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I had such a nice Readercon!

I went into my last round of programming on just as little sleep as my first because of the fox that screamed in the yard for what felt like all night, but the epically freewheeling breadth of "The Odyssey in 2026" can be gauged by the fact that one of my co-panelists talked about the anarchic receptions of Katerina Gogou and another the diametric adaptational differences between Armand Assante and Ralph Fiennes and a third the modern moralities of Epic: The Musical (2024) while I had the chance for the first time in several decades to mention my master's thesis on the archaic lyric transformation of Homeric motifs. The audience was full of brilliant questions about the oral tradition and the epic cycle and we barely even got into the polyphony of translations. We could have gone another thousand hexameters easy. "Reckoning at 10" came out about half reading and half craft beer-and-cider tasting courtesy of Michael J. DeLuca and his harvesting of post-industrial orchards and spruce tips. I enjoyed the technical discussion and the notes from the drinking audience. The room sang happy birthday to the magazine.

Beyond this point I was already beginning to slump into a pumpkin, but I managed to collapse on a portion of outdoor sofa adjacent to Kate Nepveu and Marissa Lingen and Gwynne Garfinkle and Greer Gilman with interludes of Catherine Rockwood and Michael McAfee and [personal profile] ckd and Romie Stott. Dean offered me peaches. [personal profile] choco_frosh had to run off to dismantle the con. I caught Mike and Anita as they were loading out and now I have copies of the phantasmagorically endpapered Trail of Shadows (2025) and the brand-new edition of Strange Wisdoms of the Dead (2006/18). The sole reading I made it to was Michael Cisco's. Briefly there was a Cameron Roberson. I hugged a lot of people.

Then I was a pumpkin that had to run a lot of errands, but so long as the monkey's paw does not curl slowly shut, I have not had a nicer weekend this year and I have not had such a professional one in seven. I will feel fragile about my immune system until some days have passed. I will need to sleep a lot. I didn't remember to bring my four-year-old collection which would have been convention-new. I was asked for my website and my social media and the spelling of my name. I have not felt for a long time that I could rely on either my intellect or my stamina and I am still not sure if I can start again, but I made it through all three days of my panels and loved them. It was like being alive to talk with people. At the moment I am looking forward to NecronomiCon.

paper in the wind

Jul. 12th, 2026 08:53 pm
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I left Blacksburg before I learned to hate it, though it was a close thing. DC ... I was never in any real danger of hating DC. DC was first the golden land of childhood from which I was rudely snatched, then a safe haven for high-school me to start learning who I was, and finally my material just desserts for dragging myself across the finish line of university and into The Real World. I never spent enough time in DC to get a real sense of who it is. I hated the heat, and I hated the traffic, and that was enough to convince me to leave.

I fell in love with Vancouver the first time I visited in 2009. I was lonely as hell when I moved here but I figured that was just me having trouble finding people. I still loved the city.

When I started spending time with Erin in 2016/17, I didn't understand the anger and vitriol she had for this place. From listening to her, I started to understand it. I began to see how the city doesn't care about its residents, how every year it squeezes you tighter, how much of what I loved was surface.

It's not only the money, of course. Turns out I am a houseplant and I don't do well when there's no sunlight for eight months of the year. Too, I blew up my social circle in the last half of the last decade, and haven't really been able to put it back together. It's not entirely fair to lay the blame for that on Vancouver... but it's not wholly unfair either.

This past six months or so has been a pleasant reminder of the city I fell in love with. Downtown on a sunny day, The Drop (one of my favourite pieces of public art) and Douglas Coupland's lego orca. The Cinematheque. Farmers markets. Mountains and water, and whatever it is about the sunlight out here that just feels brighter and more vibrant than anywhere else. Touristing with Steph, Granville island market and Queen Elizabeth park, revisiting places I've forgotten how much I liked.

I'll miss the Wednesday night sessions at Hynes. I'll miss a handful of people, probably more of them than I think I will. I still don't belong here, though.
It's time to move on
It's time to get going
What lies ahead
I have no way of knowing
But under my feet, babe
The grass is growing
Yeah, it's time to move on
It's time to get going

Amishi P. Jha's Peak Mind

Jul. 12th, 2026 05:50 pm
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This is a piece of July reading, but I'm pulling it out from the usual booklog (which will come in August) both because I have more than usual to say about it, and because in this case, there's good reason to mention it before next month.

What this book is: a very cogent discussion by a neuroscientist specializing in the study of attention -- and, as knock-on effects from that, memory, emotional regulation, connection with other people, and so forth. She talks about how we focus (and what disrupts that), how we stay aware of our environment (physical, emotional, etc.), how this relates to working/short-term memory and what goes into long-term memory, why we get disrupted by negative memories or worries about the future, how to keep from being hijacked by emotional responses, how to really be present for our interactions with people around us . . . and how basically all of these things can be improved through mindfulness practice.

Which is kind of a buzzword these days, but not without reason. Jha is very explicit that mindfulness is not about "thinking happy thoughts" (that's actually counter-productive a lot of the time, as it burns the mental resources you need for actual coping), nor is it something whose purpose is to make you feel better. In fact, the early road there often sucks! Instead, she treats it as mental training, the way you might undertake physical training for your body. The aim is to have better control of your focus -- not so you can be focused all the time, but so you can switch as needed between that and broader contextual awareness -- and a meta-awareness of what your own mind is doing, which gives you the chance to intervene when what it's doing is uhhhh not so great.

(As a sidebar, this book is also the first time I've encountered the word "hypertasking." It refers to tetrising your time so that you're always focused on something and never give yourself downtime between tasks, and, uh. Hi. Yeah. That's me. Turns out that whole "I don't know how to turn off" thing is also part of this same cluster of concepts, and while it has its benefits, in the long run it's not really good for your brain.)

A few caveats: first, a good chunk of the research Jha has done, and therefore presumably a chunk of her funding, involves the U.S. military. I found that I was not as bothered by that as I expected, because frankly, her work is ultimately about helping them not do the kind of thing I want them to not do. For example, she talks about how we need to be aware of our own mental narratives so that we can see how they're influencing our attention and know when to let go of them: for example, if you have the mental narrative of "anybody around me could be a terrorist," then you are automatically going to notice things that fit your narrative and literally not see the ones that signal "actually, this is a harmless civilian." (If you've ever heard of the basketball/gorilla experiment, it's very much in line with that.) I'm honestly in favor of anybody working against the "assume anybody could be an enemy and react accordingly" mindset.

