A crowded world
Hopeless and greedy
Actors playing a role
In this dark city

A star among a trillion ones
And I see you everyday
In my hopes and dreams
And I wake up in a scream

I'm looking for you
Within the constellation
I want you, need you
Save me from desperation

Wanna show you a new world
Visit galaxies afar
New dimensions to behold
Jumping from star to star

I dreamt of your eyes
My fatal addiction
But I don't know who you are
And I can't seem to reach you

Don't ever wake me my dear
I have chosen my place
Why can't I make it real
Why can't I make you stay
By my side

I see you everyday
In my dreams so deep
But I can't find the way
I just wanna go back to sleep

Oh how I wish
To hold you in my arms
How I wish
To stay with you
Oblivious to the world outside

All the lights are coming on now
How I wish that it would snow now
I don't fell like going home now
I wish that I could stay

All the trees are on display now
And it's cold now
I don't feel like going home now
I wish that I could stay

I wish that I could walk you home

Santa's coming to town
With sequins in his hair

City headache
Subside your dreary tongue
Send a doctor to my house
Got me a fever
Comin' round the bend
Heavy, but slow
of danger
straight-talkin'
you're sendin' me to bed
'cause I ain't walking in in my state
A temperature that will not go away
so let it build up in my head.
My head.... mmmmmmmmmmm

Prescribed pills
I just throw 'em down the sink
'cause in the hills is my cure.
No city headache to knock on my front door
no spewing faces to bug me
your output love, oh, resigned it to my ears
a beacon signal from your mouth
Some cleansing water
to wash away the grime
the city laughter on my face.
My face... mmmmmmmmmmmmm... ahh

It's not for me
the speed in which you walk
would burn the soles in my feet
congested, and chokin' from the fire
the chain-smokin' freak shows
that's how it goes
so you just find the road
and pack your bags
where no one knows, oh.

Here I choke...

Upon the lake, upon the windless water
Swim down to me, beautiful bird
Mercy, stay not forever out of reach
I hear, I hear your evening song

Spirit bird unbind my withered limbs
And cut me from this torment

Watered in blood in which I sink and drown
In flesh and by shackled flora bound
Feed the ache of this exile's alien song
I hear, I hear your evening song

Spirit bird unbind my withered limbs
And cut me from this torment

Mercy, don't abandon me...

Arrayed in pearl, blushing illuminate
Deep wounds, vast seas that rack and crush
Moonlight upon my throat. Tempest black
I suffer your endless song

Here I choke...

Replume, refire, ravage my unholy ghost
My heavenly mate, flaming bright
Bloat and cry out, flame in the infinite
For all the world is spirit furnace

Old age, my god, love, and white this blizzard night
All songs strangle under ice, flame out, and die
Forsaken evermore; linger frozen everlasting song

Rest, sweet nymphs, let golden sleep
Charm thy star brighter eyes
Whilst my lute the watch doth keep
With pleasing sympathies

Lulla lullabye, lulla lullabye,
Sleep sweetly, sleep sweetly,
Let nothing afright ye,
In calm contentments lie

Dream, fair virgins, of delight
And blest Elysian groves
While the wandering shades of night
Resemble your true loves

Lulla lullabye, lulla lullabye,
Your kisses, your blisses
Send them by your wishes
Although they be not nigh

Thus, dear damsels, I do give goodnight,
And so am gone;
With your hearts' desires long live,
Still joy, and never mourn

Lulla lullabye, lulla lullabye,
Hath pleased you and eased you,
And sweet slumber seized you
And now to bed I hie

I know not the words to make you stay
Yet they are engraved on your face
This secret language, I cannot speak
Only whisper on the breeze

My breath, these tears, my cries, all curled up inside
Haunting apparitions that are hidden to the dark light of day

Our destiny shall arrive, someday Angel
I will come to you
Our fates shall coincide, one day, dear child
I will come for you

Cruel means took you far away from here
Yet your ghost has inspired me
I shall walk in shadows under the sun
Awaiting your faithful call

My breath, these tears, my cries, all caught up inside
Celestial apparitions that are shaded in the dark light of day

What once was lost is now found deep inside of your soul
Cry out for me and I will return to you

(got a bit of a phone text stalker right now so this song has been going through my head a lot!)


