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I feel like I'm sinking.
no one's company is making me feel better.
I'm actually just annoyed by everyone. I know that if I were with him, though, I would be happy and entertained and laughing and there wouldn't be this pit in my stomach.
its been two days without any contact from him. I know I don't NEED him,
but to leave off on THAT NOTE?
all I want is the chance to speak to him.
I have this favorite mayhem cd, too. I think I'm going to use that as collateral.
how can he just ignore me like that?
I can't even explain how terrible it feels.
not knowing if that was the last time I'll ever be able to be with him again...
it fucking sucks...
I need to get out of this moping phase.
I can barely get out of my room.
tomorrow I will return my movie, talk to chris about, and re-evaluate.
time to continue chain smoking.
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[19 Sep 2008|06:26pm] |
also.
not vegan.
woah.
cha cha cha changes
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[19 Sep 2008|11:23am] |
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I fucking win.
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[18 Sep 2008|07:16pm] |
dick and pussy collision.
leanne will be home soon.
we will get drunk.
then something totally awesome is going to happen.
someone isn't speaking to me.
hope he's not mad!
also.
things that are cool:
onesies
nintendo
smoothies
iron maiden
comic books
vegan potato salad
sweat
porn
end.
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[02 Aug 2008|04:33pm] |
new tattoo:
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[20 Jul 2008|04:49am] |
I definitely just ordered a pleather wallet that looks like it made of bacon.
having money makes you buy stupid shit.
next are the bacon placemats and the steak shower curtain.
possibly some corn dog air fresheners for the car.
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[05 Jun 2008|09:12pm] |
I don't even know what to do anymore.
I guess being lonely in this city is just going to have to do.
I'm just so tired...
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[24 Apr 2008|12:12am] |
I had the best sandwich of my life today
vegan bacon tempeh club with fresh pesto, tomato, lettuce, and vegan malt vinegar mayonaise...
holy fucking god it was amazing.
thank you royal tavern.
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[03 Feb 2008|10:34pm] |
1) I'm addicted to lost.
2) I am losing my voice and cannot stop coughing to save my life
3) I feel worthless and lazy.
4) I have a serious craving for potato chips
5) Bring me potato chips
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[21 Nov 2007|06:35pm] |
1. I admit that I like system of a down
2. Today I got both an iPhone and OS X Leopard. ridiculous
3. My sister is making me go to eighteenth street lounge tonight.
(sub note: I don't like house music, nor being stuck hanging out with jaded 30 year olds)
4. my iPhone just activated.
sweet.
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[22 Oct 2007|08:36pm] |
tonight is kate's b-day dinner at ho sai gai.
here are some images as of late:
( +Collapse )
weee okay.
tell me what you think.
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[15 Oct 2007|07:11pm] |
hahaahhaha.
I completely forgot that Juan from Torche gave me his cell phone number last night.
well. on myspace.
so i can call him and get into the show for free friday.
hahaha.
That's going to be so weird.
made this in class today because I was bored:
peace
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[12 Oct 2007|10:04am] |
AHH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!
TORCHE
or
LESLIE AND THE LYS
AHHHHHHH
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[06 Oct 2007|10:11am] |
my electric and gas bills are coming soon. I'm real worried about it.
luckily, we never turn the heater or air conditioner on, turn the lights off, all that nonsense.
but what I'm worried about is the amount of hot water we use.
we're CONSTANTLY doing dishes.
and I shower long because I don't do it too often.
last night kevn gave all of us stick and pokes. hahaha.
my moms gonna shoot meee.
take note of my deliciously long pit hair:
he's probably going to fill it in so its not so ... insert a weird sound i'd make like wibbidy doodlebee.
that is all.
ps. got a new bike.
single speed beaut.
and
and
and I sold my first book on amazon.
good day
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[05 Oct 2007|02:34pm] |
I can't afford to have a job
but, I can't afford not to have a job.
But, the thought of balancing school, 5 rolls of film a week, a large and drawn out body of work, 3 hour drawings each week, and then working in the only spare time I have scares the shit out of me.
But, not being able to afford anything other than school supplies, and, really, I don't even have enough money for that, also scares the shit out of me.
I'm in quite a predicament.
Oh well, I might have an interview this week sometime for a sandwich cafe place. maybe I can just be like, yo. bro. I can only work 15 hours a week. not even. like 10.
maybe they'll still hire me?
who knows.
if I have to, I guess I'll sell my eggs.
I've started selling books in amazon.com
carefully adjusing the asking price to be convincing and bargain friendly.
Hoping that people read the books I want them to, and buy mine.
With everything I put on the internet today, I could possibly get 100 dollars.
but whether or not anyone is going to buy them...
now that is a whole other story.
Time to take a shower and try to get some shit done.
recording with gary dann today?
possibly.
taking pictures of him and his cat in his studio?
yes.
getting polluted?
yes.
seeing my boyfriend?
hopefully.
eating some good food?
if only I could afford it.
getting a new bike?
kevn better call me..
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[03 Jun 2007|09:14pm] |
Played my first show in 5 months today.
It went pretty fucking well, I was so nervous that I fucked up a few notes though and didn't look up much.
BUT.
I know have another show Next Friday.
actually two.
so PHILLY KIDS
FRIDAY JUNE 8th
8pm BYOB
37th and Spring Garden
Greg Mendez
Alarm Clark
Diana Lee
THEN
at chrissy from the Bees and the Birds' house somewhere in south philly
A bunch of really awesome bands
I can't remember right now
but you shouldn't miss this! it'll be fucking awesome.
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[22 Apr 2007|06:25pm] |
This paper wouldn't be so bad if the fucking subject I decided to write on had enough information behind it to actually be a legit paper.
but I've already put way too much time into this terrible thesis to change my whole paper around and feel okay about it.
should I do a soundtrack for Eveline?
bleh.
I don't even have the fucking book in the first place.
AHHHHHH
I'm going to fail english, get suspended, and never be able to do anything ever again.
this is terrible.
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[17 Apr 2007|12:26am] |
didn't go to class today.
tried to do photo work.
then went and saw the books.
blew my face off, so good.
Then caitlin and I made blingees. hahahaha
Build your own Blingee
We are so lame.
I love it.
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[07 Apr 2007|01:01pm] |
what. the. fuck. happened. last. night.
what I can remember:
ghetto, thick lager, taxi to sals, sparks, guitar hero, sean agnew's house, $60 tequila, strobe light and fog machine, attack via nunchucks, firecrackers, VietNam, crazy guy, free beer, sean's shoe collection, ass fetish, freezing cold, drunk text messaging, red bull, adderall, bartenders, and joshua garret grubb.
i've been up for 29 hours.
kill me.
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Only one hour after I got back from the airport, I got into stewart's car after only meeting him once and we drove two and a half hours to maryland to a party where we only knew two people.
It ended up being on the most fun nights I've had in a long time.
met a bunch of great people, drank beers, made good food, played mad wii bowling, slumber party 2007.
all I have to say is BUTT SAUCE.
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