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BERJAYA

oh my god, it's a livejournal post dreamwidth post, I know, I don't believe it either. But I felt like returning to my roots to provide an overview for anybody who's wondering 1) what's up with the RWA, and 2) what they've missed over the holidays, because the updates have flown fast and furious, and it's really easy to have missed something important.

The tl;dr: The RWA (Romance Writers of America) has completely imploded in a matter of days, multiple longstanding pressure points are combusting at once, mass resignations have ensued, including the org president, and the future of the org is in jeopardy. Claire Ryan has a very good, concise chronological timeline of the whole mess.

There are already plans afoot to create a new and better professional romance organization — one with inclusivity in its mission statement, a commitment to diversity, transparency, and openness, and a modernized understanding of the romance sphere and its overlap with everything from podcasting to fanfiction. It's called the Romance Alliance. Please join us!

Or, if you'd rather, the president of the SFWA invites you to consider joining the SFWA instead, like the classy human she is. <3

This report is long and detailed and late and on fucking livejournal dreamwidth, but it was important for me to do it, and I think that's because this event looks, from here, like one of those watershed moments that will have a wide-ranging spillover effect across all parts of the publishing and genre fiction communities, much as Racefail did 10 years ago. I'm going to set down all the info and updates I have, as concisely but thoroughly as I can. feel free to comment (I know some of you still remember how to comment) with more info as you run across it.

Just joining us? Here's the basic recap.

On December 23, the RWA suspended author Courtney Milan. They also issued a lifetime ban preventing Milan from ever serving in a position of leadership in the organization again.

This is a big deal. Courtney Milan served on the RWA board for four years, and even won an RWA service award for her leadership promoting diversity in the RWA. She's renowned for her work in this arena, and until this happened she was chairing the RWA ethics committee.

The RWA banned/suspended Milan after an ethics complaint was filed against her which alleged that Milan, an author of color, was being racist towards several white women because she had used social media to critique their professional and public behavior, and had additionally called out racist stereotypes in one of their books. One of the complaints against Milan insisted that Milan has too much power in the romance community, and compared her to "a neo-Nazi in charge of a UN human rights committee."

Because Milan was chairing the ethics committee at the time, the RWA's executive committee — that's the president, president-elect, secretary, and treasurer — decided to form a new, secret committee, completely behind the actual ethics committee's back, to adjudicate the case. They did this without ever telling the actual ethics committee what was going on. They then misrepresented this decision of the secret committee as being the decision of the actual ethics committee, a move that prompted several members of the real ethics committee to speak out and/or resign.

The timing of Milan's ban came the day before Christmas Eve, as the board attempted (and failed) to take a three-day holiday. It also came the day of the deadline for RITA submissions, meaning no one could withdraw from entering RITA contests — or get their money back.

The decision to ban Milan prompted intense and widespread backlash, and the hashtag IStandWithCourtney was a top Twitter trend throughout most of the day on Christmas Eve. The outrage prompted mass membership walkouts and staff resignations, as well as calls for an org-wide investigation and the creation of a new alternative association altogether.

On December 24, the RWA retracted its decision:



At a meeting today that identified a gap between policy and process, RWA’s Board of Directors rescinded its vote accepting the findings of the Ethics Committee report and the consequent penalties against Courtney Milan pending a legal opinion. RWA reiterates its support for diversity, inclusivity and equity and its commitment to provide an open environment for all members.


On Dec. 26, the RWA board issued an open letter to RWA members in which it announced that nine board members, including the RWA president, Carolyn Jewel, had resigned their positions, and that president-elect Damon Suede would be the new president moving forward. The letter admits that "the organization is at a turning point: "We have lost the trust of our membership and the romance community and we must find a way to rebuild that."

This letter has pleased very few people and resignations and walkouts are ongoing. As of late November, the RWA board had 4 officers, 12 directors, 3 (uninvolved) advisors, and a partridge in a pear tree. As of Dec. 28, the president-elect is now the president, there is no president-elect, there are only 3 directors left, the advisors are still uninvolved, and the partridge has crapped on the tree and GTFO'd.

And on top of allllll this, now there's an impending vote to recall the new president, Damon Suede, after questions arose on social media regarding his ethics and general fitness for the office. (Update: If you're an RWA member wanting to recall Suede, it's important that you Sign and signal-boost this new petition.)



On December 30, the RWA released a new open letter (yes, we're up to 3 now), apparently written by Suede, that's breathtaking in its defensive, shaming, and condescending tone. The letter falsely claims Courtney Milan broke confidentiality rules by spreading details of her suspension online, and chides members for being "inappropriate." It ends by noting, "As writers we know more than most, words have consequences." It makes no apology to Milan or to the dozens of writers who've spoken up over the last few days about the organization's institutional racism. 🙃


The backstory



The ironic cover of this month's RW magazine
The ironic cover of this month's RW magazine, per Hope Stephan / Facebook


(Disclaimer: Like everyone else i've picked most of this up in the last few days, so if i'm missing any crucial context anywhere, please comment and let me know! Also, a lot of the early backstory has been compiled in more detail by Laura Vivanco.)

The broader backstory to all of this is that the RWA, despite being founded by a black woman, editor Vivian Stephens, has long had a history of problems re: race and diversity. Like, for instance, the year (2015) when two RITA nominations went to... a concentration-camp romance between a Jewish woman and a Nazi official. 😱 Or whatever the fuck they were smoking at the 2005 RITAs.  Or earlier in 2019, when writer Cherry Adair used the occasion of being awarded a Lifetime Achievement award by the organization to dismiss calls for diversity. The RWA rescinded her award.

In 2018, the organization released an internal study disclosing that the number of black romance writers who'd been RITA finalists since 2000 was less than half of one percent of the total number of finalists. In the middle of all this, authors like Milan have been loud and vocal proponents for a more diverse and inclusive organization.

Enter Sue Grimshaw. Sue Grimshaw is an editor who used to be a book buyer for Borders. In 2008, Grimshaw was awarded the RWA's Vivian Stephens award for industry service, prompting many black authors to point out the irony that in fact Grimshaw had facilitated Borders' controversial policy of segregating black romance authors out of the romance genre and into an "African-American fiction" section. (We would later learn about even more facilitation of racism by Grimshaw in years past.

This past history informs what happened in August 2019 when Grimshaw came in for swift critical backlash because another RWA member noticed her penchant for liking several racist political tweets. These included one tweet claiming that white supremacy is a myth created by liberal democrats, and one tweet celebrating a major ICE roundup.

The very first person to notice that Grimshaw had liked these tweets and to speak out about this implied racism publicly was Carolyn Jewel — the woman who up until this week was president of the RWA.



Well. I saw that someone who's been YEARS in the publishing (not writing) business liked a highly problematic tweet and when I checked if that was an accident their timeline was full of likes of hateful, racist tweets. Sorry, but blocked.


Please keep in mind, as you proceed through what happened next, that all of this was kicked off, not by Courtney Milan, but by the president of the RWA tweeting about blocking an editor for their seemingly racist social media behavior. The president of the organization that would subsequently ban Milan from leadership  had already blocked this woman on Twitter for being racist. As far as I can tell, that fact didn't enter into the later decision-making.

Numerous people, including Milan, noticed Jewel's tweet and began to call out Grimshaw. Enter Suzan Tisdale, the CEO of Glenfinnan, the indie romance press where Grimshaw works as an editor. Suzan Tisdale made a livestreamed video in which she defended Grimshaw but came across as deeply offensive. As Laura Vivanco transcribed, Tisdale minimized both the backlash against Grimshaw and the kinds of tweets she was favoriting, stating "I just don't understand how liking a tweet by two African American women who were discussing white supremacy makes anyone a racist," and then adding that she herself had also liked tweets and videos by the conservative pundits in question. (Again, this was a tweet dismissing the entire existence of white supremacy.)

Once Tisdale made this video, criticism befell her as well, from Vivanco and others, including Milan.



Uhhhh why is SuzanTisdale gaslighting us?...Nobody is saying she’s a skinhead or a member of the KKK. They’re saying that she was a gatekeeper who may have kept marginalized people out of stores and publishing deals.


In the ensuing conversation, Milan asked Tisdale if her publishing press had ever published a book by an author of color. Tisdale replied, "None. As far as I know none have submitted to us."

All of the Twitter interactions between Tisdale and Milan are summed up in both Tisdale's eventual complaint (Part 1) (Part 2) and Milan's response. (Milan's response makes the Twitter chronology much easier to follow.) Milan's commentary about this on Twitter was typical, and relatively benign — entirely in the realm of general public criticism, certainly nothing that would qualify as targeted harassment.

But another side to the backlash against Tisdale emerged, and this part roped in Tisdale's other Glenfinnan editor, Kathryn Lynn Davis. Amid the discussion of Tisdale's business practices, another author noticed that Davis's 1999 book Somewhere Lies the Moon was rife with issues regarding its presentation of historical China and Chinese culture. Milan noticed and, without being aware initially that Davis was affiliated with Glenfinnan, tweeted about the book at length, including callouts of specific passages in the book. Take, for example, this passage in which Chinese women are stereotyped as "demure and quiet," "modest and submissive," with "eyes lowered politely, ... fixed on the tea tray or her hands n her lap or her embroidery" 😬:


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At the end of August, Tisdale and Davis both filed joint complaints against Milan.

The complaints

Tisdale's complaint accused Milan of "blatant ethics violations" and bullying.

