| i've got bees on my head, but don't call me a... |
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| 11:04pm 01/09/2005 |
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mood:  contemplative
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so today, i was informed that i'm late & needed it tomorrow & procrastinated (sp?)
&
well
it's shit.
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| tears & coffee breaks |
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| 11:39pm 26/08/2005 |
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mood:  who knows?
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today sucked or "sucks"
nothing to do.
but
i did have a good conversation w/freddy. jeez. i miss him.
if i had known that this whole responsibility/adult thing was coming so soon i would've enjoyed the past more. but sadly, i'm saying what everyone manages to say.
everything is about money, finding stability, and all the rest.
but i know i have to be strong.
if not for me...for him.
he's coming back soon(er than later)
& i have to keep that in mind above all.
i just thought that this was still the "have fun" time.
hopefully it's coming back and not all in the past.
things just always have a way of turning out to be...
well...
crazy.
but i have faith in him and in that things will turn out -ok-
if not
then what was all this for?
for nothing...
& i'm not about to have all this go to nothing
& i know he's not either.
we understand & love eachother.
that alone should be enough, right?
well, all i know is that everything is tough
& if this brings me down (or too down)
then everything always will.
i'd never turn my back on my best friend.
my boyfriend. |
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