When Reality differs from Ideals...

Kuchibiru Furezu...

2011-06-12T05:15:30Z

一瞬だけでも
僕のものにしたいよ
1/100（ひゃくぶんのいち）
ハートが欲しいんだ
永遠になんて言わないから
あいつのことなんか忘れてくれ

友達の彼女なんだって
わかってる（それでも）
近くにいるのが苦しいよ

唇　触れず…
キスができたら
君を　君を　君を　君を　君を
傷つけない
唇　触れず…
キスができたら
愛を　愛を　愛を　愛を　愛を
あきらめよう
今は…

いつものように
話していたのに
２人は突然
黙ってしまったよ
そんな目をして見つめるから
出会いの順番を忘れるんだ

いい奴と知っているけど
衝動に(負けそう)
このまま奪ってみたくなる

指さえ触れず…
抱き合えるなら
僕は　僕は　僕は　僕は　僕は
罪を被る
指さえ触れず…
抱き合えるなら
夢で　夢で　夢で　夢で　夢で
構わないさ
いつか…

裏切れやしないことさえ
お互いの(運命)
それ以上　愛しく思ってる

唇　触れず…
キスができたら
君を　君を　君を　君を　君を
傷つけない
唇　触れず…
キスができたら
愛を　愛を　愛を　愛を　愛を
あきらめよう
今は…

isshun dake demo
boku no mono ni shitai yo
1/100 (hyakubun no ichi)
haato ga hoshiinda
eien ni nante iwanai kara
aitsu no koto nanka wasuretekure

tomodachi no kanojo nandatte
wakatteru (sore demo)
chikaku ni iru no ga kurushii yo

kuchibiru furezu…
kisu ga dekitara
kimi wo kimi wo kimi wo kimi wo kimi wo
kizutsukenai
kuchibiru furezu…
kisu ga dekitara
ai wo ai wo ai wo ai wo ai wo
akirameyou
ima wa…

itsumo no you ni
hanashite ita no ni
futari wa totsuzen
damatte shimatta yo
sonna me wo shite mitsumeru kara
deai no junban wo wasurerunda

ii yatsu to shitteiru kedo
shoudou ni (makesou)
kono mama ubatte mitaku naru

yubisae furezu…
daki aeru nara
boku wa boku wa boku wa boku wa boku wa
tsumi wo kaburu
yubisae furezu…
daki aeru nara
yume de yume de yume de yume de yume de
kamawanai sa
itsuka…

uragireya shinai koto sae
otagai no (unmei)
sore ijou itoshiku omotteru

kuchibiru furezu…
kisu ga dekitara
kimi wo kimi wo kimi wo kimi wo kimi wo
kizutsukenai
kuchibiru furezu…
kisu ga dekitara
ai wo ai wo ai wo ai wo ai wo
akirameyou
ima wa…

sapphodil @ 2010-10-06T23:09:00

2010-10-06T16:09:17Z

DIE DIE DIE!!!!!

Distribution

2010-09-04T17:23:09Z

こんな感じ　　。。かな？

sapphodil @ 2010-09-04T14:05:00

2010-09-04T07:05:42Z

Too bad it's in Chinese, hmm..

Kajiura Yuki

2010-02-05T19:26:09Z

Been watching a few clips of Kajiura Yuki Live Vol.4 on youtube. Yuuka was only there for Part 1 but at least she was there, unlike the previous concert.

Keiko is really cute. I've thought so since watching the 2008 Live, but wow, she really is cute. Plus, as Kajiura-sensei said it herself, Keiko has an erotic voice. 8D
For some reasons while watching the concerts, I keep wanting to slash Keiko with Kaori.
I've never done that, EVER, with real people. It's kinda disturbing.. -__-"

So anyway, I dug out Kalafina's Seventh Heaven and the Everlasting Songs album and gave them another listen since I haven't really given them a proper spin yet.

Conclusion:

Seventh Heaven is kinda meh. Admittedly, I still haven't listened to the whole album, but what I've heard didn't impress me.

Everlasting Songs on the other hand, is pretty awesome. Although, that's probably to be expected since it is pretty much a 'the best of' album anyway. However, since Kajiura got to choose her own FictionJunction singers to sing the songs, some of them are definitely better than the original. Houseki, for example, was originally sung by Inoue Marina who is undoubtedly a talented seiyuu. But, as much as I'm charmed by Marina's voice, she isn't really a singer..

Getting all three of the concert DVDs would cost a bit over 4,000 Baht. Hmmm.

The happenings

2010-01-09T03:09:43Z

I'll be quiting my job as a tutor at the end of this month, finally.
The Australian embassy has also called me in for an interview for the position of Project Assistant. If I get the job I'll be assisting the Project Manager with the Thailand Transnational Crime Centre, heh.

I've been looking at a few Master courses. Though, if I do decide to do a Master's, I'm still not sure which field I should go into or stay in. :/

So, yeah, thought I'd update my dusty, mold-ridden LJ.

So,

2009-10-15T15:12:33Z

My boss is a bitch. Yeah.

China can be bad for health

2009-09-03T05:32:50Z

Just got back from a 6 days trip to China with the family a couple of days ago.

My tummy still feels funny.

Starting work tomorrow, whoops.

Live Fighter!

2009-08-07T14:07:07Z

Adding to my Nana concert DVD collection:
Live Fighter BLUE SIDE&RED SIDE<3

Courtesy of cousins who came back from Japan for holiday~

3,000 Baht, that would have been almost four weeks worth of food, lol.