"My publishing house would never turn away an author simply because of the color of their skin," Tisdale wrote. "But due to Ms. Milan’s twitter attacks, people are accusing me of doing just that." Tisdale also alleged that as a result of Milan's "bullying," specifically, Grimshaw had lost employment with a publishing house which was allegedly afraid of pissing off Milan and her followers. Tisdale also claimed that she herself had lost business with three authors who were also afraid of Milan. Milan's stint as head of the RWA ethics committee, she argued, was "akin to putting a neo-Nazi in charge of a UN human rights committee ... Ms. Milan is not what the face of RWA needs to be."

In response to Tisdale, Milan argued that "Tisdale does not assert any conduct which is in violation of the Code of Ethics ... The tweets she highlights are a discussion of business practices."

Davis's complaint alleged that Milan's "cyberbullying" had cost her a three-book contract with a publishing company. I honestly have a lot of sympathy for Davis here: it's got to be unbelievably rough to be minding your own business, and suddenly you're losing work and getting flamed because the internet found a super-stereotyped book you wrote 20 years ago. And Davis seems to be absolutely clueless about why her book is causing any alarm; she comes across as one of those people who's not getting it at all, and she seems completely confused about why any of this is happening to her. In fact, in the middle of her complaint, she mistakes Milan's sarcastic dismissal of one of her racist tropes as a straightforward confirmation of the racist trope. Just, she clearly has no clue at all.

But then she says stuff like this, and the sympathy fades very quickly: "The book to which she refers, and which she trashes in an unprofessional way, was written in the 1990s and is historically accurate, which makes it both immune from and irrelevant to current judgments of racist literature." Yeah, no, wtf: Historical records are never static; they're perpetually in flux, depending on the eyewitness, the historian, and the culture in which they're received. If the 1619 Project has taught us anything, it's that even the most well-researched historical arguments spark heated debate, especially today. Davis claims a Master's degree in history, so this disavowal of responsibility for the evolving role her depiction of history plays in a changing culture is, at the very least, very baffling.

Then there's the part where she tries to insist to Milan that the racism in the book is okay. As Milan later put it, "I paraphrase: My book isn’t racist; if she had kept reading, she would see that I used the “blue-eyed” thing to show that being half-Chinese is like a curse, but I meant the white half.  What a thing to say to a half-Chinese person." Oh, and THEN she went and liked a bizarre Facebook comment implying that Milan is using the same tactics that China used to conquer Tibet, okay, fuck this lady. As a fun (not-fun) bonus, after this mess all broke, Native-American author and educator Dr. Debbie Reese examined another one of Davis's books, Sing to Me of Dreams, and highlighted its offensive treatment of Native Americans.

Defending her treatment of Davis's writing in her response to Tisdale's complaint, Milan said, "I continue to believe the book by Davis was a racist mess ... I have strong feeling about these stereotypes, and when I speak about them, I use strong language. It is hard not to be upset about something that has done me and my loved ones real harm." In her response to Davis's complaint, she adds, "Davis is explicitly asking RWA to create a world in which I, as a woman of color, must be explicitly barred from using my voice to criticize a novel with a protagonist who shares my race, because she believes that she should be 'immune' from criticism of the book."

Because Milan was the ethics committee chair, the RWA board apparently felt that everyone on the ethics committee would be ethically compromised in adjudicating the complaint against her. But instead of getting a third-party to adjudicate, the board assembled a new committee to handle the complaint, reportedly largely in secrecy.

In its report, the secret ethics committee sided with Milan on 3 of the 4 points raised by Tisdale and Davis — yet inexplicably still recommended, by unanimous vote, to ban and suspend Milan. The RWA board then, in two rounds of voting, approved the secret ethics committee's report 10–5 with 1 abstention, and affirmed the secret committee's recommendation for disciplining Milan, 12–2 with 2 abstentions.

The explosion

The world found out about all of this on December 23, when RWA author Alyssa Cole posted the news on Milan's behalf:



One of the reasons I believed in RWA was because I saw how hard my friend, Courtney Milan, worked to push the organization’s inclusiveness. Today, the day before Christmas Eve, RWA notified her they'd agreed with ethics complaints filed against her for calling out racism.


[personal profile] cheshyre notes here that the timing of this was particular shitty for Milan: "When the RWA suspended Ms. Milan, she had 10 days in which to respond. Not ten business days, but ten days. Over the holidays. Meaning she had from December 24th to January 2nd."

At first as the clamor over this grew, the RWA reacted defensively, reportedly deleting discussion threads about the decision on its private forums. Meanwhile, news about how shady the internal process was came to light, as horrified members of the (real) ethics committee began to speak out.



But here is the bitter, nasty truth—they formed a new panel without informing the existing committee. I am a member of the existing committee that was never informed of the complaint.


Grant's tweet was quickly corroborated by Ruby Lang and Mia Soso, both former members of the (real) ethics committee who had since resigned.

The board issued a statement regarding the committee formation and voting process surrounding Milan's complaint, but it raises a lot more questions than answers. For instance, it doesn't explain, well, anything. It doesn't explain why Milan was disciplined at all when the committee ruled in her favor on 3 of the 4 points at issue. It doesn't explain why the (secret) ethics committee sided with the complainant on the fourth point — that Milan was a bully on social media, basically — when that argument actually contradicts the social media exemption written into the RWA code of conduct.

And it certainly doesn't explain why Milan received such unusually harsh discipline. Former RWA president Leslie Kelly has a great discussion on Twitter that helps clarify a lot about the process, while also making it clear just how absurd and bizarre this whole situation was from start to finish. Under her tenure, she notes, "This was the kind of issue that, at most, would have possibly merited a warning letter. But a year’s suspension? Never again serving as an officer? That sounds like something you would deem suitable for somebody who defrauded a chapter, stole money, lied, plagiarized.  NOT somebody who simply pointed out racism where it deserved to be pointed out."

Even more confusing: RWA members who emailed the organization to complain about the decision received a form letter which implied that the (secret) ethics committee had acted on more information concerning Milan than had been made public — information Milan apparently never had a chance to learn about or respond to. ??????????

Dance Break: Nicknames for Damon Suede

(Trust me, you'll need these soon enough)


  • Omen Patent Leather (x)

  • Nomad Velour (x)

  • Dicky Velveteen

  • 21 Tracksuit

  • Demon Goatskin

  • Danny Slippers

  • Dragon Pleather

  • Daemon Suede

  • Damansplainer

The Backpedaling

Over the next few days, RWA members and staffers started resigning en masse, circulating petitions of protests, and urging one another to email the board. On December 24, the board held its emergency session and then abruptly retracted Milan's suspension, but that did nothing to stop the outrage. On December 26, the board tried again, with the longer open letter expressing contrition. The letter announced that RWA president Carolyn Jewel had resigned and would be succeeded by president-elect Damon Suede.

Again, this second message pleased no one — many people noted that it appeared to be unsigned, wtf?! — and Milan retorted, "This message doesn’t actually contain real content."

The CIMRWA — the Cultural, Interracial, Multicultural Special Interest chapter of RWA — wrote an open letter calling for "the resignation of the president, president-elect, & executive director." (Tweet transcript here) When that didn't work, the CIMRWA began circulating a petition to recall president-elect Suede. By December 27, CIMRWA announced it had accumulated enough votes to institute a recall vote against Damon Suede.



Update on Petition to Recall: Based on the RWA national membership rosters, we are confident that we have obtained the number of votes required to institute a recall based on section 11.4.2. of the RWA bylaws. The petition will remain open until 11:59 pm Sunday, December 29, 2019


(hold onto 🖕 because it will be urgent in a moment.)

On December 27, Suede apparently wrote a memo, initially viewable only to chapter members but quickly leaked to the world. In it, he attempts to explain his role in the whole mess. He claims that he was the board's liaison to the secret ethics committee, that they'd had to create a new committee because the current committee had a "high caseload" (this is in dispute), and that he had urged people on the board to vote their consciences — but even telling us this is a breach of the executive session's code of confidentiality, something Leslie Kelly told us was a giant legal no-no.

Suede also suggests that "a slate" of new (secret) ethics committee members "was submitted" by some invisible hand as a part of a previously discussed "expansion" that we already know none of the other (real) committee members knew about!

So who submitted the slate, Damon??! If the rest of the board had no part in it, and the ethics committee didn't even know about it, doesn't that pretty much leave... just you?

UPDATE I WAS FUCKING RIGHT ABOUT THIS! Thanks to the collective work of book reviewer She Read, He Said, Claire Ryan again for adding details about the RWA exec committee meetings to her very good timeline, and Leslie Kelly my new fave for explaining what it all meant, we now have a clear picture of what happened, which is that in October, the RWA board drastically amended its rules concerning the Ethics Committee. They specifically:

  • Changed the date of committee chair selection from Spring to Fall in order to have an excuse to appoint a new chairman who wasn't Courtney Milan.

  • Explicitly changed the rules to give Damon Suede, as President-Elect, the ability to literally hand-pick the new chairman AND to, wait for it, "select and present to the Board for approval a slate of candidates for membership on the committee and appointment to a two-year term"

GAME OVER, WE'RE DONE HERE, this guy appears to have literally engineered all of the board's actions, himself, WTF. HelenKay Dimon clarified that she was the one who asked Milan to resign her chairmanship of the ethics committee — partly because "I was told the RWA attorney insisted she be removed." Wonder who told her that. 🤔

Milan further alleges that in his chapter memo, Suede is implying he's the one who brought all this mysterious extra evidence to the board. So not only is this guy utterly fucking things up, he's revealing himself to be some sort of embarrassingly mustachioed evil mastermind — he even has a publishing llc called Evil Mastermind, ya'll, I s w e a r.

