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holy cow... so i don't even know if anyone uses this anymore but i'm sitting in my college class and just thought i would get on here.. this is insane! well.. if anyone actually still reads these just comment! i love you all!

xoxo

yeah.. so i saw someone else's schedule on here and decided to be cool right along with them.. and plus, that way if any of you have a class with me.. let me know, alright?

1st trimester
1-gov't bull
2-personal finance finch
3-spanish 4a herlein
4-cosmo
5-cosmo

2nd trimester
1-spanish 4b (independant study) herlein
2-human biology (mon and wed w/ cmu)
3-painting smith
4-cosmo
5-cosmo

3rd trimester
1-total body fitness gardenour
2-clothing and fashion parkhurst
3-free hour
4-cosmo
5-cosmo
after school from 4:30-6:45- psychology (tues w/ cmu)

i have the free hour because i'm taking a night class.. so i'm happy about that. well.. thats about it folks!

HEY EVERYONE!!
i am back and ready for action!
mexico was awesome and going on that mission trip was possibly one of the best things that i've ever done. when i get my pictures back i'll try to get them on here so you all can see the cute kids! they were so awesome! it was crazy how welcoming all of the people were to us. there were over 850 people on the trip, we got a and we built 26 houses in 4 days. i would call that absolutely amazing. well.. thats all i have to say for now, except that i miss you all and i definatly missed my mom the most! lol

Current Mood:

drained

gosh.. still looking for a job. i've called the places that i've applied and they aren't hiring and such. so i don't really know what to do yet.

WELL.. me and randy are doing just splendid! the typical, stupid fremont fuckers had to start shit and told randy that i was hanging all over guys when all i did was shake hands with 3 guys. now, if thats being all over guys.. then i don't know where i've been all this time. one person i'd like to credit for this lovely series of events is kev mollet. don't care about the spelling because you all know him. and then when i went to confront him about it, he ignored me LITERALLY like i wasn't standing there trying to say something to him. the stupid fucker. yeah, i use to 'get along' with him until he started that.

anyways! like i said, we are doing splendid.. when i went to the craft fair, i bought some oils from this whole scent tent thing. omg! my nose hurt after i got done from there! and the best thing is, is that they make all the perfumes and colognes that they provide.. and it doesn't have all the alcohol in it so when you smell it, it doesn't give you a head-ache! they smell so good to! i got randy the Very Sexy (Victoria's Secret) and then i got Paris Hilton. yes, i do hate her with a passion, but the perfume smells good. the guy at the stand and i renamed it rich bitch perfume lol. he was cool. so back to my origional story, me and randy had a few words because of all the rumors. well, today he called me and told me that he had gotten me something because he felt bad for all the yelling he had done at me when none of it was even true. he got me this shirt from pac sun. it's a hurley shirt and it's really cute! at first when he told me that he had gotten me a shirt i thought "great.. (sigh)" because i did't know if he knew what i liked. but it was perfect! he just keeps suprising me! lol

so i'm kinda mad that the festival is over with because i got to see a lot of my friends there and now i'll have to wait to see them again at school. i need to get out more lol.

oh i almost forgot! if anyone would like to get some of the oils.. they're raelly cheap and last a long time. just comment back to this or email me and i'll get you the number for the people. they're going to be at the coast guard festival too.. so you can pick some up there. and believe me, they're TOTALLY worth every penny!

well.. 9 days until i leave.. i'm kinda scared.
i've never flown alone before. and air ports make me nervous.
it's not that i don't like flyin, because i love it. but all the different hallyways look the same to me and i can't tell the difference between them or where i have to go.
i know i'll be fine because i can just ask for help if i need it, but i'm still a little nervous about it.

well, brandon delong comes home from korea in 5 days. it's exciting. i've known this kid since i was in 3rd grade.
funny story.. him and chad were pushing me back and forth (in 3rd grade) between each other.. chad was behind me and instead of pushing my back, he was 'push/punching' it. i started to cry and brooke went and got their mom. she chased them downstairs to their rooms with a spatula! she was like hitting them with it and it was so funny.. i guess you just had to be there lol.
i saw brandon like a couple days before he left and we just hung out at the sheppards house, ate and watched tv and such things.
all i know is that we definately have to play the game of life! lol i love that game!

i really miss tyler sheppard. i haven't seen or talked to him in about a month because we're both really busy with sports, him working and other friends. so i think i'm going to make a point to hang out with him sometime soon when he gets back from soccer camp.

gosh.. the last three days i was at cheerleading camp in shelby and now today i have to go and lay sod for the soccer team. and you know what, i don't care what you guys think about cheerleading, i'm fucking sore! we did so much crap that i can barely move my upper body..my legs aren't that bad.
one thing that i don't get about you people is why you always think that in cheerleading all you do is yell and clap. that is defiantely a bunch of bull shit! i'm sure that most of you people couldn't throw people into the air on any day that you feel the need. we seriously work so hard at what we do and all our school does is cut us down. we're not the steriotypical cheerleaders. that was the 50's. you people need to get a reality check. we work our asses of to win competitions and every year we're getting better. i don't see why some of you girls wont just come to one or two practices and see how you like it. if you don't then you can leave, but just be open minded.
thats the problem with fremont. all we support is fucking football, basketball and girls volleyball. if the rest of the school programs had half of the funding and support as those three sports had, we could be twice as good. but fremont wont.. and its a bunch of shit.

alright.. thats my bitching for this week!

80's day today.. we had a blast! woo hoo!

i talked to sean bergsma for the first time in forever. for all who don't know him, which i think is everyone except me and sarah schornagel.. he's from grand haven. no big deal..

it's really weird. my stomach hurts really bad. it's not an ache.. i have like pains.. almost like cramps, but 10 times worse and up higher.. in my stomach. when i got home from sarah's house, i couldn't even stand up straight. then i felt like i was going to vomit. but now they're going away a little bit. so i should be alright.

we got an air conditioner today. it's one of those that you stick in the window.. not central air or anything, but it works for me! now all i need is cable and maybe some tevo, and i'll be set for life!

i heard this song on the radio for the first time in YEARS! and i love it so i thought that i would share the lyrics with all you crazy-cool people..

I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long, long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I love your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me

I read those words just hours before my grandma past away
In the door way of a church
Where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me
Between now and then ‘til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me


It's called "If You Get There Before I Do" by Collin Raye. it's also called "Love, Me".. and it's country, so i know most if not almost all of you wont like it, but i do.. so i don't care!