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[Jul. 23rd, 2004|12:47 am]
Harry Potter
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Have Transfiguration test tomorrow.
Need to make and wear a placard that says "Property of Lisa Turpin".
Need to learn how to dance before tomorrow. Woe.
5th year girls, aside from Ginny and Luna, are SCARY. |
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[Apr. 30th, 2004|10:44 pm]
Harry Potter
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Christmas had been quite uneventful. There aren't a lot of people remaining at school, but it was a peaceful respite from... other times.
That's not to say that everything's perfect. Recently, there was an explosion at a portkey office in Paris. Several people were killed-- I think among them the parents of that little Slytherin I talked to that once (on that dare by Padma).
It makes no sense... no more than the deaths of the little Parkinson girl and the Bletchleys. But it couldn't have been an accident. These things don't just happen accidentally.
But... why them? I don't know what Voldemort is up to.
Probably a means of making the purebloods hate me for not being able to defeat him yet solving the problem.
But... on the good side, Lisa and I have something amazing very nice going on. And when I'm with her-- everything seems a bit easy.
We had a snowball fight before she left to be with her family.
I miss her. I can't wait until she's back.
Things will be easier then. |
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[Apr. 6th, 2004|02:55 pm]
Harry Potter
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Oh my goodness I kissed Lisa Turpin and I think we're going out now and she's so...
It's really hard to say, even now, days after it happened, I'm somewhat in a blur. It's just--
I liked it. A lot. And she's amazing in her quiet way. I like her a lot and being with her is just... a relief, after everything else. She's not judgmental or tiring or... anything like that. She's just sweet, and lovely, and... I think I want to spend more time with her.
Oh God, anyone who's listening, please don't let this change, please don't let anything bad happen... I've just found her. I don't want to let her go. |
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[Mar. 28th, 2004|09:00 pm]
Harry Potter
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I...
All right, so I have a great deal of consequences for the altercation with Malfoy in the hallway, and honestly, I do feel a bit guilty.
It was a bit out of line, what Ron and I (and Terry and Ernie) did. But today--- that wasn't the main thing that happened.
I almost kissed Lisa. Lisa Turpin, my pretty and intelligent and kind-hearted partner in Defense class. I... I don't know. We were talking--- neither of us had been in the best of moods. I was thinking of the situation with Malfoy, and what McGonagall and Luna both had to say about it-- and she'd just received a most blatantly ridiculous and untrue disheartening owl from her mother. We fell to talking, and suddenly it was cold and yet we were feeling better and she was so close and---
I don't KNOW! She's so... we connect, somehow, and I like spending time with her and yet--
I don't know. My friends get in trouble. And I don't think I want her exposed to that. I care too much. I'm not quite sure what's going to happen. |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2004|06:17 pm]
Harry Potter
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...Malfoy's in the Infirmary and Gryffindor is down an insane number of points.
It's our faults. Ron and mine.
I mean-- I don't think I meant to take it that far. We were just trying to teach Malfoy a lesson and stop him from being a prat to Ginny. And then he had to insult Ron's family again and say that his Death Eating scum father managed to worm his way out of prison.
I'm sure some of the spells he used were illegal, too.
I... don't know. It's not like Malfoy and us haven't fought before. But it had never been quite this serious. He wasn't faking it. I don't think I've ever seen Madame Pomfrey so snippy at me, or Professor McGonagall so angry.
It's a hard concept to swallow, though. Us being "bullies", as Professor McGonagall put it. Sinking lower than his level. Is that even possible?
I need to talk to someone. |
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[Mar. 16th, 2004|02:06 am]
Harry Potter
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Things had been going so well lately. I knew they couldn't have lasted.
Lisa Turpin's quite nice and intelligent and pretty. It's been an enjoyable experience, all in all, working with her on the Defense project. Ron and Hermione have been well, and... though Ginny's been showing a disturbing trend of... associating with Malfoy, she seems all right too.
But of course it wasn't to stay this way.
The Death Eaters attacked again. But it makes absolutely no sense. They killed the family of that ex-Slytherin Keeper Bletchley, and Parkinson's sister.
Why would they do such a thing?
Aren't those nasty Slytherins pureblood supremacists themselves?
It's really troubling not to know what Voldemort's up to, or what he intends to do. I've a feeling that I can't shake off that something terrible is going to happen. |
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[Feb. 17th, 2004|12:49 am]
Harry Potter
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Well, it's been a busy few days, to say the least.