Second, though she touches briefly on ADHD, she is not specifically a researcher in that field. So, for example, she comments that using mindfulness training to build awareness of mind-wandering abates the "costs" of mind-wandering in people with ADHD, but she doesn't address the challenges in undertaking that training in the first place. That's the kind of thing that would probably benefit from reading a different book, one written by someone specialized in the relevant sub-field -- or, of course, direct therapeutic guidance. (She is very very clear that while mindfulness plays a key role in certain treatments for a variety of conditions, including both ADHD and PTSD, reading her book is 1000% not a substitute for actual therapy, and please do not use it as such.)

Those caveats laid aside, I found this lucid, well-argued, and convincing. I've gone through spates of doing mindfulness meditation before, and they were fine, but I never found them life-changing. Turns out that might be because I was almost always doing only five or ten minutes, and so far, the research suggests that -- for whatever reason -- twelve minutes is the minimum effective "dose." (More is better, but since telling people to meditate for thirty minutes tends to result in them doing it for zero, she is very pragmatically aiming at the minimum line.) Twelve minutes a day, at least five days a week, for at least four weeks, to produce measurable changes in people's performance in various cognitive tests . . . though of course it's not like you do that and then stop, any more than you get swole at the gym and then quit on the assumption those muscles will stay with you forever. But theoretically, after four weeks of following this regimen, you've done enough mental lifting to notice a change.

And that's why I'm posting this now. As of it going live, I have successfully meditated for eight days straight, twelve minutes each time. By saying that publicly, I'm giving myself a bit more accountability -- because my hope is that I'll be able to keep this up, and in August I'll come back to report on how it's going. Will I feel less scattershot? Better able to remember things? More skilled, not only at focusing on what's in front of me, but knowing how to stop focusing and just &#$! chill for a bit?

Only one way to find out!

(originally posted at Swan Tower: https://www.swantower.com/2026/07/12/amishi-p-jhas-peak-mind/)

Planting a seed

Jul. 12th, 2026 10:16 am
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 Good morning! I hope you had nice dreams last night! Here's a new story from Sunday Morning Transport, The Seed of a New Dream. May you find your own dreams...and your own way to work around them....ood morning! I hope you had nice dreams last night! Here's a new story from Sunday Morning Transport, The Seed of a New Dream. May you find your own dreams...and your own way to work around them....
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Canonical link: https://siderea.dreamwidth.org/1901288.html

Heads up, Americans! Ever wonder why human feces are not used as fertilizer in agriculture? You're about to find out!

ALERT: Stop eating raw leafy greens, herbs, berries, snow peas, and scallions. Maybe other produce. Adequately cooked is fine. More details below.


The Situation: a Nationwide Outbreak of Cyclosporiasis



The US is having a exploding epidemic of cyclosporiasis.

A typical outbreak of cyclosporiasis in the US is usually numbered in the dozens of vicitms, and usually in a tight geographical area, or maybe some adjacent states. As of the last 36 hours, there are now more than 1,500 cases in Michigan,nearly 400 cases in New York (mostly NYC), more than 300 cases in Ohio, and cases spread across thirty one states and counting, including Alaska. (Yes, including Massachusetts.) Case counts have been skyrocketing over the last 72 hours, and the CDC's surveillance page is lagging behind the evening news.

Cyclosporiasis is a food-borne illness caused by a parasite. Cyclosporiasis is not usually fatal, but it causes pretty debilitating lower gastrointestinal illness, primarily "explosive diarrhea", which can last for weeks, even months untreated, and for some few unlucky bastards requires hospitalization. Right now 44 people are hospitalized in Michigan, the hardest hit state so far, as well as others in other states.

All you never wanted to have to know about cyclosporiasis. [3,810 words] )

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For my second day of Readercon I had a blast.

Both panels were bangers. I was not joking when I said early in "The Bog Body Motif in Trans SFF" that we should edit an anthology on the topic: we had audience members with bog body stories, not to mention at least one non-me panelist. The conversation started with readings from Izzy Wasserstein and Seamus Heaney and ranged through questions of transformation, ecosystems, illegibility, persistence, continuity, fragility, and protection. I may have given instructions on how to sink someone in the Great Meadows. "SFF and Queer Cultural Memory" was anchored by an intergenerational span of forty years across five panelists and a vivid embodiment of pre-Stonewall and gay liberation memories in the person of David Gerrold, who taught me something I hadn't known about how custody and adoption laws shifted for queer people in America. (It was lesbians.) I feel I ran true to form by leaping straight from a formative encounter with Theodore Sturgeon's Venus Plus X (1960) to a recommendation for Irene Clyde's Beatrice the Sixteenth (1909). The audiences always ask moderator-grade questions.

I saw April Grant and Anke Kriske in flyby. I still spent most of my time in the dealer's room talking to Mike and Anita, but I walked out with Owen Hill's The Incredible Double (2009) and was handed copies of Antisocieties (2021), Ethics (2022), and Black Brane (2025) by Michael Cisco, each with their crimson seal-stamp of a hand of glory. I bailed on the Shirley Jackson Awards, but Ellen Datlow complimented the sea-blue waistcoat I was wearing for the first time, newly gifted by Merav.

And I can't remember the last time I ate at two restaurants in a week, but I had dinner with Michael and [personal profile] choco_frosh at the superlative Treasury, which we found via its advertisement of outdoor seating. It is slotted a little counterintuitively into a bland box of stores where I have purchased jeans from the L.L. Bean and seated us without a reservation and furnished us with tall thick petal-pink rose lassi and a smoke-deep dal makhani and a velvety stunner of an awadhi korma which won out over the mutton ghee roast because of the bone-in goat. The jeera rice was delicately savory enough to eat by itself. The butter naan flavored all our fingers. I could not think about tasting the masala chai negroni because of the chai, but it smelled like an intricate mechanism of spice and mahogany and reduced my dining companions to silence and poetry. When the server discovered that I couldn't eat the rasmalai tiramisu because of the coffee—it was on the house—she brought me a plate of rasmalai by itself, soaked in a minor kingdom's ransom of saffron and pistachio. It was nuts. I have leftovers for a week. It had been years.

