The native

BERJAYA

Once you landed, you saw me looking at you

wondering from where you came looking for me

you were surprised at what I wore and was I too.

I was accommodating to make you feel at home

my home which I had tended for so long year

making it comfortable to please you as much.

But after knowing, my habits, my water hole

you drove me back into the far wilderness,

I had dreaded so long and away from home.

The inhabitants there treated me the best way

they could and made me at home, a foreigner

but I didn’t ditch them the way you did.

Indian Monsoon

BERJAYA

Wandering miles through burnt grass
in search of the elusive water source
the animals all huddled up, look for signs
that can only herald the arrival of
their perennial savior from the skies.

One fine day, a cool breeze starts to blow.
The hot air now becomes the hunted
looking for dear places to hide
for death is certain with the arrival
of the Great Indian Monsoon.

The small streams and the rivulets,
pour their volumes into rivers beds
that were once sand banks and ponds
and playing fields to kids in summer
now slushy fields with the downpour.

Life is back to normal now that nature
has bestowed its blessings upon the
region that gets its bountiful rain
for which man was ready till now
to barter with gold and riches he had.

Short stay

BERJAYA

I was in the midst of the road

There seems to be a motel afar

Nobody seems to tread this way

Balancing between the tall grass

I reach a creaky worn out house.

A faint light ready to die anytime

helps me to climb the trodden steps

An empty lobby I see, oh the light goes out

I stand in darkness, someone goes past me

The light comes back to life again

There was someone now seated there

He looks a bit weird, as I reach the desk

welcome to this motel, he greets me

it’s been a long long time, you see

seeing someone, as he shows the door.

I run to the bedroom and what do I see

there he is sitting smoking a queer cigar

When do you go to sleep young man?

Before I could answer, says he

I will be late you know how it is

I won’t disturb, yet just watch over you.

I run to the reception desk and bonkers

He sits there smoking the same cigar

chuckling, he says the desk is closed

and so is the gate as the day is over.

Young man, you can check out morrow

That is, not sure, if there is one for you…

Ajax and the pouch

BERJAYA

This was a story read 30 years back from a book of ghost stories that I had chanced upon in a book fair. Within a year of buying it, someone friendly took it  never to return it back and therefore I just have the bare skeleton in my mind.

Ajax was a petty thief who befriended anyone before robbing them. Sometimes it took him a day, a week or a month to gain the trust before he could repay it with his usual betrayal.

But most of the time or you could say of the umpteen times he had played the act which now was perfected to an art,  rarely barring a solitary person or two had come to know it was him and they had been of good personage not to pursue the matter further.

Of late, he had been following an old women who used to go about in the town with a pouch in her hand. It contained something precious for sure, the way she held it. She was new to him as it was quite a few days that she was seen walking around in this place. Her appearance was shabby, she had no shelter and some persons kind used to help her with food. She looked here and there afraid of something or someone as she walked. Rarely she looked anyone in the eye. It was a poor pale picture that she painted of herself.

The pouch had evinced interest in Ajax, who followed her with the intention of robbing her of it, but she never let anyone come close to her. Following her also was an ordeal because she walked long lengths unmindful of passing hours. Rarely he had seen her sit somewhere. The pouch no doubt contained some treasure, maybe coins or sovereigns as one or two times he had heard them jingle as she walked away.

Now Ajax lived in an old house overlooking the cemetry where he used to cook and smoke, make merry about his loneliness before going to sleep. One day as he was roaming around the street looking for another prey, he heard at the lighthouse tavern that that old lady had died in the morning and a few gentlemen were going around gathering money for conducting her last rites.

He also joined the Samaritans and by evening she was buried in the cemetry along with the pouch in her hands. Ajax had some plan come to his mind during the burial and made sure he stayed back till everyone left.

When it was dusk and he was sure that no one would be around, he dug up the coffin and stole the purse from the dead woman. He thought that he had added one more to his list where the owner  never would know as to who did the robbery.

Hurrying home, he sat in his small shack and opened the pouch. There was, as he had thought, a few coins of silver which would fetch a good price. There was an old wardrobe where he hid it before making his dinner. After  a small shot of ale that he had bought from the lighthouse tavern, he retired to sleep. As an afterthought, he took the purse from the wardrobe, and kept it close to him inside the blanket that he had pulled over.

Sometime during the night, he woke up to some sound and in that dim light of a waxing moon, he saw a frail frame of a person walking about in his hut looking everywhere for something lost of great value. It was to his confusion, the same old woman. She was murmering something as was her wont.  There she now opened the wardrobe door, looking for her purse. Inspite of the cold winter, a layer of sweat had long formed on Ajax’s face. He could barely move, frozen as he was with fright. This was the first time someone had come looking for the stolen goods and that too from the kingdom of the dead.

The murmering woman left the wardrobe, wandered about and then turned around and came close to the bed inspecting it. Ajax had sat  up, the pouch held close to his chest as once she did. He wanted to flee the scene, but his legs heavy as iron barely could make a move. The lady came closer and now their eyes met. He had never seen such eyes as they bored into  his. His eyes laid bare  his evil actions which is when her gaze lowered to his hands that held her purse. Somewhere a lightning struck and in that light, Ajax saw her frightening features. “Oh! It is here, you good for nothing”, she said in a booming voice that fell on deaf years as Ajax had repaid for his act with his frozen life…

Mixtard 30/70 Alternative

BERJAYA

This post is relevant for Diabetic patients who were using the insulin Mixtard 30 penfill cartridges that are not available in the Indian market in many places as remaining stocks are fast getting depleted.

To note, it is not available in India in its original pen filled cartridge forms because the manufacturer, Novo Nordisk is phasing out certain insulin products. However, Mixtard in vial form is expected to remain available in India.

So for those who were using Mixtard 30 Insulin cartridges would have some of the alternative options listed below:

ProductComposit. Manufact.
Insugen30/70Biocon
Lupsilin M30/70Lupin
Wosulin30/70Wockhardt
Huminsulin30/70El Lilly

With a different manufacturer, you may need to get a new PEN specific for that catridge also.

Kindly note this is for information purpose only. It is highly advised to meet your doctor to suggest you the best suitable alternative.

Sounds of a City

The tinkering of the milk man whose tampering

with your milk has broken all fresh water records.

The artistic chime of the cart  of vegetables

that the vendor has painted in the morning.

The gas cylinders getting unloaded nearby

when you had ordered one, a fortnight ago.

The newspaper thrown at your door by the

boy who vanishes into thin air everyday.

The school bus horn, when your kid’s

lunch box is still made by the half-maid.

The laundry man who comes for your clothes

and wears them before returning it to you.

The fish monger who pedals his bicycle

with lots of fresh ice in his long dead fish.

The mango pickle vendor carrying jars

having a mix of everything except mangoes.

The mat seller who drapes himself in the rugs

that he claims are hand-picked from Kashmir.

The fire engine that arrives at your back door

to contain the fire that is raging in the front door.

The ambulance that comes with a blaring horn

just as you slip into a coma with a glaring wound…

There is a time

BERJAYA

There is a time when you think

You have read enough

There is a time when you think

You have loved enough

There is a time when you think

You have worked enough

There is a time when you think

You have learnt enough

There is a time when you think

You have ran enough

There is a time when you think

You have slept enough

There is a time when you think

You have helped enough

There is a time when you think

Enough is enough…