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Team Knit 2026

Jul. 3rd, 2026 07:50 pm
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Posted by Stephanie Pearl-McPhee

Team Knit has Bike Rally problems. This should surprise no-one, considering that we are all human, and problems are a very human… problem. All of us are struggling to get to the Bike Rally this year. The Bike Rally is a six-day (or 1-day or 3 day, but we are doing the 6 day version) bike ride that goes from Toronto to Montreal at the beginning of August each year. It’s about 660km, and participants camp at night as we go from stop to stop. It raises money for several ASO’s (AIDS Service Organizations) along the way and for one of them (PWA) it raises the vast bulk of the money they need to provide services at all.

Doing this ride is a huge challenge and one that I’ve met for 14 years now (Ken’s even longer) and every member of Team Knit (except Fenner but she’s just a baby) hasn’t just fundraised and completed the ride multiple times, we’ve also all served as leadership in some capacity (or in my case, most capacities) or another. To do this, you have get over all your barriers, and cope with all your problems and this year Team Knit has a lot of problems. Mine? Mine are mostly related to an aging body that doesn’t always share my training goals, and the phenomenal amount of time it takes to get ready and fundraise. It’s been a ridiculous struggle.

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Ken’s problem has a lot to do with this picture (not the knitting, I think he’d tell you that’s the only challenge he’s meeting) but that he’s on the train, again. Ken moved to Ottawa a few years ago and trying to train/be a Team Leader/support everyone else while home is there and work and the ride are happening here is… a problem. He’s on the train a lot.

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Jen’s problem is that she’s a full-time working midwife with a practice in another town. She’s on call and away a ton, and the time when she can be on a bike is super limited. She’s using her holidays for training and the ride. I know she’d love to be resting instead but she’s a beast.

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Fenner – Fenner’s a teenager who just finished her first year of Uni and is spending her summer planting trees in Northern Ontario. She’ll land home right before the rally and leap on her bike, hoping that the backbreaking work she’s been doing is enough to train her up. Her current problems are black flies (they are so miserable holy s**t) and a lack of internet.

Cam’s problems are a lot like mine – time and work, and like me he couldn’t even get it together for a picture for this post. Cameron is crew again this year – a commitment that takes the same time and moxie. Here, since neither of us could do a picture, take this one from last year.

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Since this ride is a fundraiser to support people with AIDS, it’s probably worth mentioning here that AIDS causes pretty big problems for the people who have it. Problems like living or dying, suffering or enjoying happiness, the financial costs of having the virus, or being unable to work because of the virus, or being a child with the virus, or having to suffer the stigma and shame of having the virus and all the consequences and discrimination that entails.

Here we come to the interesting part. For the very largest part, when Team Knit tells people that it’s really hard to get ready for the Rally, that it’s a really big challenge and presents some real difficulties – most sweet, generous and loving people will tell us that we should try and solve our problems by not doing the Rally. They tell us about “self-care” and resting, and that’s it’s okay not to do hard things, and that it is very much okay to prioritize your personal problems, and do you know, I agree with that. I think all of Team Knit would agree that taking care of yourself is important and that sometimes you need to put on your own oxygen mask first. Thing is that doesn’t really hold up if the other person needs the air more than you do. Somewhere near here there is an HIV positive mum who is just like me, and she’s trying to solve her problems too and I don’t know about you, but before I make the decision to prioritize my problems, the scope of our problems would really need to be at least equal, wouldn’t they?

Some other people would tell us that other people’s problems aren’t our responsibility, that we don’t need to stay up at night worrying about HIV/AIDs because it’s got nothing to do with us, but Team Knit firmly rejects the idea that humans have no responsibility for helping each other with their problems. We’re on board no matter where or who they are. (It is worth mentioning too that even if you are the sort of person who is very good at deciding that problems belong to the people experiencing them – HIV/AIDs causes problems for people who don’t have it too – it is a terrific burden on our health and social systems and we’d all be better off without it.)

Some other people will suggest that it won’t matter that much anyway – that HIV/AIDs is such a big problem that even trying to deal with it is folly, and to them I say BAH and you are incorrect knitter. Reset your thinking.

Did you know that for many years running the segment of the United Nations that concerns itself with AIDS has had a target for eliminating it as a health crisis by 2030? That this is possible and real and nothing needs to be invented for it to work? We don’t even need new drugs or more research or a vaccine (although those things would be great). All we need is based on what is possible now. Decent drugs for treatment and prevention, funding and distribution for them, robust testing, and the understanding that we need to remove the stigma and shame around the virus so that people can access those things, and so that other people think it’s important too.

This is so real that Donald Trump said it was his goal in his first State of the Union address in 2019. (Obviously he changed his mind about it as a priority – cancelling USAID without notice wasn’t exactly helpful but I digress.) It is so real that just last month in the 2026 UN Political Declaration on HIV/AIDS they reaffirmed the goal was 2030 and it was adopted by an overwhelming majority of Member States, with 149 votes in favour, 8 against.

149 countries agreed that this is completely and totally doable, if only we have the political and financial will. That’s very much almost all of them.

Amazing news, the Bike Rally can help. Since the plan relies on people finding out that they have HIV/AIDs, receiving the drugs and achieving U=U (Undetectable levels of virus are Un-transmissible) basic community based services like ASO’s can make a real difference today by skipping over the “political will” part. It can simply be our will, yours and Team Knit’s.

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Unlike me and the work, or Jen and her shifts or Ken and the distance, or Cam and the time or heavens help her, Fenner and the black flies… this is a problem that we can solve. This is fixable. AIDS as a public health crisis is fixable. Not at some crazy obtuse time in the future either, but within our lifetimes, or even within a few years if enough of us can agree at the same time.

