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Journal created:
on 5 January 2003 (#841930)
Updated:
on 1 February 2008
Name:
whatsername

I wish I could be clearer. I wish I could say, 'My life had no light. My life was eating me alive.' I wish I could say, 'I was having a mental breakdown, so I stole a bird.'

-Jeanette Winterson, Lighthousekeeping







This is my trans journal. I have a couple of other journals and in a year, I think I'll be able to link all of them together, but as of right now I'm more closeted than I'd like, so I'm a little bit afraid of people finding one or the other or the other and forcing a conversation I'm not ready for. So.




Steve, these headphones are fucked up, it's only coming out on one side. Should I just bear with it, or what?

No. Man. They're fucked.



...Oh man.





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