BaNsHeE

Im so lost right no1 :(

and im going for freeeeee

ok this guy
http://au.youtube.com/user/JeepersMedia
is a huge crackhead
no shit
fuck jesus

Once upon a time, there was Candy and Dan. Things were very hot that year. All the wax was melting in the trees. He would climb balconies, climb everywhere, do anything for her, oh Danny boy. Thousands of birds, the tiniest birds, adorned her hair. Everything was gold. One night the bed caught fire. He was handsome and a very good criminal. We lived on sunlight and chocolate bars. It was the afternoon of extravagant delight. Danny the daredevil. Candy went missing. The days last rays of sunshine cruise like sharks. I want to try it your way this time. You came into my life really fast and I liked it. We squelched in the mud of our joy. I was wet-thighed with surrender. Then there was a gap in things and the whole earth tilted. This is the business. This, is what we're after. With you inside me comes the hatch of death. And perhaps I'll simply never sleep again. The monster in the pool. We are a proper family now with cats and chickens and runner beans. Everywhere I looked. And sometimes I hate you. Friday -- I didn't mean that, mother of the blueness. Angel of the storm. Remember me in my opaqueness. You pointed at the sky, that one called Sirius or dog star, but on here on earth. Fly away sun. Ha ha *beep* ha you are so funny Dan. A vase of flowers by the bed. My bare blue knees at dawn. These ruffled sheets and you are gone and I am going to. I broke your head on the back of the bed but the baby he died in the morning. I gave him a name. His name was Thomas. Poor little god. His heart pounds like a voodoo drum.

so on the 28th of june my sis in law had her baby, yer bit late on posting it lol
went over there today to see him and aww he soooo cute wth me and my couin and her kids i have come to learn babies arnt that fragile i hate when ppl treat them like glass
my sis in law is use to seeing how me and rae pass the kids to each other and when i was holding my nephew my sis-inlawwas hovering under me incase i dropped him lol


i get rid of my brother for the night thank god he is pissing me off today
and my perents get home tomorrow

all weekend i have been cleaning up his mess doing dish;s coooking him dinner and this morning he yells at me for not cleaning coz there was dog shit near the back door

IT WAS FUCKING 9AM AND I WAS SLEEPING fucking hell maybe if he let the dog out during the dsay this wouldnt happen

its been good falling asleep with my puppy and waking up to her licking my face
not so cut when sheis biting my fingers wanting to play at 3 am lol

well time to make lunchim hungry lol

Zenith

ok thats its
final straw

im am NOT working in a supermarket no more

why?? you may ask

well over the ANZAC day long weekend the store i was workin in got robbed by 2 guys with shot guns while i was working, i have since left that job and tryed to get my job back doing night fill

yeah well THEY GOT HELD UP last night, had i of gottne my job back wednesday would of been a night i woulda been working so 2 hold ups in 1 year NO THANKS

i woulda been like
you have got to be fucking kidding me

its there own fault they have no footage
CAUSE THE FUCKING CAMERA'S DONT WORK

not onyl that but i was ment to put my resume` in at the shop for a superviser posion

year well FUCK THAT

good day sir

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update

if i ever see you again i am going to kill you.
im not fucking around i gave you so many chances and you spat on everyone of those
you have no idea what you have done

but belive me when i get my hands on you you will be begging for mercy

DONT FUCK WITH MY HEART OR ILL BREAK YOUR FUCKING NECK

i dont know if i have done somthing wrong or not
i hope everything is ok
call me when you get home :(
xoxoxox

OMFG REAL SITE hahahahahahahah
http://www.adultsheepfinder.com/

Recent event's have lead me to think bout my life and whom is in it.

most of you on my list i really cant count as friends
i really have no reason to and i guess i havn't givin you guys a reason to either

as far as i am concered friendships have to be earnt and in order to keep them you have to give and take just like in a marrage, you might not always agree on what a friend is doing or how they are thinking at times, but if they are a true friend they will take your advice weather it be good or negitive.

You may have a thousand fights, aguments, punch ups but just cause of that does it mean a friend ship should be over? No.

God most of you can more then likely remember all the fights me and gem have had, both said and done things to hurt each other and family but we moved on things are now forgiven but not forgotten.

its all apart of life but not everyone that you meet is ment to be your friend for life

well out of all that mushy shit

GO SEE AT WORLDS END FUCKING FUNNY better then the first 2 id say

and to my Louise

"When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can run into my arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
Come into me
There's no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need"

Love Thelma <3

tonight i have the house to myself

earlyer Gem and Athena came over had a few drinks and few games of pool then Athena went home
then my bro came home with a few of his mates
some chick cant remeber her name but she has just moved in down the street and we had a good convo with her while Troy's mate Jusin( some eminem ganster wannabe kinda guy) gets hold of my laptop and starts playing evanessance(not that i dont like em but i do) and other stuff like that it was so funny
then outside while having a smoke he starts to sing that chasing cars song(which i HATE) and i said if u r singing that fucking song im going to slip your neck open then hes said amn lisa i love u hey with a big grin on his face
then before they all left one of his mates was touching somthing of my mums and said "dont break anything or my sis will right hook you" lol


man his friends think im a phyco path, allthough if they did break anything i would break them lol

anyways time to cuddle my doona and get warm

Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

tonight was cleaning shevles afta doing about 70 cartons then due to having stock take on sunday i decied to do some code checking
at the back of the shelves i found a bottle of cordial that expired in fucking 2002 pmsl

it was all moldy n shit

discusting lol

and i also filled a trolly full of out of code cordial n shit

this world makes me sick

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yeah after this i don't think im gonna be posting for a while
or might just delete my journal

the end