Knitters have been sustaining this event for years and years, and Team Knit is asking you to do it again this year, should your problems be smaller than this one. The cancellation of USAID has meant that global funding for HIV/AIDs is being redirected to support those programs as best they can, and that leaves ASOs all over the world in a lurch, especially as politics in so many places take their eyes off this. If you have any ability to help – even if it’s just the financial equivalent of a few stitches, or if your problems don’t permit that, just forwarding this post around? Team Knit would love that. The best way for us to solve our Bike Rally problems would be if we didn’t need a Bike Rally anymore.

You can find links to our fundraising pages here.

Thanks for even reading this, you have no idea how great we think you are.

Team Knit
(Steph, Ken, Jen, Cam and Fenner.)

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Posted by Stephanie Pearl-McPhee

I have been fighting the world’s worst case of startitis for a couple of weeks now. At least a couple of times a day I find myself wandering over to the ball winder and swift, sometimes even with yarn in my hands. I’ll think to myself that all of my problems would be solved if I just cast on a new project… a fun project, a fast project, a project that’s going to be different than all my other projects and then I’ll suddenly snap to my senses and plunk the yarn down on the piano near the swift and exercise every ounce of self discipline I’ve managed to grow in my life and walk away. (There is getting to be quite a pile there now.) The canopy of the stash – that uppermost layer that is made up of recently bought yarn or yarn that’s surfaced from the depths because I think I’m going to use it soon… that layer is no longer just the icing on a yarn pile or the garnish on a shelf of stuff. I’ve rootled through it like a wild pig hunting truffles so many times looking for the exact yarn for the perfect project so many times that it’s like someone took a giant shaker full of yarn and sprinkled it round the place. It is yarn chaos.

There are two skeins of yarn on my desk, waiting to be a Ranunculus because I saw the one that Ann knit in a yarn that I just happened to have the yarn for, plus Ann said it was fast and I thought “Oh I bet it is” and the next thing you know I’ve got the yarn in my hands and I’m drifting to the winder again. The next day someone complimented a yellow top that I made a while back and I remembered I had some grey (and blue) and could make another one (or two) of those. That yarn’s on the piano. (The blue is in a basket by the tv.) There’s sock yarn everywhere, stationed around the house like I’m throwing a party and they’re the canapes. There’s a sweater’s worth in a bag by the back door. Yay verily I have even ordered more yarn in a desperate attempt to scratch the itch, and as I type there’s a rainbow themed project sitting right beside my laptop and I was just telling myself that it would be stupid not to start (and finish) that right now because it is Pride, after all. If not now, when?

Now, normally I don’t fight back this much. The urge comes over me to start something new and I go with it. It’s not a moral victory to control that urge, it’s not like I believe that good people are monogamous knitters and bad people are… me. Knitting is my passion and it makes me happy and if I can’t indulge in it whenever and however I want then what’s the point? It’s supposed to be fun. Cast on whatever you want. Do it. Do it now. So.. why am I resisting?

Meet the two projects I’ve promised myself that I’ll finish before I start anything new. This here? That’s Elliot’s Birthday sweater. Yeah, yeah his birthday is in early April. Usually if i wasn’t feeling a project I’d set it aside, come back to it later – but Elliot’s asked after this sweater, sweetly inquiring if I’d finished it yet and that sort of affection for knitwear should be rewarded. We’re trying to build a certain kind of person, one with a respect for the textile arts and if the kid wants a sweater, I believe that the grandmother code dictates that I have to knit one – and before he outgrows it while it’s still on the needles.

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The thing is… I hate it. Don’t get me wrong, I love the yarn (Double Sunday) and it’s a hoodie with a dragon on it so I really dig the idea of the finished sweater too, but I am so not grooving on the intarsia that it’s been sitting in a bag forever. When I started it was like it always is with a new love and everything that is intolerable now was charming then. The pattern’s only in french? J’adore. Fantastique. I’ve been meaning to practice anyway. Who needs Duolingo when you can knit in french? There will be a million ends? No problem, why else am I on earth but for that? Time wore on, the back flew and then the dragon got me. I started setting it aside for longer and longer periods and the more I did that the more complicated it seemed to pick it back up and spend three minutes figuring out where I was. Anyway- last week Elliot asked if I was almost done and the guilt washed over me like a wave. (Especially since I’ve just finished a sweater for me.) I’m done the front and back, I just have to visit Sleeve Island and wander the wastes of Hood Holm.

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It’s better than dealing with this – the argyle socks that were supposed to be my May SISC pair have made little progress. (See the way I blame them there? Like they’re the ones who don’t have it together?) These were started promptly after the dragon sweater even though I had already started to remember that I don’t love intarsia, never mind intarsia in the round which is a complete pain in the arse. I’ve restarted these three times and I’m not any happier with them. I know now it’s that I’m using the wrong yarn – this is a vintage Shibui sock yarn from … oh, 20 years ago? At the time of the purchase I remember wondering sort of absently if I’d like a superwash 2-ply for socks and it turns out that suspicion was valid. I don’t like it at all, but I feel like I’ve made a commitment to these socks. I’d like to say that I’m no quitter but I sort of am, especially when it’s something as unimportant as whether or not I finish a pair of socks but somehow I’ve decided that this is a hill I’ll die on. Not only are they not finished, I’ve let them derail my June socks as well, since I was supposed start those when these were finished and well. You see where we are. I blame the yarn and the knowledge that this is what happens when you’re not true to yourself. I knew how I feel about superwash 2-ply for colourwork. I (mostly) remembered how I feel about intarsia. I dwell now in the land of regret, but I’m going to dig myself out. Soon. Right now I’m leaving now to go ride my bike 100km (I am behind on training for the Bike Rally) and I’ll write about Team Knit in the next few days (I am behind on that too.) If you were contemplating a donation today would be a great day for that.

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