Naturally my last panels are the earliest. This time, Homeric epic.

July 11

Jul. 11th, 2026 09:17 am
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If my dad had lived, he would have turned 98 today.

One of the aspects of old age is how many anniversaries there are like this: departed people's birthdays or special days, days we did this or that. I try to make time to look at pictures of those no longer with us, recollecting voices no longer heard. They left little behind but memories.

Part of that memory retrieval was last weekend, the Fourth. While the constant barrage of noise was going on outside it was at least tranquil inside. But dull as I ate leftovers from the previous day. I found myself with a lot of conflicted emotions--missing the delicious July 4 barbecues but not missing all the labor beforehand and after. I miss the taste of my mom's and grandmother's potato salad, for ex. Now that recipe is gone along with them (I did try to learn it, but they tended to cook without measuring and couldn't articulate what they had been doing for decades); the only living person I know who makes potato salad that delicious is Rachel Brown. Who now lives quite a distance away.

We just don't have those huge family barbecues or holiday dinners anymore. At least, we don't, here--my sister and her gang all still do. They all live close by one another and are in and out of each others' doors all week.

I could be a part of those holiday get-togethers, but it's a horrible 100 mile drive one-way, and of course everyone in Southern California is on the road, too. The last time I did a holiday drive it took six hours to get home. Six hours. It's rarely less than three. I tend to go up before or after holidays, leaving at four a.m. to beat the worst of the traffic.

But down here, the holiday dinners are no longer a thing. Family dynamics aside, I wonder if in part it's because so many women work now. When I was young, holding household was the work the women did. So planning and executing and cleaning up after big bashes was part of the routine. During my younger days, the elder generation was still doing it, but expecting us to drive to various places, or (in the case of the close-by inlaws) expecting us to do all the labor on top of work. That was not fun, doing all that cooking, hauling it to mother-in-law's, warming it in her dinky kitchen with the cheapest, mostly-broken ancient electric stove, and afterward, cleaning her kitchen, then driving back here to clean our kitchen, then back to work the next day. It was a relief to not have to do that, though I miss the food.

I think I passed "coping" on to the generation below me, definitely not the skills of excellent cookery. At least, none of them want to cook, it's either go out, or make do with what's on hand. After all, they have full-time work, too; in the case of my daughter, until recently, it's full time work plus night classes to get her master's , plus childcare for her bf's child four days a week. That involves a LOT of driving, toting the kid to and from the ex, the ex's fam, the bf's fam, as well as school and activities. Daughter is as terrible a cook as I am, always looking for fast, and one-pot, and stuff you can make and then reheat over days.

So I'm missing the bit in between, the companionship and laughter over a delicious meal, but not the stresses; a sort of minor-key fugue. And looking at pictures.
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Readercon! I had not thought that my body was capable any longer of a reading and three panels on two hours of sleep and as far as I can tell, I had a great time. I talked about the Bacchae for Mirrlees and Rika Lesser for classical reception and film noir for moral ambiguity, news at eleven. I heard other panelists talk about the boundary conditions of fantasy and the topical relevance of the Sicilian Expedition and Walter Mosley's Mouse, especially as played by Don Cheadle in Carl Franklin's Devil in a Blue Dress (1995). All could have gone on cheerfully past the five-minute card and then the vaudeville-hook STOP. The auto-transcription had not existed the last time I was part of this convention and it was particularly inventive in its mondegreens for Lud-in-the-Mist (1926). I was complimented more than once on my cat-Neptune T-shirt from the Coney Island Mermaid Parade. I may have socialized more in eight hours than in the total last two or three years. Incompletely, I have seen and even spent meaningful time with Dean Grodzins, Greer Gilman, Merav Hoffman, Michael Cisco, Gwynne Garfinkle, Rachel Gutin, Rebecca Fraimow and Elizabeth Birdsall, Mike and Anita Allen, Jim Freund and Barbara Krasnoff, Romie Stott, and [personal profile] choco_frosh. I did not stay for Meet the Pros(e) because I was flat by the last of my panels and needed to check on my mother, but I have still managed to have conversations about Shirley Jackson and Walter de la Mare and family histories and chapbooks and what everyone has been doing with themselves in the up to seven years since last I saw them. I barely managed to look into the dealer's room, but I am still in possession of a field guide to urban lichens which Greer had foreseen had my name on it and two beautiful, familially inherited waistcoats from Merav which I am determined to wear with at least one of the other T-shirts I packed for this layer-less weekend. They made me a dinner of rainbow trout and glass noodles in their air-filtered room; otherwise I spent a lot of time on the patio where the cast-iron tables were just tolerably shaded enough for hanging out in the open air. I am appreciating the adherence to masking in all the con spaces, without which I could not hope to spend this much immunosuppressed time around other, indoor people. Fingers crossed against even con crud. Tomorrow, bog bodies.

up for air

Jul. 10th, 2026 11:53 am
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Condo is sold. Closing was yesterday, theoretically the money will hit my account in a few hours. I say "theoretically" both because it hasn't happened yet and because my bank will almost certainly put a hold on it for two weeks. But then I will at least be able to dig myself out of my current hole.

Mr Tuppert had a very stressful time of it yesterday, locked in the bathroom for a couple of hours while the movers took everything out, then abandoned in an empty apartment for several hours, and finally carted out to Mya's place where I'm crashing for a few days. He seems to be doing alright: not the happiest, but he's at least out from under the bed.

I am entirely out of Corvaric. The POD (storage container) I'd arranged for yesterday was too small to fit my stuff, so I've got a bigger one and will get it loaded up today.

Yesterday morning, literally the last shower I took in the apartment triggered a leak in the overflow drain. Per the plumber who came out this morning, there's a gap at the top of the overflow cover, it catches shower water, and that drips through into the unit below. The overflow drains not working is a known problem with this building, and I was really hoping to be able to pass the buck. Oh well. I will be out money, but not the time/hassle of dealing with the plumber.

