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Last night I had a dream that scared me. It was about Demontors (yes the Demontors from the Harry Potter movies) any Harry fan should know what I'm talking about. It was just weird though they were trying to suck my soul out of me, but somehow I managed to escape.

Anyways just because I'm bored I've decided to do one of these:


Put an x in front of the ones that you've done.

>(x) skipped school
>( ) seen someone die
>( ) been in love
>(x) been dumped
>(x) been in a fist fight
>( ) snuck out of your parent's house
>(x) been to Canada
>( ) been to Mexico
>(x) been on a plane
>(x) eaten Sushi
>( ) been snowboarding
>( ) been moshing at a concert
>( ) taken painkillers
>( ) love someone or miss someone right now
>(x) made a snow angel
>(x) flown a kite
>(x) built a sand castle
>(x) gone puddle jumping
>(x) played dress up
>(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
>(x) gone sledding
>(x) cheated while playing a game
>(x) been lonely
>(x) fallen asleep at school
>( ) watched the sun set
>(x) felt an earthquake
>(x) touched a snake
>( ) slept beneath the stars
>(x) been tickled
>( ) been robbed
>(x) petted a goat
>( ) won a contest
>( ) had a parent run a red light
>( ) been in a car accident
>( ) had braces
>( ) eaten a whole pale of ice cream in one night

>( ) had deja vu
>(x) hated the way you look
>( ) witnessed a crime
>( ) squished barefoot through the mud
>(x) been lost
>( ) been to the opposite side of the country
>(x) swam in the ocean
>(x) played cops and robbers
>(x) sung karaoke
>( ) paid for a meal with only coins
>(x) made prank phone calls
>( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
>(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
>(x) danced in the rain..
>(x) written a letter to "Santa Claus"
>( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
>( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about.
>(x) blown bubbles
>( ) made a bonfire on the beach
>( ) crashed a party
>(x) gone rollerskating/ rollerblading
>(x) had a wish come true..

>( ) worn pearls
>( ) ate dog/cat food
>(x) sang in the shower
>( ) have a little black dress
>(x) had a dream that you married someone
>( ) glued your hand to something
>( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
>(x) kissed a fish
>( ) been a cheerleader
>(x) sat on a roof top
>(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
>( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
>( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
>(x) stayed up all night
>(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
>(x) climbed a tree
>( ) had a tree house
>( ) too scared to watch scary movies alone
>(x) believe in ghosts
>( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
>( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others would say
>(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
>(x) broken a bone
>( ) been easily amused
>( ) caught a fish then ate it
>( ) caught a butterfly

>(x) laughed so hard you cried
>(x) cried so hard you laughed
>(x) cheated on a test

>(x) have a Britney Spears CD
>(x) forgotten someone's name
>(x) French braided someone's hair
>(x) been to any other countries besides yours - Calfornia
>( ) had serious surgery
>(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
>( ) kissed a stranger
>(x) hugged a stranger
>( ) been arrested
>( ) had alcohol
>(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
>(x) swore at your parents
>( ) kicked a guy where it hurts
>( ) gone naked just because
>( ) been close to love
>(x) been to a casino - Yup in Las Vegas
>( ) skinny-dipped
>( ) saw a therapist/counsellor
>( ) done the splits
>( ) played spin the bottle..
>( ) gotten stitches
>( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
>(x) bitten someone
>(x) been to Niagara Falls
>(x) gotten the chicken pox
>( ) crashed into a friend's car
>( ) been to Japan
>( ) ridden in a taxi
>( ) been fired
>(x) lied to a friend
>(x) had a crush on a teacher
>( ) celebrated mardi-gras in New Orleans
>( ) been to Europe
>( ) Been to Africa
>( ) Driven interstate
>( ) Met someone in person from the internet
>( ) Been to a moto-cross show
>( ) had a crush on someone you shouldnt
>( ) own an ipod
>( ) own an mp3 player
>( ) fancy someone on your contact list
>( ) kissed a girl
>(x) kissed a boy
>( ) fainted
>( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
>( ) questioned your heart
>( ) been obsessed with post it notes
>(x) cried yourself to sleep
>(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
>( ) jumped off a bridge

God do I ever feel so fucking lonely.

I really don't have anything or anyone anymore. I'm by myself. Heh. I can't talk to anyone or tell them how I feel because there litterly isn't anyone.

I have a crush on a boy. I've dreamt about him twice in a row in the last two days which is extremely creepy. It sucks though because he probably doesn't even know I exsist. I just wish I had the courage to walk up to him and tell him I like him, but of course I can never see that happening. I wish I was dating him. Teenage crushes suck. Crushes in general suck.

My Birthday was on Thursday, it was nice. I got some nice presents this year. Includeding the $170.00 I recieved, that I plan on saving for when the new Korn CD comes out December 6th.

The Notebook is such a great old fashioned love movie. It's truly one of a kind. Everytime I watch it I cry my eyes out so it's a good thing that I have a box of kleenex by my side. I wonder if true love actually exists like that, I haven't seen love like that yet (except for in the occasional movie).

What is wrong with people these days? Everyone is bitchy.

I can't share my happiness with anyone. No one ever wants to listen to me, and when I want to show someone something they could care less. I asked my mom to come see the Harry Potter scarf that I wanted for christmas and she just yells at me that shes "busy". That's all I ever fucking hear from her is that shes "busy", she never wants to see anything I have to show her.