He also declares that this current state of chaos "is where things stand and where they will remain." In other words, the whole issue is just put to bed and over with. No apology to Milan, no further explanation, nothing.

You might be reading this and thinking, "okay, so everyone's mad at this new Damon Suede guy because he's really incompetent and apparently Machiavellian." But you'd be wrong, because actually, everyone is mad at him for being a major douche.

The Side Issue: Dreamspinner and Damon Suede

Damon Suede is a celebrated queer romance author. He is maybe best known as the author of Hot Head, a book I tried to read once and could not finish bc it was terribly written and dripping with casual misogyny (and apparently racism so vile I blocked it out). So there's that.

Dreamspinner is a small, fandom-adjacent press mainly focused on m/m erotica. For months, writers have been complaining about not getting paid. Rumblings began as early as March 2019. Some authors gave Dreamspinner the benefit of the doubt for running into a number of business problems, but by fall the company's failure to pay owed royalties was attracting significant attention from the publishing world. (You can see the PubLunch article transcript here.)

What it wasn't attracting was much attention from the RWA. The RWA has intervened in similar cases before, but not always; Racheline Maltese noted recently that "When I contacted RWA about non-payment of royalties by Torquere (a now defunct LGBTQ romance publisher), I received no reply." Still, the RWA has done right by authors before. According to a former RWA member I spoke with, when Samhain Publishing announced it was shuttering in 2016, the RWA responded to authors' requests for assistance, consulted a lawyer, and sent out a letter with advice on how authors could get their rights reverted. The member I spoke with was able to follow the RWA lawyer's advice to get their rights reverted in a matter of weeks.

None of that happened here. The RWA did issue a brief statement about Dreamspinner in August, but it reportedly went unpublicized and was difficult to find on the RWA website. In October, the RWA updated its statement to note that Dreamspinner had been placed on indefinite probation as a qualifying market, and would not be reinstated until it had gotten its shit together. But that was pretty much it.

RWA members weren't happy with the organization's lack of advocacy on their behalf. In the wake of the Courtney Milan inferno, writer Adriana Herrera shared an open letter she and other authors had written just weeks before to the RWA, asking the org to help bring pressure to bear on Dreamspinner to pay RWA authors. "For the past six months hundreds of authors, dozens of whom are members of RWA, have not received royalty payments and are feeling increasingly hopeless about the situation improving. Many RWA members have publicly stated they are owed thousands of dollars," the letter noted. But according to Herrera, the RWA responded and said there was nothing the org could do.

This response from the RWA naturally raised questions and eyebrows — especially when someone noticed Dreamspinner claimed to be releasing a book soon by RWA president-elect Damon Suede. The immediate assumption was that Suede was profiting from Dreamspinner at the expense of other authors who were owed $$$, and that his connection with the publishing house had something to do with the RWA not being more vocal about sanctioning the company.

Suede's husband Geoff Symon attempted to explain, in a long convo with Zoe York and her Twitter followers, that Suede reportedly had no idea what book this was, that his latest book wasn't even finished, and he hadn't even been aware that his book was being listed on Amazon until this thread. So at this point, this would all appear to be some giant miscommunication that fell squarely on Dreamspinner, in other words. BUT THEN people started comparing notes on Suede, and when they did, they realized:

This dude apparently just straight-up lies all the time about everybody?!?!?!


  • He stole credit (multiple people have attested to this) from an entire editorial staff of women of color in order to falsely claim that he was singlehandedly responsible for adding queer romance to the genres that Romantic Times (RIP) reviewed?!?!?!

  • He may or may not have been lying about serving as "the Board Liaison to the Ethics committee"??!? (There's dispute about this — HelenKay Dimon notes that she served in this position for 2 years so it clearly existed at one point.)

  • He probably definitely lied in his chapter memo about the ethics committee having high volume and turnover 🤦

  • He apparently loves to trash-talk other authors, and alternately scare and flatter them by suggesting to them that X big name author hates them and/or loves them, and is apparently just making all this up at any given moment??????!

  • He allegedly spread lies to knock out his competition for president-elect like a more loquacious Tanya Harding??!?!?!?!?!?!?! While using his power to try to pressure at least one RWA chapter into hiring his friends?!?!?!? While throwing other queer writers under the bus by dismissing the queer RWA alliance he co-founded and benefited from? Oh, and allegedly straight-up telling women in panels to talk less, lololol lordamercy.


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  • And ya'll, I can't even believe I'm about to say this, but one of the people who had to call Damon Suede out for faking insider knowledge about him was my favorite Billings bud who may or may not exist, CHUCK TINGLE, because Suede (typing this out as an actual name gets incrementally ridiculous) claimed in an interview to know the entities behind the Tingle pseudonym — a fact Tingle swiftly repudiated, as only he can.



here is link. i am not afraid to say this is a devilman way because i am many things but writing partners is not one. damons is lying man who wants attention. not afraid of reprecussions from this because he does not know me i have never even heard of him


folks say they know chuck. part of this is making up clever story (all not true and all very rude) to say 'chuck is not capable of just being one special bud on a mission' it is very dismissive to claim otherwise. i expect this from online scoundrels, not romance presidents. rude


Oh, and one more lie — the big lie: According to Courtney Milan, in August, Damon Suede insinuated that Dreamspinner was still paying their "moneymakers," i.e. people like him. If true, it would appear to validate the speculation that Suede is responsible for the lack of more aggressive action taken by the RWA against Dreamspinner. (It doesn't help that Suede is off hobnobbing with Dreamspinner's executive editor for the holidays.)

FWIW, Dreamspinner is still avowing a commitment to trying to repay authors and has announced a financial restructuring which it claims will allow steady re-payment through next year. But the point of the criticism is less about Dreamspinner's ongoing financial issues and more about the RWA's failure to keep Suede from profiting from his conflict of interest. As author K.J. Charles put it, "What is not trivial is the President of the RWA feeling quite happy to publically advertise his cosy relationship with the Exec Ed of a consistently non paying publisher, while RWA refuses to take action."

The petition to recall Suede has already been successful, but will remain open through tomorrow night (Dec. 29, 2019).  Reminder: it's only open to RWA members. Meanwhile, some members are reporting that their membership has actually been canceled, allegedly to keep them from supporting the upcoming recall vote against Suede. 🤦

Update:On December 29, CIMRWA tweeted and sent out an urgent email to RWA members who'd signed the recall petition, alleging that the RWA was attempting to stonewall the recall process — apparently with technical b.s. that CIMRWA now has to act quickly to bypass:

***Breaking*** Today CIMRWA learned of coordinated efforts from @romancewriters to invalidate and reject the Recall Petition that so many of you signed. As a result, we have sent each person who signed an email with instructions.

BERJAYA


The email (thanks to Ophelia Bell for sharing it!) directs RWA members to a more formal, less red-tape-susceptible version of the recall petition. If you're an RWA member and you haven't signed it yet, hie thee hence.

It's highly important not to let this whole conversation become about Damon Suede, however, so keep in mind, he's just a side trainwreck of his own. The real focus should remain on the massive outpouring of protest from RWA members over this. Here's a rundown. Again, Claire Ryan has organized much of this much more concisely.


Letters and statements from RWA members:


  • On 12/26, 28 RWA chapter presidents and former board members issued an open letter calling for the resignation of board president Carolyn Jewel, Damon Suede, then the board's president-elect, and RWA's executive director Carol Ritter. "We are writing this letter as Members in Good Standing of RWA feeling utterly hopeless for this organization," the letter began. "The last few days have revealed a failure of leadership in RWA that makes us wonder if there is anywhere to go from here."

  • Dee Davis: "I am resigning from the original ethics committee and also as the Leadership Development Chairman."

  • Tracey Livesay: "Today, I — along w/ multiple former board members — resigned from our positions because we no longer trust or have confidence in RWA’s leadership." Livesay, Seressia Glass, Adrienne Mishel, Priscilla Oliveras, Farrah Rochon, Erica Ridley, and Denny S. Bryce were named as the resigning members.

  • "Chanta Rand stepped down from her position as an RWA director-at-large today, after having voted against accepting the Ethics Committee report."

  • Kwana Jackson: "2 days ago I resigned fm the orig ethics committee."

  • Helen Kay Dimon (former RWA president): "All offers of help rescinded. Resigned as committee chair. Done."

  • Also Helen Kay Dimon: "Do better or I’ll start talking about my last day as president, 8/31. The arguments I had. The fight about the improper use of the ethics committee. My concerns about bias. How we veered from our common practices. This disaster could have been avoided."

  • The Wisconsin RWA chapter: "WisRWA as a chapter is eminently invested in supporting and promoting authors of color, LGBTQ authors, and authors with disabilities. The RWA board has greatly weakened our position to do so. We respectfully request a full and transparent account of the actions of the ethics committee panel and the RWA Board’s subsequent actions. We ask the Board of Directors to issue a formal and public apology to Courtney Milan."

  • Lisa Lin: "In light of the Board's actions, I am pulling out as a RITA judge."

  • Melanie C. Duncan: "I emailed my resignation from the RWA RITA awards judging. I was excited to be chosen as a judge, but I can't support them."

  • Bria Quinlan: "In light of everything happening in RWA, [personal profile] jeannielin and I have decided to step down as co-chairs of the RWR committee."

  • Felicia Grossman: "This morning, I resigned my leadership positions in my local chapter,w/drew my entries&my commitment to judging the RITAs&will allow my RWA membership to lapse. The organization has proven itself inconsistent with my values&benefits me at the expense of others."

