Yesterday was a mixture of struggling and temporary defeat on the art work. Art is about coming face to face with yourself, among other things.
It's a journey and yesterday yielded some learning. The materials I have aren't going to work as hoped. I may have started in the wrong place by making the head, I may need to start over. differently. I may need to use the head in a different artwork.
Some scenes from yesterday
These are the sorts of disappointing things that happen. Art is not a straight line activity. So I have to explore yet more different materials in my search for this elusive big figure I've had in mind for so many years. And maybe the black robe with all the embroidery isn't a good match to the concept..
Meanwhile I may make other works using the materials I have, while Big Figure is in temporary abeyance. Not sure yet.
So that's where I am, tired, disappointed, ready to continue though. I feel a bit like the heartbroken guy in Death of a Salesman, who says heartbreak is okay because you know you're still alive!
Meanwhile Together gave me the guidelines for a terrific couple of meals.
Spicy lentils, greens and pita. A lot of ginger, garlic and berbere, and it's great. The recipe also made a tomato salad, but I didn't have tomatoes. It's a good cooling note with the hot lentils though. They used spinach which I didn't have, so I used cilantro, parsley and scallions, which worked fine.
This is a kind of modular recipe. You can cook the lentils to go with other foods, greens likewise. The greens, using fried onions then garlic and ginger, were especially good.
I used up the last of the berbere mix, so I'll make more, from the Together recipe, which looks milder than the Marcus Samuelsson version I had made before. I think they may have adapted to what's available when you don't have an Ethiopian grocery.
And here's the scene from the kitchen window of my early childhood, as of yesterday. Probably from the other side though.


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