Still need to find someone to deal with my mattress set (nine years old, not worth moving) and one or two other things. Also need to repack to confirm that everything I'm taking will fit in two suitcases, and that it's enough for several weeks while my stuff ships.

I have an apartment in Minneapolis. I'm flying out Monday with Mr Tuppert. The plan had been to crash with Steph for a couple of days but due to [REDACTED] that's almost certainly nonworkable, so I'll need to find a hotel that accepts pets. Tuesday I will acquire a bed, and Wednesday I get the keys to my apartment. For those playing along at home it's in Longfellow, near the Lake Street station. Close to Steph, close to groceries, close to transit. Should be alright.

I am in a weird limbo state at the moment. There is too much Going On for me to process any kind of emotional response to anything. Ask me again in a week.

Moving, of course, remains The Worst.

New Worlds: Climate Change

Jul. 10th, 2026 08:03 am
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Climate change is on everyone's mind's lately, to the point where "climate fiction" is now a recognized subgenre -- both within speculative fiction and without. Given my focus in this Patreon, however, I'm not going to attempt to spin scenarios about what our world might realistically look like in fifty or a hundred years, or how we're going to respond to it; other people have already done that in far greater depth, with far greater knowledge of the subject, than I could hope to do.

Instead, we're going to take a look at the climate changes humanity has already experienced, and what we've done about them.

Broadly speaking, we can lump these into two major categories: changes in precipitation, and changes in temperature. Furthermore, we can specify that, for it to count as "climate change" in a meaningful sense, it has to be a lasting alteration, not a brief one. Short-term change is weather; long-term trends are climate. And only the latter drives significant adaptations from society.

Of those two categories -- please forgive the incoming pun -- temperature tends to sneak under the radar. As we're in the process of finding out, you can get significant alterations in weather patterns from global shifts of only a degree or two; in the days when no one had reliable thermometers marked with a systematic scale, that kind of shift was impossible to measure. And a gradual, large-scale drift like the one that produced the eras we term the Medieval Warm Period or the Little Ice Age happens on a timeline so slow, people are apt to notice it only across the generations: maybe your grandfather tells stories about how frost never used to strike after the spring equinox, or conversely, the ground had always thawed by then.

These changes are still significant! Agriculture depends on people knowing when it's safe to put crops in the ground, and having enough time for them to mature before autumn storms or winter freezes kill them. As the average temperatures drift from what they used to be, harvests get poorer, because local customs are adapted to the weather patterns everyone expects. But as those patterns break, people will gradually change their customs to match, growing crops better suited to the conditions that now prevail.

Changes in precipitation can be a lot more calamitous. In this historical record, we most often hear about this as an issue of drought, when a persistent lack of rainfall across multiple years results in famine. It's also possible, however, for the problem to go the other way; too much rainfall leads to flooding and crops drowning in the field. Or, in a worst case scenario, you get both: current theories hold that the decline of the Khmer Empire owed a lot to unpredictable shifts between not enough rain and far too much, which wrecked the stability of a society that depended upon sophisticated hydroengineering.

People can also adapt to changes in rainfall, of course, but it's more difficult because the effects are more sudden. While unusual heat or frost can kill crops, a slow upward or downward drift in average temperatures gives you time to change from wheat to barley or vice versa, as you plant something hardier for the conditions. Droughts and flooding arrive more abruptly, and in between instances, you get good years where it seems like everything is back to normal. It's only when you look back on the pattern that you can see where things started going downhill -- and by then, quite a lot of people may have starved.

Attempts to engineer our way out of trouble are not a new phenomenon. The aforementioned hydraulic works, discussed in more detail last year, are all about trying to buffer against the vagaries of water being over- or under-supplied. Farmers can also insulate their fields with straw or attempt to shade them with taller plants, to mitigate the effects of heat and cold and reduce evaporation. But mostly, the response to this has had to take the form of changing our own behavior: planting something more tolerant of the conditions at hand, so that at the end of the day -- or the season -- we have something to eat.

I've been speaking of this primarily in terms of crops because that has been the overwhelming consideration -- and also the only part even vaguely in human control. If climate shifts produce more hurricanes or tornadoes or blizzards . . . well, historically speaking, there is bugger-all people have been able to do about it. Even now, we can only do so much to fortify our houses and cities against those kinds of storms. And while it's true that climate change can also introduce novel diseases, neither the people of the time nor historians looking back now can generally tell where exactly those epidemics came from. All people could do was hunker down and hope to survive, or migrate somewhere they hoped would be safer.

Because climate has historically been every bit as much out of our control as weather. While it's true that human action can affect the globe, as we're seeing right now, it tends to require a scale of influence we really only hit with the Industrial Revolution. Before that, our population was too small, our output of climate-changing factors too restricted. We have changed local climates through actions like deforestation, which can lead to desertification, but the biggest alterations have mostly come about through natural forces: volcanic eruptions, changes in ocean circulation, and the like.

I should note in passing a particular subset of (thus far fictional) climate change, which is the process of terraforming. Science fiction has long played with the idea that humans could deliberately alter the climate of a whole planet specifically to make it hospitable -- and not just the climate, but the entire composition of the atmosphere and the biomes of the land and sea. Most novels have handwaved their effects into existence, caring more about it as a background device to allow for human settlement on other planets; only a few have really devoted attention to the mechanisms by which this might be achieved. If you're interested in that end of things, I am definitely not qualified to help you! But it's an intriguing question to explore -- not least because the precursors to such ideas are being explored right now on our own planet.

Back to the home front: bear in mind that, more than any given set of conditions, the problem tends to be change. Some conditions are, admittedly, more favorable than others; mild temperatures and moderate rain -- however those are defined for the region -- are going to produce better results than the alternative. But humans are very good at adapting to the situation at hand, and thriving as much as possible under those circumstances.

It's when the rug gets pulled out from under us that havoc truly results. Then the behaviors and patterns that protected us before suddenly become maladaptive. Even if the new situation is entirely survivable, we may not be acting in the best fashion to get through it. But figuring that out, and making the necessary changes, is easier said than done . . . and no, that isn't simply a not-very-coded slam against all the inertia getting in the way of responding to our current climate crisis. People cannot easily abandon cities threatened by rising sea levels or the depletion of the local aquifer, or pivot their economy toward resources that better suit the new reality. That's especially true of everyone at the bottom of the socioeconomic scale, for whom the immediate concern has to be their ability to get by today.

