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Feb. 8th, 2009

BERJAYAngrlol

Sleeping Pills

Anyone got any information on potential highs with OTC sleeping pills? Preferably with what to avoid chemical wise and what to look for. This isn't for me, so I really don't want to give someone else bad advice.

I know about prescription sleeping pills, but no one I know sells prescriptions around here. So I was wondering if anyone knew scams or schemes on how to go about writing your own, or getting your own prescriptions. What to write down on the damn thing, would be a nice start. xD

Thanks for any help. Sorry for my ignorance, but it gives you a chance to seem intelligent. ;)

Feb. 7th, 2009

BERJAYA

BERJAYAskeltallightng

(no subject)

my town is dry on xanax again. so I am going through whatever withdrawals, all over again. nothing I do seems to help except stare off into space and try not to think, sleep, eat or drink.
any ideas on what will help me?
I am buying another script off someone on the 13th.. so I have a little ways to go.
taking a tylenol 3 now because thats all I can get my hands on at the moment but that will help for a whole ten minutes.
rani

BERJAYAschwekenblat

black tar vs. white powder

I'm from the NJ, here we only have "China white" forms of dope. I went to rehab on the west coast though, and everyone there did Black tar.  Here when you want to shoot up, you dump a bag in a spoon, put in a little water and a cotton ball and put it in the needle. Out there I heard you have to dissolve the dope with lemon juice and shoot that up.

In your experiences, which is better dope, black tar, or white powder?

Feb. 5th, 2009

BERJAYAsoulclash

(no subject)

Thanks to all for input on my last post about my living situation. Now another question I have a chronic illness and am having severe difficulty getting in touch with my pain management specialist to get the vicodin that I need. So, I want to go to a local doctor who is said to be a good candidate for easy script writing. I feel shifty doing this but don't want the run around from another doctor. I have a valid reason (my illness) and have been prescribed these drugs for the past 7 years. I am frustrated that I have to struggle to find this help. In the end, I was kind of hoping to ask for something a little stronger, as I have been struggling more with pain lately, would this be out of line?

Feb. 4th, 2009

BERJAYAhotmessucess

does anyone know what the hell happened to me?

so last night i woke up in the middle of the night gasping for breath, shaking, heart racing-- this situation occured 4-5 times throughout the night my boyfriend told me. im not really phased by it, its just odd bc ive been diagnosed with anxiety and im such a good spirits so im sure its not a panic attack.. but since im sure this was caused by lack/too many substances has anyone had this experience.

this weekend i did like 8 lines of blow, like nothing extremely, but i was fine.

i smoked a lot of weed but that's an everyday event,

BUT i didn't drink and im usually drinking to get to bed, but i ceased doing that this week.

anyone ever have this happen, help a brother out sooo insane

Feb. 3rd, 2009

on to my next adventure

BERJAYA2sick2pray

(no subject)

So... if you suspected a parent or parents of heroin use... what would you do?

Like, I think it's no big deal really - neither one of them have ever given me reason to believe that they are irresponsible drug users.  And my father - well I've already known he used to be a serious coke user and still occasionally indulges in it and smokes marijuana quite frequently - nothing at all wrong with the latter I just wish he were less awkward and repressed about it, like i really wish we could smoke together but because of my recent underachievement in life and mental health issues he doesn't outwardly support any drug use on my part including marijuana.  He doesn't dissapprove vocally either but is hesitant to give his blessing.  Which may be as it should be I don't know.

I've also suspected my father of crack use - normal bongs just don't look like that - and dealing - scales, baggies, vials, locked cashbox.  Of course there's a moral dilemma with this as i discovered all these items snooping where I shouldn't be snooping.  And it's a dangerous path because once you go there it's really hard to stop.  On the other hand I would be very surprised if they don't do the same to keep tabs on my drug use.

I don't like being this nosey, but it's really hard not to be curious

And the fact that it's heroin is really fucking with me, because I've known and chilled with all sorts of drug users in my day even if I have never been a fan of the drug for personal use.  I've had contact with the cultures that attract to pretty much every drug I can think of - except heroin with which I have no real experience.  And I know the stigma is probably really exaggerated... but it's just hard not to let it get to you a little.

I'm probably not going to be THAT that bothered by it if it is heroin, but I really feel like I have to know for some strange reason...  I'm thinking of having a friend order a marquis test online so I can just know, but I feel like that's probably a bad move and paranoid behavior.  Plus... you know... I kind of do know already... I'm just not sure.  But being sure probably wouldn't improve the situation really.  In the moment it feels like it would but I really think I just need to stop being so curious and just let it be and have faith in my father to be responsible until I see signs that he's not.

But it appears to be an occasional habit, and insufflation not injection so I think it's probably fine.  Just like, a little surprising at this stage in life.  I would just like him to stick around for awhile and don't want him overdoing it like Alan Arkin in Little Miss Sunshine or whatnot.  And he does have heart problems and such.  Blah...

Sorry, thanks for letting me get that off my chest...

Feb. 1st, 2009

true romance

BERJAYAautumnagain

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i kind of hate this community because everytime i read about people's experiences and questions on E it sends a tingle down my spine and into my toes and my mouth waters.

so what's your #1 story on E?

mine:  i was in amsterdam and i was in the grocery store holding onto mango juice, a carton of strawberries and a bag of chips and i started to play with my toes inside my furry boots and then i fell over and the strawberries went everywhere and the store manager saw it and i am sure he was like stupid fucking american, and then i did the napolean dynamite run.
BERJAYA

BERJAYAblizzity

(no subject)

In your experience, what complements blow the best? Drinks, foods, other substances. Merci!

Jan. 31st, 2009

BERJAYA

BERJAYAgo0dbyeforever

Hydrocodone.

I got ahold of some hydrocodone 5mg's.
I'm about 125lb. How many should I take the first time?
What is your opinion on using hydrocodone. Do you like the feeling?

Jan. 30th, 2009

true romance

BERJAYAautumnagain

(no subject)

the asshole that i am-i don't have a picture.
and i hate these kinds of posts too-but i refuse to believe this pill is for high blood pressure.
fate and me don't work like this.
if i find something on the ground and i care enough to pick it up it better benefit me somehow.
the problem is, i've tried about 5 different pill identifiers-none of them have a photo-but the most common response i am getting is that it's for high blood pressure-but i can't find a photo anywhere.

i swear the pill is white-but it's almost looks discolored to an extremely pale yellow.  it has 376 written on one side and nothing on the other.

dammit-i know i am just going to get yelled at for even trying to post this.

why can't i find a good OC on the ground?  huh?

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