  • Farah Heron: "After everything that has happened it is hard for me to walk away. I made a commitment to my local members, and I want them to find a place for themselves. That is why I signed this letter. These amazing chapter leaders and I will fight for our communities."

  • Romance Sparks Joy posted open letters to the RWA, one on behalf of RWA members, one on behalf of reviewers and librarians judging the RITAs, and one on behalf of readers. The back-ends of each document are available for public viewing so you can see the signees to each. Here's the author list of signees, and here's the reviewer list. The total reviewer letter ended up containing 1300 signatories.

  • "Bookstore Romance Day has officially ended its partnership with RWA."

  • Headwater Lit: "until further notice, Headwater will not be sending agents to future RWA events."

  • Per KT Grant: "Due to the current events surrounding RWA and ApollyCon's commitment to providing a safe and welcoming environment, we have rescinded the invitation for ApollyCon 2020 and 2021 to Damon Suede."

  • Chicago North RWA: "Damon Suede will no longer be presenting a master class at Spring Fling 2020. We are both saddened and upset by the events unfolding at RWA national and want our chapter mates and conference attendees to be assured of our commitment to diversity and inclusion."

  • Additionally, multiple authors have withdrawn their books from RITA consideration. Here's a whole thread of such authors whose books you can and should support.

  • A bunch of you have asked where queen Lisa Kleypas is in all this mess, so just to update, she's right there signing the petition to recall Damon Suede along with everyone else. 🙏

  • The RWA's Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion (DEI) advisor has reportedly resigned from the PAN (the RWA's Professional Author Network) in the middle of all of this because "of the lack of support for any DEI programming for PAN ... Despite her recommendations, the PAN board decided not to include any DEI programming for PAN this year, saying it was redundant ... There is only ONE DEI PERSON for the entire organization and the onus of DEI training and implementation has been placed on that person by the board." 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

  • Meanwhile, a few writers have sided with Tisdale and Davis. Cherry Adair—remember her?— has incidentally apparently thrown in her lot with members of the notorious Sad Puppies contingent of reactionary conservative SFF fans. Other RWA chapter leaders have apparently decided to wait until the whole thing "blows over," but I think it's obvious by now that's not going to happen.

Nora Roberts Steps In


Updated 12/29 because NORA FUCKING ROBERTS has weighed in on this. Definitely read her whole letter. Here are a few choice excerpts. (Note, she references "the Reno nightmare" which is the 2005 RITA clusterfuck I referred to earlier.)
Writer, the middle word in Romance Writers of America, is a word without gender, a word without color or race, a word without sexual orientation, without creed. We’re writers, and as such must expect to be treated, must demand to be treated, fairly and equitably by our professional organization ...

RWA gave me a community, and though I have never been active in its leadership (nor did I want to be!) I attended every conference save two for decades ... I didn’t see marginalization–and fully admit I may have been blind to it–until many years in when the leadership crafted a statement defining romance as one man/one woman.

For me anyway, this came out of the blue. Who decided this was our statement? It sure as hell wasn’t mine, and surely we’d all evolved by–what was it–about 2005 ...

A great many members were outraged by it–as they should have been. I certainly was, and took the rare for me step of writing a letter expressing same to the editor of the Romance Writers’ Report. We do NOT discriminate. I would not be a part of this kind of discrimination against the LGBTQ community. Jesus, it’s fine to have a character fall in love with a freaking vampire, but not someone of the same sex? Bullshit. Just bullshit.

Offensive, bigoted, homophobic bullshit.

I received an email from the then president urging me to be quiet, basically, explaining to me–and I am not kidding–I didn’t understand that the lesbians would take over RWA. Jeez, those terrifying lesbians! ... That was a real crack in the wall for me, and left me disappointed and angry with the organization ...

But I thought, I believed, with leadership change, the organization was doing better, trying harder. I didn’t see the marginalization, and I regret that. I could have been a voice, and I wasn’t ...

I regret all the years I didn’t hear, didn’t see, didn’t listen, remained unaware of all the sad and unfair things that are now coming to light.

I hope that light continues to shine, and by doing so may change RWA for the good, may remind those in leadership positions what the purpose was all those years ago. To support and advocate for romance writers. Not specific kinds of romance writers.

Let me add, as a personal note, that over the course of my life, the course of my career, the couple hundred books I’ve written, I may have–most likely have–said or done or written something that was offensive, racist, homophobic. Without intent–but intent doesn’t mean a damn to those hurt. So I’ll apologize without qualification.

I hope I’ve learned along the way. I intend to continue to learn and do better.

Nora

We stan a gracious queen who understands that a professional organization that doesn't protect and elevate its most marginalized members isn't professional at all.

Misc. commentary:


Now we will hear from everyone else who is not Nora Roberts:
  • Smart Bitches (which has a good roundup of the basics): "Is there a bigger word than crushed?"

  • The ever-fabulous Mary Robinette Kowal: "As president of SFWA, please accept my invitation to consider our organization if you feel your work has a kinship with SFF, even a tenuous tie."

  • Ilona Andrews have a fantastic thread about the RWA as an ecosystem. I want to quote the whole thing, but this especially: "They write what they always write and suddenly their work, which used to meet all the criteria of the popular romance, is being critically examined and often compared to the new comers. From their point of view, there is more competition for shelf space, awards, and reader money. That segment will fight against the change within the ecosystem. They will do it viciously and brutally, because they are convinced that their survival is in doubt. If you read the original complaint with this in mind, you will see it. ... The preferences of the audience are shifting. They will not regress. So this is why this is so stark. This is why they banned Courtney for life." 🎤🔥

  • (The legendary) Beverley Jenkins: "The future of the organization may be shaky but our commitment to our beloved genre is not."

  • (The legendary) Julia Quinn: "I have signed the [recall] petition ... I am frankly disturbed by the underhanded machinations that appear to have taken place behind the scenes."

  • N.K. Jemisin: "Been watching the RWA thing from afar and of course remembering the last time SFWA faced a similar test. ..." She later elaborated, for anyone who missed this galling moment.

  • S.A. Chakraborty: "White writers, you know apologizing and genuinely reflecting on your actions instead of destroying yourself and your professional organization after being called racist is an option, right?"

  • Racheline Maltese: "RWA has now spent more than a decade throwing marginalized members under the bus in the name of helping a small handful of authors avoid genre shame by getting to say they weren’t like the rest of us."

  • Melissa Blue: "All I will say this here morning is that if you think the members of RWA had a problem with POC, just wait until see how they feel about gay people ... And Carol Ritter [the RWA exec director] is not about to lose her pension. She will throw you under a bus."

  • The Bookish Vineyard YT channel recapped much of this, calling the RWA's push for diversity "a whole bunch of fucking lip service."

  • Wendy Crutcher (former RWA Librarian of the Year): "The Call Is Coming From Inside The House: RWA, Ethics and Terrible Optics."  "The simple truth is that you can only hear promises so many times, have those promises go unfilled for so many years, before you finally receive the message."

  • "The Ripped Bodice Awards for Excellence in Romantic Fiction inaugural class of honorees will be announced on 2/14/20. At the time we announced I guess it felt to rude to say but fuck it... they were designed to be the complete opposite of the [profile] romancewriters awards in every way.

  • Jude Lucens: "Setting aside the specifics of the situation, I am left with this conclusion.  The RWA--a writers advocacy organisation--supported a publisher against an author member.  I'm sure that's not what they thought they were doing, but it's what they did."

  • Laura Vivanco published thoughts re: romance scholars and academics, noting that using the RWA for grants is sketchy now, and that "I'm not sure how many romance scholars are still using the RITA awards when trying to create a corpus for study, but given the biases which have been revealed in the competition's procedures, we probably shouldn't be doing so, at least not unless we take them into account/are wanting to investigate those biases."

  • Shiloh Walker, An open letter to RWA’s president, BOD. "Since when did Romance Writers of America become an advocate for the publisher over the writer? ... We deserve answers and you owe them to us."

  • All About Romance. Has RWA lost its way? "RWA has damaged its reputation with a significant portion of its membership and with the romance community at large, and one can understand those of us who will be slow to risk trusting it again."

  • Keeper Bookshelf. A Reader’s View of the RWA Implosion. "Logical or not, I’m most disappointed in the voices I haven’t yet seen. Their silence is speaking volumes to me, and illogically that makes me both sad and angry. I’ve learned some new facts these last few days that have me rethinking so much about the books I spent good money on, now and in the past."

  • JenReadsRomance (of Kirkus Reviews: "There is not one single person I've seen trying to defend RWA that is engaging with the really horrifying real, most important issues: 1) That RWA national staff suppressed, ignored, or mocked valid complaints of mistreatment & outright racism from underrepresented authors ..."

  • Romance Sparks Joy has a giant Twitter story with many more reactions.

  • Reddit's r/HobbyDrama board discussed the whole thing in typical Reddit fashion

  • Alyssa Cole: "I keep thinking how very American this RWA situation is. The organization was started by a Black woman and now bigots get to keep the infrastructure she and many other marginalized authors built, the money and connections, while we’re forced to start from scratch somewhere else."


Stories of other issues within the org:


****The RWA Problem Report Form*** <-- fill this out if you have an org story to share. full disclosure, I have no idea who owns this form or who this goes to, but presumably it's someone not-an-asshole.


