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I didn't get the job. ;_;

The people I wanted to work for didn't "move forward with my application" but they saved my resumé for "future opportunities that fit my expertise".

I'm so heartbroken, I wanted that job so badly. So badly. More than I ever knew I could want to work.

My therapist is suggesting that I be a Peer Advocate, but that's nothing, to me, like being a Neurodivergent Mentor. Am I wrong about that?

If anybody's got any information that could help me about this, feel free to leave it for me.

But for right now, I just don't see the connection; it doesn't seem like being a Peer Advocate would get me a Neurodivergent Mentor position.

And that's what I really want to do.

Currently reading: megyal

All this fic is amazing.

By far one of the best Harry/Draco authors I've ever read, and I have read a lot.

When I finish BERJAYAmegyal's fic, I'm probably going to cry.

It's just so incredibly rare to find an author who writes Draco, particularly, this well.

Aros/aces in the queer community?

I see people discussing whether or not otherwise cishet asexuals or aromantics belong in the queer community and I'm just...
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Rolling my eyes so hard right now...

"I think OTP is such a terrible way to view relationships so I'm just gonna say Ships I Like"

Anti-fandom Gryffindors will be the end of me.

Hello again, friend of a friend...







I've updated my Masterpost!

(And posted on mark & eduardo again, because it was deleted.)

So much has changed since I was last here...

I was in love with people (from Vam), who abused me...I think. I still blame myself.

My close friends group has been almost completely revolutionized. That's a long, messy story I can't fully remember.

I've learned so much about myself and what I like and dislike (and what I absolutely 100% cannot tolerate).

I spend most of my time on Twitter now, with Tumblr coming in a close second.

I watch live television! Apart from Supernatural, even! That's definitely new.

Just, I've changed so much.

It's like stepping back in time, being on LiveJournal.

But I don't mind it here. ♥

Who I Am Hates Who I've Been:









So the story goes like this:

Girl meets girl.

Girl thinks she's impenetrable force of solitude and indifference.

Girl is told she's an angel.

Girl watches television show from which the angel originates.

Girl realizes she is, in fact, the angel who learned to be human.

Girl and girl form forever friendship.

Girl and television show form forever viewership (no matter how terrible it may be).
And now...Collapse )

PROMPTs (for Vam)





Posted July 20, 2009 5:08 AM


001.Hide002.Amnesia003.Funeral004.The End005.Lament
006.Crucify007.Deaf008.Cliff009.Float010.Engage
011.Want012.Blizzard013.Stoic014.Steal015.Adore
016.A Close Shave017.Threat018.Answer019.Whore020.Slave
021.Lick022.Fanatic023.Misty024.Ocean025.Sting
026.Trample027.Drop028.Complain029.Inject030.Tour
031.Cough032.Weapon033.Horny034.Film035.Change
036.Creep037.Complete038.Challenge039.Blow040.Pass
041.Reminisce042.Rain043.Dive044.Jobless045.Bored
046.Smuggle047.Starve048.Lucky049.Stoned050.Spike
051.Illusive052.Lake053.Adventure054.Prevention055.Ill Mannered
056.Argument057.Morose058.Arrogant059.Store060.Game
061.Extreme062.Natural063.Break064.Parch065.Mobile
066.Sick067.Slice068.Rape069.Piss070.Fag
071.Needle072.Frozen073.Bed074.Travel075.News
076.Music077.Experiment078.Entrapment079.Lunatic080.Trapped
081.Quake082.Dirt083.Doctor084.Blood085.Caress
086.Puncture087.Ride088.Treatment089.Hallucinate090.Companion
091.Brick092.Apparition093.Memory094.Slick095.Smell
096.Gift097.Self Loathing098.Writer‘s Choice.099.Writer‘s Choice.100.Writer‘s Choice.

RECCING (ALL) THE AUTHORS I ADORE!

So people have been kind of DEMANDING I post some sort of rec list. I can't stick to individual stories, mostly, because there are far too many of those. But I can recommend authors, and this list will grow as I remember more:

First, my dearest friends who deserve it so fucking much. They don't need the qualifiers of being my friend at all; I was in love with them before I met them. ♥

BERJAYAcasey_sms 
BERJAYAabriata
BERJAYAquickpixie
BERJAYAlearnthemusic
BERJAYAleladancer18 
BERJAYAcallmejude
BERJAYApasdexcuses
BERJAYAsilenceguardian

( ♥s are friends I made after the time of this post. I define friends as people I talk to at least twice a week about more than just fandom things.)
And ALL THE REST OF THESE GENIUS PEOPLE I LOVE...Collapse )

In response to jennicide:

I want to start out like the person above and say I respect your opinion and you can think anything you like about anybody you like. I mean, it's not like I haven't been in the shoes you're in right now, defending my dislike of Lady Gaga or Twilight or horror movies. So I don't condemn.

But I just don't...get it, I guess. Collapse )

(Acting as response to this. And if you read this, jennicide, I am not meaning to call you out. I just wanted a friend to read my comment without having to break your privacy and unscreen my comments somehow.)

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