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I still have that crying hangover where your head feels wrong after crying. Usually that goes away in a couple hours, but today it has continued all day and since 3pm yesterday. I haven't been able to get anything done. I spent last night mostly trying to sleep, which finally worked sometime between 2 and 3am. Then I woke up again at 3pm feeling sluggish and awful. I fed the dogs and checked on Zelensky then suddenly it was after 4 and I have no idea where that hour went.
I picked up my camera and got dressed and went to a small local park I had never been to before. I was surprised that it was so close to downtown Norcross and yet I had never heard of it. It was basically just a baseball diamond and a small playground, though, not even anywhere to walk or explore. I took about a dozen pictures before deciding I had done everything I could at that park.
I went to my mom's house for dinner. We decided on burgers from BurgerFi, so we went over there. We spent most of the time talking about her trip and her more generic experiences of cruising. We also spent some time on what I was doing about a gym. I told her how when I googled LA Fitness, all the ads for free trials of other gyms had come up on facebook, so I had been going to different gyms for free, but in the end I'm likely going to join LA Fitness. Most of these other gyms are just too far to get to regularly, and they don't have a pool or spa (though one of them has hydromassage which I'm not sure if I would like or not).
The BurgerFi shares a parking lot with LA Fitness, and the parking lot was packed, which makes me think the LA Fitness may be crowded a lot of the time. I guess I'm going to try a 3 day pass with them and see if there are too many people there during the times I want to go to the gym. All of the handicap spots were taken tonight, which means it may be a long walk into the building.
After going to dinner, I forgot to go to the gym, which I had meant to do. I didn't feel like driving all the way back there, so I did some exercise in my living room, and uploaded my pictures, and spent a lot of time reading.
I went to RN and Wendy said something about "Never Again" meaning only Jews, and maybe it should be expanded to mean Ukrainians, too, to which I replied that it already did mean everybody, and is why I supported the Iraq war because of the treatment of the Kurds. Well, Wendy just lost her shit on me throwing some kind of fit telling me it was insulting for me to tell her she was wrong. I didn't even tell her she was wrong, in fact I said "to me" or "I think" at least 4 times in the post she took as insulting her. And, I was fucking agreeing with her that "Never Again" should apply to Ukrainians. I don't know what the hell is going on here, but I don't have the spoons to deal with Wendy being mad at me. I've had almost no spoons for days, and this is pushing me into negative spoons categories, where I start hallucinating and losing touch with reality. The voices are usually my friends, but today they are yelling at me, and telling me mean things, and I don't know how to regain control.
I picked up my camera and got dressed and went to a small local park I had never been to before. I was surprised that it was so close to downtown Norcross and yet I had never heard of it. It was basically just a baseball diamond and a small playground, though, not even anywhere to walk or explore. I took about a dozen pictures before deciding I had done everything I could at that park.
I went to my mom's house for dinner. We decided on burgers from BurgerFi, so we went over there. We spent most of the time talking about her trip and her more generic experiences of cruising. We also spent some time on what I was doing about a gym. I told her how when I googled LA Fitness, all the ads for free trials of other gyms had come up on facebook, so I had been going to different gyms for free, but in the end I'm likely going to join LA Fitness. Most of these other gyms are just too far to get to regularly, and they don't have a pool or spa (though one of them has hydromassage which I'm not sure if I would like or not).
The BurgerFi shares a parking lot with LA Fitness, and the parking lot was packed, which makes me think the LA Fitness may be crowded a lot of the time. I guess I'm going to try a 3 day pass with them and see if there are too many people there during the times I want to go to the gym. All of the handicap spots were taken tonight, which means it may be a long walk into the building.
After going to dinner, I forgot to go to the gym, which I had meant to do. I didn't feel like driving all the way back there, so I did some exercise in my living room, and uploaded my pictures, and spent a lot of time reading.
I went to RN and Wendy said something about "Never Again" meaning only Jews, and maybe it should be expanded to mean Ukrainians, too, to which I replied that it already did mean everybody, and is why I supported the Iraq war because of the treatment of the Kurds. Well, Wendy just lost her shit on me throwing some kind of fit telling me it was insulting for me to tell her she was wrong. I didn't even tell her she was wrong, in fact I said "to me" or "I think" at least 4 times in the post she took as insulting her. And, I was fucking agreeing with her that "Never Again" should apply to Ukrainians. I don't know what the hell is going on here, but I don't have the spoons to deal with Wendy being mad at me. I've had almost no spoons for days, and this is pushing me into negative spoons categories, where I start hallucinating and losing touch with reality. The voices are usually my friends, but today they are yelling at me, and telling me mean things, and I don't know how to regain control.