As I said above, these changes are mostly going to play out on a timescale that means we only see a snapshot of one moment along the line -- or, perhaps, look back upon it in retrospect. (A few authors will have their story elapse over generations or centuries, but that's not common.) Still, knowing that context can help set the stage for a plot . . . one with far too much relevance for us today.

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(originally posted at Swan Tower: https://www.swantower.com/2026/07/10/new-worlds-climate-change/)

In your actual English

Jul. 9th, 2026 05:05 pm
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Afterward I felt that I should have recognized Brian Fairbairn and Karl Eccleston's Tommies (2022) at once as the work of the same filmmakers who introduced half the internet to Polari with Putting on the Dish (2015), not least because the two short films make such a nice double feature for the viewer who shares their abiding interest in historical diction, coded communications, and the infectious paranoia of the pre-decriminalization queer male UK. Dense for their snapshot runtimes, they require a similar willingness from their audience to entertain the past on its own terms and learn how to listen to it, whether it's a bombshell of intricate argot or an event horizon of the politely unspeakable.

Six pyrotechnic minutes on Hampstead Heath in 1962, Putting on the Dish is the wittier, higher-wire of the two, sustaining even through its hard zag of an ending a rapid-fire exposition of Polari to scream for. On top of a crash course in the range and variety of marginalized influences that cascaded into one voraciously colorful anti-language, it concisely demonstrates how two strangers side by side on a public park bench could have anatomized the exuberantly unexpurgated adventures of acquaintances or exchanged their own appraisals of well-packaged passers-by, openly under the radar of Lily Law. "Real fantabulosa bit of hard." Its barbed ciphers form a fragile safe space, advanced as casually as a noncommittal naff or bona and then more colloquially relaxed into with talk of floweries and dinarly and disappointingly dolly HPs. "Nada to vada in the larder?" – "Bijou." Nothing else automatically links the bolder and cagier persons of Steve Wickenden and Neil Chinneck—the invaluable screenplay gives their camp names as Maureen and Roberta—but in their shared appreciation of a zinger of defiant backchat, the hillside seems tranquil with possibility, at least until recalled to the realities that oblige a furtive countercultural jargon in the first place. Polari defaults so naturally to irony, getting a heart-punch out of it is an achievement, one of the few direct gestures in a vignette that rewards cryptography. Even the book in its pink jacket encodes its own implications. What English signals is nothing to say.

Down to the riddle of its title, Tommies is the more somberly ambitious slow burn, circling its fifteen minutes in the wings of the haut ton in 1814 around an invented yet all too imaginable coda to the infamous treatment of the Vere Street Coterie. An exercise in negative space, it never looks inside the molly house itself, shows nothing of the men who patronized it except through their social radioactivity, the cishet fascination with their queer customs. "When the police raided their den, they found a dozen men in a bed in one room and in the other a midwife helping a female grenadier give birth to a Wiltshire loaf!" Its Mayfair house is a curdled chocolate box, thick with the stifling half-light of a summer's evening and frantic with the trills and flutters of canaries like the tight catch in a throat or the snap of an expertly wielded fan. Sarah Winter as Georgina Ashton has a look of Psyche not only because of the white fillet her bronze-dark hair is caught up with, but because she stands on the black-and-white chequers of the stair hall as if facing into hell. How she fits into the loose, allusive swirl of gossip that gradually overtakes the women's conversation may be clocked first by students of the queer Regency, but it still has to be deciphered from the ellipses left between the more overt shocks as the cross-currents of schadenfreude, sympathy, and self-preservation gather to a point of no return. As with so much paranoid cinema, even at pocket-size, the question of who knows what is really asking the use of which the knowledge will be made. "When a man holds fire to his chest, it is not only his own clothes he burns." It's a tense, trickily layered tour-de-force for its all-female ensemble—the rest of its cameos are precisely razored in by Marion Bailey, Claudia Jolly, Elizabeth Roberts, and Susie Trayling—and it doesn't not land the wraparound of its final scenes to the unsettled Gainsborough of its cold open, but it feels like more of a fragment than its predecessor despite or because of its greater craft. Its apophatic technique might have to let up for a feature. As a chip of history, it can still haunt.

Beyond their adroit ear and eye for period detail, both films are attractive little objects. Shot on open-air digital by Benjamin Barber, Putting on the Dish has a sort of Eastmancolor overcast that suits both the year and the season; its men look unglamorous and attainable, the imperfections of their faces as expressive as the artifice of their language. Tommies looks like a heritage ghost on slightly powdery 16 mm, a gallery of revealingly shadowed portraits hung by DP Brian Fawcett; its women emerge from their era with all the mixed and inconvenient reality of facts escaping the historical record. I can best compliment the characterfully inhabited costume design by Oliver Cronk by invoking Alexandra Byrne. Impressively, neither feels like just another whack of gay tragedy even when they focus so intimately on the never-beneficial ramifications of a criminalized life; they are too vivid and compassionate, interested in all of their players regardless of their effects. I watched them courtesy of their writer-director-editors' YouTube and would be intrigued by any further foreign countries—how differently and how recognizably things are done there—they choose to add to their many-voiced queer mosaic. This English brought to you by my bona backers at Patreon.

Books read, June 2026

Jul. 9th, 2026 05:28 pm
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The Tricky Business of Faerie Bargains, Reena McCarty. Something about the marketing of this one -- the cover art, the cover copy, and so forth -- made me think it's a cozy novel. It absolutely is not. Which isn't to say it's grimdark, because it isn't that, either; just that the stakes here are higher than cozy reaches for, and the trials the characters go through have sharper edges.

Which for me was a good thing, because I was extremely uncertain if I was going to like a cozy book about the fae. (That tips over into twee with shocking ease.) So I was very pleased to instead get a novel in a world where fae have always been known to exist, but Europe has largely -- and deliberately -- destroyed its own Otherworld, while the U.S. has set up strict laws governing how people are and are not permitted to make deals with the fae. The faerie courts are not the familiar Seelie and Unseelie, but they absolutely have their own politics, which unsurprisingly turn out to underlie the small-scale disaster the protagonist is trying to set right.

