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Sooo Last night was killer, kayla and i went back to town then got alex and went to the show..
Smoked some with sammy <33
Yippie!! Lol i was soo stoned it felt so good x)
Soo today... heather was down.. katie and i smoked one today and later i found sam macgee and kayla mackinnon in town
and me her alex and lil bruce went to the band shell and smoked 2 more there <3
then saw troy and we alll went to this barn that this dude we kno own...
haha we were all stoned.. and troy and them were drinking
soo fun, haha ivan was there the dude that drove us home yesturday
anywho.. nothing much went down either then that.
im outtt,, CHOW BRITTANY X CORE <3456789

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Haha.. Kayla and i went to the mall today..
We smoked like gram and half with booger and two other fucks.
Oh my lordie, i stole bunch of mint shit.. shirts, rings, bandanas, necklaces.
I was having wicked fucking luck..
Then renee britt kayla and i missed the fucking bus!
Sall good Ivan drove Kayla and me home for 2 bucks :P
Anywho im going back out soon.. Theres a show at the kins center
right now and we are going to wait to see my good pal sammy, so
we can get even more stoned :P
Today is so fucking killer so far..
I got a raddd poster with like something to do with weed..
Hmm i gots a smoke in my pocket too..
Oh how i want to puff the fuck out of it.
Anywho im off to get done and walk up kinzcenter with KayWa!!!
Chowzers xo Muah BRITTANYXCORE

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So.. Today was.. Odd..
I got some bad news from a "dude" i really liked and thought liked me too..
I totally wasn't expecting it..
He was beautiful too..
Im sitting here waiting for him to sign on msn.
Eeek, this always seems to happen to me..
Like i say "I always fall for the impossible".
Went to town with kayla and alex..Saw him..
Kinda gave him a dirty look, totally didnt mean it though..
I was really pissed at myself, and the situation.. and sad
And i was punching everything i seen..
My knuckles are so fucking swollen.. i mean like REALLY swollen.. and sore..
Uggh i cant talk about this.. it hurts alot..
But at least he still wants to be my friend.. I hope
A Friends Better then Nothing..
Im out now.. need some sleep soon.. sign on, please butterfly..
Chow xo :'( </3

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Hello there my little butterfly fellows =)
So just got in from hanging with Kayla in town, & before that we smoked a fatty <3
Im pretty baked rright now, I found a bunch of kick-ass hardcore bands on purevolume,
i have like 50 new favorite bands, haha ;)
Went to the mall earlier with kayla on the bus, before that we got $20 worth weed,
then in the mall, walked up the path to the wilderness and smoked 2 fat joints, and chilled.
Tubby & Booger were lookin for snakes and salamanders under rocks.. haha and Tubby through
a garder snake at Melissa, She totally flipped out. Hahaha..
Today was lots of stoned funness :)
But not much else to talk about.
Im off like a dirty sock, Chow Muah x-)
p.s. chris m has a hott bod-day !!

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Hello Pretty ones, How goes it , this fine fine nightttt time?
Fucking Fuck.. im Pretty gosh dang Burntt!!
Smoked joints with kayla mackinnon, and katie copen tadai.
Fuck Yeah niggaz.
Fuckin hottt boys everywhere tonight
I could of fucked them all then and there.
Mall tomorow on the bus with kayla.. wooo gettin stoned & stealing some clothes and shit.
I want to try to get a pipe from San Fransicoooooo, There porceline ones there,
really easy to gettt, oh my.
I need a shower..
Im leaving i have nothing else to say.
Choow ya Dirty Cow , toodles xo Brittany Gee Dogg Gillfish.

