when her team won and you'd think that after nine years he wouldn't miss that anymore. They ended up not talking about sports at all, and she said she was awfully glad he'd called, because she'd had the weirdest feeling all day, and hearing his voice seemed, weirdly, to help. They talked a lot more after that, and started seeing each other again, and by the time he was considering the move East, she asked if he'd like some company. He said yes.

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Date: Tuesday, 23 December 2008 10:23 pm (UTC)I'm writing Jack/Sara today, a short one to be finished soon, so these were so timely. thank you for the excuse to reread.
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Date: Tuesday, 23 December 2008 10:32 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: Tuesday, 23 December 2008 10:26 pm (UTC)(or did I not miss it and just forget it?)
Either way....eeeeeee! Jack and Sara! *falls over grinning*
I love how you do their relationship - how the problem wasn't really that they didn't care for each other and how easy it is to fall into the comfort again and the mutual respect and, just, *squishes them tight*
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Date: Tuesday, 23 December 2008 10:42 pm (UTC)The Jack and Sara in 'Cold Lazarus' did not strike me as people who'd fallen out of love or who couldn't bridge the rift that catastrophe cracked open in their bedrock. I really, really love the idea of them getting back together, in the S8/S9 gap, or post-show ... basically, no matter how many years have gone by. Everything they loved in each other is still there. One of the most rockin' things I think a third SG-1 movie could do would be reconcile Jack and Sara. It would be brave and massively cool of them. ::wistful sigh::
I squish with thee!
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Date: Tuesday, 23 December 2008 10:49 pm (UTC)i wish they'd leak some of the plot ideas. all i've heard is that it's o'neill centric, which could mean anything at all. but i'm very glad that they want to include jack in the future of the franchise.
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Date: Tuesday, 23 December 2008 10:54 pm (UTC)But, yeah, all I've heard really is the possibility of O'Neill centric. I have no clue if RDA would be remotely interested...
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 12:06 am (UTC)i have no problem with it, really, but i have no idea how they'd pull that off at this late date, or how the actors would.
but basically i'm game to watch. i just don't know how the writers in general deal with their romance plots, you know?
But this is pretty spammy.
In any case I adore Jack/Sara and I agree that they had some real connection even in the brief shots we saw of her.
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Date: Tuesday, 23 December 2008 10:57 pm (UTC)But there is fic! ♥ I can't tell you how happy I am that you're writing this pairing, seriously.
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 12:02 am (UTC)and now i want to write a less angsty later seasons jack shows up on her doorstep all apologetic and conflicted kind of thing. and then later she does the same thing to him in DC.
LOL.
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 02:04 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: Tuesday, 23 December 2008 10:52 pm (UTC)did not strike me as people who'd fallen out of love or who couldn't bridge the rift that catastrophe cracked open in their bedrock.
*nods emphatically*
I was just going over my fic for my year in review post and came across the Sara one I wrote last January and it included this bit:
Sara laughed, startling them all. "Oh, Jack and I never had a problem with loving each other. We just couldn't be what each other needed anymore. It was...too hard. But I'm glad, when I couldn't be there, he had you." And one of these days she'd stop the small part of her that wanted to hate him for what he couldn't be for her.
And I just see it as...they loved each other and, possibly more important, really respected each other. But Jack couldn't dig himself out of the pit of guilt and post-Charlie they couldn't be what each other needed, as tragic as that is. And without Abydos they definitely never would have reconciled because Jack never pulled out and then Jack can't forgive and denying himself that happiness is his self-flaggellation but, later, I think he could be in that place where it could happen again.
One of the most rockin' things I think a third SG-1 movie could do would be reconcile Jack and Sara. It would be brave and massively cool of them. ::wistful sigh::
Oh, that would be fantastic! I doubt it would even occur to the writers, but it would make me gleeful. I remember the first time I watched "Cold Lazarus" absolutely expecting to see Sara again and see follow-through and just...nothing.
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Date: Tuesday, 23 December 2008 11:06 pm (UTC)That snippet is gorgeous, and I agree with you about all of it. I think sometimes that Jack wasn't rejecting or giving up on Sara or his marriage, but deliberately rejecting his own happiness. Self-flagellation, for sure -- self-punishment and stone-cold refusal to forgive. But that could change over the years. There's no question in my mind that later-seasons Jack could open up to that kind of happiness again. His verbal closed-offness is such a mainstay of his characterization, but that doesn't necessarily mean emotional closed-offness. No question that it was after Charlie died, but after Abydos that started to change.
I'm rushing through typing this comment, so I hope it makes some sense!
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 01:41 am (UTC)...I didn't know that. Seriously? Because, wow, yes they failed miserably at that. Exactly what you said on undelivered reconciliation (though I do wonder what Jack *could* have told her.
