"in three words i can sum up everything i've learned about life- it goes on."

robert frost

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yahoo
2day
art show
westheimer block party
owwt tonight


MICKEY AVALON SUNDAY!!!!!!!

and a fabulous sleepover wit 2 bitches last night

gotta run get vodka $$$$


i love great weekends

and 2 ppl asked me if i lost weight yesterday. scoooooooore!



see ya later alligator

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SICK
i'm so sick :(
my lymph nodes are swollen to the size of a small orange
ok ok well at least a very large olive

i don't have strep
i don't have mono
and my white blood cell count is normal

but i feel like a piece of garbage!!

what's wrong with me!!

they are doing an ultrasound on my throat on friday

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food 4 thought yo
Everyone has things they blog about. Everyone has things they don't blog about. Challenge me out of my comfort zone by telling me something I don't blog about, but you'd like to hear about, and I'll write a post about it. Ask for anything: latest movie watched, last book read,political leanings, favorite type of underwear etc. Repost this challenge in your own blog if you want to!

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hmm ;(
i hate college i can't think of anything more miserable

i also can't stand perez hilton and the way he refers to himself in the plural third person

had a great time last night at ATB was amazing almost spiritual

hope i can make it to armin van buuren next week

and tiesto the week after that

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;)
Pay it Forward

Reply to this post & I will tell you one thing I envy (or perhaps admire) about you!

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halloween costume pieces ;)
lady gaga








COSTUME

wig


hair bow


big sunglasses


blue lightning bolt drawn on


gloves


boots


fishnets

shorts


top

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fk subject
i miss my mom so much
i want to call her every day everytime i open my phone
if my mom doesn't get better i seriously wish i'm dead


and if one more person tells me to stay positive i'm gonna shoot myself in the throat
thats why i'm a private person


bad boys sad girls
everything in the world makes me sad

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blah blah blah
blah blah blah i'm hotter than this guy anyway blah blah blah i'm so great blah blah blah who has a mirror blah blah blah hand me your lip gloss blah blah blah girl you so stupid how the hell are you worrying about this guy when we in a club of 100 better looking guys blah blah blah i'm so tan blah blah blah i need to paint my nails blah blah blah but srsly my new bangs look great

when did i get this vain hmm is this a phase or a major life change cuz i kinda like it


hahahahHAAAA who cares its thursday 5:30 and freakin hot outside time to get druuuuuuuuunk

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just one of those things
like i said, my stupid heart gets broken every day and nobody really knows what i'm talking about, which is cool with me

there are like a zillion reasons why and i'll explain one of them

the great thing about getting to be human is free will, right?

but sometimes i just wish things could be more like a video game, or the freakin sims or something
where you have to build points with someone, and thats what counts

i was there for you when your boyfriend broke up with you +10
i iced your ankle for 2 hours when you twisted it +4
i showed up for your bday when nobody else did, +8
(JUST FYI these are not real examples)

build up so many points and don't get stabbed in the back/heart/side/whatthefuckever

i'm such a liar i don't really wish things were like that cuz then everyone would be nice to everyone and that would be so boring and there would be no tv to watch

but it is kinda sad sometimes when you realize that it doesn't matter how much you are there for somebody they are just gonna do what they want anyway
even if what they want is totally stupid


this applies to loads of ppl, probably even myself sometimes, so if the shoe fits wear it and don't complain that its ugly plz.

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BEAR
HAPPY BDAY MELISSA!


YOU ARE FNALLY 19 AFTER BEING 18 FOR 3 YEARS!

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hungry bear tummy
i'm heating up a panini and fixing a glass of grape juice

signed the lease. the other girls already moved all their crap in. i move mine in tomorrow, but our electricity isn't getting turned on until wednesday, so i don't know what they're planning on doing, but i'm definitely not spending any more than an hour at that fkng house until after wednesday. it is tooooooooooooo hot outside
mmm i wish we lived in some kind of neighborhood with a pool or something
but whatever i love love love love the location
and when i get back into school i can use the leisure pool at the rec center
i do not use the pool at the gym. that pool is disgusting and filled with old people

lots of winking faces and my belly is sooooooooooo hungry
i've only been able to pick at all the delicious food in front of me all weekend!

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websites i visit erryday
stuffwhitepeoplelike.com

fmylife.com

icanhascheezeburger.com

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Writer's Block: Prison Food Is Punishment Enough


most of all i would miss chimichangas

i would basically miss anything drenched in cheese

i would miss sushi

i would miss papa john's pizza

i would miss bisque

cheeseburgers

tacos

seafood enchiladas

pot stickers

crab meat

yummmm

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revelation since i've kinda been feeling shitty
even though my family is kind of screwy, at least i have a family who loves me. even though they disappoint me over and over again, if nothing else at least my dad supports me in whatever i want to do, my brother looks up to me and melissa so much (even if he does poop in the sink), my sister is my bff no matter how much she makes me want to scream and pull all my hair out, and my mom is the most amazing person i have ever known and i never ever doubt how much she loves me and would do anything for me.

and even though i am not in school right this second and it feels like i'm never gonna grow up (not that i want to!) or finish school, i will eventually at least have a good career that makes me happy bcuz i have the drive and the resources, and i'll never settle with a career that doesn't make me happy. at least i know that much. i might never be rich and famous (even though fingers crossed i will be!), at least i'll be happy with what i'm doing and making a decent amount of money.

and i might be kinda socially retarded and not very good at making close friends, i never have been, right now i have 2 of the best friends in the world. i can tell them anything without feeling stupid and they stand by me no matter what, and no matter what retarded things they do or how much they yabber my freakin ear off, i wouldn't trade them in for anything.

and ya, i haven't had a boyfriend for 2 years and sometimes feel kinda bad cuz no boys really like me right now, and haven't for a while.. but when i think about it, every single guy i've ever dated has been totally bonkers over me. not to sound conceited but they have. so whenever i do meet a guy who i feel like is worth it and spend time with him and blah blah blah, he'll be kookoo over me too.




blaaaaaaaaaah i'm so gay


i just saw i love you man and omg its the funniest movie ever i cackled through the whole thing

one thing that totally pisses me off



standard poodles.

like i'm sure if i met one and he was a total peach, i'd play with him and enjoy his company but whenever i see someone walking one of these bitches down the street, i go into a fit of rage in my brain.



one thing that makes me grin like an idiot



dalmatians. i want one sooo bad.

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spring break
for spring break i'm going to s. padre again with melissa and nancy
(and xiomy and her boyfriend and some of her cousins but whatever)

almost just like last year, except minus cesar and obie

i yam excited

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