it's my turn to shine

foresaken remains

crise_cardiaque — Thu, 08 Mar 2007 03:43:24 GMT

waking sleep and sweat,
im painfully obsessed,

there's tainted hands and fingertips,
severly pressed against my hips,
plagues my lips and bruises my chest,

whisper to me ungraceful death.

what im feeling....

crise_cardiaque — Sat, 18 Nov 2006 03:16:12 GMT

lonley- but who isn't?

tired- i need sleep

breakable- well, just breakable...

hopeful- that everything will get better

empathetic- i feel their pain...

excited- about my sister's new baby

hopefully the little patience i have will lead to the truth someday....

crise_cardiaque — Sat, 17 Jun 2006 03:08:52 GMT

is it sain to ignore passion as it may begin to trouble an already troubled soul

perhaps it is a reflection of what is coming from within

a manifestation of emotion and disguised wickedness

light obscurred from all the angles hit and the direction it faces

all direct vision locked away

but i will not be blind forever

dregs

crise_cardiaque — Sat, 11 Mar 2006 04:08:19 GMT

i crave solitude and life and moments of joy
yet these moments i seek turn this solitude into utter darkness
as a figure with no shape follows me every where i go
i stand here waiting in denial cause it's the only thing i can do
for one moment i'd like to feel what i once felt
though it's not something that repeats itself twice

so emo

crise_cardiaque — Tue, 07 Mar 2006 02:34:21 GMT

i said to him youll be alright

but all he could do was look down at his feet
with his hands in his pockets as he managed a frown
i took a step back and i watched us fade
back into the world

and away from all what i once thought was possible

crise_cardiaque — Wed, 22 Feb 2006 05:43:57 GMT

i started biting my nails again

that's kinda gross

they were beautiful for about a week

that's when i chewed the goddamn things up

now i'll just have to grow them back again

oh well

insomniacs got it good.

insulate — Mon, 19 Sep 2005 01:37:52 GMT

life would be way easier
if
i
never
needed
sleep.

ghost_in_mirror — Tue, 23 Aug 2005 22:22:15 GMT

Same person
Behind the mask

Little secret
Little girl

Little girl--Lost
Little, lost, lonely

insulate — Tue, 23 Aug 2005 00:13:11 GMT

today i told people
that i think they're pretty awesome.
and it made them smile,
and that is awesome.
and now what do i think?
i like today.

random thoughts.

insulate — Fri, 05 Aug 2005 03:26:05 GMT

i love to paint,
and take pictures of things.
but i need a new camera and paintbrushes.
and i'm broke as hell.
this sucks.
anyone want to give me money? XD

damn it

crise_cardiaque — Thu, 23 Jun 2005 18:18:13 GMT

Damn it

dAmn it

daMn it

damN it

damn It

damn iT

winter_karma — Wed, 15 Jun 2005 19:58:55 GMT

soap of bubbles or bubbles of soap
nevermind, the sun's already slipping
through the grate and into the tea kettle
mingling with jasmin and orange blossom
boiling boiling boiling boiling boiling
until the roof comes down in flames: dinner's ready!

cheers to all-nighters

incubus123420 — Sat, 11 Jun 2005 19:54:53 GMT

For my final friday night before moving to Hawaii...
A goodbye dance party was thrown at my favorite club,
My friend came down from NY to DJ the party,
I took extacy and got a little drunk,
Snuck into a pool at 4 in the morning,
AND HAD ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS OF MY LIFE!

promotion

i_rememberme — Mon, 30 May 2005 20:38:22 GMT

this is a promotion

to a
community
based on
poetry

practice

i_rememberme — Sun, 29 May 2005 19:35:04 GMT

canvas

you were the oil painting on my
windowsill in the villa of my
mind. fading in the sun
before i noticed. i didnt see
your colours form a bruise.

eh who knows

crise_cardiaque — Thu, 26 May 2005 01:14:16 GMT

im so discontent and nothing ever feels right

i hate my life

nothing's ever good enough

i always want more

i want to be loved but the feeling's not there

maybe im just a little insecure?

bleachedlithium — Mon, 16 May 2005 04:27:39 GMT

summer
is the
last thing
on my mind right now.
i want
you.

sigh

bleachedlithium — Sun, 01 May 2005 17:28:47 GMT

the words
i can not say
stream
down
my
face...

fragile

rubygloom178 — Thu, 28 Apr 2005 18:22:00 GMT

in the midst of milky sorrow
a soldiers cry makes his wife
drop a teacup. it shatters of

course. made to last is a
tale for another time. she sweeps
up and he pours the shards into a bin.

diving for pearls

rubygloom178 — Thu, 28 Apr 2005 18:19:23 GMT

you are not here. slowly
i slip into the otherplace.
forgotten world. burial
chamber with shrouded fingers.
this place is new and
i'm trembling when you return.

i kissed a drunk girl

bleachedlithium — Tue, 26 Apr 2005 17:56:26 GMT

gummi bears.

your mouth tastes so sweet.

cherry, pineapple

K I S S

my eyes are shut tight.

darkness.

wait..they don't love you like I love you

bleachedlithium — Mon, 25 Apr 2005 12:23:34 GMT

I cry when I am by myself.
Not for him.
Or because I miss something.
Not because I'm scared of the future.
Or because he won't be in it.
I cry because of me....because "I hate myself for loving you."

crazy/beautiful

bleachedlithium — Sat, 23 Apr 2005 21:19:25 GMT

i will never forget that day
in very early september
i was getting my lunch and tom leonardo came up to me
lightly hit my arm, laughed.
and grabbed me tight to hug me to his chest.
♥

......

crise_cardiaque — Wed, 20 Apr 2005 02:01:29 GMT

i see people in purple and my doctor thinks im crazy,
but one of them is stealing his wallet.
he wonders why im laughing.
he's dumb and blind,
but they all think im crazy
so, they put me on pills...

aftermath

rubygloom178 — Tue, 12 Apr 2005 20:50:15 GMT

when your in every step i
dance, my feet tread you into the
floor. mosaic in e- minor. when
every drip resembles your name,
memory corrodes. and the path
to before is lined with barbed wire.