The fae themselves are pleasingly alien (even if I find the human-sounding ones like "Sloan" rather distracting). There's just enough echo of dysfunctional human patterns like narcissism to keep their weirdness from feeling random, and McCarty does a good job of selling the idea that the fae simply do not have the same priorities and mentalities as mortals do. The ending was particularly effective in that regard!

Below the Root, Zilpha Keatley Snyder. Discussed elsewhere.

The Murderer’s Tale, Margaret Frazer. I continue to gravitate toward shorter books at the moment, which is probably contributing to how many mysteries I've been reading lately.

By this point in the series, it is well established that the first scene will be from the viewpoint of the title character. So when you name your book The Murderer's Tale . . . yeah, Frazer is not faking you out. From the start, you know who the killer will be, and you can very rapidly guess who the victim will be, too. The killer is an unpleasant piece of work, thoroughly convinced of his own superior significance and misreading the motivations of everybody around him, who of course are lesser. Though I thought it was a deft touch when you see him being judgmental toward certain characters, and then soon after that you're in Frevisse's perspective and seeing her be judgmental toward them, too. Class distinctions are very real to these people. But this one really does read like a tragedy, because you see what's coming, it shouldn't happen, and of course you can't stop it.

A Case of Mice and Murder, Sally Smith. A newer mystery, set in 1901 London, about a barrister of the Inner Temple very comfortably settled into his routine, who gets piked out of it because the Lord Chief Justice has been murdered -- within the Temple! -- and the guy in charge of the place is extremely motivated to get the case solved as discreetly as possible. I very much like the central conceit here, which hinges on the fact that the Inner Temple's governance means the City of London police can only intervene there if asked; since the Temple is very much an elite bastion of the sort that thinks scandal is the kind of thing that should only happen to other people, having an insider investigate is exactly how such men would handle even a murder.

And Gabriel Ward is a congenial detective, very nerdy and obsessed not only with the law but with a whole array of historical tidbits. I like how Smith handles his very obvious OCD: another book might have made more emotional hay out of the stress and pressure of the condition, but Gabriel has long since arranged his life in ways that accommodate it. He does, over time, become more aware of the restrictions it places on him, but since he's a well-off gentleman cushioned by his residence in the Temple, it is not really a source of angst. It's just how his life works.

I enjoyed this one enough that I started out listening to it in audiobook and then transferred to ebook, not because the narrator was bad -- I liked him, despite fluctuating volume levels that sometimes made the quiet bits difficult to hear -- but because I have approximately 1-2 hours of audiobook listening time in a given week, and I didn't want to wait that long to get the whole story!

Cinder House, Freya Marske. This is the point at which I pivoted to reading the Hugo-nominated short fiction categories. I also read the short stories and novelettes this month, but since those weren't published under separate cover, they don't get tracked here.

It takes a fair bit of effort to make a Cinderella retelling feel original, but Marske manages it well -- starting with the fact that the protagonist gets murdered at the start of the novella and spends the rest of it as a ghost haunting the house now held by her stepmother and stepsisters. Marske also adds in a fresh layer by giving the prince his own story, with a curse that belongs nowhere in the original while fitting well into the general shape of fairy tale tropes. Be warned that there's some fairly heinous abuse here, quite apart from the murder; it turns out there are ways to torture a ghost who is more or less coterminous with the house she haunts, and one of the stepsisters eagerly explores those. The ending, however, finds a lovely and unusual resolution for the core problems.

Murder by Memory, Olivia Waite. SFnal murder mystery in space, aboard a vessel that's not so much a generation ship as a reincarnational one: people regularly save their memories to data "books" and upload the contents to their new body after their old one dies. The crux here is that someone has been murdered at the same time that several books were destroyed, with many complications ensuing.

I do tend to engage less with SF titles, but given the mystery kick I'm on right now, this one fit right in with my current mood. I enjoyed it a lot, even if I'm not sure it stands out in a way that would make me say it's award-worthy. There's another one out in the series and a third one on the way; I may well hunt them out.

Automatic Noodle, Annalee Newitz. Also SF, this time firmly in the cozy corner. In the aftermath of a war that saw California win independence from the United States, robots have their freedom . . . sort of. They're still discriminated against in a number of ways, many of which pose problems for a group of bots who want to open a restaurant.

I am extremely hit or miss with cozy books, because sometimes the warm fuzziness winds up making the perils feel a bit too toothless for my taste. Here, Staybehind lists at the outset several things that could go badly wrong, and then almost none of them happen. I suspect that actually dealing with those would have required this to be a novel, not a novella, and also it would have been markedly less cozy.

The River Has Roots, Amal El-Mohtar. This, on the other hand, is so firmly up my alley that I might as well have painted a target on myself. Folkloric-mood novella based on a murder ballad, with a central motif that plays off the connections between language and magic? YES PLEASE. And the writing is a lyrical (without being overwrought) as usual. If Amal wants to write another six of these, all riffing on different ballads, I will be first in line for them.

And All Between, Zilpha Keatley Snyder. Discussed elsewhere.

The Summer War, Naomi Novik. Last of the novellas, and I'm a little puzzled: in the Hugo packet it gets labeled as a "sample," and there's a link to request the whole thing on Netgalley. I wasn't minded to create an account just to do that, so I figured I would read what's here . . . and it feels like it's all but maybe the last two pages? Anybody who's read the full thing, I'd love to know how much the sample cuts off.

Anyway, I was feeling jaundiced because of that whole "sample" business, but this won me over. There's a tenuous peace between Faerie and the mortal world, but given the way faerie memory works, that means almost nothing: the events that set off the original war are as fresh today as the day they happened. The main character winds up in the thick of that, of course, and has to figure out how to protag from within very constrained circumstances.

The pacing of this one did feel a little odd to me, in that it spends a lot of time on setting the stage before we get to the main act. In ways I understand -- without that setup, much of the resolution would be less satisfying -- but it took me a bit longer to get into it as a result.

Until the Celebration, Zilpha Keatley Snyder. Discussed elsewhere.