" You think that we connect
That the chemistry's correct
Your words walk right through my ears
Presuming I like what I hear

And now I'm stuck in the web
You're spinning
You've got me for your prey

Sorry, I'm not home right now
I'm walking into spiderwebs
So leave a message and I'll call you back
A likely story but leave a message
And I'll call you back

You take advantage of what's mine
You're taking up my time
Don't have the courage inside me
To tell you please just let me be

And it's all your fault
I screen my phone calls
No matter who calls
I gotta screen my phone calls

Now it's gone too deep
You wake me in my sleep
My dreams become nightmares
'Cause you're ringing in my ears "

I try to reach you through this fog of ancient fear
And I`ll return to you one day again, my dear

I made this journey over seven seas for you
And now I found the place and now, I found the truth

This is the last step to my illumination now
So long just waiting, searching, hoping and finding the way how
On the water in this realm I see your face
A revelation`s done, right moment, right place

Once in a lifetime your dream is your destiny`s way
And here on the water
This water, forever you`ll stay

Dark waters now await my branded soul
So much done to reach this deep dark hole

The execution of all gains in my life before
Is now, is then, and will be finally forevermore
No more waiting, searching, hoping, and finding how
As I`ve been told, I will reach your kingdom now

Once in a lifetime your dream is your destiny`s way
And here on the water
This water, forever you`ll stay

Now I invite you to come to my kingdom with me
No foretelling futures, through the eyes of the world you will see

Doesn't Lenny Live Here Anymore By Phil Ochs

You laugh at the people who walk outside of the sidewalk
And you talk to yourself so much
when you see other people you can't talk
This time it's true
The charade is through
And you can't seem to run away from you
Away from you
And the haggard ex-lover of a long-time loser
Stands rejectedly by the door
Doesn't Lenny live here anymore?
Are you sure?

You sit at the desk
To lose your life in a letter
But the words don't seem to come and you know that they're(?) better
and it's all so strange
Pictures lose their frame
And I'll bet you never guessed
There was so much pain
So much pain
Until the haggard ex-lover of a long-time loser
Stands rejectedly by the door
Doesn't Lenny live here anymore?
Are you sure?

The moon, she shines too soon and simply sadly
You loved your love so much that you'd strangle her gladly
And it's all so slow
Time has ceased to flow
And the whistling whore knows something you don't know
And the haggard ex-lover of a long-time loser
Stands rejectedly by the door
Doesn't Lenny live here anymore?
Are you sure?

You swore you'd store your love for one time only
Now you searched the books in vain for better word for lonely
And you're torn apart
No other love will start
And you, you'd like to steal a happy heart
A happy heart
Then the haggard ex-lover of a long-time loser
Stands rejectedly by the door
Doesn't Lenny live here anymore?
Are you sure?

The fat official smiles at the pass on the border
And the hungry broom makes sure that the room is in order
You pull the shade
All the beds are made
As your lips caress the razor of the blade
Of the blade
And the haggard ex-lover of a long-time loser
Stands rejectedly by the door
Doesn't Lenny live here anymore?
Are you sure?

The soul of the sun shines just outside of the winter
The shoulders charged, the boards of the barricade is splintered
Now at last alone
The flashlight is shown
Hello inside is there anybody home?
Anybody home?
It's the haggard ex-lover of a long-time loser
Standing rejectedly by the door
Doesn't Lenny live here anymore?
Are you sure?
Are you sure?
Are you sure?

The deep blue sea attracts my senses
The tide is like the heartbeat of eternity
I feel warm and safe as I'm diving deeper
Into the heart of the ocean, I have no fear

What I used to be is not important
I feel that something has changed inside myself
I breathe easily inside this liquid life
A total synthesis, immortality

Beauty and wisdom are surrounding me here
Aren't we the ones who try to ignore?

Forever free is what I could be if I stayed here
With no idea of human greed I'd play my part

I escape from everything that I know, as I'm drifting within this flow
Let me go to where I belong
Listen to the waves, they're singing a song