theres this fat chick named colleen...

anyway she wears the same pair of shorts every day for like six months every effing day
I was nice and gave her a bunch of my shorts so she could wear them that was like 2 months ago she has not even effing tried them on
and i dont want them back her dog has ticks and fleas so I dont want them back because the shorts will have bugs in them and thats not fair to Marie.

but damnit now I have less shorts. I change my godamn clothes every day damnit

she'd get fleas and ticks then and so would I its just so rude and inconciderate what Colleen did not to mention gross!


my happiness didnt last long. I hate my life i really do.

No Im not going to off myself or Marie Im just down.

Current Mood: irate

Thanks to clairedancebear for this wonderful banner.

Current Mood: Refreshed

Doctor mad at me, cousin mad at me, lots of folks mad at me.

Because at my annual physical I refused to let doc (inflict/force) a colonosphy test, and skin cancer tests.

God damn it. It's my body, all those tests hurt or are stressful, embarrassing or hell I just don't want to do it. I don't give a shit if it may save my life or not damnit.

I'm 44 f-ing years old and I've tollrated all that medical testing sh!t enough. No more!!!!!


If the rest of my life is to be filled with diet excercise and painfull tests I don't want a "rest of my life".

So it's my own duity to myself and my dignaty and sanity and comfort to say NO to envasive tests and embarrassing personal questions.


I will live my damn life the way I want not the way others want for me!

Current Music: Pounding stress induced headache!
Current Mood: Furious

Cataracs: I guess I got them, will go to eye dr after Xmas not now. I think I washed my glasses 25 times today before I realized it was my eyes and not (just) my horribley scratched glasses lenses. Oh well I'm legally blind anyway, and dr's have told me I may go all blind. I really don't care beleave it or not.
Anyway like I said the exam can wait till after xmas, Too much drama from November still around.

Hey, that's life.

Current Mood: annoyed

I updated my cat's journal today. "mariemeow"

Lol a cat with a lj. How funny!

Going to library to return books. Then go grocery shopping.

Current Mood: drained

Bloat

Fuid fluid everywhere
i just want to sleep
but if i want this fluid out of me
i have to stay awake to drink
and pee
oh dear me
i hope my conpaints are not out of hand
send my love and healing to aint_love_grand.
kellie in texas your on my mind
and pickledginger's not hard to find
i'm sorry my brain won't remember more names
when im bloated my mind is shamed
oh and oww
and grrrr on the side
if i were a lion i'd have more "pride"
so adeu and ttfn
i leave you with this tiny
meow

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: old school rap on radio

Achey muscles. But. I'll live. I won't go to the er unless Dr. Greene comes back to life. LOL.

OWW.

See it only hurts when I laugh.

*squintey face*

Getting old bites!

=(

I just finished signing my new lease. So everything is ok now!



Stupid stress disorder.

Current Mood: amused

Poetic flavor of the day


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I had to change colors I'm so very sorry. Red was killing my eyes and brain. I tried I really tried. I liked the red for a long time but my health got in the way.

Forgive me "aint_love_grand" pleeeeease!!!!!

Today's is edited!!

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Current Mood: frustrated

Cranberry Juice & Jack Nicholson......cure all things.

That entry title got you, didn't it?

LOL. OMG Jack is da bomb! "Something's Gotta Give" is a great movie!

I don't need to go into detail how the cranberry juice helps, do I?
Good!


LOL.

Current Mood: amused

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Current Mood: giggly

Headache seems subdued, possibley even going away. We'll see. Had a long am shower too. I usually take my showers in the evening, but on occasion in the am, like today.
I will post more "mews" later on.

Meep blame it on migraines. I'll survivwe.

Noise


Noise in the air
Noise on the chair
Noise is undulating ever where
Painful noise of annoying voices
All the noise of all the wrong choices
Ringing in my ears like searing white hot pain
I'm much rather listen to soft peaceful rain
My brain bleeds
As my agony seethes
I'm so sick of all the noise
I'm so out of poise
Skin crawling
Methodically sawing
My inner peace
Away
Living in the crescendo of a migraine
This is how it feels
So whisper please!!

Current Mood: stressed

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Current Mood: confused

I have dry skin on my hands, from so much cleaning. But luckily the dollar tree that just opened next door has nice oatmeal aloe hand lotion.
Also I think I grind my teeth in my sleep like my friend "L" does. Hey gal, do your muscles clench too, mine do.
I wake up and my little hands are balled up into fists. Oh well, it's no big D.
For me, it's just part of my life.

Other than that, glad the cleaning (the major part of it) is done.
Now I just have to remind my self to do it each day and it won't build up so much.
I'm kind of ticked off the cold weather has left us so soon. It's 74 right now dang it!

Mostly all is well though.

Current Mood: indifferent

Thank Buddah that's over!!!!!

It was good to be alone yesterday. Aside from the small visit from Bill and Mom.

I was thinking of going out today but its a madhouse in them stores. And why am I not surprised!

It's time to get out my jingle cats cd. I only have one, but Im grateful for the one. But there are at least 6 out there. I need the ones where the cats are singing the "blues". No offense to dog lovers but I so dont want the dawg one.

Current Mood: chipper

Can anyone do this?


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The reasons I do NOT go to family dinners, on the holidays. Or ever for that matter.



1. I don't like being around little children.


2. I can't stand being around people who say prayers before meals.


3. I don't like eating with utensils at home I never use utensils I (always/only) eat with my hands, period.


That's just sanctimonious, little me!

And, I know you love me anyway, don't ya.
Huh

Huh

Huh



I know you do!


Because I am purrrrrrr-fect just as I am!

Current Mood: satisfied

Hey there pickledginger, I reached my user pic limit, so I copied them all to a floppy. Just so you know ok that I did not throw them out. =) *grin* =) And to everyone everywhere:::::::::::: Happy Turkey Day

Current Mood: amused

Bill got me stuff n shutch for tomorrow so I'm grinning like a chesire cat. LOL.

Hi kellie_in_texas

Fun chatting with you. I am going to send you ALL my queere eye stuff ok?


Lookie.... yours_for_life I actually rememberd how to post the users in my posts, I forgot for a while. Oh well. I hope youre having a lovely day and that you lost your blues or your nothings or whatever. Oh how to you like my icon with the kitten?

pickledginger I may get to post office today. "Fianally" Been too sad and lazy for a bus ride. Bill is taking me Thanksgiving shopping at 2.

Well peeps, my cousin Bill is gr8. Today anyway LOL, Yanno I love him guys. We just butt heads here n there.

T-t-t-t-that's all folks. =)