A Case of Life and Limb, Sally Smith. Second of the Gabriel Ward mysteries, and the last for now, though there's a third coming next year. While eventually you get a murder here, much of the novel concerns someone sending packages with desiccated body parts to an assortment of men in the Inner Temple. (There's an entertaining discussion about whether this is even a crime, under the laws of the era.) Gabriel is once again tasked to investigate lest -- oh, the horror -- the journalists of Fleet Street find out and splash it all over their papers.

I should note that each book also involves some trial Gabriel is involved in, with the investigation taking away from the precious time he needs to prepare for that. I like that his trials are not murder trials; the first concerns a very tangled question of intellectual property rights around a beloved children's book, and this one concerns a defamation case brought by a popular stage entertainer. Topsy Tillotson is a delightful character, and I like how getting involved in her situation causes the rather mousy Gabriel to grow some unexpected teeth. (In my head he is played by Eddie Marsan, specifically channeling Mr. Norrell, sans that character's less admirable qualities.)

One other note I want to make, though, I'll put behind rot-13 -- not because it's directly spoilery, but because it might prejudice a reader's thoughts in spoilery directions: Gur jnl gung Tnoevry'f pheerag pnfr unf gb or gvrq va fbzrubj jvgu gur pevzr jvaqf hc aneebjvat gur svryq bs aneengvir cbffvovyvgvrf snveyl funecyl. Bs pbhefr vg jbhyq srry n yvggyr enaqbz vs vg jrera'g pbaarpgrq, ohg abarguryrff, gur aneebjvat fyvtugyl qvfncbvagf zr.

(originally posted at Swan Tower: https://www.swantower.com/2026/07/09/books-read-june-2026/)
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Following the successful conclusion of one of [personal profile] spatch's appointments for a change, we returned to Belle Isle Seafood and this time it was a beautiful gold-tilting evening and we could seat ourselves at one of the weather-polished open-air tables and a server came by with her pad of guest checks and for what we estimate to have been the first time in six and a quarter years we ate at a restaurant together. I got a plate of smelts piled just as high and sweetly sanded and ate them down to the fried tips of their tails and the delicate bones. Rob assures me that his baked haddock was as flakily rich as it looked under its crumbs and juiced lemon. We had duly observed the warning sign about the seagulls, but mostly we saw sparrows leaning like acrobats through the diamonds of the chain-link and a common tern that made an air-slicing swoop into the water after a small silver struggle of fish. I twisted corners of napkins into earplugs because of the planes roaring out of the peach-haze over Logan. The serpentine water was full of the shivered reflections of boats and the piers built green shadows under their Plimsoll lines. When we came home by way of Revere Beach where the glass-backed combers were still curling in high, the sun doubled itself fierily in the salt marsh off North Shore Road. Even more so now, the sea feels like a lifeline. Everything feels like choking and it is so important to have reasons to breathe.

BERJAYA

notes on The Residence finale

Jul. 8th, 2026 05:43 pm
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Paul William Davies et al, The Residence

A cosy whodunnit set at the White House during a state dinner. About six hours' worth of material, spread over eight hour-long episodes. Rapid-fire dialogue reminiscent of Howard Hawks's screwball comedies, a fun birding-obsessed detective, and a great cast. Recommended.

Three thoughts after the last episode:

1) That last episode is emblematic of the Netflix Way. The detective gathers all the suspects to walk them through the crime, as is traditional for the genre (though she's doing it to see who will give themselves away, rather than because she knows). So she takes them all through a recap of everything that's come up in the series so far. Then, just in case you missed it, she spells out explicitly how the murder was committed, again, for the big reveal. Dumbed down, for people who've been half watching and half scrolling. Kudos to the writers for managing to keep the rest of the show interesting, but I was about ready to gnaw my arm off to escape yet more Here's What Happened.

I recognise that audiences can't be trusted anymore, what with the proliferation of videos explaining the ending of even fairly straightforward movies. I just wish it weren't so.

2) I did not so much call the culprit as really really want it to be that person.

3) The whole series demonstrates how mysteries are a fundamentally conservative genre. spoilers follow ) I have no beef with this in general; it's just really obvious, and not a little frustrating, in this instance.
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I had no idea until last night that the runaway success of Lock Up Your Daughters at the Mermaid Theatre in 1959 had produced a small boom in Restoration musicals upon the London stage, or at least for two months in 1963 it produced Paul Dehn and James Bernard's Virtue in Danger, a musical translation of John Vanbrugh's 1696 The Relapse which despite a comedically impressive cast including Barrie Ingham, Patricia Routledge, John Moffatt, Patsy Byrne, and Alan Howard fizzled out as a curiosity with an original cast LP. As a musical, it does feel thin on the ground in that most of its songs are glosses on the Vanbrugh, but every now and then it comes up with a minor gem like the devastatingly sincere "I'm in Love with My Husband," the conditional yearning of "Let's Fall Together," or the sweetly clueless "Why Do I Feel What I Feel?" which last is stuck disastrously in my head. It's the catchiest tune in the show and the likeliest to have escaped containment—nothing else in the score rang any bells with me, but this one may have made it as far as Standing Room Only—and its debt to Rodgers and Hart is honorably discharged, but I still couldn't stop thinking of Tom Lehrer.
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Following on last month's re-release of The Writer's Little Book of Naming, The Writer's Little Book of Platitudes is back out in the world!

A white background with the text "The Writer's Little Book of Platitudes: Tips and Tricks for Taking (and Ignoring) Advice," by Marie Brennan, author of the Memoirs of Lady Trent. In the center is a red circle with a diagonal line through it (the symbol for "no") with the words "thou shalt not" inside.

“Show, don’t tell.” “Murder your darlings.” “Write every day.”

Certain pieces of advice are widespread in the writing community — but what do they really mean? And are they nuggets of universal wisdom, or do they only apply to some writers in some circumstances? Award-winning author Marie Brennan tackles these old saws, dissecting each one to see what purpose it might serve . . . and when you should toss it aside.


And starting next month, there will be a brand-new Writer's Little Book -- stay tuned for news on that . . .

(originally posted at Swan Tower: https://www.swantower.com/2026/07/07/the-writers-little-book-of-platitudes-returns/)
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The reissue of INDA is today.

