Stuff (&things)

I am generally feeling pretty good about things. I am coming to terms with myself as not being a very tourist-y person, and putting less pressure on myself to go do lots of silly things, because truth be told I don't really care to. There is a cave near here that I want to go visit, but apart from that, I want to just be where I am and enjoy it.

I am beginning to feel like I am, like, the least chilled out person in Austin. It's a strange feeling, that everyone is just so casual and relaxed...It puts me on edge. Which makes me feel bad, like I am not trusting the world. It feels like I need to let my walls down like, severely. Because I do want to be trusting and open and happy. But it seems hard when you are in a new place and everything seems so...good. It's like, what's the catch? When really I should be going out into the sun and playing frisbee golf.

It is just weird to imagine everything being good. And I don't understand why that is. Just chill, Robert. Take it easy.