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"But I don't want to go among mad people,"
Alice remarked.
"Oh, you can't help that,"
said the Cat:
"we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad."
"How do you know I'm mad?"
said Alice.
"You must be," said the Cat,
"or you wouldn't have come here."
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:: subject: Dude!
:: mood:  accomplished
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It's been forever and a day since I've been on livejournal. have been trying off and on for a little while to log in actually, but I couldn't remember my password, and the email attached to the account hadn't been valid for years.. and then today it just came to me.. I typed in a password.. and there we had it.. I was in! :O
I've not made a post since the day before my wedding... that was almost 7 years ago now.. many things have changed, I've moved out to Norwood, my husband and I have had a little girl, she's now 5.. everything in my life is completely different than how it was 7 years ago... I don't even think anyone I knew is still even on here, so I'm probably just talking to myself!
If anyone is still active.. you should say something here! Remind me you're still alive ;) |
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I feel like I'm going nuts... I'm so stressed out over everything...
the wedding is in like 4 weeks.. I haven't gotten all of my rsvp's back, I find out today that people I really wanted to come can't.. I'm having constant bad dreams about the wedding, or marriage.. people are getting mad at me because I have no time to do anything.. my mother is being a complete bitch as usual.. I have to find a place and get everything sorted out for moving not long after the wedding, and I feel like I barely have enough time in the day to even have wedding stuff planned properly... bridesmaids dresses aren't in yet, not gunna have time to have alterations done should any be required, and basically... I feel like I'm about to have a nervous breakdown, and absolutely no one understands, or cares...
maybe I'll take his ex's offer up of call me if you ever need to just vent about stuff cause I'm going through the same thing.. sometimes feel like there's no one else to talk to... her wedding is this weekend.. but I can't do that either.. her grandfather also died a week ago.. how can she really be handling that.. I mean.. two weeks before her wedding, and they were close.. what right do I have to complain... |
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So.. it's been pointed out to me by a couple of people that it's been forever since I last updated... and I've been told to let people know about wedding stuff.. which I had thought to avoid for fear of boring people, but I've been told to... so umm...
Let's see...
Everything that needs to be booked/deposits paid for is done... cake, officiant, food, hall, etc etc...
Got my dress... a gorgeous white dress, with a corset style tie back... and the girls are all going to wear burgandy dresses with the corset style ties up the front... flowers are calla lillies, my absolute favorites, white for me, burgandy for the girls.. sommer's my maid of honour of course.. and my friend desirea and my girl alex are the other bridesmaids... umm.... have a humanist officiant, getting married outside with a handfasting ceremony.. I wanted nothing at all remotely religious in the christian way of course.. I think it'd be just a little hypocritical heh... ummm... *thinks*
ohh! the important part... cake is orange and chocolate! *grins* and it's soo pretty... it's got corset tie icing on it *grins* are we seeing a theme here? hehe
Going to see NIN and Bau Haus in june with sommer, dion and john.. so can't wait!
Going out to fet night again this saturday... have a digical now.. so I'm sure I'll have lotsa wicked pics to post when I'm back..
umm...
*shrugs and wanders off* |
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man... this wedding stuff is like... hard..
good thing I have the bestest most amazing maid of honour EVER!
*points at the  prncessothedawn and winks*
*wonders where her winnipeg boys are with something to say* :P |
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:: mood:  rushed
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Reply with your name and I'll tell you....
1) something about you
2) A band/movie that reminds me of you
3) The same interests we have
4) Things I envy about you
5) My first memory of you
6) An animal that reminds me of you
7) Something I've always wanted to ask you
YOU HAVE TO PUT THIS INTO YOUR LJ TOO
It's completely official now... *smirks at sommy*
I got my engagement ring on thursday... saphires with diamonds in the setting cause sommer said it must have some diamonds at least... heh... will post a pic eventually, when I get around to uploading pics off my cam and have memory space again hehe
eeep! gunna be late for work! *runs off* |
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Yes.. I know.. it's been forever and a day.. heh... but! I been busy...
first... after a "thing" at work, and me putting in a complaint at human resources against a team leader and a team manager, I, of course, in true minacs fashion, got fired the day of my meeting with human resources *much rolling of eyes here*.. ahh well.. hated my job anyways, but, while I was working there, I never bothered looking for another job really, because, well.. I had one..
So... sent out some resumes, got an interview at a store, went in, got hired on the spot.. so.. was only out of work for not even 2 weeks.. and I like this place... boss is way cool, pay cut, BUT, with the savings on the travel to pickering, it's not really THAT much of a cut, and the hours aren't the best right now, but they'll pick up in a couple of weeks, which is all good.
And! Now that I've finally gotten ahold of my Sommy, I can make my biggest update yet!
I got engaged!! *much big smiling here!* Last saturday my boy asked me, I'm all happy n stuff.. we're going to do it THIS year too! heh.. not much time for planning, but we're so not doing a big thing, it's all going to be nice and low key, outside of course, so not into the church thing... it'd be kind of hypocritical, considering I don't believe in god heh. So.. the date is august 12... it's exactly 1 year from the day we met.. *blinksblinks* it's all happening so fast, I know.. but it's perfect.
I get the ring next saturday.. I told him not to get me a diamond.. hard to believe, especially some friends of mine won't believe hehe.. but I'm really not that into diamonds.. and I honestly can think of much better things to spend THAT much money on.. besides... apparently the "in" thing this year is colored stones, paris hilton has a saphire and all... lol.. cause.. I so pay attention to that sort of thing.. *rolls eyes lots* hehe
Man.. I don't know what I'm doing lol.. any of you married folk out there have any helpful hints or anything? I mean, seriously.. I've never planned a wedding, have never helped to plan one either.. I have no clue!
This is what's done so far... initial guest list, registered at the bay, tux's taken care of, wedding party asked/decided on, flowers estimate received, some halls estimates received... *blinks* *bangs head on desk and wonders if it's too late to call the whole thing off* hehe
We told his parents today... they were both so happy.. his dad hugged me and stuff.. it was great... when I told my mom.. weeelll.. let's just say, the words "I'll believe it when it happens" actually came out of her... gotta love that parental love and support! *smirks* God I love his parents.. I'd wish they were mine if that wasn't wrong on so many levels hehe... I asked his dad to walk me down the aisle, because my dad can't, obviously.. and he got all teary eyed.. they're so great.
I so happy.. he's turned me all girly! hehe
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