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Hello marvolous ones, How Goes It?
Haha.. Its 4:20 dayy, the stoners holiday <3
I dyed my hair red s'mourning, yay =)
I looks soo good now...
So yesturday Katie Lauren Kayla and I walked to Bec
to get our strike work packages shit..
Then Katie Kayla and I got reallly baked, and like hung around
town for like 8 hours..
Its was really cold & windy out.
Fuckk da pohleese <3
I talked to him last night too.. "shit happens" may i quote.
And Ill leave it at that.
Some person left a touching message on my site,
But just my luck its a lame joke.. yippies!
Anywho.. i got my report card, not as bad as i thought..
I failed gym, science, and math..
But im actually doing the homework now i finished like 6 pages last night.
Choo-ya..
So.. im off i guess.. Chow muah, B.Gillis

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Fuck Da Pohleese =)
Soo havent posted in a bittt.
I got my hair cut, FINALLY!!
Haha, it feels and looks soo good now..
Im dying it redd soon :P
Soo whitney peir and new waterford are at war yet again.
haha kayla and i went to skatepark around 4, then everyoneeeee came down ,
and whitney peir showed up !!
Fucking pigs kick us all outtt though =(
S'all good though, Everyone drove to the Pit in Lingan and fought there.
New waterford kicked their ass.
Supposively Whitney Peir is coming back tonight sometime.
I can;t wait..
Kayla Lauren Alex Tanya And I are pulling the whitney peir chicks out of the car and bashing them up =P
I NEED FUCKIN WEED.
Never had any all day...
Hopefully kayla can get some more moula, and imm going to ask my granddaddy for some cashhh.
woo.. im sittin here starving.. excited.. and waiting for KayWa too ring me
so we can go back to town and hopefully get a puff. <3
Woo whitney peir lick donkey wee wee.
Anywho im off like a dirty sock.
Ill post another entry laterr.
Chow xo xo muah
Ps. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHAUN!! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMY!! <3
Pss. WE LOVE OUR NEW WATERFORD BOYS<3

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Wooo hoo!
Haha, yeah i havent posted in a wee bit.
Nothing new happening.. well yestruday i went to town with kayla m & alex c.
bunch of us got stoned, everything would-a been better if it wasnt so fucking cold out x-(
But anyfuck im gettin my hair cut tomorow and maybe dyed, haha melissa crawford is doiing it for me.
x-P yay.. i want it short and spikey.. like innis's hair, her hair is the exact same hair ive been dying for x-o
Baha.. Its really nice out today.. well i just awoke, but mother saids so.
And plus it looks really nice out.
wickity wack.
Fuck.. i cant go to the show tomorow at the steeleworkers..
mothers all like BOINK! about it.
fucking fuck, but i dont care at least im gettin my hair done.
lately ive been dying to get a spider man and camaflauge little boys shirt..
haha..
"Eera Eera Ya Kno Wut Im Sayiung" J-Rock<3
New season of trailer park boys is starting up i hear, fuck yeah.
I met bubbles before hes the man, tapp that ass.
Anyfuck, im off like a dirty sock.
catch ya later, chow muah brittanyxcore <3 x-P

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Ello Pretty Ones.. So.. Show Last Night, It was all sorts of fun ♥
I didnt get to talk to SAMMY.. :( *frowns* Ah Well, The best set by far was,
Drowning Shakespeare, & Farewell to Freeway...
I bought two shirts, Both red, A F2F shirt, and Wheels on the Bus shirt..
Cooll shit.. I wanted to talk to mark so bad but he was with some really pretty chick..
Usually really pretty chicks that hang with really pretty boys tend to hate me for some reason.
BLAH!.. i need to go to another show,  Im supposed to get my hair done tomorw, We didnt even
book an appointment yet, yikes.
Anywhore, i got my mother to agree to let me get my labret peirced.. i dont know if i want it in the middle,
or to the side.. ROAR, choices, choices.
I kinda felt alittle left out last night.. Of course i tryed to get nicole to stand with me but she gets wicked anooyed quick and gave
me dirty looks.. and i didnt feel right standin next to johnna and mitchel all cuddly or andrew and jackie all cuddly..
Soo for the majority of the time i just stood alone in back...
oh mann,, PATHETIC ER WHAT.
I want my tattoo nowww!!!!!!!!!
im gettin two Stars down by goochie, goochie.
Not much else to say. i was up sinse 6:00 am..
my mother and brother andrew are gone to sydney.. my bros needs to get tests and shit done,
haha hes gettin his tonsilss removed.
oh fuck me shaun..
im off like a dirty sock
chow brittanyxcore ♥