The RWA never deals with complaints — and the complaints are often major:


A repeated theme that's come out during all this are stories of multiple people filing complaints to the org that go nowhere. Many never even receive replies to their complaints, and many others are encouraged not to pursue them.

  • Since at least January, there's been an ongoing issue involving RWA authors doxxing, harassing, misgendering, and bullying other authors (and in one case reportedly doxing and threatening an author's small child). This has been widely discussed, and although at least one of these authors was reported to the RWA, nothing happened.

  • Diana Hicks shared a deeply disheartening story about being invited to chair a contest committee for a local chapter, then being hit with a b.s. complaint with echoes of the one Milan faced, which resulted in her being asked to resign with very little explanation — in fact, the RWA reportedly asked for her resignation before it had even fully looked into the complaint. When she filed a complaint of her own, however, she received no response — and the woman she complained about is now the Georgia RWA chapter president. ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️

  • Olivia Waite shared a response to three separate complaints she filed in 2019, none of which were dealt with or passed along to the ethics committee. The complaints she raised were filed under the same code of conduct rule that was later used to suspend Courtney Milan — only Waite was informed that this rule was only "aspirational in nature." (Waite also has a thread alleging that the RWA refused to censure or take action against numerous people who were being racist, homophobic, and transphobic mainly on the RWA's PAN forum before it was shut down, though there's no further sourcing of this that I've found so far.) Disturbingly, the RWA apparently lied when asked directly about Waite's complaints, claiming falsely that the org members she'd complained about had  since resigned. Not only are they still active, one of them is reportedly now the treasurer of her local RWA chapter. ☠️

  • In a blog post, "The meanness is a feature, not a bug," longtime author Linda Hilton describes raising several issues DECADES ago, including instances of plagiarism and unprofessional behavior from agents, to the RWA, none of which received a response.

  • On Twitter, Milan related a time she unsuccessfully filed a complaint with the RWA ethics committee against Pocket Books, after an acquisitions editor implied that the imprint doesn't accept works by Black and Latinx authors.

  • Robin Covington tweeted, "I have filed two complaints and was actively discouraged from pursuing either one - now I wonder if they ever got to the ethics committee at all?"

  • Beth Yarnell relates multiple incidents where an RWA chapter paid black speakers half its typical rate. Yarnell lodged a complaint with the RWA; nothing happened. (Here's more context from one of the authors in question.)

  • Racheline Maltese: "When I contacted RWA about non-payment of royalties by Torquere (a now defunct LGBTQ romance publisher), I received no reply. When I contacted RWA about filing a professional complaint against a stock photography site that [was] harassing/threatening me and other queer customers, I was basically told this wasn't their problem. I was further discouraged from filing a formal complaint because they said they would give the individual I was complaining about all my identifying information and did I really want that? (I was -afraid- of this person I was trying to file a professional complaint about).

  •         For years, I've assumed I either didn't understand RWA's mission or contacted the wrong people or didn't make clear that my complaints were not individual 1-on-1 matters. Now, I just feel like in this endless stream of stories, the only logical conclusion left to me is that one or more paid RWA staffers have consistently had multiple categories of members they were so uncomfortable with they couldn't be bothered to do their jobs as regards them."

"Holy fucking shitballs"

RWA member Tymber Dalton received an anonymous email from a member of the D.C. RWA chapter, detailing a number of incidents in which the chapter facilitated a number of racially offensive moments — which resulted in the RWA censuring the chapter.

In January 2018, a white RWA member gave a talk for the chapter that was full of offensive racialized stereotypes and microaggressions. These included her resentment at being asked by editors to change an anti-Semitic character and other racist details in her writing, a racist description of Brooklyn's Red Hook, and an averral that "I drove around looking for the bad parts of town when I first moved to Boise, but there were no slums." Afterwards, the chapter shared an audio recording of the talk with its members, who split into predictable camps. The D.C. RWA chapter shut down discussion threads around the issue, and ultimately opted not to vet speakers in advance, but rather to place disclaimers on any potentially offensive speeches after the fact. 🙃

But then in April and May, more racist fuckery happened. At a romance writing panel which was paired with a chapter retreat, writer Mary Jo Putney referred to mixed-race characters as "half-breeds" repeatedly until she was asked to stop, MY ACTUAL LORD. And then at the actual retreat, a white author apparently clunkily joked "I'll raise you an African-American" ?!?! at one point, while an event emcee decided to do their entire speech as a parody of Donald Trump. Which went over like a lead balloon. The anger over all of this led to an emergency meeting — right after the chapter won an award for chapter excellence, which it subsequently had to return. 🙃🙃🙃 The emergency meeting started an hour late, and was attended by only one chapter board member (the president), who was very dismissive. Per Jane Doe: "The overall tone was 'we lost our award and we need to save face' as opposed to 'we’re hurting our most vulnerable members; how can we make this a safe environment for them?' It was, in a word, appalling."

The email contained a cover letter, a copy of the report itself, screencaps of various white women resigning in huffs after debate broke out, and SECRET AUDIO (!!!) of the chapter's emergency meeting around these events. The audio has not been re-released.

From Jane Doe: "What I include here were the purview and chaos overseen by the 2018 WRW board, but I think it's endemic of the bigger climate and pernicious nature of RWA National as well."


PAN gatekeeping:


One of the issues that has recurred in stories shared about the RWA is a pattern of marginalized authors, and authors writing stories that seem to have genre-overlap, being rejected from the RWA's professional network, PAN. These rejections often seem to occur with minimal, or zero, consideration given to the submitted manuscripts, and almost no explanation from the decision-makers — and sometimes explanations that appear to be fabricated in order to obfuscate the real reason, namely institutional bias. This has prompted criticism of the org's heavy reliance on fee-based submissions and contests, as well as criticism of the PAN network's lack of support:



Seeing people in the PAN loop calling the fight for marginalized authors to receive equal and fair treatment and respect from the "professional" organization we willingly give money to exactly *for* those things as DRAMA is so telling of the culture we are up against


Another related recurring theme is authors speaking out about about being denied general membership status to the RWA, despite having multiple published novels at the time they applied. This may or may not be connected to what seems to have been the RWA's former unofficial position that people who participated in digital publishing were not "career-minded." Oy vey.

Other org stories:


  • Thao Le: "frankly some of my worst experiences as a industry professional have happened at RWA conferences ..."

  • Sara Ramsey: "The staff is not in the business of supporting an org going through upheaval. Their goal seems to be *stopping* the upheaval."

  • Bria Quinlan noted the RITA/ contest judging training is ineffective and lacks quality checking.

  • Erin McRae chimed in with some absolute fuckery concerning the D.C. chapter's invention of bullshit to exclude her from participating in a book signing event as a m/m writer, along with some serious microaggressions she experienced.

  • Piper Drake related an incident of racist microaggressions over her real name at her local RWA chapter. "These instances of microaggression and exclusion are probably happening in your chapter, now, and unless it’s happened to you, you’re probably unaware of it. Creating a safe and inclusive culture is something each of us can do for each other."

Press roundup:

Honestly, it's surprising this hasn't garnered more media attention, but perhaps that's because this whole mess is so dense it takes a reporter using up most of their Christmas holiday to try and accurately summarize it all. 😭


THE END

You did it, you made it through! Here's the takeaway, ICYMI:


  • Org is in shambles, seems pretty damn riddled with racism at every level

  • Old president resigned, new pres is a fuckface, there will likely be an upcoming RWA vote to recall him

  • Come join the Romance Alliance!

  • Support diversity!


BERJAYA

You guys!

So I went to [profile] leviosa2016 over the weekend and I guess the fruits of that labor are best summed up by the fact that i just spent several hours downloading a bunch of handwavey tech magic that would allow me to install Semagic on my Mac. Semagic! I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH, Semagic. (Semagic is to LJ what XKit is to Tumblr, I suppose. Long may it reign.)

Anyway, I'm hoping this will make it easier for me to feel comfortable updating LJ and subsequently interacting on LJ again. I really have missed the community here and I'm hoping that I'll be able to keep up with so many of the lovely people I met this weekend!

I'm also super-lucky because I actually got to have an INCEPTION FANDOM MEET-UP while I was there, sort of! This is all thanks to [personal profile] bicrim, who was so fantastic about letting me try to indoctrinate her into the world of Inception by watching the whole crazy movie with me. During the ball, we commandeered a room and I was so delighted that so many people dropped by to hang out with us and indulge in my crazy love for this dumb stupid terrible great movie. [personal profile] rurounihime and [personal profile] snottygrrl pretty much let me squee at them about Arthur/Eames all weekend. And [personal profile] red_rahl not only stayed for the whole movie but joined me in my inarticulate, frantic attempt to explain to Bicrim why we loved the movie so much, and then GAVE ME THIS HOLY SHIT.

BERJAYA

Isn't it the most gorgeous? Aren't they the best *__* Isn't she just incredible :D :D :D :D

A few people I have to call out for being so amazing this weekend:


  • [profile] dictacontrion for being so lovely and nice and so smart and articulate, and for getting me excited about new H/D fic while also preaching the gospel of Not Being Afraid of Tumblr to all the old-timers. If you haven't checked out her LJ post about how to use Tumblr, it's a really nice intro!
  • [personal profile] oceaxe, who I had totally lost touch with and was totally delighted to meet and get to spend lots of time with this weekend. You're awesome. :)
  • [personal profile] femmequixotic and [personal profile] noeon for convincing me to do a bunch of panels that all turned out to be a really great time
  • [personal profile] writcraft for being such an amazing mod and contributor in all of her many panels, and such a smart, articulate thinker with so many broad areas of interests and such a fabulous ability to listen and process the conversation. I'm so happy I got a chance to meet you!
  • [personal profile] furiosity because I had never gotten a chance before to meet her despite our many years hopping around HP cons, and it was really nice to have a moment just to chat! I hope your Japan tour is epic, F!
  • Stephanie and her mom!!!! Stephanie IDK if you will see this, haha, but you are both great. <3
  • of course my lovely hotel roommates Jill, Tracy, and Elizabeth, who put up with me and my social neuroses most admirably. :) And Lilah Vandenburgh, who probably won't see this post but who is supremely fantastic.


