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went to Cate's last night because i needed a life pep talk. she helped...kind of what i wanted her to do. but it's hard when i can't really accept her telling me good things. i hope to find a place soon. |
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| Sunday, May 9th, 2010 |
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went to Cate's last night because i needed a life pep talk. she helped...kind of what i wanted her to do. but it's hard when i can't really accept her telling me good things. i hope to find a place soon. |
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| Monday, March 15th, 2010 |
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nostalgia kills me. fuckittt |
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| Wednesday, March 10th, 2010 |
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i just remembered when dan liz and i were dancing up the stairs to hall and oates. then liz spit her drink all over my ankle. |
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| Tuesday, February 23rd, 2010 |
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i wish i had friends that wanted to move to philly. fishtown...northern liberties would be good. goddammmmm. |
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| Wednesday, February 17th, 2010 |
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I think I want a f/1.8. Yeah, I going to go buy that. Maybe today. Today's payday anyway. Yesterday was second jeep payment of the month. I feel like such a responsible adult when I do that. Signing my Superman check and all. I want some beans coffee. |
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| Saturday, February 13th, 2010 |
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i'm done one class of my five for lifeguarding certificate.(?) they emailed us things to bring on our work email, which I didn't check until 3pm yesterday. And realized I had to buy goggles and writing materials. how lame. but i guess if i'm getting paid to do this and they pay for the course i can buy $8 goggles. It's pretty fun with a class full of 15 year olds...(not really) they are all swimmers so the 9 year age difference and regularly swimming makes you feel pretty good about swimming. the only good thing about them is they have the newly evolved female bodies where they are all fat in their stomach. makes me feel a little better about my life. okay okay not all of them. but some have braces and i like that. the whole class is puns, all Dennis and i do is smile at each other, instead of saying "that's what she said". my nickname is "jellyfish" for obvious reasons. i think i'm going to join the Y somewhere close to work so i can swim laps. i love running...but sometimes i don't want to do it. So swimming will be a great alternative. But i cant wait until summer. or even spring. sometime when i can see the ground and not have my feet freezing. |
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| Wednesday, January 20th, 2010 |
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i think i lost my bambi necklace. that really upsets me. i mean, i kind of looked for it and kind of cleaned my room, but haven't really been on a hunt for the necklace. i really like it. hopefully its around here somewhere. it's my favorite and has my favorite story connected to it. lets see...went to the aquarium holiday party. i brought cate so she'd know exactly who i was talking about when i talk about my coworkers. mark hacker won the snuggie, chocolate bar, box of tissues and a love novel prize. hilarious. then danced in his snuggie (to single ladies). he had the entire dancefloor. our curator made him come up and dance. he's pretty good actually. very funny. i think he likes to dance because he was cutting a rug all night. cate felt sick so we were relaxing at the table and she felt bad about not dancing so we got up. and then she was like...i'm going to get sick. so i walked her out to the jeeps. the lesbian ended up being my date pretty much. but then she found another 'bean...it was fun though. i couldn't go out to Dos afterwards because I was the only one who had work in our group! lameo. i didn't really like my dress after i put it on. i hate that. works fine. got a $20 tip on saturday...which is crazy because it costs like $165 to do swim with the sharks and then she shelled out $60 (3 of us) for a tip. MONEY TREE. The dog is barking, I have to bring her in. |
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| Sunday, December 27th, 2009 |
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5 friends of mine got engaged...within like a weeks span. thats ridiculous dudes. |
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| Sunday, December 20th, 2009 |
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i think it's funny when girls pick up a drinking habit and they get really fat. hah is that wrong? |
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| Sunday, December 6th, 2009 |