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Oh my.. Farewell to freeway show , tonighttt, woooooooo.
Im soo excitied.. first show in a long time, and i saved up 35 bucks for merch.
Wooo.. Its going to be a fun nighttt.
Imm feeling rather pink right now.. muahahaha.
Soo i got off my grounded 2 days ago.. yesturday i chilled out at the sk8 park,
its was soo niice outt, actually felt like springg..
then came home, fought with my brother, went back out to skateparkkkk, lauren ditched me,
FUCK HER, ROAR.
then chilled around town with me myself and i.
Twas all good, i ran into josh, corey rance, and chilled with andrew & mitch at tim hortons, and scored some smokes,
so was pleasant day i guess.
Its like 1:59 only 3 and a halff hours to go till the show, myabe im a little too excitied, fuck it i cant wait.
Fuckk i saw marc in town last night, i didnt want him to see me so i quicky turned around and didnt look bad at all..
i feel mean doin that buttt he is oh too much pretty for meee.. i can barely look at him without screaming on the inside,,
any whore, i get to see sammy tonight wooo,, hes a cool cat.. too bad he lives all the way out glace bayy.. roar,
"i always fall for the impossible"
who cares, blow me.
anywho.. im gone to busy myself until the show, whooo.
chow chow xo xo brittanyxcore mother fuckers =)

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Oh mannn... im soo burnt..so my day soo far...
got up went to school, seen couple picketers, saw renee we decided to blow off classes and chill around.
we scored some weed, smoked it with jamie, and then chilled around bec for a bit. later renee and i went to Needs
and bought brownies, haha and went to the library and ate themm, wooo.
i was suppose to like hang out and skip with nicole but i couldnt find her when i got to school and i told renee to
tell nicole to call me at lunch b/c i could of went back up to bec after renee and i split. oh well
it was like 1130 am and i came home and just slepttt mann..
i just woke up alittle bit ago... soo tired still.
it got really niice out and sunny.. fuck i wish i was aloud outtt.
farewell to freeway show like 2 days
so far i saved up like 40-30 bucks for this hahaha, i can get 2 or 1 shirt, weed, acid, and munchies.. woo
im not sure bout acid though, i have a dude sellin me it for only 8 bucks and ill have enough.. but i told myself i was
going to quit all drugs excpect weed of course its harmless. But if i do this then it will be my last time ever doin acid.
bahahahahhaha.. yestruday was shitty i just re-read my post, wooo weeee what a bad day..
nobodies on line, rachelle was talking to me but she isnt anymore.. interesting.
mark and i kinda dont even really talk much anymore.. :-( sorta down bout that.. i want him badly.. relationship or just sex dont matter i need that bod,
anywhore im off i guess my little irish lads.
keep on rocking in the free world \m/
chow xo brittanyxcore