Stuff I wish I'd gotten to do more of:
- Squee about H/D, especially all the new tropes and fandom developments I have woefully been missing out on
- Rant more about how much I hate the Cursed Child spoilers
- Rack up some hot tub time (though I'm here through tomorrow morning so I still do have some time for that!
- Drink and party lol. I was so worried about losing my voice before the Hamilton singalong I mostly just hung back and was a fuddy-duddy. NEXT CON.

There were so many old H/D friends I ran into this weekend and it just made me kind of ache to be back in this community again. I'm gonna post this, finish the 18 Pokemon GO articles I have been assigned, and then finish reading "The Stately Homes of Wiltshire," which is an H/D fic recced to me both by Oceaxe and Elizabeth. It's so good. *__*

I'm still failing at replying to comments! And I'm still failing at cross-posting to Dreamwidth! (sob, Dreamwidth) But I guess while I'm here I might as well wish a happy birthday to the only Cathy, [profile] two_if_by_sea <3

So tell me about this Misti Con deal? :D
Things tend to get lost on Tumblr and left out of the discussion, so I am re-posting, here, the two statements I made from yesterday and today about my recent opinion piece on the fourth wall.

First:
The decision of the Daily Dot to use a photoshopped image of the Berlin Wall in this article was an editorial decision, not mine. When I learned that the photo was to be used, I requested that my editor add in the following opening quote to the article, to provide greater context for our use of the photo as a metaphor:

“The fourth wall is like the Berlin wall at this point. It’s only a matter of time.” —iaddedarainbow


I have read many concerns and complaints about the image from various Tumblr users, and they are very important to me. I have brought your concerns to my editors and they are taking the matter under review.

Second:

This was the first opinion piece I wrote for the Daily Dot. I wrote the first draft in mid-November, weeks before the incident mentioned in the article and the subsequent breaking of the fourth wall by one of that fandom’s subjects. I requested that this op-ed piece be delayed out of respect for that fandom; once we had reported on that fandom’s fourth-wall break, however, there seemed to be no reason not to publish this piece.

I realize that my opinions are not held by everyone, and that’s why I want to emphasize that this is an opinion piece only, not a statement of intended behavior towards fandom or a stated wish to disrepect fandom conventions or codes of etiquette. I hope that anyone looking at my articles will see that I have always tried to conduct myself with respect towards these things, up to and including choosing not to publish articles that disrespect the community.

I hope you will read this piece, if you read it, as a letter from a fan sharing their thoughts on the fourth wall after having watched the gradual mainstreaming of fandom over the last 15 years. Nothing more, nothing less.

Thank you.
So. I’ve decided not to publish the article on hockey fandom. Instead we’ll be publishing a much narrower, shorter piece on lockout-related internet memes.

I really do appreciate everyone who took the time to talk to me about this, in support or censure, whether through email or private messages or on Twitter or reblogs. I also appreciate the anon meme discussions and the other public discussions surrounding this that may not have been necessarily meant for me.

This is my decision; my editors, as always, 100% support me, and I thank them for that. I do think that the story had planned was inoffensive and broad-reaching—and as i said before, not one that focused on RPF.

But it’s not worth it to me, it is never worth it to me, to cause hurt or harm to fandom in my attempts to cover it. I can’t state strongly enough how much I don’t want to do that. But when you wake up and find that a story tag on AO3 that had 55 stories on it last night now only has 10, it’s pretty clear that despite your best intentions, the harm has already happened.

When I commented on Imp’s post last night, I was doing so as a fan asking another fan not to lock their fic—because I am always a fan first and foremost. I didn’t consider how, in my role as a journalist, I appeared to be misusing my authority, and I predictably just made things worse. I’m very sorry for that. I’m sorry if I made anyone feel like they didn’t have the right to do whatever they please with their own fics at any time. Everyone has the right to go into lockdown mode when they feel threatened as a fan, and I support that 100%, always, no matter what.

As a fan, I have said for years, will keep saying it, that if we want the media to represent us well, we have to represent ourselves first, before some asshole comes along and misrepresents us. As a fan, I know exactly how painful and devastating the breaking of the fourth wall can be: I lost my job because my editor found out about my fandom activities. I lost my job. I know what the worst-case scenario looks like. I am the worst-case scenario.

I do feel, after hearing from many of you, that I understand why you are anxious, as if I didn’t already understand in part, just based on my own personal experience. Because the breaking of the fourth wall has directly impacted me so tremendously and repeatedly, i feel extremely strongly that the whole system is a lie that just perpetuates shame and hurts fans more in the end—that the only real way to protect ourselves (for those of us who can do so without facing criminal repercussions) is to fight back and own our fan activities without shame. As a fan, that’s what I will always advocate for. Because as a fan, that strategy has proven to be my best defense against getting hurt further. That strategy led, ultimately, to my getting hired because of fandom.

But as a journalist, I can’t ask you to share that strategy with me. And I realize that as a journalist I came across as totally dismissive of your concerns. I am so sorry. But I have listened, and I do care, and while I am still committed to covering RPF fandoms, it should never happen this way.

As a fan, I’d like to ask that if you’ve locked or taken down your fics or other fanworks because of the proposed article, or because of anything I’ve said, please consider putting them back up. If anyone would like to talk to me further about this, my inbox, ask box, LJ box, DW boxes are always open.

I love you all. Once again, I’m very sorry.

(x-posted to DW and Tumblr.)

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Dec. 7th, 2012 10:45 am
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I've posted the outline of my article on hockey fandom here.

If you are someone I previously interviewed who's since asked to be left out of the article, don't worry, I will not quote you or cite you in any way.
In case you've missed it:

LJ has just announced its latest public beta release. In this release:

  • LJ is doing away with customized friends pages and turning everyone's friends pages into a default style (yes, like on your Tumblr dash). It is supposed to look like this (via [personal profile] twissie) --

    BERJAYA

    --but in actuality looks like this:

    BERJAYA

  • LJ is also implementing endless friends page scrolling (yes, like on your Tumblr dash) with no ability to opt-out.

  • LJ is also adding a new post notification button (yes, like on your Tumblr dash)

  • LJ is also adding the ability to pay to promote your entries in other people's journals (yes, like on your Tumblr dash)

  • LJ is also inserting a scrolling nav on the sidebar with a giant pop-out calendar to follow you as you scroll (wtf)

  • they need the giant pop-out calendar because along with non-optional endless scrolling, they're also doing away with the "previous" and "next" ability to navigate your friends page.

  • [personal profile] twissiehas more screencaps / comments on their journal.

  • Note: The first comment on [profile] lj_releases' post links to the Daily Dot article announcing that LJ has quietly downsized its U.S. offices (including terminating its U.S. General Manager and media relations positions) without any kind of public announcement.
  • So tomorrow is a HUGE DAY for the Lizzie Bennet Diaries fandom. There definitely is one, and it's actually one of the most delightful fandoms I've come across in a while, even if my interaction with it has been almost totally in YouTube comments and on Tumblr.

    In case you missed my earlier flailing, the Lizzie Bennet Diaries is a retelling of Pride and Prejudice in vlog format. Lizzie keeps a vlog about her day-to-day adventures, and all the crazy cast of people who come in and out of her life. It. Is. Fabulous. Caroline tries to win fans from Lizzie's vlog audience by gifting us her cast-off designer handbags (no seriously). WICKHAM WEARS GUYLINER. PERFECT SHOW. IS. PERFECT.


    (^ PERFECT)

    The vlog updates twice a week, on Mondays and Thursdays. Each ep runs anywhere from 3-7 minutes on average, and each ep covers one full chapter of Pride and Prejudice. Although P&P can feel like a short book, it's really not, and at 63 chapters in, we're only FINALLY getting to one of the main plot points of the book:

    the proposal.

    BERJAYA

    There are so many amazing things about the way the LBD is happening. The Jane Austen fandom was my very first fandom, and one of only 2 that I consider a lifelong fandom, along with HP. But the Lizzie Bennet Diaries, because it's happening on YouTube, is revitalizing the Austen fandom in a way that I really honestly thought could not happen, because let's face it, there are 8 zillion P&P remakes out there already, right?

    BERJAYA

    Wrong.

    BERJAYA

    Because it's happening on YouTube, there are lots of fans who a) have never read the book, and even fewer, a handful of fans who b) still haven't figured out that the show isn't actually real. So, in any given episode, you have a bunch of things going on:
    - people confusedly wondering why the people on Lizzie's vlog are acting like characters out of a book, because they don't realize that they ARE characters
    - people who know what's up but haven't read the book begging other people not to spoil them for what happens, which generally leads to
    - lots of other people amusedly trolling them with fake spoilers ("WAIT TIL LYDIA GETS PREGNANT!"), etc etc.