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i fucking love my job. well for the most part, hah december is a little crazy because the guy who was hired to be scuba santa didn't pass his drug test so my friend Shaun is doing the scuba santa shows and the lab guy, Erik, is doing the swim with sharks. so i cover the lab an extra day this month. which is fine because i pretty much know what to do...i wouldn't say what i'm doing because i'm still a little wet behind the ears. but i know what to do most of the time. it's just the pH meter is such a fuckwad. it takes FOREVER. but the other 2 days I'm with Tony and Ashley. I hate following people around but soon enough i'll be on my own and doing stuff. Yesterday I was with Tony. And I snorkeling pretty much all morning. I get my wetsuit on and get into the "Rainbow Reef" tank and scrub that for a good amount of time. there aren't any spanish hogfish in there anymore so nothing really bites you. we cleaned the jelly cylinder too, which was TOUGH since i'm so short. i had to get on my tiptoes and stand on the ledge while Tony told me where to scrub. I always feel weird around Tony. He seems like he thinks he's the coolest dude ever...so I feel pretty weird following him. He never makes eye contact with me either. Strange. He got a piece of a tentacle in his eye, so he did have to look at me eventually. I clean a lot when i'm there. Lunch is fun. I really like this guy, Hacker. He seems to be pretty funny and he kind of teases me, I like when people do that, it makes me think they like me. you know? if you get teased it means they like you and like you to talk to them...make sense? this other guy Dan always calls Hacker a bear. and makes like bear jokes about him. I guess because he's like this big dude. he's probably late 30s...he lives in PA. He told me that today while we were walking out. He also has never heard of the del mem bridge...and asked me if i've ever taken the comm barry bridge. like it was some secret. i have a desk, a pager and my own email address. haha i need to make my desk awesome. http://www.adventureaquarium.com/index.cfm |
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| Monday, November 23rd, 2009 |
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i dont know why i am writing in this. kate is the one i was trying to entertain at work but her car is kaput. um..first day at the aquarium. i'm always confused about wearing glasses there because they get fogged up and stuff splashes on them. so i remembered i had one last pair of contacts in my old room. so i'm wearing them. i have to work tomorrow (on my day off..) but its 2nd shift so it's a totally different atmosphere. and i'm working with Dar, never done that. todays my bro's bday so i'm taking him to the batting cages wednesday. ummm thanksgiving is coming up. i love turkey. and jen is apparently coming home, which is funnn. but i don't want to go to aj's. i dont want to see anybody at aj's. oh well we'll see what happens. coffee :) |
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| Monday, November 2nd, 2009 |
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Brad motherfuckin Lidge. That asshole. Not that they even know but I couldn't stand going to the game tonight to help sell merch. I told the girl that I was sick and wasn't feeling up to standing outside all night. Lie. I just don't feel like standing around in the depressive state after they lose. It was bad last night. You could feel the emotion just sink. It's a horrible feeling. So fuck you guys, I'll stay home and watch you lose. I won't waste gas on you. In other news, I'm going to give my two weeks notice soon. I'm not sure when my boss takes her lunch so I'll give her a few minutes I guess. I feel like I wasted my day but I didn't get home until 2 because we had to park in the navy yard since the eagles game was yesterday. I'm not looking forward to telling Linda that I'm leaving because she'll probably be upset but whatever. I get off Tuesday and Wednesday at the aquarium which is okay...i have to quit hockey though which really makes me sad. Maybe I can find a league that plays nights. But only 8 hour shifts is nice so I can go to the gym afterwards and not want to kill myself. |
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| Saturday, October 31st, 2009 |
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my newest coworker is skinny, pretty and black. i'm kind of in love with her. i told her a story today. she gave me her opinion...and it was a great input. too bad i'll be leaving her!! :) new job title: Biologist 1 :):):) |
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| Thursday, October 22nd, 2009 |
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my halloween costume looks sooo good. a few more touches and we will be in business for justine and mikes party! phils won. thank gooooodness. i'm glad, really glad. i watched both clinches in philly which is pretty cool. maybe autumn will need me again for the world series. the car guy told me he was going to get me a ticket for the world series if they play new york. i'll try not to get excited, but we all know my hopes are already up. i'm sick of work. i took (about) a half a day last friday and took off saturday. this saturday i'm leaving at 12...I don't know what I'll do when I have to do my actual 3 days. i rode my bike yesterday and my back/neck is pretty sore today. i wish i knew where my kill bill vol 2 dvd was. i also wish i knew what to wear to work tomorrow. |
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| Monday, October 19th, 2009 |
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Calvin: "I wish I had more friends, but people are such jerks. If you can just get most people to ignore you and leave you alone, you're doing good. If you can find even one person you really like, you're lucky....and if that person can also stand you, you're really lucky." Hobbes: "What if you can find someone you can talk to while you eat apples on a bright fall morning?" Calvin: "Well, yeah...I suppose there's no point in getting greedy, is there?" i always find it funny how being nice has really gotten me no where. it's not even being nice..it's just not being selfish. not being selfish has gotten me no where... |
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