Slytherin table seems a bit... disturbed lately. The gits students in my year, almost every last one of them, seem preoccupied with something or another. Not that I care, though it's probably all a bunch of Death Eating rot.
Cho is better. I really wasn't intending to hit her that time, but she seems all right. Padma still seems rather irritated with me, though. We had Charms together again, though... I told her a bit about my life. I'm not quite sure why, but she didn't seem that snappish when we talked about that part. I suppose she's a decent sort.
Speaking of Ravenclaws, met up with Lisa Turpin to work on our Defense project at long last. It was... interesting. She seems nice: quiet, soft-spoken, polite. And yet, she's friends with that Slytherin floozy, Daphne Greengrass!! It's almost preposterous. I would have expected better of her. Well. At least she's contributing to the project. For that, I'm glad.
I hear that Sirius' memorial is going to be postponed due to some circumstances involving the Malfoys. Probably shady dealings, if you ask me. But most things with that family ARE.
In good news, Professor Lupin seems to be back in town. I'll have to meet him sometime.
I need to find Ron and the others on the Quidditch team and work on tactics. To this day, we've yet to know who is on Slytherin's lineup now that those obnoxious cheating bastards former players are gone. |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2004|01:00 pm]
Harry Potter
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I suppose I shouldn't be surprised. After all, her SON pulled the same sort of act in third year with Buckbeak, no?
I wonder how it is that Sirius turned out to be a decent man with such... such evil relations. Bloody Malfoys...
So much for Padma Patil's "not all Slytherins are evil". If they aren't, they should actually do something RIGHT rather than going around being manipulative bastards and not caring a whit for what happens to anyone except themselves.
I don't know what happened with that... spell, though. It was just... a feeling of rage, coming over me. Everything that had been happening-- Sirius, seeing Neville's parents... Narcissa Malfoy, in our last exchange, reminded me of her sister when she remarked that I would hand over the wizarding world to Muggles and "halfblood filth". I didn't have my wand. I didn't mean for anyone to get hurt. Even IF she'd been completely evil baiting me, I wouldn't have hexed Mrs. Malfoy.
And certainly not Cho. Whatever... past we had, she's not EVIL.
It just... happened. Dumbledore told me that I needed to keep my temper, and I'm fairly sure that, if Snape had his way, I'd be kicked out of school. McGonagall seems as though she wishes to speak to me about this too. The Ravenclaws glare at me in classes, as do the Slytherins, though the latter is nothing new. Mrs. Malfoy made it seem as though I was out to hex her. I was NOT!
I don't know what to think, and I... I really don't want to involve my friends too much in this sort of thing. It could only harm them, after all. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2004|02:42 pm]
Harry Potter
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What exactly have I gotten myself into?
...
Right. Harry Potter voluntarily seeking to meet a Slytherin. I am sure that several people from both the houses in question will be checking for Imperius or perhaps someone on Polyjuice potion masquerading about as me.
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This can't be too hard, can it?
Who am I kidding? But an agreement must be honoured. Not to mention, if I don't, and I get partnered up with Padma Patil in class again, things will be far more unpleasant. All I need are more enemies.
...Right. |
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[Jan. 7th, 2004|01:40 pm]
Harry Potter
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It's another year, and I had INTENDED on starting it out clean, without... well, without getting any of my friends involved with any more complications. It's not unreasonable, is it, to want them to SURVIVE after so many have died...?
Hermione refused to cooperate, and there was this... this whold episode at the train station, where Malfoy (nasty bugger) was bothering Ginny, staring at her and such. He has no right to want revenge; he KNOWS that his father deserved to be in prison. And even if he desired revenge, he should have left Ginny alone, since she didn't DO anything to him. Prat refused to give a satisfactory answer about it when I confronted him, too. I wonder what's up his sleeve.
And then I went to Hogsmeade after classes one day... guess I just didn't want to hang about the Common Room, and found out yet more things.
Madame Rosmerta... and Sirius!
It makes me feel uneasy how many people I must not know and how they're connected to me, especially when it's inevitable that with this... war, either I will have to die, or Lord Voldemort will have to die. I'm in the center of things, and if everyone is connected to me...
Well. I just cannot bear the thought of any more people like Cedric or Sirius, unnecessarily killed. Because people ARE left behind, to mourn. Not just me, even. The look on Madame Rosmerta's face when we talked... it was all too apparent.
It's times like this that I wish I were just any other boy, nothing special, without all this madness in my life. If all I had to worry about was Quidditch and girls. Things would be so much simpler.
But I'll just have to make the best of my lot, I suppose. I still don't like it. |
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