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| 12:44am 04/09/2006 |
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dude i havnt posted in like 1375639387 months man i dont even think anyone i know still uses this thing cause were all cool and got myspace...sorry lj you just lost your cool sceneness lol well hmm things have been really up and down like seriously and yeah im on serch for the "u know your from orlando when" list i kno its out there god damn it well yeah thats it adios |
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| 12:57am 25/01/2006 |
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mood: lost
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daddy i miss u ..i wish u would just come home...but u never will...u left me all alone daddy..why ..why why why...im your cloun...now its just me ...and im lonely and need my daddy...im 4 again..and i fell and got a boo boo i need u to make it better..i need u to make this better..i just want u to come home to me ...i jsut want u to come home to me..im lost without u i really am |
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| 01:22pm 26/11/2005 |
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well UPDATE!! wee i kno how exciteing well for anyone who acutaly reads these things here goes
well this couple months have been intresting ...lately i have just been going out smokeing chilling with friends and then going to parties and getting utterly black out drunk then smokeing more...so its been intresting been datein around never staying with just one guy cause guys are evil i will never trust another guy ever....for any of u who do kno jeremy ...well lets just say im no longer friends with him ...so hmm thats all for now adios
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| 11:44am 01/11/2005 |
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HEY ...well its been a long time since i used this thing and i have a bunch of new things to put in hmm where to start ok...this last 2 months have been chaotic completely mary and me have been haveing a blast WEE ....we have done so much ...we spent alot of time with my friend chris doing fucking crazy awesome, stuff...then in oct. my grandma got sick so we had to go to ny ...so i went out every night with a diff. person saw almost everyone ...then one night i came home and on my myspace was this really serious message from mary ...she didnt tell me what about just that she had to talk to me ...so i call her up ...im all bouncy and happy ...she starts crying and im like whats wrong ...come to find out chris was dead...he has killed himself on saturday the 15th so im freaking out i have to go back to fl immediately so i call up my dad and we left for fl ...oh and on top of it on the 16th phill and tara died in a car crash they were friends of mine from up north ok so we bring rachel (my older sis real sis) with us ...so i get back to fl and everything is just fucked up cause ontop of chris dieing i have to move out of my house so im moving everything while hanging out with rachel and figuring out all this chris stuff...man i must have gone through a carton of cigs the stress level was that high ...ok saturday comes chris's service thing ...so me and mary go its so fucking emotional everyone crying its just ahh ..it was so draining thankfully scouty was really supportive THANKS SCOTTY! he has always been super nice ...but like i was saying so me and mary go back to my house get uber fucked up ... then we drop her home ...so then we get a phone call ...my grandmother died ..so now i have to get back in the car drive again up to ny so then this time around spent most of the time at the wake funeral so forth with my family ...i started to get really sick physically ...then we realize we dont have a house to go back to fl to ..WERE HOMELESS ..ahh so we were gonna stay in ny and my dad go back to fl to get us a house but of corse not so we get in the car drive 22 hours to Pensacola fl to stay with my uncle ...then my dad went and got us a house ...and were leavein to go to it tmw ...but the thing is i havnt been in school all month ...and i have many absents before this ...so now im flunking ...everything ...ahh ...im like grrr...the stress leval is up through the roof ...and i miss all my friends in orlando i havnt seen them in like a month ...and i miss chris so much ...and on top of it me and jeremy are just blah ..i dont think we even have enough of friendship to even try to save so for the passes month i spent most of it wasted or so high i cant even remember what i did in the 1st place...and i did most of this alone...isnt live peachey ......this month has been nothing but failure and death ....im done with it ...im outtie this was my update on my life adios
~Daria~
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| 09:46pm 17/09/2005 |
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PEOPLE NEED TO STOP FUCKING AROUND WITH MY RADIO ALIVE OR DEAD |
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| 12:31am 14/06/2005 |
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mood:  aggravated
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GRR .... u kno i was keeping all these things inside getting all mad so finally i spill my heart and tell him whats been bothering me i said " u kno i feel like your distanceing yourself..i feel like im loseing u ..and i really dont want to lose u i love u blabblablhablh" and u kno what i get i get a "uh huh sure..." and this horrible excuse "its summer i cant talk" well u kno what IM NOT EXPECTING A 3 HOUR TALK here ...im expecting a 15 20 minute talk out of respect u kno ...but i guess thats way to much to ask .....and then he promises he wont call meg ....and im on the phone with meg and guess who calls HIM ...B/S ...SO by this point my temper is boilin over .... so i decied u kno im not going to talk to him ...2 days over i break and i call him "dude i dont want to be mad at u this close to going home" and i get yet again "uh huh" FUCK U ....thats what i want to say ....i kept that in and nodded it off but im seriously fed up with it ...BULLSHIT alL of it ... |
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| 03:21pm 12/06/2005 |
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well for people who dont know there is a knew club ....its called the people who hate ME club ..and population of this club 3/4 of the world by now...there getting so big i think they even have beniffits by now.....i hate it...my best friend ...my friend...all of them they just hate me now ...they all are leaveing me ...idk why ...and one u kno tared through me like tissue paper ...i feel like total crap ..i think that was the point...there is no point at all |
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| 01:22am 11/06/2005 |
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mood:  awake
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here are some shity things i wrote (they have no significance so dont like try to figure them out or anything they mean nothing to me in any speical way they mite to u though)
• Promise me now
That u will be by my side
When I close my eyes
And say forever goodbye
• Once upon a time
I thought u were my knight
But the fairy tale is over
And I can plainly see
That my happy ending
Was never ment to be
• The things I think really don’t matter
In a time like this, Im passed over
No one thinks that I have something to say
So I sit and rot another day
• Love it brings pain that can last a eternity
When were younger were told stories
About love and how it triumphs over all
But we learn very quickly that love has no power
And it can’t even hold its own
It drowns and brings down all the things around it
So why are we lied to
And taught that love is the greatest thing
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| 10:55am 08/06/2005 |
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well wowy ..this passed weekend and monday has been crazy .... on saturday...mary me and jeremy were at p/i all day ..then on sunday me and marry were at universal all day ouch that hurt at the end ... and then on monday CONCERT...me jer and marry went to the crossfade seether concert ... it was great...there really good live ... im exhausted ... and my feet ...well lets just say i rather not have feet they hurt so bad... but it was all fun ... so .. ill be in ny in like 27 days which is going to be great ... ALEXA BItch we need to c each other mucho lol ... well im gonna go so byebye |
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| 11:58am 26/05/2005 |
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well its like 30something days intill the begining of camp ...and well ... the lower the # gets the more depressed i get.... i miss joe so so so much ....and the more time we are apart the more my faith deminshes...that ill ever get to see or talk to him again... i miss him very very much... i miss camp ...like year 2 ...that was the best time i ever had...i miss times like that so much ... well im gonna go now
One word breaks the code of silence,
Silence tells me all I need to know.
One Word,
One Word, tells me everything I need to know.
One word driven in to madness,
Madness driven by the depths below.
One Word,
One Word, tells me everything I need to know
It's not the way that I want it,
It's just the way that I need it.
Day after day
It's not the way that I want it,
It's just the way that I need it.
Day after day
One lie tells a thousand stories,
The greatest stories that were ever told.
One Lie,
One Lie, tells the greatest stories ever told.
One man can predict the future,
a future journey in to outer space.
One Man,
One Man, a future journey in to outer space.
It's not the way that I want it,
It's just the way that I need it.
Day after day
It's not the way that I want it,
It's just the way that I need it.
Day after day |
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| 04:38pm 13/04/2005 |
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mood:  anxious
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| 01:46pm 06/04/2005 |
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