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February 4th, 2009 (10:22 pm)

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current mood: creative

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Blockbuster = fun job.
Ha. I updated.
I just found this old lj that Aj and I had.. HOW ... lame. Oh well...
I'm getting a new tattoo next week. =D

Whatttt!

May 1st, 2006 (03:43 pm)

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I'm ~~IN LOVE~~ with AJ!

Omg, I ~~love him~~her.
I ~~LOVE YOU~~ Aj!!
hehehehehe!!
that was funny. /edit.. . . ...
Oh, yeah, go here..
www.godhatesfags.com

Nick and I are bashing right now, care to join?....bashing the site that is! haha. <3

What a loser.

January 25th, 2006 (10:03 am)

creative

current mood: creative
current song: Lots of chatter!

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So last night I saw Alana, and for the back story she's not answering my phone calls. So, I ask her why she's not answering, she says she read what I said about her in my livejournal. She said I said she was only gas money, and I was going to start making up excuses so I don't hafta hang out with her anymore. Honestly I don't talk about her in my livejournal much. I said "I'm going to see potter again today, thanks to Alana, she's got gas money" I never said she was ONLY gas money, boy does she have an active imgination. I also never said anything about wanting to hang out with other people instead of her, nor did I say anything about making up an excuse and telling Aj about it. Bitch is trippin'. But whatever I don't care, the only thing I am missing about her right now is that I have no one to go skateboard with...so WHATEVER. I'm happy now, and I leave for Fort Lauderdale iiin, 2 days NIGGA!! Oh god, -looks around- I'm at school right now hahaaha. Okay, shelly and I are skipping 3rd, so this is radical! Okay gonna go check myspace and xanga and be hardcore like! Holluh!
xo
-Tessa

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January 20th, 2006 (02:08 pm)

anxious

current song: Something by AAR
current mood: anxious

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I never update here anymore. Hahaa oopsie

I should start so Lynds and I can whore out on comments again, JEEZ
OKay outtie. ♥

I HAVE NEW PICTURES, BITCHES.

December 6th, 2005 (03:09 am)
current song: Snakeface - Throwing Muses

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So I've decided I like the font all centered, yeaaah boy.
Okay, So I was thinking. This year is so totally un-normal.
It didn't feel like Halloween, It didn't feel like Thanksgiving, and it most def. does not feel like Christmas, or my Birthday.
It's kinda heartbreaking you know? Like I used to look forward to Christmas cos' I knew I'd get everything I wanted. I miss being rich, a lot. Well not rich, but I don't like being poor. It is NOT fun. It's like I'll be sad on Christmas, especially cos' Aj is gonna be in Virginia. I won't have anyone. I don't want to be around my family, I know I'm going to cry. I just know it. And on my Birthday. Oh boy am I gonna cry then. I've written so many poems in my head lately, I just never get to the computer in time to type them down. I've written one on paper, but I don't like it.

Another thing I was thinking of is how Glad I am that I'm not friends with Staci. I think I was able to cope last christmas cos' I was drunk or high the majority of the time. And I was all "with" Tyler, then Ashford. And I was distracted. But, I wish I wouldn't have been so bad last Christmas. It was really hard on my grandmother, I mean I've always done the right thing, Always. I'm the good girl. I got good grades in School, never got in trouble. I hung out with the right crowd. But I was sick of being good, yanno? I just wanted to be all bad and stuff. I'm really thankful that I have Aj right now... I need him so bad right now too. I mean, I've never felt like this. Not with Reid, not with Alex, not with Dylan, none of them compare, in the least. He's the best thing I've ever had. I'd be so lost without him.

I'm also glad that Linds and I are speaking again.. It was really weird not talking to her. I don't like it when she doesn't like me. I still don't know exactly how she feels, and I wish she would tell me... and I wish I could be a better friend, but I'ma bitch, I can't help being a stupid person, and a horrible friend and OMG I'm really glad she's not hating me anymore.

And, Jessica has helped me out a lot A LOT with my blissful long distance relationship. Lots of advice, and it's all helped me a lot.. SO THANKS GIRL!
And yeah, just thought I'd update, since it's been so long.
Mk, going to talk to Linds and Alex and..amanda? Yeah something! okay holla!
xo
Tessa

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November 28th, 2005 (11:04 pm)

drained

current song: Jomama Hurcut
current mood: Headache

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YO
http://www.xanga.com/private/home.aspx?user=urawha
I update there more.
So GO whores.
I have a headache.
xo
Tessa

----Ooooh.

How perfect is this song for me and my husband??

No more talk
of darkness,
Forget these
wide-eyed fears.
I'm here,
nothing can harm you -
my words will
warm and calm you.
Let me be
your freedom,
let daylight
dry -your tears.
I'm here,
with you, beside you,
to guard you
and to guide you . . .

Say you love me
every
waking moment,
turn my head
with talk of summertime . . .
Say you need me
with you,
now and always . . .
promise me that all
you say is true -
that's all I ask
of you . . .

Let me be
your shelter,
let me
be your light.
You're safe:
No-one will find you
your fears are
far behind you . . .

All I want
is freedom,
a world with
no more night . . .
and you
always beside me
to hold me
and to hide me . . .

Then say you'll share with
me one
love, one lifetime . . .
Iet me lead you
from your solitude . . .
Say you need me
with you
here, beside you . . .
anywhere you go,
let me go too -

that's all I ask
of you . . .

Say you'll share with
me one
love, one lifetime . . .
say the word
and I will follow you . . .

Share each day with
me, each
night, each morning . . .

Say you love me . . .

You know I do . . .

Love me -
that's all I ask
of you . . .

Anywhere you go
let me go too . . .
Love me -
that's all I ask
of you . .

And yes, it's from Phantom of the Opera, but that movie is the shit.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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November 27th, 2005 (03:27 am)

tired

current song: Nothing
current mood: tired

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I finally sent my pictures to my email
so this is from New Orleans, Tree Hill Tour, in March. I would have more, but my phone is being gay now, so I'll just post the one of him looking all cute like . ♥

( mad tyler hilton love Collapse )

I♥Aj

xo
Tessa

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November 26th, 2005 (02:33 am)

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I don't want this feeling to stop, please don't fade away.

I feel so sick.

Glen Cocoa is the coolest thing, mhm.

xo
Tessa

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November 23rd, 2005 (11:39 am)

crushed

current mood: crushed
current song: Perfect Situation - Weezer

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I hate when people don't directly address you,
I hate when I feel left out,
I hate when Alana lies,
I hate when people don't understand

I love Aj ♥

I'm leaving now

xo
Tessa

P-P-paaaaul!

November 19th, 2005 (09:36 am)

weird

current song: You sexy thang - Hot chocolate mm
current mood: weird

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"It starts with a puh, and ends with a paul"
"Your name is Puh-paul?"
"GAH YOU SUCK AT THIS GAME!"
"His name is paul"
"You suck too!"

Man, boys are silly when they're high. I just thought of that because it sounded like something was rolling in the leaves outside, like Paul, and the pipe. Last christmas was pretty fun.

I'm going to see Potter again, thanks to Alana. She's got gas money.

I'm excited

Welp, I'm talking to Aj so this is a short update.
-swoons over his greatness-
Holler back players!
xo
Tessa

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