Exactly - later season Jack could potentially be open to something - he's seen more and experienced more (been punished enough? Or, if not enough, at least made some steps that way - like started making retribution to the universe?) (I was watching "Learning Curve" the other night and it hit me how Jack is looking at those kids and seeing kids who would never get to grown up just like Charlie never got to grow up - don't know why that didn't connect before)
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 02:28 pm (UTC)I think I remember
What a good point about 'Learning Curve.' And that maybe after almost a decade Jack's starting to feel that he's paid for, and paid back, a little. I wonder whether he characterizes his part in his son's death as a crime, or a sin, or a massive, unforgiveable lapse of judgment/carefulness/attention. I try to simplify it in my head by making it a choice that went horribly wrong: Sara wanted him to take the kid to the range for junior riflery and marksmanship, because if there was going to be a weapon in the house the kid should learn how to handle one safely, but Jack flat refused because he couldn't stand the dark violence of his black-ops life touching his family even that much. He tried to lock it away, put it behind barriers, keep everything separate -- but Charlie was their son, smart and curious and stubborn, and he figured out where the key was or he broke the lock on the ammo drawer ... broke through the barrier Jack had tried to put up. Which would give Jack something clear and simple to hate himself for, which I think I crave because it's such an emotional tangle otherwise, and really hard to even begin to engage. But it's necessary to engage with, in order to get across how and why he might have changed over the years.
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 03:03 pm (UTC)We just don't have enough information about the Jack of those days to know if he was capable of that level of carelessness, or what exactly. What he thought about the gun, why he had it in the house, where it was, any of that.
Just those two glimpses, one in Cold Lazarus and one in The Devil You Know.
So yeah. And I take as very true what he said in Children of the Gods to Daniel: That Sara forgave him, and we saw that in Cold Lazarus, I think, but that he didn't forgive himself. Ever.
It's something I want to explore as well. Thanks for the thinky.
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 04:03 pm (UTC)I think...if you look at the memories from "Devil you Know" Jack emphatically Did Not Want Charlie to follow his footsteps. It was his dirty, distasteful, important job that he was doing so nobody else had to and he really didn't want his son there - I mean, he didn't let Charlie play with water guns! But Charlie I think worshipped his father (I mean, Jack looked to be a good dad when he was around and Charlie was a, what, 8 year old, 9 year old boy?) and the military was this mysterious thing that took his dad away from him for all these periods of time. I think he was intensely curious and driven to connect with/emulate his dad, you know?
With the gun...it makes total sense to me that Jack has one in the house (and I imagine Charlie loving watching him clean it) and I do think he would have been careful to lock it up (I mean, given he won't let Charlie play with water guns, he'd keep a real one locked) but the idea of Charlie being his parent's son, he was stubborn and smart and resourceful and curious and be broke the barrier. Emphatically an accident and emphatically not Jack's fault, but you'll never convince him of that.
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Date: Tuesday, 23 December 2008 10:32 pm (UTC)I heart Jack/Sara - totally and unreservedly. Thanks for reposting.
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Date: Tuesday, 23 December 2008 10:46 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 01:19 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: Tuesday, 23 December 2008 11:54 pm (UTC)These are all great, but I particularly like the third one. I've always wanted more background on Sara and Jack/Sara and I think this one fits really well. From what little we got to see in "Cold Lazarus" she totally has that super no-nonsense practicality aid workers have. :)
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 01:27 am (UTC)I'm so pleased that you enjoyed this. Thank you!
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 02:10 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 06:08 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: Thursday, 25 December 2008 08:49 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 12:09 am (UTC)And can't believe I missed this. But am so glad I caught it now.
Thank you for posting!
(*saves and keeps*)
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 01:28 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 12:42 am (UTC)I'm so glad you reposted this, because I'd not seen it before, and I always adore how you write these two. I love the Peace Corps one - lovely to think of Sara actually having, you know, a life of her own (gasp!). *g*
Very sweet. Yay Jack/Sara!
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 01:34 am (UTC)I'm really, really happy that you liked this. :-) :-) Yay!
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 12:53 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 01:34 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 04:06 am (UTC)I think I like the last one the best...for the little details of calling about the football teams because it just seems so normal and real. (And aw, poor Moebius team(s). But all of them are just lovely.
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 01:58 pm (UTC)Thank you!
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 11:18 am (UTC)I love to read them, and I've only written them once. I need to rectify that because there is so much there to be explored.
Yay to seeing these again. Thank you. :-)
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Date: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 02:00 pm (UTC)Thank you for reading and commenting again! :-)
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Date: Saturday, 27 December 2008 01:07 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: Monday, 29 December 2008 07:19 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: Monday, 29 December 2008 10:30 pm (UTC)Glad to make you happy by the way. :)