it's my turn to shine

foresaken remains

2007-03-08T03:43:24Z

waking sleep and sweat,
im painfully obsessed,

there's tainted hands and fingertips,
severly pressed against my hips,
plagues my lips and bruises my chest,

whisper to me ungraceful death.

what im feeling....

2006-11-18T03:16:12Z

lonley- but who isn't?

tired- i need sleep

breakable- well, just breakable...

hopeful- that everything will get better

empathetic- i feel their pain...

excited- about my sister's new baby

hopefully the little patience i have will lead to the truth someday....

2006-06-17T03:08:52Z

is it sain to ignore passion as it may begin to trouble an already troubled soul

perhaps it is a reflection of what is coming from within

a manifestation of emotion and disguised wickedness

light obscurred from all the angles hit and the direction it faces

all direct vision locked away

but i will not be blind forever

dregs

2006-03-11T04:08:19Z

i crave solitude and life and moments of joy
yet these moments i seek turn this solitude into utter darkness
as a figure with no shape follows me every where i go
i stand here waiting in denial cause it's the only thing i can do
for one moment i'd like to feel what i once felt
though it's not something that repeats itself twice

so emo

2006-03-07T02:34:21Z

i said to him youll be alright

but all he could do was look down at his feet
with his hands in his pockets as he managed a frown
i took a step back and i watched us fade
back into the world

and away from all what i once thought was possible

wrong_signal @ 2006-02-22T00:39:00

2006-02-22T05:43:57Z

i started biting my nails again

that's kinda gross

they were beautiful for about a week

that's when i chewed the goddamn things up

now i'll just have to grow them back again

oh well

insomniacs got it good.

2005-09-19T01:37:52Z

life would be way easier
if
i
never
needed
sleep.

wrong_signal @ 2005-08-23T18:20:00

2005-08-23T22:22:15Z

Same person
Behind the mask

Little secret
Little girl

Little girl--Lost
Little, lost, lonely

wrong_signal @ 2005-08-22T20:14:00

2005-08-23T00:13:11Z

today i told people
that i think they're pretty awesome.
and it made them smile,
and that is awesome.
and now what do i think?
i like today.

random thoughts.

2005-08-05T03:26:05Z

i love to paint,
and take pictures of things.
but i need a new camera and paintbrushes.
and i'm broke as hell.
this sucks.
anyone want to give me money? XD

damn it

2005-06-23T18:18:13Z

Damn it

dAmn it

daMn it

damN it

damn It

damn iT

wrong_signal @ 2005-06-15T22:55:00

2005-06-15T19:58:55Z

soap of bubbles or bubbles of soap
nevermind, the sun's already slipping
through the grate and into the tea kettle
mingling with jasmin and orange blossom
boiling boiling boiling boiling boiling
until the roof comes down in flames: dinner's ready!

cheers to all-nighters

2005-06-11T19:54:53Z

For my final friday night before moving to Hawaii...
A goodbye dance party was thrown at my favorite club,
My friend came down from NY to DJ the party,
I took extacy and got a little drunk,
Snuck into a pool at 4 in the morning,
AND HAD ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS OF MY LIFE!

promotion

2005-05-30T20:38:22Z

this is a promotion

to a
community
based on
poetry

practice

2005-05-29T19:35:04Z

canvas

you were the oil painting on my
windowsill in the villa of my
mind. fading in the sun
before i noticed. i didnt see
your colours form a bruise.

eh who knows

2005-05-26T01:14:16Z

im so discontent and nothing ever feels right

i hate my life

nothing's ever good enough

i always want more

i want to be loved but the feeling's not there

maybe im just a little insecure?

wrong_signal @ 2005-05-16T00:26:00

2005-05-16T04:27:39Z

summer
is the
last thing
on my mind right now.
i want
you.

sigh

2005-05-01T17:28:47Z

the words
i can not say
stream
down
my
face...

fragile

2005-04-28T18:22:00Z

in the midst of milky sorrow
a soldiers cry makes his wife
drop a teacup. it shatters of

course. made to last is a
tale for another time. she sweeps
up and he pours the shards into a bin.

diving for pearls

2005-04-28T18:19:23Z

you are not here. slowly
i slip into the otherplace.
forgotten world. burial
chamber with shrouded fingers.
this place is new and
i'm trembling when you return.

i kissed a drunk girl

2005-04-26T17:56:26Z

gummi bears.

your mouth tastes so sweet.

cherry, pineapple

K I S S

my eyes are shut tight.

darkness.

wait..they don't love you like I love you

2005-04-25T12:23:34Z

I cry when I am by myself.
Not for him.
Or because I miss something.
Not because I'm scared of the future.
Or because he won't be in it.
I cry because of me....because "I hate myself for loving you."

crazy/beautiful

2005-04-23T21:19:25Z

i will never forget that day
in very early september
i was getting my lunch and tom leonardo came up to me
lightly hit my arm, laughed.
and grabbed me tight to hug me to his chest.
♥

......

2005-04-20T02:01:29Z

i see people in purple and my doctor thinks im crazy,
but one of them is stealing his wallet.
he wonders why im laughing.
he's dumb and blind,
but they all think im crazy
so, they put me on pills...

aftermath

2005-04-12T20:50:15Z

when your in every step i
dance, my feet tread you into the
floor. mosaic in e- minor. when
every drip resembles your name,
memory corrodes. and the path
to before is lined with barbed wire.