I've had one of those completely wild dreams today. It was sort of fun. Like a walk through fan fiction never written. =}


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Then I woke up to throw my flatmate's cat off my head and got back to sleep.


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My alarm clock went of, so I turned it off (along with the five other alarms I have set to get me to work on time) and turned on the other side.


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Than Gran G. called to tell me how to re-heat the gołąbki (very good food) she gave me. At 9a.m. on a Saturday. Sigh... I was determined to sleep some more, so...


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The end.

It was a very invigorating dream. I liked it, cause usually when I dream at night I wake up in a terrible mood and more tired than I went to bed. Then again, I usually take more active role in my dreams. And they're usually far creepier than this.

Now I'm off in search of some food. =}

CV

Okay. I'm going to put this under a cut. It's all strictly PG, certainly work safe, but it does deal with my sex life, relationships, and even mentions teh gay. So, in case someone felt offended/weirded out/just wasn't interested, I'll cut it.


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Even through my foggy brain I can see that I'm not only rambling, but also going in circles. I'll stop now.

CV

*My parents insist that they were planing to get married anyway. Just three years later than they did.

** I am also very typical in my lover choices, it would seem. That sounded like that time my mum tried to describe Sex and the City to me.

*** "This" covering a wide range from going dancing, to participating in world record breaking event, to having a bloody snowball fight.

**** Thanks, guys. Thank you very much.

My Great-Grandmother died tonight.

She was the most positively strong willed woman I've knew. For years now, she lived with a lot of pain, but she refused to stop living her life her way. When she couldn't gather the will to get up from bed last week we knew it wasn't going to take much longer, so we said our good bays but... I was going home again today, counting on seeing her one more time while I was there. It's selfish of me, she was in a lot of pain and wanted to go, but I wish she was still here.

I guess I'm a selfish person.

CV

12 hours till the job interview. It's teaching English to kids in kindergarten. Lovely job and lovely pay. Please keep Your fingers crossed for me.

CV

... so I've watched "Prom" since only diary in my fridge is the emergency egg for when I forget to buy bread for breakfast.


I wasn't disappointed. The story hit every high school movie cliche You could possibly think of. We have a Little Miss Sunshine class president/prom organiser lead female, the I am Mr. Perfect guy she wants to go to prom with, the Misunderstood Rebel, the Cheating Jock, the Prom Queen, the Geek, the Shy Weird Guy Named Lloyd, the Perfect Couple... I could go on, but my new laptop table makes writing uncomfortable.


It was entertaining though. The dialogue was light and funny. I've laughed quite a few times. Well, giggled, but it still counts. Funniest moment for me was the Drivers Permit Scene - You'll know it if You'll ever watch this. Also, it really is about teenagers. Do You remember that time when what people thought about You was the most important thing and every last thing seemed impossibly big? When not being invited somewhere or breaking up seemed like a death sentence? Yeah, that's what those kids are all about. There's no great message, no pathos - just a bunch of highschoolers going bananas over prom decorations, dresses and dates. Perfect for not having to think night. =}


Oh, by the way, by 'highschoolers' I mean 'the mostly twenty-something bunch of actors that make the really teen sophomores look like middle school material'. The guy who plays the Wronged Rebel - thomas McDonell - is my age. By the by, he's also playing in "Dark Shadows". He's going to play young Barnabas, which is a brilliant casting, far as I'm concerned since the first thing that popped into my mind when I saw him? "OMG they cloned Johny Deep!" =D


CV


PS.

I have a job interview on the 30th. If it goes well, I'm going to be teaching pre-schoolers English come September. Keep Your fingers crossed for me. =}

For three days now, I live at Wuthering Heights 26b/18. (I love saying this. <i>I live on Wuthering Heights</i>.)

I have a really small room, but it's only mine (ALL MINE, no room-mates whatsoever) and it's not much more expensive than the dormitory. I also have a REAL kitchen with an <i>owen</i> in it. Granted, it's older than me and the temp sensor is broken, but I've made worse specimens work.

I'll post some photos when I finally stop unpacking.

CV

Came back from five days in Paris. It was fantastic. I'm sort of blissed out and underwhelmed at the same time.

Will crash now and post more (w/photos) tomorrow, when my brain'll finish rebooting.

CV

Dear me,

You need to exercise more. Three days of baking and cooking and doing Holiday shopping shouldn't leave you feeling like the ork droppings chewed on by an olfactorally-challenged mutt.

Love,
Me.

HOUSE

I've waited a week to make sure it was old news so that I didn't have to hide it behind a cut.



Ekhm... Yes.

On the other hand, what is it with TV women lately? Is it some kind of new trend? First Lisa on SPN and now this. They both seem capable, strong, SMART women, but then they go and say things like, "That's just what he is and I just disregarded it when everything was okay (and the sex was good), but now we've run into this first problem and I don't feel like working through it like a grown-up person so I'll just ditch his sorry, broken hearted ass. Oh and don't mind my kid who just lost a father figure. S/he'll just learn to hate his arse now and then will grow up to be successful enough to pay for his/her therapy. No problem there."
... That's not the exact words. More like loose translation, but You know what I mean.


FIC WRITING

Now, as You may or may not know, I'm finishing my last year of MA. Mostly I try to work on my thesis. I use the word try because for the longest time I've been totally writer blocked. At least I'm writer blocked in this one matter. My mind is just teaming with fic ideas. So I thought to myself 'maybe if I write one of them down, it'll break the spell?'

So I have this one simple idea for a short SPN fic*. The main premise is that after the Meg kiss Dean decides to feel responsible for Cas newly emergent libido. He decides also that he cannot let said libido to guide an angel whose whole knowledge of sex comes from Dean's jokes and one the pizza man & a baby sitter porn flick. For the purpose of educating Castiel in the art of emotional and factual reality of picking up women and sex he invites the angel to a shared watching of erotic movies and porn.

The problem with this is, I barely ever watch porn. It is simply the last item on my 'To Buy' list and there's almost never enough left to buy any. And the free kind on cable TV and the Internet is just ugh... (I much prefer my porn to be of the written kind.) But to be able to write Castiel's reactions and questions to it, I need to know at the very least two porn movies. So, is there anything out there on the net that is both good and free? Or maybe You could describe to me Your favourite flick?

It's a wierd request, I know, but... Help?

CV

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*BTW, I notice how all my ideas for stories under the 5K mark are SPN fic. Somehow, whenever I have an idea for a Snarry it always ends up closer to 15-30K minimum. Why's that? Any ideas?