I can't express what a relief it is to have the tyops and other messes cleaned up. No doubt one or two escaped, but that can be fixed, now that my rights are back in my hands. Almost twenty years to the day since it first came out; at that time having gay characters as just part of life was pretty rare, especially in main characters, plus an autistic hero. Now I am glad to say there are plenty more out there, yay!

Available from: Kindle | Kobo   |  B&N  | Apple  |. Print at Amazon (soon also at IngramSpark, AND AT BOOKVAULT, which is a UK outfit) 


Also, finally, after close on fifteen years, I have Wren Journeymage in print.
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Rewatching John Carpenter's Starman (1984) in full for the first time in decades reminded me of the odd, small cycle in American science fiction of its decade with their almost folkloric exploration of passing for human—learning what it is to be human, which is never required to mean replicating it perfectly. Jeff Bridges as the Starman retains his slight, birdlike glitches of movement and artifically accurate cadences to the last. His eidetic mimicry of television fills in for the cultural tics and expectations he has not yet worked out the rules of, but whose pattern he can reproduce well enough for normal social weirdness. It took me well into adulthood to understand the humor of the scene in Splash (1984) in which Madison is initially upset by a shootout in an episode of Bonanza because that extra-diegetic awareness of acting which a slightly nonplussed Allen explains to her was exactly how I learned to separate my own emotional reactions from fictional images that similarly disturbed me. The Brother from Another Planet (1984) and The Hidden (1987) would be the other titles that come to mind; I may be overlooking others, but the superficial appearance of Earth-humanity is a necessary criterion. Of course they are immigration stories, too, or so many of our heroes wouldn't have an inimical government on their tails. Madison and the Brother even make their respective landfalls at Ellis Island. I would love to be able to interpret this strain as a rebuttal to the paranoia of so much of the previous generation's science fiction where the federal government, fueled by the Cold War and the Red and Lavender Scares, was fully justified in blowing the aliens away, but I might need a larger sample set. I can at least track that the nonhuman characters under discussion are just trying to get on with their own lives, whose cosmically personal stakes are love or freedom or knowledge. "I make maps," the Starman explains himself. They feel more like Zenna Henderson's People stories than even something like The Man Who Fell to Earth (1976). I saw three of them as a small child. It was a useful additional reinforcement of the different ways to be a person.
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I will be at Readercon! Observe my schedule.

Reading: Sonya Taaffe
Friday 12 pm
Sonya Taaffe

Current forecast: new and uncollected poetry.

100 Years of Lud-in-the-Mist
Friday 2 pm
Casella Brookins, Graham Sleight, Greer Gilman, Lila Garrott (m), Sonya Taaffe, The joey Zone

Lud-in-the-Mist was published 100 years ago, the last of three novels Hope Mirrlees would write. Reprinted without authorization in 1970 in the Ballantine fantasy series, Lud-in-the-Mist influenced many contemporary writers, such as Michael Swanwick and Elizabeth Hand. What power does this novel still hold today, and how did a once-forgotten work come to be so well-remembered?

Classical Reception in Contemporary SFF
Friday 4 pm
Alexander Jablokov, Lila Garrott, Sonja Ryst (m), Sonya Taaffe, Tom Doyle

Greco-Roman and especially classical Roman culture are alive and well in recent and current SFF, from the seemingly ubiquitous Imperium to the pastiche of Pliny the Younger that opens Kai Ashante Wilson's The Sorcerer of the Wildeeps. Why do we keep reaching not only for the classics but for the classical? And why does it all feel so current?

Why "Morally Gray" Characters Get All the Love
Friday 7 pm
Elizabeth Bear, Melissa Caruso (m), P. Djèlí Clark, Sonya Taaffe, Sunny Moraine

Why is everyone so in love with "morally gray" characters now? Are we seeking to understand the complexity of the human soul, escape hero/villain stereotyping, or is it something else? Are morally gray characters really more interesting to write and read, or has moral clarity simply gone out of vogue? Is a morally gray character just a villain with a redemption arc?

The Bog Body Motif in Trans SFF
Saturday 1 pm
Ann LeBlanc, dave ring (m), Sonya Taaffe

Izzy Wasserstein's poem, "Come Back Wrong" (Strange Horizons, May 5, 2025), examines medical transition, drawing parallels with the transformation of sacrificial bodies tossed into acidic bog soils and left there for centuries to tan to leather. The bog body motif seems to pop up again and again in queer and especially trans SFF stories, songs, and games. Why? What is so appealing about the bog body as a metaphor, and what does the repeated use of this imagery indicate about the times we live in?

SFF and Queer Cultural Memory
Saturday 6 pm
David Gerrold, Ian Muneshwar (m), Sonya Taaffe, Susan Stinson, Victor Manibo

Much has been written about the losses to queer cultural memory wrought by both repression and AIDS. From Nazi burnings of research to yesteryear's censorship and today's book and social media bans, repressive movements have long tried to prevent queer narratives from emerging. What role has SFF played in preserving queer cultural knowledge? How have queer writers and readers changed SFF, and how has SFF changed us in return?

The Odyssey in 2026
Sunday 11 am
Charles Allison (m), Kate Nepveu, Kenneth Schneyer, Sonya Taaffe

Homer's Odyssey is having a moment: a new major translation by Daniel Mendelsohn (following other major ones by Emily Wilson and Peter Green), a recent movie starring Ralph Fiennes and Juliette Binoche (The Return), a musical adaptation that is a social media sensation (Epic), and a forthcoming blockbuster movie written and directed by Christopher Nolan. What aspects are these translations and adaptations highlighting compared to past versions, and what elements are ripe for more attention?

Reckoning at 10
Sunday 12 pm
Corey Farrenkopf, Marissa Lingen, Michael J. DeLuca (m), Sonya Taaffe

Reckoning launched its first issue at Readercon 27, back in 2016. Join Reckoning contributors and staff in celebrating ten years of creative writing on environmental justice with readings of work from the new issue and highlights from the past.

After an unbroken run from 2004–19, I have been out of the Readercon loop since its virtual edition in 2021 thanks to a combination of pandemic and personal medical disaster. Am I returning in good health? Hell, no, but I am returning. Who may I expect to see there?

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