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Friday, November 2nd, 2007

Subject:wow....
Time:3:23 am.

How the fuck do i still have friends on this shit!? its been 2 years or more at least. damn. i was fuckin EMO back in the day.... woooow. well how's everyone doing?

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Wednesday, February 15th, 2006

Time:6:43 am.
Mood:BERJAYA determined.
this is the last one for a while.Collapse )
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Saturday, January 28th, 2006

Subject:mmhm
Time:11:06 pm.
Mood:BERJAYA tired.
dorky picsCollapse )
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Monday, December 19th, 2005

Time:10:00 am.
Mood:BERJAYA anxious.
i think its about time for a pic updateCollapse )
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005

Subject:yeah i cut my hair...
Time:9:24 pm.
yeah...its cutCollapse )
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Tuesday, September 20th, 2005

Time:8:20 pm.
promoCollapse )
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Subject:haha
Time:10:31 am.
Mood:BERJAYA bored.
im at school muthafuxkas!!! hahah!
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Wednesday, September 14th, 2005

Time:8:51 pm.
Mood:BERJAYA pissed off.
promoCollapse )
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Sunday, August 28th, 2005

Time:5:10 pm.
Mood:BERJAYA cheerful.
new picsCollapse )
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Sunday, July 17th, 2005

Subject:teh move
Time:11:41 pm.
Mood:BERJAYA confused.
i might be gone before you notice...Collapse )
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Friday, May 27th, 2005

Subject:a poem of a lost soul...
Time:2:10 am.
Mood:BERJAYA crushed.
"torn apart"
a soul torn apart by a feud
that was premature in occurance
and not even a heart well tuned
could hold up its strong endurance

so it weeps in confusion
wondering whats to happen next
it conjures up bright delusions
in hopes of being temporarily vexed

however its vexation is lost
when faced with cruel reality
its optimisim tossed
with sudden brutality

now it waits for future to become present
to see if it's delusions became true
and if they don't, regret it
and become lost in color's various hues
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Wednesday, May 25th, 2005

Time:11:38 am.
Mood:BERJAYA excited.
the basics about meCollapse )
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Tuesday, May 24th, 2005

Time:11:20 am.
Mood:BERJAYA anxious.
Circa Survive- "always getting what you wanted"
borders that we say are policing you back to their arms
tension to take pills that'll make you feel higher inside
do you often look back on us feeling confidently
would it make any difference if I wasn't late

or I've been to angry to show
the sovereign statements wrong
it's a bylaw and a value you want to honor hopeful thoughts
it's the talent, not the promotion

Story had shown
you all felt alone
Story had shown
you all felt alone

even if
if the sound it makes when it's tightening
sweet winding of
of a mandolin
hurts your fingers and
and you try to hold on but it's not quite working
this reminds me of the sound you make when we disagree

Story had shown
you all felt alone
Story had shown
you all felt alone

even if you've been so close you're not alone anymore
still we grow
still we grow
it reminds me of the sound you always used to make

Story had shown
you all felt alone
Story had shown
you all felt alone

even if you've been so close you're not alone anymore
still we grow
still we grow
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Saturday, May 21st, 2005

Time:9:40 pm.
Mood:BERJAYA pleased.
"Lost" by The Cure

I can't find myself
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
In the head of this stranger in love

Holding on given up
To another under faded setting sun
And I wonder where I am...
Could she run away with him?
So happy and so young
And I stare
As I sing in the lost voice of a stranger in love
Out of time letting go

In another world that spins around for fun
And I wonder where I am...
Could he ever ask her why?
So happy and so young...
And I stare... But...
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
In the heart of this stranger in love
Holding on given up
To this other under faded setting sun
And I'm not sure where I am...
Would he really turn away?
So happy and so young...
And I stare...
As I play out the passion of a stranger in love
Letting go of the time
In this other world that spins around for one
And I'm not sure where I am...
Would she know it was a lie?
So happy and so young...
And I stare... But...
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
In the soul of this stranger in love
No control over one
To the other under faded setting sun
And I don't know where I am...
Should he beg her to forgive?
So happy and so young...
And I stare...
As I live out the story of a stranger in love
Waking up going on
In the other world that spins around undone
And I don't know where I am...
Should she really say goodbye?
So happy and so young
And I stare... But...
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
I can't find myself
I got lost in someone else...
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Saturday, May 14th, 2005

Subject:promo
Time:11:00 am.
JOIN HERECollapse )
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Wednesday, May 4th, 2005

Subject:short commercial break...and boredom...and bein a cam whore...
Time:8:29 pm.
Mood:BERJAYA bored.
emo/boredom picsCollapse )
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Saturday, April 30th, 2005

Subject:GROWNDED
Time:10:40 am.
Mood:BERJAYA determined.
yea. my grades suck. so i might not be on often or at all. peace and wish me luck.
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Monday, April 18th, 2005

Time:3:13 pm.
Mood:BERJAYA giddy.
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Subject:emo haikus.........................OF DOOM!
Time:6:47 am.
Mood:BERJAYA cold.
The blood leaves my heart
The last sight my red eyes see
Is your faint picture


Escaping from life
I wish for the pain to end
A bullet hears me


Loneliness hurts most
When it's the person you love
That makes you lonely


A weak heart may cry,
But even the strongest hearts
Weep on the inside
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Sunday, April 17th, 2005

Subject:hehehehehehehehe TAKE THIS QUIZ!
Time:8:57 pm.
Mood:BERJAYA artistic.
I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!
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