    So that's all good times. But even more than that, people like me who know the book backwards and forwards, who've read it a million times, are basically freaking out on a regular basis because everything about this story is enhanced by having it done in Vlog format. We vet to spend more time with the characters, side characters who are deliberate caricatures in Austen's world become fleshed out and even more sympathetic, and the relationships that we see on-screen deepen. We invest in them even more, so that when the plot twists of Austen's novel happen, they hit us in totally new ways. (Not even going near the show giving us Jane's reaction to Bing leaving, because OH MY GOD SO MANY TEARS.)

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    Take Lizzie and Charlotte. Charlotte Lucas--or Charlotte Lu as she's named in the LBD--is so much more than just a side character. She has her own voice, we watch her argue and fight with Lizzie, we watch her impacting the whole style of the show, and we see her away from Lizzie trying to be her own person while still desperately missing her best friend. The weeks that they were apart in the series really felt strained as they unfolded in real time in a way that never happens in any other Austen adaptation or fanfic, because we got to really feel her absence episode after episode. When the episode that brought the two of them back together finally happened, I HONEST-TO-GOD SHRIEKED ALOUD IN GLEE, because even though I know that they remain friends, the emotional catharsis of watching them make up after their long fight and separation hit me as hard as any new story that I'm watching would have hit.

    BERJAYA

    That's why it's absolutely one of the highlights of my week right now to peruse the comments on YouTube for this show. Like, this is one time where I would urge you DEFINITELY READ THE COMMENTS because apart from being very polite and happy--everyone loves all of the characters, which is just so nice oh my god--the comments really submerge you in the amazing cultural convergence that is happening around this show.

    Everyone who knows the book knows that Monday is Proposal Day, and the fandom has been FREAKING OUT ABOUT IT. Which is exciting all by itself because the LBD still hasn't shown us Darcy yet, and every episode we get brings us closer to the Big Reveal omfg.

    But the people who have NO IDEA what's happening next because they're watching the story for the first time?--THEY'RE ALSO FREAKING OUT. They're all, HOLY SHIT WHAT DARCY NO, NO WAY! and OH MY GOD LIZZIE, and WTF IS GOING TO HAPPEN NOW, and DARCY YOU ASSHOLE, and it's so fucking incredible, haha.

    Like, just to be a lifelong Jane Austen fan is to know that you're one of Those Women who dreams of a Darcy figure to whisk you away to Regency England, right, and you get lumped in with this kind of fuddy-duddy culture of cat-owning book club members who own all of the Austen films and have three copies of the 1995 BBC P&P because their VHS tapes wore out and then 2 people gave them the DVDs for christmas *cough*.

    So there's this real joy for me in watching other people discover this story as it's happening. This is in part a tribute to the excellent writers of the LBD, but also, ultimately, to Austen, and to the power of a universally beloved story. When I hosted the Daily Dot's Transmedia Round Table recently, Bernie Su, the LBD's co-producer and head writer, said that the LBD considers P&P to be "our greatest weapon." And it's so true, because you can literally see people who started watching randomly, or maybe because of the Hank Green connection (he's the other producer) moving from casual interest to total obsession based on the power of the story, and getting so caught up in the plot and the characters in real time.

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    It's MAGICAL, YOU GUYS. it's making me SO UNBELIEVABLY HAPPY. Like, these are all actual comments on the most recent eps, and I'm just totally rolling around in them like watching this show is some kind of brand-new spectator sport.

    BERJAYA
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    I have no idea what's going to happen on Monday. My personal theory is that Darcy's going to ask Lizzie out via text or something equally awkward and Lizzie's reaction will occur onscreen while she reads his texts to us with increasing indignation. BUT no matter what, I just wanted to commemorate this, because 199 years after Pride and Prejudice was published, tens of thousands of people in the Jane Austen fandom are literally on the edge of our seats waiting for Darcy's proposal, like we've never seen it before. Because amazing tales, being retold in amazing new ways, not only gain new audiences, but gain new emotional resonances in the telling.

    That's the power of story, and the power of transformative fanfiction.

    P.S.
    BERJAYA
    LIZZIE AND THE BENNETS. WORD.
    HELLO, LJ & DW!!

    GUESS WHAT. Annalee Newitz, editor in chief of IO9, has asked me to be a guest on next week's edition of We Come From the Future to talk about fandom!

    And not just any fandom discussion, but the ultimate fandom discussion.

    That's right.

    Next Friday, I'm going to dish the dirt with Annalee and the writers of io9 (fangirl squeaks) about FANDOM WANK! YES. THAT'S RIGHT. THIS IS A THING THAT IS HAPPENING.

    I'll be over in the corner making high-pitched noises until next week!
    Hi, LJ / DW!

    I am so very remiss in letting you guys know where I've been and what I've been writing, but I do have a couple of quick updates for you:

  • AfterElton has asked me to be one of their 5 new "slash experts" for their brand-new column on slash fandom, The Shipping News! I'm so excited, omg! And I have to thank the Daily Dot for letting me be a part of this. Our first column is up right this way, and if you're in the mood for a discussion about RPF, there's a heated one going on in comments, so grab popcorn and dive in! :D

  • This is not a journalism update but omg Fandomspotting!! We've done 3 eps so far and it's so much fun! Last week we spotlighted YULETIDE and it was awesome. This week we're hosting our first fandom-specific ep, and it's all about DOCTOR WHO! So join us for this weekend's livecast if you can, or check out the podcast if you can't! :)

  • I keep being asked to provide links to my fandom coverage at the Dot, and I've been failing, but so far you can read everything I've posted either at my Daily Dot byline or over at my Tumblr tag!

  • I've received a lot of feedback saying that I misrepresented podfic fandom in my recent article on podfic for the Daily Dot. Ordinarily I prefer to let my journalism speak for itself, or make a correction when I make a mistake--but in this case things aren't that simple. I don't want anyone's trust in me as a journalist to suffer because of this, so if I may, I want to say a few things--primarily that I did not take my interpretation of what happened from FFA. I am a professional journalist with 11 years of experience. I do not take the word of an anon meme as a source.

    My research and word choice + editorial weigh-in, for anyone who cares )

    You guys are always welcome to call me out on anything you're unhappy with, at any time. The comments to my articles are always open, and we recently updated our commenting system so now (thank god) you don't have to log in through Facebook!
  • I am so late for this announcement but I'm so excited!

    Please join me, [personal profile] cobweb_diamond, [personal profile] eleveninches, [personal profile] cherrybina, and [personal profile] cthonical in exactly UM RIGHT NOW WHOOPS for the first ever live broadcast of...

    Fandomspotting!

    Fandomspotting is a new weekly live audio chat that will be livestreaming on Youtube via Google Hangout.

    We will have a rotating roster of panelists each week, on a rotating schedule so everyone can listen live. And if you can't, you can just check out the YouTube channel for the archives!

    I'm really excited about this, guys. We started planning this in February but got waylaid just as we were about to broadcast the first ep when the software we were using went behind a firewall. So then we realized 2 weeks ago that Google had the tools we needed and so HERE WE ARE YAY.

    This is so exciting!
    so I did an interview with the moderator of Fail Fandom Anon!

    It's a good interview. [personal profile] sunnycamehome2u was very cooperative and articulate, and it's worth a read even if you think anon memes are the scourge of fandom. :)

    fluff memes!

    Sep. 11th, 2012 11:28 pm
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    Received word that I'm not teaching music this fall because enrollment is down. So that means I can unlock the fluff memes, and so I have!

    Fluff Meme, Round One!
    Fluff Meme, Round Two!
    Fluff Meme, Round Three, hosted at [personal profile] cherrybina's place! :D

    (*cough* in case anyone wanted to spontaneously put more inception fluff on my journal, in between writing a zillion articles, i would come here and make googly eyes of love and adoration at you. <3)
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    THE LIVEJOURNAL TRILOGY!!!!!!!

    So, in case you missed it:

    Part 1: The Demise of a Social Media Platform: Timeline of LiveJournal’s Decline;

    Part 2: Keeping Track of a Fandom Diaspora; aaaaaaaand

    Part 3: why we hate tumblr so much but keep using it anyway:

    The pros and cons of fandom on Tumblr

    For months, arguments about Tumblr have been circulating fandom like a looping GIF. Fandom is using Tumblr more than ever, but many fans hate what Tumblr is doing to fandom.

    The argument boils down to two issues: communication and kinds of fanworks. Tumblr is an image-friendly site whose design doesn’t lend itself to text-based blogging and interaction. The emergence of a fan culture that accordingly pays less attention to textual engagement and one-on-one communication has many fans worried.

    To help make sense of the debate, here’s a handy pros and cons list the Daily Dot compiled from fans and Tumblr users.

    Read more at the Daily Dot, where we will continue to format all our posts in Semagic no matter how the posting interfaces of the internet get *cough* tumblr *cough* *fist of defiance*

    psst!

    Sep. 8th, 2012 01:06 pm
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    so in case you haven't heard, After Elton and After Ellen are having slash tournaments! And Arthur/Eames has miraculously made it to Round 3 (along with Harry/Draco, which is currently doomed because it's facing off against Sterek, sob).

    Go here to vote!
    Hi, LJ/DW!

    At long last our exploration of Livejournal's post-Brad timeline has been published. It spans 5 years and includes interviews with Livejournal's US General Manager, Anjelika Petrochenko, and the head of Russian LJ, Ilya Dronov.

    I encourage you, even if you've already severed ties with LJ, as I know many of you have, to check out the timeline in the article, if nothing else, because a) it's cool and timeline-y, and b) it's exhaustively researched and puts a lot of things together in a way that I think is really interesting and compelling. No matter which side of fandom you're currently in, we've all been affected by some of the things explored in this article.

