Rant

Im taking a moment to be pissed off. Thats allowed, right?
Don't you love how when you make a new set of friends and you get to know them, particularily because they crash at your place whenever they would come to the region to visit, you feel like you've finally done something right and you let yourself be vaunerable and give them every truthful part of you... ; You don't hold back from being the best friend and person you  can be...
Then what do you know? You move to their region and they hardly have time for you, in fact, they don't make you feel welcome or try to help you fit in. They don't bother to include you in activities and usually their excuse is "you live too far away" which I might add is a good 6 hours closer to them then I did before.
Oh yeah, but they have the audacity to tell you to stop posting about LOST on your facebook or they'll be 'forced' to hide my updates... which is hilarious, the fact that they have chosen to comment on my current LOST obsession and not take note about other updates that reccently revolves around the fact that my life is kinda shitty right now, you know, with my grandma dying and all!
I want to tell her to shove it! To stick her pussy complaint about freakin LOST updates up her ass when frankly, its just a tv show and she can hide my updates if she likes because its obvious she doesn't pay attention to them anyway.
Well, screw her and screw that bunch of people I called friends. They can all go jump in a firey mountain and die for all I currently care.
Right now, I just want a genuine, honest to God friend, who likes me for me and doesn't give a damn what I update my facebook about, to tell me that everything is gonna be alright; that Im gonna get through this and eventually be happy.

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