philstar22

Hi! I'm Philstar22 here on Dreamwidth and Dragonofmordor on AO3.

I'm new to this fest and very excited. I'm pretty easy to please, I think? Honestly I'm just so ridiculously happy to get anything made for me. First, feel free to ignore all this and do whatever you want. I will genuinely be happy with whatever you want to make me because you are amazing and generous and awesome. But here are just a few things about me and my likes and a few dislikes.

Fandoms and relationships:

The Silmarillion and Tolkien in general is my biggest fandom. But I'm well aware that this is a small fandom (and that my biggest pairings are even smaller), and there are other things that I love to read and have included as well. But yes, I'm a big Tolkien nerd. And I'm obsessed with Sauron. I have lots of thoughts on him and all sorts of headcanons. My two OTPs are Sauron/Morgoth and Sauron/Celebrimbor. With the first one, I have very specific ideas. They may be villains, but I think they are kindred spirits and love each other and bond over their villainy. I very much hate the abusive!Melkor interpretation of the ship and very much DNW. With Sauron/Celebrimbor, that's way more complicated and I'll honestly read them any way I can get them. And I love both earlier stuff where Sauron is in Annatar form, which I guess would be a treat, and later stuff where Celebrimbor is trying to keep the Rings from Sauron, more a trick thing I guess? Maedhros and Fingon are another pairing I love, and I'm pretty easy with them, just, I don't think they got back together too fast after Maedhros escaped due to his trauma. Other than that, whatever you want.

For Star Wars, I'm very much an equal opportunity fan. I love it all. I love almost all the movies (Rise of Skywalker was just okay, I had some issues with it) as well as the Legends books and the canon books and the tv shows. Luke/Mara was my Star Wars OTP until Kylo/Hux came along. Now I love both equally and don't care that they don't happen in the same canon. Luke and Mara I'm happy with them any way I can get them. With Kylo and Hux I have specific ideas. I can only read them if Kylo is subbing and Hux is dominating. The other way around feels out of character to me.

And then, with Jaina, to be honest, I was just feeling in the mood for a threesome and she seemed like a good character to have one. She works well with both Zekk and Jagged, and they can put their differences aside for her, right?

And then, with the MCU, I just love Steve and Bucky. I'll take them any way, every way. Just, those two are so perfect for each other. You can throw in Thor, Peggy, Sam, or Nat if you want or it could just be the two of them. Up to you.


DNWs:

Only a couple things really. No feet play please, major squick for me. No way-out of canon AUs that remove magic/superhero/scifi elements (but PWPs that totally ignore that stuff is way cool). No romanticizing noncon. I don't mind it at all in fic if it is clearly portrayed as what it is, like say Sauron using rape to get Celebrimbor to tell him where rings are, but I don't like rape as love or anything like that.

Things I love:
hurt/comfort- I love both sides of it so I love both the hurt and the comfort, sexytimes/PWPs (but feel free to fade to black or go as far or not as you want), villains who are complicated and can love, strong and powerful women, women in charge and men who are totally fine with that, characters taking care of each other, praise and affirmation between pairings, unexpected relationship/bedroom dynamics as in how things are in regular life aren't necessarily the same as they are in a relationship like the person who is the boss in real life lets their partner take the lead in the relationship, really dark fics that explore what happens if the villain wins or captures the hero