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Hello.. Not feeling the most happiest today..
I cant help but listen to The Sciencetist over & over again..
I watched Wicker Park yestruday and day before, It was the sweetest/saddest movie ive ever seen.
It made me think too..
I spend all this time thinking bout mark and dreaming bout him, and i know we will probally never be,
hes 17 im 14 and he likes other people.. i know he can do better and be with a girl who is more his age & prettyer.
I feel so confused.. i really want him.. but i cant get over the fact he said he liiked me too and i want to hang out with him
but im scared ill do sometime to fucked it up..
i wish things were back to normal like they were before.. when i could just stare at him without him noticing me...
i wish i hadent screwed all this shit up... i wish i was a new person,
i need a change.. a wig maybe..
lifes a fucking bitch, i wish we lived in a world where everyone had someone to love.. there would be no such thing of tears, 
& i love you wouldnt be so hard to say..
i wish i knew what love is.. what it feels like.. maybe i do.. maybe i dont..
i like S too, but he lives all the way out glacebayy.. fuckk
i always fall for the impossibal.
My eyes are tired of crying, my mind is tired of thinking,  my heart tired of breaking.
Somebody come rescue me, like they do in movies..
I know i can do better than this town.. somebody give me a chance.. i can be a nice person..
:'( I hate when i think too much..
Im not depressed.. im just soo tired of this so call life..
I look around and i see them everywhere.. couples.. girls and boys together.. boys and boys.. girls and girls.. husband wife... grandma and grandpa..
I want someone to call my own..
I spend all my time matching my friends with people and helpin others out i forget about myself..
It would be nice to have some one to hold me.. to love me..i dont mean friend, or family love..
i mean.. love..
this is lame, im off.

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Hey guess what?

A - age you got your first kiss: oh mann young & with a chick like.. 7-ish (slluts start young :) )
B - band listening to right now: NORMA FUCKING JEAN!!!
C - crush: MK..
D - dad's name: James S Gillis (JIMMY)
E - easiest person to talk to: myself
F - favorite bands at the moment: norma jean, across five aprils, take on the world, troy hampson, drowning shakespeare, glass bottom boat.

G - Gummi bears or gummi worms: gummi worns because their long and gooey
H - hometown: new waterferd bi
I - instruments: piano, flute, alittle guitar, can scream.. but noo YOULL NEVER HEAR BASTARDS!!!!

K - kids: are stupid
L - longest car ride ever: my anal
M - mom's name: anita <3
N - nicknames: britten or britt
P - phobia[s]: being alone, aliens, people touching my face, being hollard at, being in love.
Q - favorite quote: turn that frown upside down, if that dont work then think of a clown. =)
R - reason to smile: when he looks at me :)
S - song you sang last: color blind by counting crows
T - time you woke up [today]: 9:00am
U - unknown fact about me: i deeply emotional.. wait you might all know that.. mmm..  i masterbait alot?
V - vegetable you hate: boiled carrots
W - worst habit(s): saying sorry
X - x-rays you've had: bunch
Y - yummy food: pina coladas
Z - zodiac sign: scorpio

Baha, stole this fucker above from nicoles lj..
<screams> YOUR DOING THE WALTZ WITH YOUR MURDERER</screams>
Can i get a fuck ya.. Soo went to mall with mother early today.. like 930
I made her buy an outfit and jewerly for herself.. she deserves to shop for herself..
but also i gots a pair of hottxcore pants from sirens... yea but they are ripped and shitt, oooo..
sammy the dopie smoker is talking to me, muahahaha
shauns gone, bye bye! noo.. my eye candy..
futher mucker.. all the pretty one either leave or are gay.. x'( i cant win..
Im off like a dirty bra..
chow xo brittanyxcore

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Yay, I got to fuckin sleeep inn.. school twas cancelled becausse at like 7 oclock it was blizzarding like a mofo out.
Hahaha janitors, and such are strikin tomorow.. fucking fuck i need to get to class to get the wrest of my science notes for the test.
I dont have time for this stupid protesting i need to fucking pass..
uggh.. i need a tatto.. i was thinkin and now i want the inside of my lip tattooed, and like a little broken heart then "breaker" next to it..
ahh i keep thinkin of new ideas for tatts, fuckkk
so.. i was talkin to mother im alowed to go to the farewell to freeway shhow april 7th, and like next week ill be aloud out for like one night
until she eanrs my trust or something like that .. what ever ill be out more then a worthless night.
Mann.. i've been thinkin of quitting like everything even dope.. maybe BLAH i dont know.. im feeling straigh edge today.. fuck!
i need it though i need my precious mean green ♥

uhhh.. jesus hates me.. fuck you..
i *fucking* ♥ him.. if only i could fucking look at him without
blushing or wanting to be shot in the heart and die right away.