    In a 2010 New York Review of Books essay on the Facebook generation, Zadie Smith wrote, “At my screening [of The Social Network], when a character in the film mentioned the early blog platform LiveJournal (still popular in Russia), the audience laughed.” She went on to dub the site “comically obsolete.”

    Once universally praised for founder Brad Fitzpatrick’s open-source platform and commitment to a free userbase—he once vowed that LiveJournal would always have basic (non-paying or ad-supported) accounts—LiveJournal is known these days mostly for being popular in Russia (the Russian name for blogging is “LJ.”) and Singapore, and for housing gossip blog Oh No They Didn’t.

    What happened?

    - The demise of a social media platform: Tracking LiveJournal's decline
    The Daily Dot has a great relationship with Livejournal, and I want to be emphatically clear that the LJ staff were all extremely helpful and generous with their time and info when I told them I was writing this article. They are very kind and I enjoyed talking to them, and I do believe they want good things for LJ.

    But I also felt that it was very important to document the other side of that story--the perspective of the userbase, which I think most people I know feel has dwindled over the last 5 years. I encourage you to think critically and be objective, but most of all just to read the article, because it documents issues that have impacted a lot of people.

    It's obviously impossible to achieve total objectivity regarding a subject that I am incredibly close to, as I undeniably am in this instance; but I think the DD staff pulled me in the right direction and the L J staff was fantastic, and I think this is a well-balanced article that gives you a sense of where LJ has come, and what's in store for all of us as users.

    tl;dr please read! thank you! :D

    (In b4 every shirt-burning joke ever.)
    I wasn't really around—or rather, wasn't paying much attention at the time—to the backlash around Us, Lim's "representative" fanvid that left a lot of people feeling unrepresented. But I knew about it, registered it, have felt vaguely weird about it ever since.

    I wasn't really around because I was, of course, off frolicking in Japanese fandom, without giving much thought, at the time, to what that said about me as a fan, anthropologically speaking.

    At Vividcon last weekend, I had this long rant with my old-school fandom friend Franzi about how when people say "Western media fandom," what they really mean is this very specific chronological order of television-based slash fandom that trace their origins from zines through the early days of usenet and mailing lists and archival through to the current expanded crop of fandoms and fandom-hopping that's led to the pejorative term "militant slash fandom."

    Roughly, as a historical timeline, it looks very generally something like Starsky & Hutch-->Star Trek-->X-Files->Highlander->Sentinel->Due South->briefly, popslash (nsync & backstreet boys RPF)->SGA->House->Merlin-> whitecollar/hawaii50/suits/sherlock/avengers/everythingever.

    There were, along the way, other large fandoms like Hercules/Xena, Remington Steele/Beauty and the Beast, Buffy and Harry Potter, but to my understanding, they were doing their own things and didn't really operate within the tradition of these serial fandoms, whose members really did pass on their knowledge and tropes and traditions to new members of those fandoms who would then eventually move on or expand their fandom activity to one of these other specific fandoms within the chronology.

    I don't want to give too much credence to the idea of "migratory slash fandom," but it does happen. I've seen it happen, we've all seen it happen. I also think that in a post-Tumblr fandom this concept is useless, because Tumblr makes it so demonstrably easy to be in every fandom at once. 

    So, in that sense, I understand the impulse behind this recent Vividcon vid, "We Didn't Start the Fire."

    But in every other sense that I understand and experience fandom for myself, I am just like, ...what the hell is the point of doing yet another marginalizing vid that tries to draw lines around what "Western" fandom is and where it stops and ends? 

    To me, this exercise seems ultimately vague, alienating, misinformed, marginalizing, and pointless.

    * Vague because they seem to be using "media" to mean books, musicals, movies, band RPF, and tv shows; but not other kinds of RPF? not gaming? not web comics? not YouTube fandoms?

    * Alienating because, hello, no matter what you attempt to include, you're bound to leave something out that deserves to be in a lineup, like, to pull a few off the top of my head, The Mighty Boosh or Nerdfighters or HOMESTUCK, wtf.

    * Misinformed because of the absolute lie that all of these fandoms have something in common beyond originating from "the West," whatever that is. Like, I'm sorry, but this video seems to be arguing, to me, that Firefly has more in common with Newsies than with Cowboy Bebop or Trigun, which is absolutely so offensive and so blatantly WRONG that I'm having trouble even understanding why someone could research the fandom and not realize that it would be an offensive and incorrect assumption to put into their vid.

    Or that Pirates of the Caribbean owes nothing to gaming fandom even though it was based on Monkey Island.

    Or that the 1995 Pride and Prejudice, which was of course part of my very first fandom, the Jane Austen fandom, is somehow connected to Panic!At the Disco and Sleeper Cell and The Simpsons instead of being a part of two centuries of Austen/Heyer fandom with its own distinct culture and traditions, including every Regency Romance ever written.

    Just. These things are not all the same. They shouldn't be treated as the same, and they especially should not be treated as the same at the expense of erasing international fandoms that have influenced some of these works just as much, if not more, as other items on this list.  For god sakes, THE MAGNIFICENT SEVEN IS ON THIS LIST as if it has more in common with Red Dwarf and The Goonies than with Akira Kurosawa djklfajs;dl. I mean, really? Am I the only one really troubled by this?

    I get labeled a "militant slash fan" a lot, and one of the reasons that label rankles with me, in addition to the reasons I've described elsewhere, is that it *does* ignore the reality of that very specific history of "migratory" slash fans—and it's not even a disreputable history, just a history of how Western slash fandom got passed down through generations to the point where it proliferated easily around the internet the way it does today. And it ignores the fact that those slash fandoms did not, do not, never have applied to everyone. I came into fandom by way of literary fandoms: Jane Austen, Georgette Heyer, and Harry Potter--with a random bout of Kevin Spacey fandom in-between. (And really, Harry Potter fandom was so unlike *any* slash fandom I have ever been in, ever) Years and years later, I eventually wandered into 3 anime fandoms and multiple Asian pop fandoms, mainly by way of following my own intellectual curiosity in part, and my friends in part. This is nothing like the pattern that i'm describing regarding the entity that, IMO, should rightfully be called "western media slash fandom." And I hate, hate, that the fact that after having this very erratic fandom-joining pattern that doesn't line up with any tradition I know of, I am so often getting lumped in with "western media slash fandom" because I have landed at long last in Inception fandom, which is itself an anomaly.

    But even more than my personal history/experience, and even more than any connection to the concept of migratory slash fandom, it makes me cringe and wince and feel awful in a way that I can't articulate to see SOME of my fandoms make this very arbitrary list while others get left off. If you asked me why Pride and Prejudice is worthy of being considered "Western media" moreso than Homestuck, with its vast amount of cultural overlap and broad international reach, I honestly would be at a loss. Or why Dresden Files, which certainly falls into the tradition of popular slash fandoms this video seems to be targeting, isn't mentioned? No clue.

    And then there's the fact that my beloved Hikaru no Go, which has at its center themes of internationality and cultural crossovers and being united by our shared passion, on a scale that does not stop at national borders but which literally unites us around the globe, is not on this list because it's not "Western."

    That stings. Just a little. Okay, it stings a lot.

    Mostly, it just makes me wonder why? And that's why I think this exercise is ultimately pointless. Because, let's face it, with the fucking AO3 resisting internationalization at every turn, with manga/manhua/manhwa fans fighting even to have their genres recognized as distinct and separate from each other, with the OTW not even standardizing UTC as its official time zone, with Us and Sherlock and the Pixiv vs Tumblr art appropriation backlash, how many fucking more displays of appropriation/erasure and divisiveness between Western/International fandoms do we need right now?

    I wrote an article the other day on the Jannoskians. None of you have heard of it, but it's a HUGE fandom, and the boys behind it might just be the next One Direction. That fandom? Australian. Where does that fit on the international map?

    Trying to draw lines around what is and isn't "western media" just leaves us unable to understand how vibrant and cross-cultural fandom actually is.

    And I think that's such a huge shame. It saddens me so much.
    BERJAYA

    WHERE TO FIND THE GOOD PORN!

    1) AO3  

    Be warned, fandom seems to be having a werewolf moment.

    2) Pinboard and Delicious

    3) Original fic

    4) Shousetsu Bang Bang

    5) Erotic manga

    6) Kink memes

    7) Smart Bitches

    READ MORE AT THE DAILY DOT, AKA THE ONLY WEB NEWSPAPER DEVOTED TO BRINGING YOU A (sterek-friendly, *cough*) TOP 10 LIST OF PORN RECS! :D

    BERJAYAHi, LJ / DW / Tumblr!

    I have posted my writeup of LeakyCon for the Daily Dot!!!

    The Evolution of Harry Potter fandom

    I just want to say that I'm so full of EMOTIONS because. this is HP fandom, this is the fandom that very literally changed my life in many, many ways, both in crappy ways and insanely great ways. This is the fandom I will be in til I die. This is the fandom of my heart, this is the fandom that put me on the path to where I am now, ten years later, doing journalism on Harry Potter fandom.


    So if you haven't read any of my writing for the Dot yet, please read this article, because so many of you are in this fandom with me, and I know that you will read it and feel, along with me, all the things I felt while writing it.


    I love you guys, I love all of fandom always (even when i hate it!), and I am so happy to be on this journey with you.


      “There will never be anything like the Harry Potter fandom,” John Green tells the massive audience at the Vlogbrothers panel. “You had to have the right people, the right music, and the right stories. But we don’t need to have anything else, because we have this.”



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