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Deterioration: A Small Tragic Story
she yells to get his attention, but his mind is already lost in its own thoughts, drowning in the "why"s and "how come"s of their situation. it used to be that they were happy with each other at all times, heartache kicking in when they were not one, but seperate. now as one, they feel a different sort of heart ache that they thought they'd never experience.
she's holding back the tears at the thought of his passionless eyes, his passionless, hugs, his passionless kisses. they no longer hold value to her once warm heart, now left cold by his passionless soul. he awakens to conscienceness just in time to feel the deep gash left by her frigid mean-spirited words. striking back, his words emotionally attack her, stabbing deep inside her being like a poisoned dagger. her tears once held back by the fortress of her will, finally overtake her. rivers of lifeless tears run down her face, falling down her chin, forming tiny lakes of agony and anguish on the cold concrete below. void of any love which once her body held.
looking at her, he realizes the damage he's done, too late to heal without leaving permanent mental and emotional scars. a hug is what she recieves from him but she still doesnt feel anything. she knows the hug doesnt come from the love he has, no.. HAD, for her. it comes from him being sorry, not for hurting her but for saying the wrong things, apologizing for being so cruel. with her in his arms, he can smell her hair remembering the other times he'd savor the sweet smell of her perfume, now turned sour. "i miss the way things used to be", they agree in silence. if only they could tell each other, but they tragically wait to see if things will get better, blinding themselves to the fact that they never will be.
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