Given the choice, I would still much rather spend money on Nana-chan than ~~AKB48~~ ~~Takamina~~ AKB48. :P

AKB48+10! 23

2009-08-06T14:36:51Z

What the hell is SKE48 doing in +10!?? This show is supposed to be all about Team B, darnit!!
I want more Rabu-tan, Sasshi, Cindy, Yukirin, Harugon, Haachan, Nacchan... even Mayuyu.

They didn't even have Gussansan section in this episode.

Shinkai's voice is really annoying. I hope their single promotion would be over soon..

Thighs

2009-07-06T23:02:53Z

やばい。。　私、　エロおやじになったかもしれない。。
（´д´ ，，）　ハ。。ハ。。。

Wimbledon

2009-07-05T15:12:59Z

Watched the women's final yesterday and watching the men's final now.

Third set tie breaker.

Darn.

The Personality Defect Test

2009-05-06T11:44:38Z

Your result for The Personality Defect Test...

Sociopath

You are 100% Rational, 14% Extroverted, 57% Brutal, and 71% Arrogant.

You are the Sociopath! As a result of your cold, calculating rationality, your introversion (and ability to keep quiet), your brutality, and your arrogance, you would make a very cunning serial killer. You are confident and capable of social interaction, but you prefer the silence of dead bodies to the loud, twittering nitwits you normally encounter in your daily life. You care very little for the feelings of others, possibly because you are not a very emotional person. You are also very calculating and intelligent, making you a perfect criminal mastermind. Also, you are a very arrogant person, tending to see yourself as better than others, providing you with a strong ability to perceive others as weak little animals, so tiny and small. You take great pleasure in the misery of others, and there is nothing sweeter to you than the sweet glory of using someone else's shattered failure to project yourself to success. Except sugar. That just may be sweeter. In short, your personality defect is the fact that you could easily be a sociopath, because you are calculating, unemotional, brutal, and arrogant. Please don't kill me for writing mean things about you! I have a 101 mile-long knife! Don't make me use it!

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle.

4. You are more ARROGANT than humble.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Hippie.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Spiteful Loner, the Smartass, and the Capitalist Pig.

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Oh boy XD

AKB48

2009-04-26T11:37:33Z

Nanto.. shinjidemonai koto ga atta..

AKB48??

What do I have to say about AKB48? I hate idol groups!

But..

Well, I still think their songs suck though, and the ones that don't suck are just ok.

A fascination with Takahashi Minami in Mendol led to me watching every AKBINGO! episodes on youtube.

Takamina litoru superu queen
Oshima Mai
Oshima Yuko
Minegishi Minami
Ohori Megumi Ha.

Nanto.. arienaito omottandakedo.. murisune.

Dancing in the Velvet Moon

2009-04-19T10:46:48Z

I've seen three Dancing in the Velvet Moon live versions so far:

Live Formula
Live Fighter
Animelo Summer Live 2008 -Challenge-

Conclusion:

Nana-chan's tummy is very delicious-looking and lickable.

'ah~'

*drools*

OTZ

2009-04-11T20:04:45Z

Why..?
She was in London.. only 2 hours away...
Why.....?

OTZ

*goes to cry in a corner and bang head on the wall*

<3

2009-04-08T03:12:34Z

Earth Hour

2009-03-28T13:47:50Z

ETA (9.33 pm):

Earth Hour over!

It was nice sitting with a single candle lit. =D

Patriotism?

2009-03-13T16:30:26Z

There was an article in The Times today about Thailand. It basically talked about what a mess we have made of our politics in the past two years, and how the new PM, even though his credentials are brilliant, is either a fool or being set up as one.

I hate the PAD.

How are they an alliance for democracy when what they have been doing is to use aggressive means to make things go the way they want?

They should have "Hypocrite" tattooed on their arse.

Nana Mizuki Live Fighter Blue Side

2009-03-06T23:19:35Z

Spank me plz.

On a completely random note

2009-02-05T17:10:38Z

I SEE THAT TONGUE!!

~~Let me lick it, plz.~~

8DDDDD

2008-11-05T11:04:24Z

YES, WE CAN!!!!!!!!

Now, California, NO TO PROP 8, god dammit!!!!

Politics Test

2008-10-01T10:45:35Z

You are a
Social Liberal
(76% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(30% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Democrat

Link: The Politics Test on OkCupid.com: Free Online Dating
Also : The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

Kate Mulgrew is hot. Janeway is hot.

2008-09-04T00:22:14Z

Kate Mulgrew. Is. Frigging. Hot.

I mean, Captain Janeway is awesome and definitely hot in her own right, but Kate Mulgrew... Is. Frigging. Hot. Although I do think that Captain Janeway and Mulgrew herself are alike in many ways. The attitude, the determination, the strength in character, serious turn-ons, I tell you.

Not to mention that voice.

And those hands.

..........I have no words.

*pants*
Erm.. ah...

*stares at picture some more*

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*Sapphodil is found unconscious an hour later, smiling in a pool of blood*

Nana Mizuki - Live Formula at Saitama Super Arena

2008-06-01T07:59:32Z

ちくしょううううううう

Live Formula さいこうおおおおお！！

奈々ちゃん　さいこうおおおおおおお！！！
すごい！　かわいい！　すてき！！
もえええええ！！！

ちくしょうううう！！

Concert に行きたい！
Live をききたい！
奈々ちゃんにあいたいいいいい。。！！　

(*´д｀*)ハァハァ。。。

ちくしょううううううううううううううう！！！　((( ；゜Д゜)))