eeeeeehhh... im off like a dirty sock my wonderfuls.
chow xo brittanyxcore

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Olla..

not much to say, im at the moment saving up for a tat.. not sure what i want yet.
watch this;
;type vagina with the following body parts;
nose-vagina
tongue-vagina (slimey)
toes-vcaGFUI BNA ( oh my lordie)

fuckk i saw him today and oh my i near died, UHH everytime he sees me i look like a fuckin retarded pidgeon.
haha katie and i are making a volcano for the science fair, haha. fifth grade hardcore fuckers or what.
support staff at all schools in new waterford are going to BEC and are striking this Friday supposively, this should be interesting.

IM GONE FUCK WEDNESDAYS.
chow b.gillis

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Yo.. Soo sat around all day and shit..  watched this really shitty movie campfire stories but was really cool at the end the misfits were in it.. like woah.
Hmm i found this really madd coool singer dude from my old town trenton called troy hampson, he is like folk rock/ indie <3
one of my new favorite artist now , im pretty obsessed with rosemary we're dying, ive been listenin to it a better half of the day.
soo im on a mission to build a nother site a better one.. not freewebs or any of that shit.. i need to find a host then ill make my layouts with paint shop pro and use ftp, and it will be s'all good.
my grandparents gave me 10 bucks today thats going to my tattoo fund. woo ive not 100% sure yet but i think im going to get LUSH writing in fancey pirate writing on my right wrist.
i think that would be hott.. oh mann the beginning of this song is pretty depressing.. oh my.
I NEED A TATTOO.
ive finally decided on what im goin to do with this shit you call hair.. im going VERY red, then big thick blonde streak on one side and the other like 3 thin blonde streaks, and ill get the razor runned through it a bit.
that should be rad..
fuck.. still grounded.. cho ya.
spring fling is soonnn oh man i hope i fucking wish he asks me.. he would look soo pretty dressed all fancey :'-)
meep.. i guess im gone.. nothing else to go on about.
chow xo b.gillis
p.s. happy chocolate bunny day darlings : )

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Hello pretty ones. So its still early.. wait no it isnt its like 12:38 fuck me.
Andrew hopped in the shower before me even though i was just about to get it.
fuck him! i have to clean up today around the house, i might go to the mall today with
my brothers and my bros daves girlfriend. Im going to the mal tonight with my mom later.
I wish i had some fucking cash, fuck im still pretty grounded, what else is new.
mark<3 is too pretty, damn him!
i really need a shower i smell like cucumbers. =(
ROAR! Spring fling is coming up in the end of April.. I really want ****  to ask me but
i don't think he will. Fuck guys i hate them, thats it from here on out im a lesbian.
oh yeah, fuck isnt bisexual enough.. i wish i could be lesbian but still theres always a bit
of me that wants dick. I'll just stick with my bi-sexuality, hopefully ill find a really hot/nice chick.
Im leaving my brother just came out of the bathroom!! WOO.
chow xo b.gillis x)

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Hello pretty ones, So dad let me go outside for two hours today.. i went to town, nobody there, went to kayla face bugged a smoke then back to town..sat around with jay aucoine for a bit and we talked and such, now im back here in this house.. i hate beiing grounded.. i wanted mark to come down today but who wants to be stuck in a house on a friday night?
i know i sure dont.. but fuck. this song is depressing me, well not really but alittle.
soo, farewell way show like april 7th, fuck i hope i can go.
ill probally end up paying at the door.
i feel very missplaced, man i hate winter... well actually i think its like spring.. but still theres snow & hard nipples.
ii off i guess, i must find something to do.
chow xo b.gillis