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No one actually loves you. No one is worthy of your trust. We show others love, because it makes us feel better about ourselves. We give others our trust, because it makes us feel less anxious, despite the fact that they will stab us in the back. While our social structure might be a bit more civilized than lions in a pride, make no mistake, we are animals and we will kill each other in order to survive and ensure our successful input into the gene pool irregardless of the quality of that input. So continue to be fake and embrace it. Don't waste time calling out others because they are fake. We are all fake, and ultimely all want the same thing. Which happens to be something none of us will ever completely have. So learn to accept fake love, learn to pretend to trust others, and be ready to kill everyone you meet. We are all fake.
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[17 Jul 2015|08:07pm] |
I got some 5-50 chord. I looked around my room but there isn't a good spot. The ceiling is too low or I'm too tall. Plus there isn't really anything that seems sturdy enough to secure it to.
I was so nervous when I jumped into the quarry the other weekend. I don't think I got the balls for a real jump.
I'm gonna have to figure something else out.
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[02 Dec 2010|08:40pm] |
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It has been too long LJ
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[02 Aug 2008|05:40pm] |
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God this sucks. I am sick of japan... this place is lame.
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[10 Jan 2008|03:29pm] |
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damn I havent put a new pic on this thing in ages...
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[05 Dec 2007|12:34pm] |
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I'm a sgt now. The marine corps is still gay, but at the same time i gotta admit that my achievments are pretty tight. There are so many questions about what it is gonna happen next in my life. This shit is crazy... I never thought it would happen to me. I seen it coming, but there wasnt anything I could do about it... except learn from it.
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[07 Nov 2005|06:04pm] |
Cheryl is so cute!!! she just came up to me and was all, "Curtis, you should feel this rock, it is really soft." and I was like stroke stroke..."Yeah, it is!" it was kinda soft... It's great to be home.
I LOVE MARISSA!!!!!!!!!!!! OORAH to that... MMYEAH!
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[06 Apr 2005|06:31pm] |
My life is like swimming across the atlantic ocean... I started it in some country in europe but i wasn't free, cause it that is the way the government was, so I decided that I have to get to america.. I have to be free! But I had no money... so i started swimming... about a fifth of the way there I encountered a boat, so I'm like... hmmm free ride they won't even know I'm there.. so I sneek aboard and it is like I'm in heaven I just sit down on the rail and relax... swimming can be very exhausting.. especaily when it is across the atlantic ocean... but eventually the captian of the boat spots me and he says where's your ticket... I just kinda gulp... oh shit I'm caught.. hmm maybe he'll let me work for a ticket... so I ask him.. and he's like "no! this isn't no charity cruise!" so then I get down on my knees and beg him... (I really don't want to swim across the atlantic ocean)... after much begging he finally agrees, so I get right to work. I work as hard as I possibly can.. I do all their dishes I mop the deck... I do every chore there is to do (except steering of course)... during that time I even sneek a little food so I don't go hungry, but then I finish... I finish all the work there is to be done for the day at a very early time, so after realizing this the captain thinks hmmm we haven't gaven him any food yet he hasn't tooken anything from us, yet he has gotten rid of all this work we have to do... so then he's like "haha you idiot, you've worked to hard.. so hard we don't even need you anymore.." and then he kicks me off and I got to go back to swimming..
Moral of story... it's good to work hard.. but don't work to hard.. slow it down a little.. enjoy your life when you're on the boat! cause you never know when you are gonna get kicked off!
-really lame ass story... by curtis krueger
shit I'm so bored!!!!!
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[11 Mar 2005|09:04pm] |
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you ever stop and think about all the gay animals... I bet the reasen faeries and dragons don't exist is cause noah brought gay faeries and dragons! that's why they don't exist!
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[22 Feb 2005|12:42am] |
jezebels lament: how's the hair?
jezebels lament: long and sexy or short and sophisticated
jezebels lament: ?
phoenixflame400: mine?
phoenixflame400: oh
phoenixflame400: I shave it every week...
phoenixflame400: very short and sophisticated
phoenixflame400: but...
phoenixflame400: i wish it was long and sexy still....
jezebels lament: haha yeah you do
jezebels lament: lol
phoenixflame400: I decided to get used to it being short
phoenixflame400: but allll the girls...
jezebels lament: lo yeah
jezebels lament: they're crying
phoenixflame400: I mean all liked the long...
phoenixflame400: haha
phoenixflame400: I was like sorry ladies...
jezebels lament: lol
phoenixflame400: gotta do what a mans gotta do
jezebels lament: they're slitting their wrists lol
phoenixflame400: BAHAHHAHA!!!!
jezebels lament: and rightfully so
haha
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[22 Jan 2005|05:54am] |
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Well, this morning I'm off to do some sort of physical test that's gonna take from 7:00ish to 1:00ish maybe more maybe less. I have no idea what they're gonna do to me. It's not to cold right now. I am bored and I'm waiting for my recruiter to pick me up, so I figured that I would update my lj! Because I haven't updated in a long time.
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[18 Jan 2005|10:14pm] |
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I Havent been updating much... mbmb, but uh not much new cept really good food. I'm gonna be a Culinary Artist! that way i can make myself great food all the time... yeah...
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[09 Jan 2005|12:41am] |
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"Getting Into You"
when i made up my mind
and my heart along with that
to live not for myself
but yet for God
somebody said
"do you know what you are getting yourself into?"
when i finally ironed out
all of my priorities
and asked God to remove the doubt
that makes me unsure of these
things i ask myself
i ask myself
"do you know what you are getting yourself into?"
i'm getting into you
because you got to me
in a way words can't describe
i'm getting into you
because i've got to be
you're essential to survive
i'm going to love you with my life
when he looked at me and said
"i kind of view you as a son"
and for a second our eyes met
and i met that with a question
"do you know what you are getting yourself into?"
i'm getting into you
because you got to me
in a way words can't describe
i'm getting into you
because i've got to be
you're essential to survive
i'm going to love you with my life
i've been a liar and i'll never amount to
the kind of person you deserve to worship you
you say you will not dwell on what i did but rather what i do you say
"i love you and that's what you are getting yourself into"
i'm getting into you (getting into you)
because you got to me (because you got to me)
in a way words can't describe
i'm getting into you (getting into you)
because i've got to be (because i've got to be)
you're essential to survive
i'm going to love you with my life
i'm getting into you (getting into you)
because you got to me (because you got to me)
in a way words can't describe
i'm getting into you (getting into you)
because i've got to be (because i've got to be)
you're essential to survive
i'm going to love you with my life
you said "i love you and that's what you're getting yourself into"
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[07 Jan 2005|09:09pm] |
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shit, thats a good song...
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[05 Jan 2005|09:57pm] |
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I experienced P.T. today... it was a lot easier than I thought it would be... I'm dissapointed. :(
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I didnt order a burrito today... Instead I order a Philly Cheese Steak Sandwich and it was Perfect! Thank You Sean! mmm...
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